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the conversation moved to a new topic on00:00:05
residents of Detroit who decided to exhibit00:00:08
his candidacy for governor00:00:09
state from the Democratic Party he00:00:13
spent everything on the election campaign00:00:16
your money your wife's money true00:00:19
no one knows how much00:00:20
even at least several tens of thousands00:00:23
dollars00:00:24
he was blocked and at this cocktail he00:00:28
Katya was not present to take it was here00:00:31
take it was very drunk00:00:35
Mrs. Kuta putting her hand under the elbow00:00:39
her husband joined him she was00:00:42
small plump with smooth without00:00:45
a single wrinkle on a genuine face00:00:47
always expressing affection and00:00:50
it was a pleasure for her to hold on00:00:53
she's nice at some point she intervened00:00:56
recording food and started talking or00:00:59
I noticed that her gaze became00:01:02
hard and hastened to look away again00:01:05
and Mrs. Kuta said something about00:01:09
newly elected criminal judge00:01:11
affairs which were not here because00:01:14
he wasn't invited his name was00:01:17
Petrik Gorman and he is an ordinary lawyer00:01:22
announced his candidacy for judge in00:01:25
relying on your last name for what it is00:01:28
the surname will arouse sympathy among the people and00:01:30
won00:01:32
at this the man exclaimed seriously00:01:36
bags under the eyes00:01:37
Yes seriously00:01:39
A00:01:40
hormone his wife and friends thought it was00:01:45
surnames will look good on00:01:47
ballot paper and that's all00:01:49
he even said so in the association00:01:53
lawyers and sincere sincerely with00:01:56
with all modesty no experience in00:01:58
public organizations they say they don’t have it00:02:02
I’m not at all familiar with this, but I think that00:02:05
may get elected00:02:07
the association did not support him but he00:02:10
still put forward his candidacy00:02:13
and passed with a significant majority00:02:15
votes00:02:17
the conversation returned to the man who00:02:20
put forward his candidacy for the post00:02:22
governor00:02:23
from the Democratic Party and who00:02:27
Elena slowly inhaled as if00:02:31
checking herself until she felt better00:02:35
now nothing threatens her, she looked00:02:39
to where her husband stood and he was still00:02:42
was there still arguing about something00:02:45
all with the same two people00:02:47
a young lawyer and tax specialist was00:02:51
Marvin was clearly built in a feverish mood00:02:54
as always red around them in groups00:02:58
people swarmed slowly00:03:00
shiny women's hair styled in00:03:03
flawless flying hairstyles nude00:03:06
hands on several bare shoulders00:03:10
women with smooth pink skin like00:03:13
expensive portraits and hops and00:03:16
heated, laughing at any trifle00:03:19
ready to laugh00:03:22
experienced in smiles00:03:24
instantly willingly exposing teeth because00:03:27
that their teeth are perfect00:03:30
most of the women were beautiful00:03:32
immaculately beautiful00:03:35
perhaps not so much beautiful as cute00:03:38
nice00:03:39
with flawless instantly blossoming and00:03:41
smiling and frozen, generously sprinkled00:03:45
their lips were also varnished00:03:48
as if varnished and continuously00:03:50
moved giving birth to words and smiles or she00:03:54
noticed a very interesting00:03:56
a woman in a floor-length dress and00:04:00
green velvet deep neckline00:04:02
in front the edge of it reached her waist00:04:06
were connected with silver fasteners and00:04:10
what does Marvin think or what do I not think?00:04:14
I'm sure I don't know Mrs. Kuta lit a cigarette00:04:18
cigarette and exhaled the smoke vigorously00:04:21
but I know what I think I said00:04:27
black man in freshly ironed white00:04:30
suit appeared near Lenin's group00:04:34
I was preoccupied and started asking about something00:04:37
still serve a drink before said que tu yes00:04:41
said the man with sad eyes00:04:43
It’s a little steep without it, but I think that’s enough00:04:47
said Kuta's wife Elena still00:04:50
held a glass with ice in it for a long time00:04:53
melted turning into a brown bureau00:04:56
warm water and00:04:58
thank you nothing eyes Elena00:05:01
accidentally met the eyes of a black man00:05:04
The waiter's gaze was both dull and not00:05:07
the seer seems to have crossed each other00:05:10
space the views of two blind men and00:05:12
frozen dead some people can't see00:05:16
they are just not meant for each other00:05:19
exist on00:05:22
Elena's neck was one of those old00:05:26
the gold necklaces that Marvin gave her00:05:29
solid cast gold very beautiful00:05:33
she had to fight all the time00:05:36
this weight pulled the necklace into one00:05:38
side and she pulled into another bowl then00:05:42
now someone else has fallen in love with him00:05:45
some man fell in love with him but he00:05:49
cut your hair getting too close00:05:52
Mrs. Kuta could touch00:05:54
necklaces flawless on manicure us00:05:58
fingernail but not a man00:06:00
however, he almost touched his index00:06:04
finger00:06:06
He said00:06:08
Elena thanked both00:06:11
that day I learned from them that the uterus is not00:06:15
she's dying, she can't be killed, she could have been killed00:06:19
find out anything else but I can't00:06:21
could concentrate00:06:23
I was very cold I couldn't wait00:06:26
go home go home with my husband00:06:29
find myself safe at home but then I00:06:33
I thought what if I can’t sleep00:06:36
what if I feel her all the time00:06:39
Inside is this little folded bag00:06:42
Mom once told you you can't have00:06:46
your children are not suitable for this00:06:49
the figure is too narrow, don’t spoil yourself00:06:54
new guests squeezed into the room00:06:58
there was smoke in the air and it was very00:07:01
cheerfully Elena also felt like her00:07:05
was overcome by a sudden surge of merriment00:07:08
the consciousness that she was destined to be00:07:11
stand here and go home soon00:07:15
but she wanted to go home and truly00:07:19
I was now irresistibly drawn to go home with my husband in00:07:22
my house00:07:23
how many people having fun00:07:26
would have to spend a lifetime to00:07:29
get to know them all00:07:31
Elena felt completely00:07:33
safety among them standing on00:07:36
squares of parquet floor one of00:07:39
the youngest women here have blond hair00:07:42
and thick sparkling snakes lay on00:07:46
the back of the neck was tense and pleasant00:07:50
pulled off the necklace for the whole evening or for00:07:53
almost didn't move00:07:56
other people moved slowly away from00:07:59
group group why was it changing all the time00:08:02
compositions of groups in the room but the hall itself00:08:05
remained unchanged and people crowded00:08:09
they were also unchanged in him00:08:12
it looked like some kind of game in which00:08:16
the squares of parquet were like00:08:18
squares on a chessboard00:08:20
and people are players who risk themselves00:08:23
bravely stepped on the board but Elena did not00:08:27
knew the rules of the game, you didn’t break it00:08:30
head she was grateful to fate for that00:08:33
that the world is invariably strong, that anything is possible00:08:37
count in parts00:08:40
I heard Marvin got into trouble the other day00:08:44
newspaper someone said you weren't scared00:08:47
good thing he was at home before I caught it00:08:51
Mrs Kuta what happened someone00:08:53
broke into your house00:08:56
recently one evening00:08:59
man climbed over the fence and dogs00:09:02
attacked him or heard him barking00:09:06
the dogs were growling and the man was shouting and running out00:09:10
porch she saw a man standing on00:09:14
on his knees on the path he begged her to call him back00:09:17
dogs00:09:18
then Marvin ran out after her00:09:21
the person was not seriously injured, only two or three00:09:24
small bleeding bites while they waited00:09:27
to the police he started crying he said00:09:31
Marvin that he finally despaired that he00:09:34
wanted to talk to him Marvin Huu but00:09:37
couldn't get him to accept it00:09:40
he despaired because he was arrested00:09:43
2 detectives from the morality police for00:09:47
practiced homosexuality but it is not00:09:50
guilty he swears he's innocent00:09:54
he was grabbed in a bar, there was some guy standing next to him00:09:57
man and what did you ask him and he didn’t00:10:01
having heard it, he answered in my opinion before00:10:05
the man turned out to be in disguise00:10:07
detective and together with other detectives00:10:09
immediately arrested him and he was not guilty of anything00:10:13
he is guilty of simply despair, he must00:10:16
someone help him00:10:19
the story is familiar00:10:21
Kuta scornfully remarked00:10:24
Marvin is going to sue him00:10:27
no, Elena said in surprise00:10:31
she was perplexed00:10:33
she thought that this story would cause00:10:36
completely different response00:10:38
now she saw that she was mistaken00:10:41
she slowly said no he drove00:10:45
hospital to visit this person and00:10:47
called him someone from legal aid00:10:52
Marvin should sue00:10:55
some man said categorically00:10:58
I don't like this behavior I don't00:11:01
I would like to criticize your husband but he00:11:05
behaves irresponsibly and knows it00:11:08
besides break into the house after00:11:12
after dark00:11:14
is considered even more serious00:11:17
crime00:11:18
this law was just changed said00:11:22
kuta well break into the house after00:11:25
after dark00:11:27
the crimes are really serious here00:11:29
the law should not have been changed because it was the same00:11:33
created based on fairly significant00:11:35
reasons I'm surprised at Marvin Howe00:11:39
when was the law changed00:11:41
yes, it didn’t come into force at all00:11:45
it does not matter00:11:47
a lady in a black dress approached them and00:11:50
turned to the line she was middle-aged00:11:54
good-natured and Lena Howe she exclaimed00:11:58
It's been so long since I've seen you my dear00:12:01
are you doing I just spoke to00:12:03
Marvin and told him that I owe you00:12:06
introduce someone00:12:09
or did not move away from the group in which she stood00:12:12
they took her somewhere00:12:15
people made way for her and the houses and whose00:12:18
she couldn't remember the name people00:12:22
looked at Elena how i gave in to her00:12:24
even the mayor of the city in a dark suit00:12:27
and a dark sweater instead of a shirt00:12:29
smiled and Adam mumbled something but00:12:33
Elena couldn't hear her because of the noise00:12:36
she felt the atmosphere in the room00:12:40
how people's attention flashed bright00:12:43
flame00:12:44
rushed towards her and faded men00:12:47
clinked ice cubes in glasses and00:12:50
again politely continued the conversation like this00:12:54
tame and not threatening to anyone or her00:12:58
even on these squares it's amazing00:13:01
woman and I know that she willingly00:13:04
meet you over your shoulder00:13:06
spoke in the meantime or not the lady in00:13:08
black I tried my best to bring you together00:13:11
perfect for her program too00:13:14
interview00:13:16
at home she let Elena down to some man00:13:19
and the woman whom they clearly didn’t know00:13:23
finished the conversation the man spoke00:13:27
rape shouldn't be considered that way00:13:29
this is a serious crime here00:13:32
happens almost every 20 minutes00:13:35
Elena was introduced, the woman's name was Maria00:13:39
sharp man hammer tate elena understood00:13:43
that they did not come here together and that they00:13:46
not a couple00:13:48
women Maria was about the same00:13:51
tall like Elena, very slim for00:13:53
his age00:13:54
and she was obviously over 40 and very00:13:57
pretty with chestnut fluffy00:14:01
hair00:14:02
pink face and light even tan00:14:04
she smiled and told me very much00:14:08
nice to meet you Mrs. Hall00:14:11
Elena stared at her in the woman was00:14:15
something familiar is also very nice to me00:14:18
she said to meet you and the lady00:14:22
in black enthusiastically for chirping but00:14:24
isn't she perfect for you?00:14:26
Maria programs people want so much00:14:28
learn more about martin here00:14:32
he's so interested, everyone's so proud of him00:14:34
just imagine how much00:14:37
people turn on the TV because of him00:14:40
when will your program start00:14:43
I interview business women, they00:14:46
wife said Maria Shar yes, come to that00:14:50
such great interest I want to say to00:14:52
problems arising for women who00:14:55
married to I want to say how it is00:14:58
fascinating and even dangerously stuttering00:15:02
muttered at home00:15:04
A00:15:05
Elena looked into Maria Shar's face and she00:15:10
slowly turned into someone's face00:15:13
who did she know00:15:15
artist00:15:17
Elena took a step back in amazement00:15:20
in black glanced at her but00:15:23
kept talking00:15:25
Baba is stupid Maria to refuse this00:15:28
great interview are you sure00:15:30
no, I want to say that this is final00:15:34
because Maria smiled ironically and00:15:37
lines smiled dryly00:15:41
she nodded slightly just slightly00:15:43
yeah yeah don't stare at me00:15:49
Well, there may be one option: slowly00:15:54
said Maria00:15:56
Of course it goes against my principles00:15:59
programs but let's talk mrs.00:16:03
hall00:16:04
with a quick movement of the owner she took00:16:08
Elena by the elbow and took her aside00:16:10
excuse us she said to the lady and00:16:13
to the man with whom I just00:16:15
she was talking, both looked at her silently00:16:18
damn idiots00:16:20
boring and muttered she or not00:16:23
Elena walked like she was blind, she hadn’t seen for a long time00:16:28
mother or00:16:31
Lord, is it really necessary to act so idiotically?00:16:33
stare at me whispered to Maria you00:16:37
of course she knew who I was right00:16:40
knew my nickname that TV00:16:45
no I mean she didn't tell me00:16:48
who am I not but also knew that I finally00:16:53
received its own program for00:16:54
no television the last time we00:16:58
they said you didn’t know yet, well, in a word00:17:01
in the end it all worked out, didn't you?00:17:04
why don't you follow the announcements?00:17:07
don't you even read the newspaper?00:17:10
television page00:17:12
yes sometimes but00:17:14
they stopped at one of the walls near00:17:18
the table from which everything was cleared00:17:20
dirty white tablecloth folded in half00:17:24
vase with pink and red roses00:17:27
tilted while standing halfway on the tablecloth00:17:30
half on a bare table or not00:17:33
I wanted to fix it00:17:35
or are you making me so sad sighed00:17:40
Mary's face or on fire00:17:44
in general I'm okay with the program00:17:48
it turned out just the way I wanted it00:17:50
to the name Maria Shar and00:17:53
duration of broadcasting with the word everything00:17:55
a cosmetics company subsidizes me00:17:58
love core and the first two programs have passed00:18:01
great, why didn't you even watch them?00:18:07
I didn’t know, Elena told me very much00:18:09
sorry Marvin was so busy and00:18:14
you just don't pay attention to what00:18:16
is happening around said Marie and I00:18:19
I thought that you would be so proud of me00:18:23
or else now that you've recovered from00:18:25
turmoil00:18:26
you look very good, I'm glad you00:18:29
do you still wear your hair like that?00:18:32
it really suits you very well for something like this00:18:36
A woman's hairstyle should be perfect00:18:38
face I glanced at from time to time00:18:42
you here and I liked what I00:18:45
saw00:18:47
the critic remarked to Maria in a tone, but this one00:18:51
light this shade of pink is not for you00:18:55
it was Marvin who chose the dress for me00:18:59
I hate pink you should have it00:19:01
avoid00:19:03
how are you living? I'm sorry, I'm sorry00:19:07
I didn’t call then I was completely done00:19:09
I got ready when I saw that one in the newspaper00:19:11
article about the fact that someone00:19:15
was going to rob your house and yet how00:19:18
you live00:19:20
happy00:19:22
Yes Yes00:19:24
Elena answered, don’t really understand what00:19:27
He says I’m very busy, I’m taking courses00:19:33
in art these are educational courses00:19:36
for adults in the skyscraper of the district committee00:19:40
besides, I repeat my French00:19:43
old textbooks00:19:44
you don't know that I studied for two years00:19:47
French at school and I would like00:19:49
learn to read and translate sometimes00:19:52
marvin needs to know some essays from00:19:54
French press00:19:57
it means you're busy, great said Maria00:20:01
obviously happy and but really you didn’t00:20:05
congratulate me, everyone says it's mine00:20:07
the program is going well00:20:10
Yes00:20:11
Elena said and dared to smile00:20:15
because the mother was clearly not the same00:20:18
critical towards her, even joyful00:20:21
smiled yes it’s wonderful and so did Marvin00:20:25
he will be very happy, I don’t think he knows00:20:28
about this, that is, I want to say, I don’t00:20:31
I knew what name you would take for yourself00:20:33
I don't think you talked about this so00:20:36
even if I would read about yours00:20:38
program even if I happened00:20:42
I could see her, it wouldn't be you00:20:46
you look completely different so I00:20:50
you see00:20:51
before my program started00:20:54
robbie and gave me the opportunity to be two00:20:57
weeks in dallas there is one00:21:00
lovely mansion they are great above me00:21:03
worked said marie and tips00:21:06
fingers feeling his face and thoughtfully00:21:09
running your finger behind your ear00:21:12
The operation was performed on the second day and then00:21:15
rest recuperation physical00:21:18
exercises they send clients00:21:21
helicopter to the ranch horseback riding00:21:23
driving and I met some amazing people there00:21:26
there were even one man there00:21:30
A 92 year old Texan said that he already00:21:34
comes to them for the third time and they are everything to him00:21:37
tighten including buttocks continued00:21:41
Maria00:21:42
absolutely crazy world but the hair00:21:46
I still look like hell00:21:50
I think they looked very nice00:21:53
Elena said no, my hair is mine but00:21:58
too thin, don't you understand?00:22:00
gradually their discoloration because00:22:03
have been wearing black for a while00:22:05
hair and then one morning it became00:22:08
comb and they climbed it was00:22:11
it's terrible, I thought I was done for00:22:14
came out with whole strands00:22:16
it was terrible so now00:22:19
you have to be very careful00:22:23
Elena looked at Maria with all her eyes00:22:28
suddenly it occurred to her that this00:22:31
the woman is not her mother's mother at all00:22:34
never been so soft00:22:37
carefully trained voice00:22:41
but isn't it funny that it's monstrous00:22:44
the woman brought you to me and laughed00:22:47
Maria Anna has been saying for several weeks now00:22:51
that he wants to introduce me to his00:22:53
a young friend of Marvin's wife00:22:55
hawk and I tried to stop her00:22:58
invented all sorts of subterfuges but I always00:23:01
you have to stand your ground against these wives00:23:04
millionaires make me sick, they think that00:23:07
everyone should be looked after that they are just00:23:10
obliged to provide services to people and00:23:12
force them to do this or that they00:23:15
they also tried to introduce me to00:23:17
some widower of her cousin but00:23:21
I already managed to avoid this00:23:24
By the way, do you know or Robbie is feeling bad00:23:29
feels00:23:31
you told me something on the phone00:23:33
operation00:23:35
2 surgeries in two months, poor guy's ulcer00:23:39
he's lost a lot of weight, you know everything00:23:41
asks about you and wonders why00:23:44
Marvin will never take you to the club00:23:47
Marvin himself visits there or he00:23:51
don't tell you about this so robbie00:23:53
doesn't know how and can't understand why00:23:56
never sees you but I tried00:23:58
explain to him that your husband really likes you00:24:01
protects what he wants the little one00:24:04
Elena belonged only to him viano and00:24:07
Of course he's absolutely right, I'm surprised00:24:11
even that he allows you to visit00:24:13
courses for adults00:24:15
I think he wouldn't mind if00:24:18
you and I have met now said00:24:20
Elena, I want to say that so much has passed00:24:24
years, for example, I could come to you00:24:27
to the studio and watch your program there00:24:30
or we could have lunch together00:24:33
I'd like to talk to you about something00:24:36
Maria shook her head no with a smile00:24:40
Elena00:24:41
no, really no, Marvin doesn’t want to00:24:45
so that I can influence you00:24:47
Daniel now he won't mind me00:24:50
I can ask him, I hastened to say00:24:52
Elena let's go to him right now00:24:55
and let's talk00:24:57
no right, Elena don't need it, he's enough00:25:00
clearly stated his thoughts00:25:02
when I married you I can't go00:25:05
against his will00:25:07
But00:25:08
Elena don't persist, you're so cute00:25:13
pretty but still just as stubborn00:25:16
grow up, you are now his wife and I00:25:20
you are no longer a daughter, I want to say daughter00:25:23
you and I don't take you into account now00:25:26
different surnames because Marvin offered me00:25:30
money for me to leave here but I00:25:33
I refused, I told him that no one00:25:36
I won't interfere with your life00:25:38
and I don't interfere00:25:40
when was this Elena asked before00:25:45
he took the wedding one afternoon during a thunderstorm00:25:48
drink me into a flame and it's terrible00:25:51
I was nervous like a real groom yes00:25:54
in fact, he was the groom, although in his00:25:56
age he spoke for a long time, I understood him00:26:00
and he talked about how he was afraid that you00:26:04
he can drag out the past, of course he's all00:26:07
knows about your father and even about that00:26:10
man in cleveland but do you remember00:26:13
who owned the house where we rented00:26:15
apartment and he then said quite00:26:18
Frankly, he doesn’t care about all this at all.00:26:21
I like it, he doesn’t want me to continue00:26:24
influenced you he was very frank00:26:27
he said that I can communicate with you00:26:30
mainly by phone00:26:32
meet only from time to time00:26:35
you will want this but our meetings00:26:38
must be extremely rare of course00:26:41
I had to agree with him00:26:43
agree00:26:46
I didn’t know about this, I said in a barely audible voice00:26:50
or at00:26:52
your husband can’t say no said Marie00:26:56
and indeed when he finishes talking00:26:59
you already think that he is definitely right00:27:02
At first you may not agree, but00:27:05
in the end you just agree00:27:08
you don’t remember your own arguments, but00:27:11
in this case he's really right I'm right00:27:14
he's not offended at all00:27:16
I'm glad you didn't leave town00:27:19
Elena said no, I love Robbie and others00:27:24
my friends and of course it is so00:27:26
interesting to have your own00:27:28
a television program is something00:27:30
brand new so I'm not offended00:27:34
marlin, in general, we are now almost00:27:36
friends if he doesn't bring you to the club00:27:40
then of course I understand why he absolutely00:27:43
right, did he ever tell you how00:27:47
he was checking you and me, Maria asked00:27:50
lowering his voice00:27:51
you mean using detectives00:27:55
detective with the help of a whole agency00:27:59
Elena laughed Maria von must be00:28:03
spent thousands of dollars on it, he knew about00:28:06
for you, darling, absolutely everything, even the notes00:28:10
doctors a few weeks before the wedding00:28:12
I don’t know how the hell he would take them00:28:16
got hold of it or his people snuck into00:28:19
doctors' offices and re-shot everything there00:28:22
round he bribed the doctor's secretary well00:28:26
isn't he a prudent man and he00:28:30
Darling loves himself very much, what else?00:28:33
wish from husband00:28:37
Nothing00:28:39
said slowly or on and what else00:28:43
pay lives so I ask you Elena not00:28:47
jeopardizing his marriage by starting with00:28:50
husband talking about me if we00:28:53
I'll meet you, I'll be for you Maria Shar you00:28:57
charming young woman with love00:29:00
Marie said and frankly speaking00:29:03
in a word at this moment in my career I00:29:08
there is no need for the right to have an adult daughter00:29:11
you understand me00:29:14
Elena looked at the vase00:29:17
but also the gaze was fixed00:29:21
as if she wasn’t really going there00:29:25
I saw vases00:29:26
don't ask for trouble00:29:29
Marie said, well, what else do you want?00:29:33
After all, you and Marvin are leading such00:29:35
interesting life00:29:39
Nothing00:29:41
Elena said00:29:47
16 unrelated segments00:29:51
time00:29:54
first00:29:55
crossing the whole country00:29:58
took off in one place and landed in00:30:01
he is always a friend in the depths of consciousness00:30:04
keep the thought of me for a minute00:30:08
without letting go, he's always in motion, I'm in00:30:12
immobility00:30:14
I never thought about what kind of person he is00:30:17
sees not only women but also whole men00:30:22
crowds of people and all strangers I have never00:30:26
I thought that I might lose him00:30:30
or sat at the dinner table and00:30:33
I read a postcard from my husband, he was a phoenix in00:30:37
connection with one judicial abuse00:30:40
was in the second week of the trial or00:30:43
read and re-read sharp ones hastily00:30:46
scribbled scribbles00:30:48
on the other side of the postcard was00:30:51
glossy brightly colored image00:30:53
desert mountainous area prickly00:30:56
plants stretched their shoots upward00:30:58
like hands begging pleading colors00:31:03
were bright blue bright orange green00:31:07
green paint on the cacti a little00:31:10
blurred and looked unconvincing00:31:13
Elena stares for a while00:31:16
looked at the picture, she touched it00:31:18
I slowly circled to one of the cacti00:31:21
his finger00:31:23
when Marvin left home he called her00:31:27
twice a day, once in the morning and once00:31:30
sometimes in the evening he also called00:31:32
during the day00:31:33
or put a postcard in front of you and00:31:36
got on with the rest of the mail00:31:39
two small white envelopes with00:31:42
invitations large envelope from one00:31:44
to the Trinity organization with which Marvin00:31:47
collaborated brochure with company plans00:31:50
where capital and Marvin were invested in00:31:54
1967-68 a lot of all kinds of advertisements00:31:59
magazine agenda from one00:32:01
charitable society to which00:32:03
belonged or were on the envelope00:32:06
her name and address are printed00:32:09
then a letter from Miami Beach00:32:12
addressed00:32:14
mrs marvin how handwritten letter00:32:20
Elena took this envelope out of the pile00:32:23
the rest of the mail and began to study00:32:26
his handwriting seemed unfamiliar to her00:32:30
I wrote in normal, very clear handwriting00:32:34
woman or na thought I could do it00:32:38
I may or may not open it all00:32:42
Right00:32:43
the letter is addressed to her Mrs. Marvin how00:32:48
there was also a number on the short drive00:32:52
correct00:32:54
as if looking at yourself from the outside Elena00:32:58
I saw her turn the letter over in her hands00:33:01
and began to open it00:33:04
slowly without tearing the envelope and she clearly00:33:08
I decided to read the letter and suddenly thought00:33:13
it's not necessary to read it though00:33:17
she took out small ones from the envelope00:33:20
a piece of paper is torn from a notepad and00:33:23
I looked at him for several minutes00:33:25
then we read almost against our will00:33:29
read00:33:31
ask him about ursula from miami beach00:33:35
have the courage to ask your husband not00:33:40
a stranger to this ursula00:33:42
watch him carefully00:33:44
face00:33:47
Elena read this several times during her00:33:50
the house was silent with its back00:33:54
aged which has become cozy with age00:33:56
many rooms of the dead, quiet walls were00:34:01
thick even the layer of wallpaper was thick00:34:05
thin as your skin on someone else so that00:34:08
mute all sounds00:34:11
Elena crossed the note more slowly if she00:34:15
now he will look up easily00:34:17
will slide along the shiny table and run into00:34:20
black gold wallpaper and intricate carvings00:34:23
watch00:34:25
she placed the letter in front of her next to00:34:30
Marvin's postcard00:34:32
bent down and stood alternately00:34:35
look at the letter00:34:38
then on a postcard00:34:42
second00:34:45
in Rickon's skyscraper she sat in the very00:34:49
in the center of the audience at table four00:34:51
in the middle row she chose this table00:34:55
instinctively at random on the first day00:34:58
other listeners from time to time00:35:01
changed seats and Elena always sat behind00:35:05
she revealed to the same old men00:35:08
notepad on notes from last lecture00:35:11
the next page was blank and it00:35:14
wrote at the top00:35:16
11 February00:35:19
196900:35:21
professor brouwer00:35:23
what you should know about doing business00:35:27
real estate sales transactions00:35:29
it was a course of lectures on jurisprudence00:35:32
which she visited00:35:34
jurisprudence for non-professionals and00:35:38
they should have read the chapter this week00:35:40
on conducting business sales transactions00:35:43
real estate00:35:44
Dr. Brower was late he told them00:35:48
that he has to drive is in our bar00:35:52
and that's why he's so often late every time00:35:55
Thursday the audience gathered at four00:35:58
15 but lectures rarely started at 41500:36:03
Human00:36:04
sitting next to Elena noticed you00:36:08
do you know where he is now across the street in the bar00:36:12
Elena smiled making it clear that she heard00:36:15
but remained silent and00:36:17
when at last Dr. Brauer flew in00:36:21
the audience was already 435 he kept under00:36:25
with the mouse00:36:26
briefcase that didn't close, stuffed00:36:28
books and papers and dropped them with a crash00:36:31
him at the pulpit he looked driven00:36:34
once or twice I ran my eyes around the room00:36:37
then glanced centrally at Elena00:36:41
then in short, abrupt phrases00:36:43
started the lecture looking out the window00:36:46
at half past four he was still in the bar00:36:50
this time I will report about it00:36:53
the man sitting irritably whispered00:36:56
next to Elena00:36:58
at 520 the lecturer pulled up his jacket sleeve00:37:02
looked at his watch and announced that there was a lecture00:37:05
finished00:37:06
the listeners began to get dressed and leave00:37:08
audience and he continued to stand on00:37:11
department and seemed to be looking at the spruce tree with00:37:14
some strange vague smile00:37:17
he didn't make an impression00:37:19
friendly man suddenly he00:37:22
asked00:37:23
now you know at least something from what00:37:26
you need to know about sales operations00:37:29
real estate Mrs. Hall Elena said00:37:32
yes it seems to her that yes and she smiled and st.00:37:37
he walked out of the audience with her00:37:40
in the corridor he asked do you have anything00:37:44
getting home might let you down00:37:47
no thank you Elena said ok00:37:51
he said and left00:37:55
that day00:37:58
relay00:38:00
what I looked like then00:38:02
looked at the door waiting for him to come in00:38:04
lecturer00:38:06
Ilya sat simply staring at one point00:38:09
sat in the center of the audience00:38:12
did I want someone to see me00:38:16
what I looked like00:38:20
300:38:22
she leafed through the French grammar00:38:24
until I got to my head00:38:27
subjunctive mood00:38:29
and there I started looking00:38:32
past00:38:34
imperfective in the subjunctive00:38:36
inclination00:38:38
she knew all this by heart but didn’t want to00:38:40
rely on memory when translating an article for00:38:44
Marvina00:38:46
she knew everyone but she was afraid00:38:50
rely on your memory00:38:53
she had already been working for several hours00:38:55
translating research of one00:38:58
French pharmacologist and reactions00:39:00
she forced tissues to test for certain poisons00:39:04
move forward very slowly00:39:07
carefully rereading each00:39:09
checking the translated phrase is not violated00:39:13
is there logic00:39:14
it was 230 days and she was alone in the house she00:39:19
could work until 7 before he00:39:22
will return if in the afternoon00:39:25
the phone will ring, in all likelihood00:39:27
will mean that he will be delayed but00:39:30
he'll come home in the evening anyway, so00:39:33
all the time between two thirty and his00:39:36
upon arrival she can devote herself to this work00:39:40
she reread part of the paragraph00:39:44
thus from the expected00:39:47
mademoiselle leather are the only ones left00:39:51
covered with lime decomposed soft00:39:53
tissues of the entire skeleton and head were removed and00:39:57
never discovered00:39:59
the only thing that could serve as evidence00:40:02
it is derived from fabrics from syoss qing00:40:06
a few hairs and a miraculous mole00:40:09
surviving on a piece of leather the size of three00:40:11
inches00:40:12
this is that mole and00:40:15
Elena was pleased with what she read though00:40:18
and rechecked a few words00:40:22
rechecked the ending of 1 verb but00:40:25
the words fell easily and automatically on00:40:28
paper and she was pleased that she could00:40:31
work00:40:34
fourth00:40:36
we are trying to save nature00:40:40
we understand that time does not wait and00:40:42
what do you respond when you are accused of00:40:46
that you are acting contrary to your interests00:40:47
some businesses that you are like that00:40:51
this way you can leave people without work00:40:54
we try to establish a scale of values00:40:58
the main thing is to save our planet and that’s it00:41:01
living on it and not individual individuals00:41:04
their money and work we understand that time00:41:08
doesn't wait00:41:10
Maria interviewed a nice woman00:41:14
middle-aged who was clearly nervous and then00:41:17
and kept glancing at the device or at00:41:20
something behind him Maria carefully00:41:23
formulated her questions and often00:41:25
smiled trying to cheer up her00:41:28
interlocutor00:41:30
Maria's hairstyle resembled a helmet00:41:33
neck and shoulders were so exquisitely tuned00:41:36
what or not came to mind in comparison with00:41:39
a bird that stretches out its long neck00:41:42
patiently waits for the chance to bite00:41:47
Marvin looked up00:41:50
papers lying on his lap00:41:53
your mother gave this woman a hard time00:41:57
Indeed00:41:59
I don’t know, it seemed to me that she was today00:42:01
he behaves very nicely and look how00:42:05
that woman is nervous00:42:08
or didn't notice it00:42:11
you are simply appealing to people00:42:14
exercise common sense00:42:16
don't buy some things00:42:19
that means an economic boycott, yeah00:42:23
economic boycott but what is more important00:42:26
sell fur coats or save00:42:29
some types of animals00:42:31
wild animals00:42:33
leopards tigers cheetahs and others00:42:36
handsome animals00:42:37
exterminated for the sake of their skins hanging over them00:42:40
threat of complete destruction00:42:42
There are 60 animal species in the world today00:42:45
is under threat and if we give them00:42:49
you in the world no flowering of technology them to us00:42:52
will not return00:42:53
it means you are generally against00:42:56
to wear fur oh yes yes exactly00:43:00
so there's nothing in it00:43:03
necessity and therefore this00:43:06
It's immoral to wear certain furs00:43:09
animals should simply be banned00:43:12
law00:43:14
Maria frowned and was silent for a minute00:43:18
then said slowly00:43:22
I'm sorry but I just can't with you00:43:25
I agree I know what my point is00:43:29
may shock you probably many00:43:32
our TV viewers but I can't00:43:35
agree with everything you said here00:43:38
I would like to clearly state something directly00:43:41
opposite00:43:42
I think Mikha looks very beautiful00:43:45
on men she is a woman in my opinion no00:43:49
nothing more beautiful than fur is that people00:43:52
subjugated the animal world and became00:43:55
wear certain furs and skins00:43:57
animals are a fact of history and nothing here00:44:00
you can't help it00:44:01
I'm not sure I'm making my points clear00:44:04
thoughts but instinct00:44:08
tells me that this is so when00:44:11
beautiful woman wears fur00:44:14
justified00:44:17
woman on screen00:44:19
looked numbly at Elena's mother00:44:23
Marisha thought added00:44:26
the more beautiful she is, the more justified it is00:44:31
your mother00:44:34
amazing woman with admiration00:44:38
Marvin said00:44:41
500:44:44
Marvin took off his coat and threw it on00:44:47
leather sofa and headed to the bar to00:44:52
mix yourself a cocktail00:44:54
Elena looked at his back for sharp00:44:59
hand movements on a hard torso00:45:02
without turning around he asked what are you00:45:06
Elena did it today00:45:08
I was sitting at home and weren't you supposed to00:45:12
today we went to breakfast it was cancelled.00:45:16
that's how great you are, you're the best of yourself00:45:20
you feel at home right absentmindedly noticed00:45:23
He00:45:24
A Elena looked at his coat and00:45:28
I was wondering if I should remove him from the sofa00:45:31
but this may cause Marvin00:45:34
irritation he always said where to00:45:37
she didn't touch anything00:45:38
where did he throw it, let it lie there00:45:42
not upset by the mess and sometimes we even00:45:44
he liked the mess, he said he didn't00:45:47
wants her to look after him that's why00:45:50
she looked at the coat but didn't00:45:54
touched him00:45:56
you didn't listen to the news tonight00:46:01
at six o'clock Elena asked no00:46:06
Marvin sat down heavily on the edge of the sofa and00:46:12
raised the glass to his mouth or waited00:46:16
his face was flushed00:46:19
Elena suspected that he drank on the way00:46:22
home the day he spent in court00:46:25
defended Troitsk industrialist for 1 year00:46:28
who was accused of trying to deceive00:46:30
their shareholders00:46:32
Elena looked at her husband00:46:35
she was waiting, she was absolutely sure that00:46:39
the process is not over yet, it’s not like that00:46:42
it started a long time ago and that means Marvin couldn’t00:46:45
lose something else here but00:46:50
maybe something happened in court today00:46:54
and Marvin decided that he would lose00:46:59
maybe his mood has nothing to do with it00:47:03
so will he win or lose this case?00:47:06
one day he came home the same way00:47:09
upset Elena a few days later00:47:12
I found out that I ran up to him in court00:47:15
woman00:47:16
grabbed him and started screaming and00:47:19
had to be forcibly removed from the hall00:47:22
Marvin refused to sue her or00:47:25
speak to reporters00:47:27
Elena never asked him about this00:47:30
she knew it didn't concern her00:47:33
another time a magazine distributed by00:47:36
publishing a big interview all over the country00:47:39
with Marvin00:47:40
truly outrageous article on00:47:43
which Elena accidentally stumbled upon through00:47:46
month in the library cargo points under00:47:49
photographs depicting her and Marvin00:47:52
Marvin looked older than his years and Elena00:47:55
younger was the signature00:47:58
lawyer millionaire how wife think they00:48:03
gods00:48:04
Marvin never said a word00:48:08
or not about this article and00:48:11
or didn’t say a word to him00:48:15
Elena come here he said he pressed against00:48:21
her face and somehow clumsily and he hugged00:48:25
paused00:48:27
then muttered I left today00:48:31
home around seven and what have you been doing since then00:48:34
did darling I want to know what you00:48:37
I did it to imagine you here00:48:40
I don't want only you today00:48:44
think about nothing else00:48:46
talk to me darling, talk to me00:48:51
sixth00:48:54
if you relax it won't hurt00:48:57
said the doctor Helen relaxed00:49:01
nurse00:49:04
girl about 2000:49:06
starched white cap00:49:09
smiled tensely00:49:11
looking down at Elena00:49:13
close eyes00:49:15
name this organ to yourself to separate00:49:19
so as not to feel anything from him00:49:21
so that it turns into a concept00:49:25
Elena ordered the brain to expel from her00:49:28
representations of this organ inch by inch00:49:30
and then the surrounding tissue so that it00:49:35
lost my nerves, relaxed, softened and00:49:38
fell asleep or did not hold onto the edges tightly00:49:42
table she looked at her fingers alone00:49:45
after another00:49:46
moved and the name relaxed so even00:49:49
wet palm stopped doing anything00:49:51
feel00:49:53
a sudden pain pierced her but there was nothing00:49:57
everything has calmed down again00:49:59
a new outbreak of pain deep inside00:50:03
the doctor said almost everything00:50:06
Elena closed her eyes again00:50:10
very close she felt a presence00:50:13
almost unpleasant sisters would be better off alone00:50:17
without this woman00:50:18
that's all now00:50:21
sister wiped the blood from her face with tools00:50:25
she was tired and as if it was her00:50:27
experienced pain that I didn’t feel00:50:29
Elena00:50:32
inside00:50:33
deep inside all your feelings00:50:37
everything seems to you just seems00:50:41
cities in the doctor's office he became00:50:44
Elena saw all the blood in front of her00:50:47
bloody lump and the doctor meanwhile00:50:50
spoke animatedly00:50:53
most women tense up even when00:50:56
routine examinations and then it happens00:50:58
it can really hurt00:51:01
even quite strong but actually00:51:03
there is no reason for pain because it is part00:51:06
the female body continued he did not say anything00:51:08
feels almost absent from her00:51:11
nerve endings00:51:12
the actual internal endoderm of female00:51:16
organs and some parts of the intestinal00:51:18
tracts are similar to each other00:51:21
the feeling is explained there00:51:23
psychological reasons I think00:51:26
they are mainly psychological00:51:29
physical not physiological00:51:34
everything just seems to you00:51:39
seventh00:51:41
facts that prove nothing00:51:45
crawling around the rack dirt00:51:49
boards thrown into the mud00:51:51
or walks carefully along one of the00:51:54
boards and one of the workers shouts something to her00:51:57
above00:51:59
he put his hands to his mouth and the other one screams00:52:03
laughs and00:52:05
another tough guy in overalls00:52:09
throws something at her, but it’s so light that00:52:12
it doesn't reach just crumpled00:52:14
paper bag breakfast bag00:52:17
these facts do not prove anything at all00:52:21
didn't want to harm her at all00:52:24
didn't want to hate her at all00:52:26
her death00:52:27
forecast that proves nothing00:52:31
weather by country00:52:33
temperature recorded in all00:52:36
airports00:52:37
it seems like it actually means something00:52:42
nothing really00:52:45
blood on the blood that proves nothing00:52:48
this does not indicate this at all in the instruments00:52:51
pain indicates there was just blood00:52:54
facts that prove nothing, for example00:52:58
if you enter a room in a residential building00:53:01
you go to the door and look inside00:53:03
calmly enter what next00:53:08
do you think that the room and furniture00:53:10
prepared for you it must be something00:53:14
mean in cinema on television this00:53:18
would certainly mean something00:53:20
entering into something new00:53:23
this is not just a continuation of that room from00:53:26
which you left but also the rooms and furniture in00:53:30
there are no very telling facts because00:53:34
nothing will happen00:53:36
therefore enter this room00:53:39
safely00:53:41
teeth that prove nothing00:53:45
laboratory put it in a glass and shook it00:53:48
treated with chemicals and analyzed00:53:51
they rearranged it all differently00:53:54
does not mean anything00:53:55
date September 1800:53:58
1970 another nothing00:54:02
proving fact00:54:04
at the beginning of the page this date will be about00:54:07
then there is nothing to say about something00:54:10
proving it would be better to see her on00:54:13
in its place on the calendar the date of the usual00:54:17
one of many days00:54:21
Elena yawned and00:54:23
rechecked today's date00:54:26
she yawned with gusto at the calendar in the kitchen00:54:31
her hair was loose and dry and00:54:34
yawning she shook her head so that her hair00:54:37
fell slowly fell on the kitchen table00:54:41
so what if today is September 18th?00:54:46
197000:54:50
800:54:52
at the same time reason and patience until it is reasonable00:54:56
and patience isn't it00:54:59
but also artistry that seems to me00:55:02
nestles on your fingertips00:55:05
man in a dark suit and white sweater00:55:08
from some thin material00:55:10
smiling wet gray strands combed00:55:14
back the rest of the hair is very black00:55:18
dark shiny eyes looked lovingly00:55:21
the room lingered on one face on00:55:24
friend or waited tensely when00:55:27
his gaze will stop at her00:55:30
of course he will stop at her on her00:55:33
because she worked so hard prince sl00:55:37
stood holding a wooden spoon suspended on00:55:41
halfway through the map and tongue it slow00:55:44
moved thoughtfully and seemed to caress00:55:47
listeners with his soft brown eyes00:55:50
and, as if reluctantly, was going to express his00:55:53
judgment00:55:54
Bernese sauce00:55:58
Elena stood straight up and waited, waited00:56:02
waiting for him to look at her when he00:56:06
I hardly even heard him calming down00:56:09
the words of his unhurried graceful speech00:56:13
achieve even an approximate00:56:16
success is already luck and yet one of00:56:20
you have achieved more00:56:22
tonight she showed her00:56:24
extraordinary talent as well as in00:56:27
many previous evenings since then00:56:29
how we started00:56:31
I think you all can guess what it is00:56:38
ninth00:56:40
Elena washed her hair00:56:42
dry your hair with a towel and leave it alone00:56:45
comb your hair00:56:47
heavy, wet, they lay on her00:56:50
on her shoulders and on her back she was wearing ballet00:56:53
black tracksuit00:56:55
synthetic material with long00:56:58
sleeves but without tights when she did00:57:01
exercises hair fell forward then00:57:04
flew back forward back00:57:07
so that in the end she herself is no longer00:57:09
knew how many times she straightened up and00:57:12
bent over again, resting her tips00:57:15
fingers to the floor00:57:17
feelings and dizziness, she staggers00:57:21
stopped and looked at herself00:57:23
hinged mirror00:57:25
the mane's blond hair fell over his shoulders00:57:28
framing the face00:57:30
flushed and bursting with health00:57:33
this and Lena Howe in the mirror in a beautiful00:57:38
silk-draped bedroom00:57:41
her heart was pounding and yet00:57:45
she continued the exercises in a clear manner00:57:48
blows of the whip in a non-stop rhythm and00:57:51
wet hair and flying back in the ass00:57:58
1000:57:59
I'm not asking for any monetary compensation at all.00:58:03
because I'm quite wealthy00:58:07
I just demand from him an admission that00:58:09
I exist I live now alone and in my00:58:13
there was a lot of things in life that I'm not talking about00:58:15
I'm going to talk because even if00:58:18
just to list everything would mean00:58:21
asking for pity and I know how he is00:58:25
hates it when a woman or in general00:58:28
anyone complaining I don't know you Mrs.00:58:31
hall but I invite you to believe that your00:58:34
husband, even in the most intimate moments, never00:58:38
wasn't as close to you as to me and I00:58:41
I suggest you ask him about it, he doesn't00:58:44
can lie in front of someone00:58:46
irrefutable facts I also ask you00:58:49
remember the end00:58:52
1968 and00:58:55
1969 and pay attention to how00:58:58
he often went to Albany if you00:59:02
have the courage to ask00:59:06
or did I re-read the letter?00:59:09
familiarly fell behind the upward lines00:59:13
small evil narrow letters are written out00:59:16
and black ink and paper was00:59:19
familiar and dull green yellowish00:59:22
edges00:59:23
Elena was sure that she had already received00:59:25
a letter from this woman to this sylvia peace00:59:29
Chin Son from Albany, New York00:59:33
or folded the letter as she was00:59:36
folded in three then folded it again00:59:40
carefully smoothing with the edge of the palm00:59:43
then folded it again even though now00:59:47
it was no longer so easy paper was00:59:50
fat when she turned into quite00:59:54
a small lump Elena threw it into00:59:56
the wicker basket that I put was tired00:59:59
every morning when I checked my email01:00:03
the next letter was quite ordinary from01:00:06
someone's campaign manager01:00:09
he asked if Marvin would agree01:00:12
support this candidate for office01:00:14
Republican Mayor of Detroit01:00:18
Elena folded this letter and threw it in01:00:21
trash can01:00:22
Marvin did not interfere in politics01:00:27
eleven01:00:29
one clear sunny day while studying01:00:32
shopping on korcheva whether what is on01:00:36
hill Elena recognized the woman walking01:00:39
in front of her mother the woman was avra01:00:42
belly in a brown wool suit with01:00:45
fluffy fur at the collar and on the sleeves01:00:48
I walked towards the red fox fur mother very01:00:52
quickly or didn’t call her around01:00:56
it was full of shoppers and there would be01:00:58
it would be strange if someone suddenly screamed01:01:01
the other women stared in amazement01:01:04
to Elena so she ran after01:01:07
mother who seemed to be running away from her01:01:10
Ardis's shoulders looked strong01:01:13
hair was styled strong01:01:16
French fashion so that the head seemed01:01:18
small01:01:19
smoother than ever in this01:01:23
pace they passed galleries of new art01:01:26
where they were exhibited01:01:27
some tear similar items from01:01:30
plastic then antique store with01:01:34
cast iron dogs and geraniums in copper01:01:36
bowler hats hanging by the door then the store01:01:40
sweets gifts of nature where01:01:42
demonstrating cooking vats01:01:45
yogurt at home finally mother01:01:49
and Linna stopped at the society reading room01:01:52
Christian Science and01:01:54
or gasping for breath and being driven by her mom01:02:00
turned around in fear01:02:02
Elena saw that she had changed slightly01:02:04
their faces on the rivers lay light green01:02:08
the shadows of the cheeks were thoroughly toasted01:02:11
lips were brightly smeared, it was a face01:02:14
created by sanny price from london young01:02:19
by a woman who recently drove through01:02:21
united states01:02:22
advertising doll's new clothing line01:02:26
in rags01:02:28
or maybe I should call you Maria01:02:30
Elena asked01:02:34
the woman finally seemed to understand and joyfully01:02:38
smiled x and you mistook me for01:02:42
maryasha yes it flatters me and01:02:46
seeing Helen's embarrassment and01:02:49
sympathetic smiled01:02:51
amazing thing but a few months01:02:54
ago some man took me in01:02:58
for Maria in Hudson's main store he01:03:01
I just didn’t want to believe that I was different01:03:03
woman he was so angry 1 and and01:03:06
transmission then there was nothing like that before01:03:10
yesterday and yesterday again ear price in01:03:13
bridal department this time01:03:15
the woman is a saleswoman, but she understands01:03:18
I decided that I should be modest and pretend01:03:21
as if I’m not Maria Zhar but now again01:03:24
what a coincidence this morning01:03:27
but unfortunately I’m not Marie, I’m just01:03:32
Livia Lapkin01:03:35
Elena looked at her with all her eyes01:03:39
she didn't understand anything01:03:42
Olivia Larkin01:03:45
Ilana01:03:46
But01:03:47
is that a new name01:03:50
I01:03:52
what and01:03:54
we know each other, darling, we probably do01:03:57
met you somewhere in a club in01:03:59
city center in dhaka aren't you the wife01:04:03
Marvina how do I now know that we01:04:07
met and I saw your photo in01:04:10
newspaper we don't want to thank you for01:04:13
compliment she's so smart01:04:16
interesting woman right01:04:19
I wanted01:04:23
and not that is, I want to tell me I would01:04:28
did not want01:04:30
Elena looked at the smiling face01:04:33
his mother's smile seemed to freeze on him and01:04:36
I was scared by that smile so wide01:04:40
mother never smiled you blush on01:04:44
I shouldn't have put it on with such bright spots01:04:48
bad taste even if such a face now01:04:51
he's fine01:04:52
somehow unlike ardis01:04:55
you and the woman were taller than I remembered or01:05:00
It wasn't her voice that sounded shriller01:05:05
or shook your head, confused and01:05:08
embarrassed01:05:10
I wouldn't like it01:05:12
she stopped talking to me01:05:16
then regaining the ability to speak01:05:20
she said in an even tone01:05:23
I wouldn't want you to be offended01:05:27
because of my mistake01:05:29
I sometimes make mistakes with everyone01:05:35
it happens, the woman exclaimed passionately01:05:38
This is how people behave, I myself do it all the time.01:05:41
I'm wrong and please don't apologize for01:05:43
such a flattering mistake for me01:05:47
Elena smiled and glanced at01:05:51
reading room showcase01:05:53
she listened to the woman's chatter while she01:05:58
I thought about how she could escape01:06:00
how to return home safely01:06:02
to return home it seemed to her that it was her01:06:06
with a labyrinth behind her and a labyrinth in front of her and01:06:10
what the way home will require of her01:06:12
greatest tension01:06:13
she just couldn't think01:06:19
1201:06:22
four couples invited, total will be 1001:06:25
Human01:06:26
13th of January01:06:28
1970 Saturday at 7:30 invitation01:06:33
sent out on January 1001:06:36
the end of the Christmas holidays is all01:06:39
returning from trips01:06:41
tanned face thirsty to know news about01:06:44
friends of acquaintances household chores and so on01:06:47
Further01:06:49
Mr. and Mrs01:06:51
Mr and Mrs Doctor and Mrs01:06:56
Mr. and Mrs01:06:59
she begged him to let her do it herself01:07:02
cook dinner01:07:04
first he said01:07:06
then he said and she said01:07:11
seba01:07:13
menu and then an important conversation serious01:07:18
loud loud even laughter serious01:07:21
Elena was so intoxicated this evening01:07:25
her head was drunk she was so heavy01:07:28
that she just didn't hear anyone01:07:31
victorious chaste mrs hall01:07:34
reflected in the lovely mirrors of its01:07:37
such a good evening at home01:07:40
the guests stayed for a long time, spoke loudly and01:07:43
excited or even feverish01:07:46
success01:07:47
lovely faces smiles old friends01:07:51
someone's wife and01:07:55
Marvin slightly tipsy and cheerful01:07:58
they tell each other in a friendly way01:07:59
something funny01:08:01
laughing at or they couldn't really01:08:05
hear01:08:07
then she lay awake like01:08:10
spellbound next to him while he slept and01:08:15
his head on the pillow was so hot01:08:18
and y or01:08:20
was burning01:08:21
his face glowed with fever as01:08:24
evening event01:08:26
scrolled before her mind's eye01:08:29
And01:08:30
scrolled again01:08:32
And01:08:36
1301:08:38
breakfast fund for the mentally [ __ ]01:08:42
Wayne County children01:08:47
for which friends came home01:08:50
to go together01:08:53
looked cheerfully at the gloomy, cold and01:08:57
windy March sky01:08:59
leafless trees lying around in shreds01:09:03
newspapers and lunch bags yes we01:09:07
talked to them! their laughter sounded almost01:09:11
like music at home in black leather01:09:14
drove the car with gloves01:09:17
I noticed how there were lumps under the stretched skin01:09:22
rings protrude01:09:23
why are you hurting me flashes through her01:09:26
thought she takes off her glove and01:09:29
examines his hand01:09:31
huge diamond on white stripes01:09:34
gold01:09:35
studded with diamonds01:09:37
cut into her flesh01:09:40
what time is it where should I turn there01:09:44
there should be a monument we are always here01:09:47
we are losing our way, there is no monument to the right01:09:50
you passed the monument, I always get it wrong01:09:55
on was01:09:57
is it the Canadian coast or us?01:10:00
we drove around the island and it’s so dirty here01:10:05
there will be no new riots because01:10:09
there's another monument ahead of someone01:10:12
statue01:10:15
through the sparse forest01:10:17
the water in the lake seems icy01:10:21
strange birds which he tries01:10:24
guess they are sitting with a ruffled face01:10:27
in front of01:10:30
they rise and fly into the sky01:10:35
at the Trinity Yacht Club specially01:10:38
made beautiful arrow breakfast background01:10:42
helping mentally [ __ ] children01:10:44
indicates the way to the banquet hall warmly01:10:47
noisy pomegranates chopped shrimp under01:10:51
lobster sauce Elena notices nuts on the menu01:10:56
with berries this must be Marilyn's idea01:10:59
van du zan as the highlight of the program01:11:02
after all, Marilyn Vandy attended lectures01:11:06
prince in cooking and this is one of his01:11:09
favorite dishes but for so many people01:11:12
dish is it unreasonable for a prince to come to01:11:15
horror01:11:17
glance and slowly moves from the table01:11:21
on the table in the long direction01:11:23
laden with flowers became the presidium01:11:27
cheerful women beautifully dressed their voices01:11:31
and delights about each other sound01:11:33
like music on tables cards with01:11:37
surnames are simply tasteful and Lena Howe and01:11:40
200 more women01:11:44
now nervous speech nervous fingers01:11:47
women who speak the microphone and he01:11:50
maybe it's not working, someone comes up01:11:54
handing out ballpoint pens to the table01:11:57
miniature mother-of-pearl as a keepsake or01:12:02
And01:12:03
takes the pen and puts it in her purse01:12:06
following the example of the other ladies at her table01:12:08
smiling in gratitude01:12:12
reduction in government assistance01:12:15
imposes a burden01:12:17
hears and looks almost with fear01:12:22
at the speaker, a pretty short lady01:12:25
forty-five years old01:12:27
who is so nervous that she is shaking01:12:30
voice01:12:31
no one thinks about the state's responsibility01:12:34
the district committee's hands are tied like this01:12:38
that the matter is up to us, we are put before01:12:41
fact01:12:42
large donations needed01:12:44
cooperation between business and industry01:12:47
circles and all citizens01:12:49
the tragedy of mentally [ __ ] children must01:12:53
so that everyone knows about their trouble01:12:55
take commitment cards for01:12:58
take as many distributions as you can01:13:01
to give away is a shame for our01:13:04
states01:13:06
no cream, no need, but you don’t need cream01:13:12
the twitchy waitress bends down01:13:15
trying to appear as small as possible01:13:18
confused01:13:19
Is there any cream at this table for anyone?01:13:23
it passes under your nose and past and and01:13:26
asks you for cream01:13:29
coffee and raspberry pie cherished and crushed01:13:34
hard crust too hard and01:13:37
Place the pieces on a plate with a fork01:13:40
no nervousness at all01:13:43
no panic and there are two girls on the stage01:13:48
from the shelter01:13:50
13 year old twins tap dance01:13:53
glassy-eyed twins01:13:56
snub noses with a sluggish mouth and a sluggish smile01:14:01
but not cuties some lady whispers01:14:05
in life you wouldn't think, in fact, I don't01:14:09
wants to see them not so much with their eyes as01:14:13
frozen languid smile there is no behind them01:14:16
glass wall overlooking the river01:14:18
the pianist plays sneaking through the tulips01:14:22
bravura crumbling clatter am /01:14:26
dance learned by heart very much01:14:29
some lady whispers professionally behind01:14:32
table and and01:14:34
opens her purse and pretends01:14:38
something is looking for something in her01:14:42
pulls out a mother-of-pearl ball01:14:44
a pen on one of the faces with the inscription fund01:14:48
saving the opera house01:14:51
then in the toilet she opens it again01:14:54
handbag, pack of commitment cards needed01:14:58
will ask Marvin what's wrong with them01:15:00
do with looking in the mirror01:15:03
other ladies look good too01:15:06
where did I put my car keys?01:15:10
some lady is at the attendant's and tells her01:15:14
other these girls are so well trained01:15:18
just amazing01:15:20
my sister's eldest boy is like that too01:15:23
my friend's brother knows how to go again01:15:26
to school and01:15:29
has a conversation with herself and one on one01:15:32
a long row of mirrors nearby, black01:15:35
Fat servant waits with a smile01:15:38
I need to make a quarter for her and01:15:42
no, I don't have the car keys, although I don't01:15:45
I should have oh my god I should have01:15:49
leave them in the car because if the attendant01:15:52
I needed to move the car01:15:55
some woman says01:15:57
Mrs. Hall I'm John Tyler I teach01:16:04
French at Warner School01:16:07
smiling, about thirty years old01:16:11
nice but not beautiful01:16:15
Elena smiles back01:16:17
the quarter in her hand becomes wet01:16:20
I just wanted to say hello here01:16:24
hustle true never before01:16:26
met neither you nor yours01:16:28
my husband but I admire him extremely01:16:31
Sorry01:16:34
woman retreats to three others who want01:16:38
come out of the toilet smiling changing01:16:41
they squeeze through with a smile01:16:45
some woman comes in then a woman01:16:48
talking to and01:16:50
squeeze into the vacant space01:16:52
space01:16:53
it's amazing how he speaks01:16:56
it works I help him a little but01:16:59
never had the pleasure of meeting01:17:01
with him his secretary usually calls me and01:17:05
sends work translations materials very01:17:08
special but so exciting I01:17:12
I teach and I also graduated from Latin01:17:15
university01:17:16
take Latin and French to Meadows01:17:20
your husband's work fascinates me so much01:17:24
I'd like to meet you someday01:17:26
him but sometimes this is what it becomes01:17:29
sickening01:17:31
some man in Rouen cut into01:17:34
pieces of his brother's bride and so much there01:17:37
just about different poisons and chemicals but so01:17:41
It’s fun to translate and I’m interested01:17:43
how does he use it in preparation for01:17:46
I would really like the process someday01:17:49
his secretary will meet him01:17:52
cute creature and it was so nice01:17:54
meet you but isn't there a crowd here01:17:59
it was nice to meet you, barely audible01:18:03
talking about01:18:07
at 1401:18:10
breakfast for the mentally [ __ ] fund01:18:13
Wayne County children01:18:16
12th of April01:18:19
1971 Monday before Trinity01:18:23
athletic club01:18:25
friend stop by and in the club01:18:29
special entrance for ladies door on the side under01:18:32
awning, this entrance will be separated from01:18:36
the main one intended for men01:18:38
special arrow pointer01:18:41
indicating the way to the banquet hall warmly01:18:45
my tartlet smells like crab and01:18:48
cigarette smoke01:18:50
tartlets with crab core01:18:53
palm leaf01:18:55
puff pastries01:18:57
meringue butter01:18:59
coffee tea cream for you01:19:03
and at this table how many01:19:08
somewhat disappointed by the weak responses01:19:11
for our week mentally [ __ ] children01:19:14
recede into the background01:19:16
society is pushing too hard01:19:19
donating for the sick01:19:21
cancer and such selfish self-promotion01:19:25
some politicians in01:19:27
travel in connection with the election campaign01:19:29
honorary citizens campaign01:19:32
blocked appropriations01:19:34
discouraging start in March but then01:19:38
at the end of the month they began to type this01:19:41
somewhat reassuring01:19:43
and yet the numbers are much lower01:19:45
planned for this month and a half01:19:48
how do you think01:19:50
maybe we should work harder01:19:53
with the media01:19:55
appear on television01:19:57
advertisements in the newspaper may be ours01:20:00
the executive committee must re-establish01:20:03
think over the whole company and01:20:06
sat next to Mrs. Kuta, the judge's wife01:20:11
Mrs. K picked the meringue with a spoon01:20:14
I missed you on the stage01:20:17
the chairman of the meeting was nervous01:20:21
hat with huge brim01:20:23
we know yes three and we know that this is a city01:20:27
wide heart although he has01:20:29
disgusting reputation in the country but01:20:32
you just need to find the right approach to everything01:20:35
remember the response our01:20:38
help be a free I don't want to embarrass01:20:41
king on which right now01:20:44
is in this room but she was01:20:47
the mastermind behind this company01:20:49
raised millions01:20:51
she appeared on television and you know01:20:54
the rest of the city rallied around her for01:20:58
the matter was taken seriously and far01:21:01
exceeded the target so unfortunate01:21:04
tragic starving country01:21:08
now our task is to01:21:11
how is it not difficult to explain what it is01:21:14
mentally [ __ ] children we have to01:21:17
compete with cancer patients and all sorts of01:21:20
types of sclerosis and muscular atrophy and01:21:23
air pollution01:21:25
the whole problem is with the mentally [ __ ]01:21:28
children01:21:29
is that we cannot show01:21:32
crippled photographs etc. no01:21:36
wheelchairs01:21:37
but people don’t want to think01:21:42
explain and explain again that this is not01:21:45
crazy01:21:47
no, I can just say and how much I can01:21:50
since it seems necessary to explain01:21:52
educated people who have graduated from college01:21:55
difference between mentally [ __ ] and01:21:59
however, with all my soul I mourn these01:22:03
unfortunate01:22:05
what's all this for01:22:08
suddenly with the power of Mrs. K01:22:11
loud and01:22:14
startled, glances at her01:22:18
the other women at the table pretend01:22:21
as if you haven't heard of01:22:23
Mrs K01:22:24
the eyes shine too brightly01:22:27
lipstick eaten01:22:30
the speaker extends his arms slightly in front of him01:22:34
Isn’t it so feminine with a prayerful gesture?01:22:38
funds are melting because there are so many expenses01:22:41
and bills for publication are now coming01:22:45
we asked for more new expenses will be completed news01:22:49
publish chart weekly01:22:52
donations maybe it's for someone01:22:54
it won't be very pleasant but we have to01:22:57
go to extreme measures, what do you think?01:23:01
Do you think I'm exposing everyone?01:23:05
we may be in danger of being in01:23:07
delicate situation and that's just it01:23:10
the shakeup we all need to01:23:13
make us work better even better01:23:18
shocked and silent01:23:21
then applause01:23:23
finally the applause of the whole hall is generous01:23:27
enthusiastic all the ladies at the table and01:23:30
even Mrs. K applauds01:23:34
45 loud booming mocking01:23:38
kolobokov a01:23:40
damn loudly announces mrs to something01:23:44
she was drawn to the restroom, staggering01:23:47
rises01:23:49
the chair turns and tilts and01:23:52
time manages to catch him01:23:55
instantly black appears from somewhere01:23:58
the waiter puts the chair back in amazement01:24:01
goggles01:24:02
and Mrs. K rips off her earrings and01:24:06
throws them into her purse01:24:09
speaks addressing the houses at the table01:24:13
I'll go to the toilet and puke01:24:16
that's what her yapping brought me to, but01:24:20
who needs to place these children01:24:23
[ __ ] or crazy or what they are01:24:26
there they are, what will happen from this01:24:28
happier01:24:31
I can't stand crabs and the cocktail is wider01:24:35
my stomach was so bad it was bursting01:24:41
Mrs. K leaves and01:24:44
grabs her purse and shouts to Mrs.01:24:48
hesitates, then takes his purse and leaves01:24:53
next01:24:54
the waiter looks at her in fear01:24:58
in the corridor mission scarlet right on the carpet01:25:01
the other waiter does black too01:25:04
Bolashak to her, shocked by this scene01:25:07
Mrs. K quickly turns around01:25:10
says don't touch me01:25:14
rubs the front closed to the throat01:25:17
Liv's dress is trimmed01:25:20
tan embossed suede01:25:23
shakes something off him onto the carpet and01:25:26
leaning towards the toilet and01:25:29
hesitates with01:25:31
follows her01:25:34
Skarlet's mission is already in the toilet01:25:37
slurry and in marbled gold edging01:25:39
washbasin and waits holding both handbags01:25:44
she's embarrassed and can't think of anything01:25:46
to say and Mrs. K is muttering something01:25:50
about crabs full stomach01:25:53
antediluvian heating system in this01:25:55
building01:25:56
the most boring speech she ever had01:25:59
listen, looks for something by touch and01:26:03
grabs a small towel from the stricken woman01:26:06
the servants and hands it to Mrs.01:26:10
Mrs. K pulls it out of her hands and01:26:13
wipes his face and spits in again01:26:17
washbasin and01:26:18
unscrew one of the thick copper01:26:22
taps and rinse the sink01:26:25
Mrs. K mumbles now I have insulted01:26:29
they and I are in for some unpleasant things01:26:31
traveling back to gross point with01:26:35
insulted by them houses which will be all01:26:38
keep the road silent01:26:39
Lord, they definitely don’t drink themselves, but who are you?01:26:44
looks intently at and01:26:48
let's comb our hair just in front of me01:26:50
the top of the pavilion at Pierre's is scorched01:26:54
Marvin how01:26:55
doesn't comb her hair anywhere at all, but she01:26:59
M.H.'s wife01:27:01
she nods01:27:04
I can't stand this thing he did01:27:07
French accent but he's the only one from01:27:11
who do I go out looking decent says01:27:14
Mrs. K my hair is as coarse as01:27:17
horse mane believe it or not01:27:20
Pierre is so cute, I really don’t understand01:27:24
why my husband can't stand people01:27:26
like Pierre, men like him, I'm everything01:27:30
I tell my husband that there are such men01:27:32
extremely cute01:27:34
give me another towel honey and01:27:37
take this crap away from me but one day01:27:41
we started talking about our son, no01:27:44
you never met him at harvard01:27:48
so that's when we had that conversation01:27:50
he was still just a baby and we asked01:27:54
each other what we fear most01:27:57
what could be the worst thing for him?01:28:00
fate and we both and Karl and I do not01:28:04
we agreed that the worst thing would be01:28:07
if he becomes01:28:10
homosexuals and01:28:13
hands her another towel01:28:17
and they bark at them with such hatred as01:28:19
Karl tells Mrs. K more calmly01:28:22
but it would be better if Matt died than01:28:26
doing such nasty things is my husband01:28:29
the judge and he sees everything, believe me01:28:32
it's like it's just sickening inside out01:28:34
of our society of course Karl when01:28:38
sits in court he is always armed01:28:41
believes that one cannot rely only on01:28:43
police protection all this talk01:28:46
about love and drugs love mysticism01:28:50
Karl think it's just a secret code01:28:53
homos or their religion or whatever01:28:56
more01:28:57
word x way of communicating with each other and01:29:01
We don’t understand this, but we have people like this01:29:06
disputes01:29:07
or leftists01:29:09
use homosexuals to01:29:12
weaken American youth and01:29:14
make your own revolution or01:29:17
homosexuals use their leftists01:29:19
goals, Karl and I talk about this all the time01:29:22
we talk but he can’t convince me in life01:29:26
that person is so cute01:29:28
touching like Pierre A01:29:31
Mrs. speaks to me much better now01:29:34
I really feel much better and01:29:39
waits until the lawsuit is put in order01:29:43
face01:29:44
what to do return to the table of some kind01:29:49
the boy will read the bill of rights and01:29:52
thinks that this is not it and they are able01:29:56
sit through01:29:58
now that ska's mission is clearly stronger01:30:01
stays on his feet and suddenly slightly01:30:04
got dizzy01:30:06
Mrs. K rubs her mouth01:30:08
carefully bending over the sink to01:30:12
the face was right next to the mirror01:30:14
Mrs. K tells her something maybe01:30:17
thanks and01:30:18
hears and doesn't hear01:30:22
she smiles as a sign of what has been said01:30:24
it came to her01:30:26
from somewhere in the room to the quiet sands01:30:29
the music flies because it is not quite01:30:32
hear mrs k01:30:35
today's date01:30:37
also not a fact that proves anything01:30:40
today itself is also nothing01:30:44
proves01:30:48
1501:30:51
12th of April01:30:53
197101:30:55
Monday01:30:57
1:45 pm01:30:59
she notes this on the way back to the elephant and01:31:03
carpeted staircase elephants carpeted corridor01:31:06
luxurious curtains and paintings and chandeliers01:31:10
interior for serious dramas that01:31:14
happen somewhere else and01:31:17
looks at his strewn bracelet watch01:31:21
blue and white stones on the inside01:31:24
The lids are engraved with her initials and the watch.01:31:29
very light and shouldn't be01:31:31
stopped at 1:45 she knows what now01:31:35
much later01:31:37
need to wash my hands again slight smell01:31:41
work smell of his clothes his shoes01:31:46
pajamas thrown on the back of a chair for01:31:48
drying his breath01:31:51
the eagle of his love01:31:53
surrounding and01:31:55
you don't have to have children01:31:59
suitable figure for this01:32:01
she can almost hear her mother's voice01:32:05
they can almost hear him these words01:32:10
words she freezes01:32:12
amazed by the words that the mother's voice01:32:15
sounds so close and01:32:18
suddenly she is overcome by the desire to talk to01:32:23
mother suddenly01:32:26
truly uncontrollably embraces her01:32:29
she wants to talk to her mother01:32:33
goes to the phone booth and calls01:32:36
Mariusha asks on television01:32:39
Please01:32:41
she's there and she'll wait01:32:45
Maria says no on a very important matter01:32:49
oh this is her daughter and I have a lot of feelings for her01:32:53
important matter and01:32:55
and who01:32:59
puzzled and silent01:33:02
in the distance someone is laughing, a girl01:33:07
suddenly realizes with sadness that now01:33:10
of course it was lunch time her mother came out01:33:14
she stands with a pipe in her hand01:33:17
listening to sounds emerging somewhere in the distance01:33:20
another phone rings and someone immediately01:33:24
picks up the phone people will ban some of them01:33:28
they are answered on the switch01:33:31
connect with the required numbers insert01:33:34
tip with wire into someone's socket01:33:37
someone is unlucky01:33:39
Hello, who's talking?01:33:43
phone her mother and mom screams this01:33:48
louder01:33:50
please this is really happening here01:33:52
Tower of Babel says her mother who01:33:56
is this this or am I in your way you can01:34:01
talk to me01:34:03
or that01:34:05
what do you need I would like for a while01:34:09
return home quickly pronounces and01:34:12
darling I can barely hear you what happened01:34:16
you're calling from home, he's out of town or01:34:19
something happened01:34:21
I thought I thought if I could01:34:25
live with you for a while and01:34:28
Elena I just can’t hear anything right now01:34:31
I'll go to my office, I'll switch now01:34:34
phone and you wait, darling01:34:38
and she's waiting in01:34:41
the phone is clicking01:34:43
need another dime01:34:46
Yes, luckily she has a dime01:34:51
Great01:34:52
nails scratch desperately01:34:55
dime among other coins01:34:58
Now she can clearly hear what's in there01:35:01
depth01:35:02
someone is typing someone is talking she01:35:06
hears half the conversation01:35:08
successfully took place differently01:35:10
the apparatus there are ordinary offices and in it01:35:13
calls are made and answered and01:35:16
waiting01:35:18
an elderly man outside the wardrobe01:35:21
looks in her direction01:35:23
she can't say for sure whether she sees01:35:27
Is he her or is he just looking at it?01:35:30
towards the void sleeping with his eyes open01:35:33
through the eyes of a01:35:35
maybe he saw her walk in01:35:38
phone booth and waits for her to come out01:35:41
May be01:35:43
another fact that proves nothing01:35:46
thinks about when people watch01:35:50
glances at his watch again01:35:53
stuck at a quarter to two a day01:35:57
the beginning of which she cannot remember01:36:00
a day that slowly quietly disintegrates01:36:04
until there's nothing left but the organ01:36:07
the size of her hand, a hand clenched into a fist01:36:10
pulsating with heat and fear01:36:13
where is mom why is something clicking?01:36:18
the machine is knocking, you can hear laughter in the distance01:36:21
Why so far01:36:25
the minute hand on her chats is not01:36:28
moved from the place and the phone asks for more01:36:32
one dime01:36:34
it means minutes have passed01:36:36
passes01:36:39
and closes his eyes01:36:41
listening to the device on the dead line in01:36:45
there is some strange emptiness in the dead tube01:36:47
like pressing your ear to your own01:36:51
woohoo01:36:52
head in my head hoping to hear what01:36:56
That01:36:57
she hangs up01:37:03
step01:37:05
1:45 pm01:37:08
put on a white coat and go outside to01:37:12
steel-gray light trinity at01:37:15
Pskov day without forgetting on the way out01:37:17
use the right doors and then01:37:20
blinks desperately in the bright light for sure01:37:23
you were thrown out of prison and who knows what01:37:27
she justifies the death of whole animals01:37:30
valleys and caves full of animals mountains01:37:33
animals01:37:34
lifeless carcasses are piled high01:37:38
blue-gray mink and platinum fox and01:37:41
rabbits painted any color01:37:45
all kinds of animals that exist on01:37:47
light and yet for some reason there is a little of it01:37:51
feeling nauseous, dizzy, she's still01:37:54
sees and hears Mrs. K and feels her01:37:58
smell smells tartlets with01:38:01
crabs that are covered with cooling01:38:04
light crust and still needs to be tightened01:38:07
pull the gloves as tight as possible almost01:38:11
feeling with satisfaction like rings01:38:14
dig into the body01:38:16
pretty fingers says marvin force01:38:20
them one after another01:38:22
then the pliable back of her hand01:38:26
and and arms her chest her belly flat curve01:38:31
her belly she lies submissive very quietly01:38:35
didn’t resist, but he kisses and loves01:38:38
worships and and lie quietly turn into01:38:42
stone be the personification of peace01:38:46
do people love differently in secret01:38:51
secluded depths of ourselves that do not exist01:38:55
names where this love is01:38:57
safety where she does not meet01:39:00
resistance and01:39:03
walks walks at a normal pace thinking for some reason01:39:08
girls she saw it must be a movie01:39:12
or in some photograph01:39:14
girls who were attacked by a flock01:39:17
guys they grabbed her and threw her01:39:21
they piled on and laughed at her, she didn't01:39:24
resisted, they still laughed and01:39:27
continued their work one held her01:39:30
head with the elbow under the chin01:39:33
because you can strangle your neck this way01:39:36
break and01:39:38
suddenly it became alarmingly restless somewhere in01:39:42
desire flared up in the depths01:39:44
memories of that girl01:39:46
but all this is somehow too vague01:39:50
too weak to be understood01:39:54
she sees herself walking down Madison Avenue01:39:58
approaching the park at a normal pace01:40:01
which she had never noticed before01:40:04
and to the club and from the club she always went to01:40:08
no one walks here by car01:40:11
A01:40:12
now she crosses the road very01:40:15
carefully and behind the transport and is directed01:40:18
to the park01:40:20
keep an eye on the traffic lights01:40:23
not enough considering how people are here01:40:27
drives01:40:28
who said it and01:40:31
it seems like someone just did this01:40:34
said she even hears the voice it sounds01:40:37
in her head but it's not her voice01:40:41
nervously glances at his watch but01:40:45
you don't have to be nervous01:40:47
try to calm down01:40:50
you don't have to think about this breakfast01:40:52
the smells of food and perfume and cigarette smoke o01:40:56
as if isolated from all this01:40:59
body I won't feel bad like Mrs. K her01:41:04
because my stomach never hurts, my stomach never hurts, and01:41:07
Now01:41:08
she'll just walk to her husband's office01:41:11
that she's a few blocks away01:41:14
will go to his office and talk to01:41:16
him01:41:18
she calms down and tries to read01:41:22
inscription on the monument l jora01:41:26
popular at the time American01:41:28
priest and writer who created more than 10001:41:31
books for young people01:41:33
April air is wormy and humid01:41:37
there is something strange in the air01:41:39
currents are like streams of breath of many01:41:43
of people01:41:44
Marvin is not irritated by the city air01:41:47
Every city has its own special smell01:41:49
he you put up with him and in the end he you01:41:53
I'm starting to like it, he says, and01:41:56
smiling01:41:58
she hears his voice she really01:42:01
can almost hear it in her head01:42:04
his voice sounds01:42:07
she looks around at the sad little one01:42:10
park on 2 3 benches there are elderly people sitting01:42:14
in a coat, everyone is on their own as if they were01:42:17
despises others, they all seem01:42:20
their toothless lips move as if01:42:23
they endlessly prove something though01:42:26
no one hears them, one old man speed01:42:29
his head tilted to one side under the01:42:32
naturally an acute angle so it seems01:42:34
his neck is broken and there is nothing to be afraid of01:42:38
thinks and01:42:39
public park these old patients01:42:42
unkempt people are not dangerous even those01:42:46
who is now so attentive01:42:48
looks and is not dangerous, she is not afraid01:42:51
she tries to smile at him too01:42:53
a fleeting smile on his face immediately01:42:56
becomes tense and he doesn't smile01:42:59
in reply01:43:00
no smile for everyone?01:43:04
charm man doesn't smile looks01:43:07
at her and almost viciously small01:43:10
red-eyed about 60 years old with a wet nose and01:43:13
thin gray greasy hair in01:43:16
greasy unbuttoned coat01:43:18
his fingers move on his knees01:43:21
a smart white van stops01:43:24
between and and the old man on the side along the white field01:43:28
written in blue letters to Troitskaya01:43:31
rodent control service01:43:36
Elena hurriedly crosses the street and01:43:39
goes out to voodoo are the venue01:43:42
now she's picking up the pace why is she01:43:47
passes by shops covered with boards01:43:50
as if01:43:52
barricaded himself from attack then01:43:55
past the record store sandwiched between01:43:58
two empty retail premises01:44:01
the music is blaring, someone jumps straight up01:44:05
in her head or it's piercing01:44:08
the man squealed either shrilly01:44:11
the woman squealed and01:44:14
glances at his watch01:44:17
1:45 she feels a little better01:44:21
walking into Marvin's office she won't feel bad01:44:25
she notices that people are wandering around her01:44:28
they don't go shopping slowly01:44:32
wandering aimlessly01:44:34
stop turn back stand01:44:37
and look blankly across the street as if they were living01:44:40
here on the sidewalk and they don't have any01:44:43
interests and they have nowhere and don’t need anywhere01:44:46
go01:44:48
a few white men most01:44:52
black and several black women they01:44:56
look at her in amazement and01:44:58
curiosity some black to shiny01:45:03
pink ski jacket bows01:45:06
her in a mocking bow or maybe01:45:10
maybe it seemed to her she was rushing past in01:45:14
strictly buttoned up01:45:16
coat is not that I'm not in danger here I love01:45:21
this city01:45:22
Detroit is like home to me01:45:25
with all its smells and troubles speaks01:45:28
Marvin and01:45:31
both agree with him and now not at all01:45:34
scared and she feels much01:45:36
it's better to walk past the shoe store with01:45:40
sparkling red and yellow inscription01:45:42
outdated models on the sidewalk two01:45:45
baskets full of people's shoes01:45:48
usually rummages through them something in this01:45:51
breasts of shoes and in buyers causes a01:45:55
I-thought01:45:56
that everything is fine here, this whole world is like that01:45:59
good, nothing in it threatens you01:46:03
young girl with a blue-purple face01:46:06
looks up at01:46:09
lips and and parted revealing two huge01:46:13
protruding teeth are only slightly01:46:16
smiles and it would be wide01:46:20
smile nothing threatens her someone01:46:24
flies at her, it seems white and01:46:26
excited says excuse me lady01:46:29
excuse me but I say something in response01:46:32
quickly without stopping but she doesn't01:46:35
fears01:46:37
she is filled with the feeling that everything is fine01:46:42
well she herself is walking here too01:46:46
obviously good balanced and life01:46:49
she's balanced, she's not in a hurry01:46:53
you have to make time hurry up to run away01:46:57
towards01:46:58
like the pavement under her feet she walks in one01:47:02
direction and they are moving in another direction01:47:05
looks thoughtfully at the cluster01:47:07
transport buses taxi cars01:47:10
cars and crowds of pedestrians on01:47:14
crossroads patiently waiting when01:47:17
The traffic light will change01:47:19
yes she can understand why Martin is like this01:47:22
loves this city the very energy of this city01:47:26
the most energy01:47:28
the world is energy itself and with this we must01:47:31
be considered01:47:33
according to and something else that is today01:47:38
a number that proves nothing01:47:43
means no threat01:47:45
because nothing will happen01:47:48
but she can't tell Marvin that01:47:51
these kinds of thoughts should be kept to yourself01:47:54
stay calm01:47:56
naively inconspicuously instead she01:48:00
tell him about breakfast01:48:03
discouraging financial report01:48:06
the plans of the new company will tell about his wife01:48:10
judges how she got drunk she felt bad and01:48:14
what strange things she said01:48:17
he will be amused by all this01:48:21
the end will be the venue the very outskirts01:48:24
detroit beautiful new half houses01:48:28
of glass mighty noble she01:48:32
crosses the street to the city building01:48:34
municipality and district administration are not01:48:39
everything would be covered, but you can feel it in the air01:48:42
something really strange01:48:44
inspired vitality subtle rays01:48:48
sunlight is knocked out from under01:48:50
clouds pierce them and notice a fountain01:48:54
water jets01:48:56
beautiful now she stopped shaking01:49:00
remembers Mrs. K and immediately01:49:03
throws this memory away vomiting01:49:06
washbasin and so on must be forgotten she01:49:09
feels very good now and01:49:11
she is the only one who openly looks around01:49:15
everyone on the sidewalk who is not in a hurry01:49:18
people entering revolving doors01:49:22
the buildings are well dressed almost all01:49:25
except for a few frayed ones01:49:28
shuffling subjects only one elderly01:49:31
an unoccupied person separated from01:49:34
crowd stands leaning against a concrete wall01:49:37
you can't look at him01:49:40
Marvin's office is right next door01:49:43
five minutes and he will be safe01:49:46
in the office even in less than 5 minutes01:49:50
nothing threatens her until, by the way, she01:49:55
something might be in danger01:49:59
she automatically glances at her01:50:02
the clock is 1:45 and at that moment he remembers01:50:07
that she has a watch but it doesn't01:50:09
values01:50:10
she feels great her attention01:50:14
attracts statues in front of the building01:50:16
municipality01:50:18
which everyone passes by without even01:50:20
looking at the statue, large, massive01:50:23
green in gray streaks, exactly traces01:50:27
salty tears or streams left01:50:31
tears01:50:33
male figure01:50:35
huge01:50:36
godlike statue called soul before01:50:40
threes01:50:41
people rush past without even bothering01:50:44
look at her and01:50:47
comes closer and reads the inscription01:50:50
again looks at the statue of huge thighs01:50:55
truly gigantic thighs are just muscles and01:50:58
or surprisingly narrow almost01:51:02
tightened much worse than a woman's01:51:06
the hands and fingers of the figure are all gigantic01:51:09
excessively large and01:51:12
and even becomes somehow uneasy for now01:51:15
she looks at her strangely01:51:18
disproportionate thighs and shoulders and torso01:51:21
narrow waist in the figure's left hand hold01:51:25
a subject that obviously should01:51:26
denote the sun emanates from it in straight lines01:51:30
spike-like golden rays01:51:33
in his right hand the figure holds a small01:51:36
a man and a small woman and a woman01:51:39
holding the baby and all three tiny01:51:43
the figures raise their hands to the sky01:51:46
what is this supposed to mean01:51:48
f mother she studies and01:51:51
looks at the small clearly cut01:51:55
human faces hands raised above01:51:58
head in supplication in prayer01:52:02
however, they don’t look scared, they look01:52:07
peaceful even detached and01:52:10
comes closer to see more clearly01:52:12
inscription01:52:14
second letter to the Corinthians01:52:20
317 the lord is the spirit and where is the spirit lord01:52:26
there is freedom and further explanations01:52:29
God through the human spirit01:52:32
expresses himself in the highest family01:52:36
example of human relations and01:52:41
looks at the greenish gray metal on01:52:45
hard muscles frozen in metal01:52:48
merciless on streams of tears01:52:51
now she will almost bring out both the man and01:52:55
a woman and a child, a whole family for someone01:52:59
palms yes I understand what is said here before01:53:05
time01:53:07
1:4501:53:09
time01:53:11
1:4501:53:13
she stands frozen and looks at the statue01:53:17
look at her slowly very slowly01:53:20
moves along the figure's huge arms01:53:23
on the little man and woman in her01:53:26
palms and then very slowly back01:53:29
back to the sun in its thorns and its sharp01:53:33
golden rays and again slowly back and01:53:39
finally stops in the center yes I01:53:43
Understand01:53:45
sich s01:53:48
1:45 she stands motionless straight and firmly01:53:55
her spine is unbending, like steel01:53:59
traces of tears on the skin01:54:02
gradually turning greenish gray01:54:05
shade01:54:06
perfectly frozen yes I am like that right now01:54:10
Fine01:54:11
she is so happy yes yes everything comes to01:54:16
peace ideal is peace forever01:54:21
4501:54:23
stopped forever01:54:27
1:4501:54:30
stand she froze01:54:34
Mrs. Hall can someone tell someone's01:54:39
an unfamiliar voice and someone unfamiliar01:54:42
the hand hesitantly touches her elbow01:54:46
Mrs Hall01:54:48
but if she hears, she won’t even answer01:54:53
won't look at him01:54:55
there is no human voice before her01:55:00
it will come01:55:04
I am a lawyer and therefore am involved in evil01:55:09
Franz Kafka01:55:13
part 201:55:15
scattered facts events speculation01:55:19
certificate01:55:21
taken into account and not taken into account01:55:24
her01:55:27
January 1801:55:29
195301:55:31
exactly at seven in the morning in rich01:55:34
northwest Detroit area01:55:36
a man named neil stilen woke up01:55:41
got out of bed and went to take01:55:44
brits shower and get dressed01:55:47
carefully prepared for their death01:55:49
the hour which was to strike at 7:4501:55:54
he felt like he had to hurry01:55:57
and can’t wait until he sweats01:56:00
bathroom mirror01:56:01
the impatient one wiped it with his palm after01:56:05
Why is there a cloudy spot left on it?01:56:07
at the same time a man named joseph01:56:10
Marie Senne was either asleep or not there01:56:14
car which from four o'clock in the morning01:56:17
stood near the supermarket on Liver Street01:56:20
save new01:56:22
Morrissey didn't remember whether he spanned or not01:56:25
that's why I couldn't say whether he woke up or01:56:29
didn’t wake up and what time was it anyway?01:56:32
he didn't shower or shave or even01:56:36
did not straighten out his crumpled clothes01:56:39
the only thing he did was to01:56:42
get yourself in order before01:56:44
upcoming event is several01:56:48
nervously scratched his shirt with his nails for seconds01:56:52
some dry spots, something hard01:56:56
similar to traces of vomit but he didn’t remember01:56:58
so that he feels bad when01:57:03
the mystery remains unclear01:57:06
he didn't find his watch on his wrist01:57:09
they were nowhere to be found before or nearby01:57:12
Apparently it was stolen01:57:15
early morning he checked his pockets01:57:18
is the wallet here it turned out that it is here and01:57:22
it pleasantly surprised him01:57:25
the revolver lay next to the seat covered01:57:29
from katanas they wear a cloak01:57:32
stylish01:57:33
48 year old building contractor01:57:36
cellist amateur active league member01:57:39
on planning the northwestern01:57:41
Detroit eldest son of philanthropist Max01:57:45
stellina01:57:46
leaving behind a wife and sons01:57:50
Mark and Roberto01:57:52
hastily ran downstairs into the beautiful oval01:57:55
the hall of his house where he just01:57:58
laid out paul dupont of ski with marble01:58:01
his jacket hung on one shoulder01:58:04
his graying hair was still damp and he01:58:07
I was hungry01:58:09
Stalin had little time this morning01:58:12
he just glanced around enjoying01:58:16
the beauty of the house he bought01:58:18
a few years ago in a seedy01:58:21
times the sale of real estate for less than01:58:24
70 thousand dollars now in01:58:28
In 1953 the house probably cost 120,000 but01:58:33
Stalin was not going to sell it01:58:37
planning to rebuild the house and demolish some01:58:39
walls to make 2 bright living rooms01:58:42
add a second terrace and pool01:58:46
this house belonged before the family01:58:49
quanta and stood at number 778 on the headlight01:58:54
and drive behind the golf course01:58:57
to Trinity Golf Club01:59:00
her neighbors on the right were Draven and01:59:05
left windley needle his father max style01:59:11
the now deceased lived in a huge01:59:13
Georgian mansion on another can c01:59:16
fires and drive near the road 7 miles01:59:20
And01:59:21
style he grew up here and said that01:59:25
will never leave here, will never give in01:59:27
panic and not move but will spend01:59:31
the rest of his life in Detroit, a city that01:59:34
he loved so much01:59:36
according to his wife, Stalin at that time01:59:39
morning looked quite normal nothing01:59:42
I was preoccupied except for rushing to work01:59:46
he's been around for some time now01:59:48
I haven't mentioned Joseph in a few weeks.01:59:52
Morrissey01:59:55
at 725 he called on the phone and mrs.02:00:00
style he was opening in a robe in the kitchen02:00:03
I just got the refrigerator02:00:06
orange juice nil all life each02:00:09
drank orange juice in the morning02:00:11
Joseph Morrissey tried to start the car02:00:16
however, the batteries apparently ran out and he went out of his way02:00:19
strong but silently turned the steering wheel angrily02:00:22
and grabbed it with both hands and pulled02:00:26
I definitely wanted to [ __ ] myself then02:00:29
leaned over to the right and with a sharp movement02:00:32
broke the side window02:00:34
he probably felt pain but02:00:37
he had no memory of it02:00:40
partially broken glass and cracks02:00:43
scattered like cobwebs across the remaining02:00:46
the piece will be photographed later02:00:51
Morrissey put the revolver in his pocket and02:00:56
the polliver walked on Nice Avenue02:00:59
disgusting street02:01:02
burying his head in his shoulders and clapping from the cold02:01:05
and not buttoned up boots and besides02:01:09
time when he got to the road 602:01:12
miles and he had already forgotten about his car and02:01:15
about her fit of irritation when she02:01:18
it didn't start, it started to warm up02:01:22
I then quickly warmed up as I walked02:01:27
coming out onto the road 6 million turned onto02:01:30
east and walked for several blocks again02:01:33
against the wind and the wind apparently changed02:01:36
And02:01:37
now grains were flying into Morrissey's face02:01:41
snow and ice02:01:43
but it didn't force me to slow down02:01:46
nothing could make me slow down02:01:50
step02:01:52
early morning there are cars on the streets02:01:54
met only occasionally underfoot02:01:56
ice crunched at Trinity University02:02:00
this hour the parking lots were still empty02:02:03
there were cars only in the hostel were lit02:02:06
isolated lights near morrissey02:02:09
buses stopped, people hurriedly stopped02:02:12
entered them as if trying to captivate02:02:14
force him to get on the bus with you02:02:17
which would rush him away anywhere02:02:21
just to get away from the goal02:02:24
but he didn't pay attention to anything02:02:26
I just quickened my pace02:02:29
you understand, but maybe a digit in a million02:02:33
volt and would make me slow down02:02:36
let the doctors examine my heart they02:02:39
they'll tell you02:02:42
when he passed through the og drive02:02:46
almost hit by a car but he wasn't hurt02:02:49
but just turned around to look at02:02:52
the driver but he disappeared without a trace02:02:55
hurried on and forgot about what happened02:03:00
The driver of this car was a general practitioner02:03:02
named mega r heading to the center02:03:06
cities to your office02:03:09
some person is either drunk or02:03:11
drug addict or something extreme02:03:14
excitedly walked right in front of you02:03:16
I slammed on the brakes with all my might02:03:20
and he didn’t even seem to understand that he was a little02:03:23
didn’t knock him down, continued to walk staggering02:03:26
gait somehow strangely pressing his hands to02:03:30
sides02:03:32
Morrissey approached Stellina's house from behind02:03:37
crossed someone else's lawn02:03:40
climbed over the Chuyut and low stone02:03:43
fence02:03:44
the golf course was drowning in whiteout02:03:47
the blizzard circled over him, small sharp02:03:51
snowflakes but Morrissey knew the way02:03:56
I didn’t see footprints in the snow ahead02:03:59
no one else would see my legs02:04:03
I saw and they led straight to the house not last02:04:07
Elena02:04:08
and then when I saw the house my brain02:04:12
passed out completely passed out for sure02:04:16
it was covered with snow and because of this02:04:19
the brain has stopped spinning from the snow02:04:22
work02:04:25
the maid screamed and when the mission02:04:30
st-link ran to find out what02:04:32
It happened02:04:33
she saw a man who was looking at02:04:36
them standing behind the glass door of the room02:04:38
where they had breakfast in the rush she forgot02:04:43
close the refrigerator door and in your hands02:04:46
she had a bottle of orange juice02:04:48
which she will keep02:04:50
next few minutes02:04:54
At first Mrs. Celen didn't find out about Maurice02:04:58
she just stood and looked at the silhouette02:05:00
the man behind the glass has not already pushed her away02:05:05
to the side02:05:07
silk glass and exclaimed indignantly02:05:10
what the hell is this?02:05:16
damn it means I wish I knew02:05:21
next two or three minutes02:05:26
minutes dragging on endlessly02:05:30
Stalin about rice looked at each other02:05:33
through the glass, not fogged, untouched02:05:36
frost02:05:37
Stellina's face gradually turned purple02:05:40
rage02:05:41
Morrissey's face was pale and tense02:05:46
And02:05:47
crazy especially the eyes as I told you02:05:51
and then Mrs. Helen until she's gone02:05:54
warned her not to use02:05:57
this word02:06:00
Morrissey pressed against the glass02:06:04
his arms were spread wide02:06:07
the flattened face froze02:06:10
the mouth is open like a fish, it's a black hole02:06:13
will stand in front of me for the rest of my life02:06:15
eyes02:06:16
Mrs. Zelen said later02:06:19
They lsd Helen began to hammer on the glass02:06:22
fists with both fists in that place02:06:26
where was the face about rice02:06:28
nasty bastard02:06:30
get the hell out, go home02:06:33
you're crazy, he shouted at me02:06:36
Mrs. Celen tried to calm him down but he02:06:40
pushed her away without looking it was almost 74502:06:47
and here02:06:48
Joseph Morrissey02:06:50
42 years old former Catholic former02:06:55
mechanic02:06:57
husband n morrissey02:07:00
39 years old father02:07:03
16 year old daughter and 15 year old son02:07:07
also a child named Ronald02:07:10
died after a tragic accident02:07:13
incident that happened in02:07:15
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pulled out a revolver from somewhere and fired02:07:21
right in your face style well02:07:24
it was the first shot02:07:28
didn't scream02:07:31
and staggered from stepping02:07:34
that man is outside there02:07:37
sea man he he broke the glass and02:07:42
burst into the room02:07:44
you are not a man shouted he stilen collapsed on02:07:48
knees stunned and bloody02:07:51
amore si continued screaming02:07:54
you're not a person02:07:57
you killed02:07:59
and you tried to bring me to death02:08:02
didn’t consider me a person, didn’t want to02:08:06
so that between us there are human02:08:08
relationship02:08:10
his voice sounded shrill02:08:14
unnatural like an actor's voice02:08:17
who sees that everything has gone wrong and02:08:20
everything around is falling apart02:08:22
the stage goes dark and he must02:08:26
scream for the light to come on again02:08:32
the woman screamed but Morrissey didn't hear them02:08:37
squeal02:08:38
clutching the revolver with both hands, he02:08:42
shot again in the chest style well02:08:47
silence02:08:49
the sea everyone closed his eyes02:08:52
his mouth twisted into a wide, silent02:08:55
grins baring his teeth and he let out02:08:59
all the remaining bullets in the body style on02:09:05
house forces a02:09:08
then you passed out02:09:11
complete darkness turned off02:09:13
you don't remember anything02:09:16
silence that in and remember02:09:20
snow somewhere I was walking bots I was clapping02:09:25
were not buttoned up and then what02:09:29
a slow silence descended02:09:32
a smile slowly spread across the face of the rice02:09:36
what are you thinking just now joseph what are you thinking02:09:39
smile02:09:42
thought02:09:44
I thought what kind of guy he had02:09:46
look of surprise when the bullet hit him in the02:09:50
I'm giving birth02:09:54
asked02:09:56
your father kept talking about stellina02:10:01
st line thought02:10:03
he's crazy02:10:05
the boy muttered gloomily02:10:09
at the boy's02:10:11
unhappy02:10:13
distorted view of the eyes do not look at the hall02:10:17
eyebrows are very black arched crescent02:10:21
very black thick hair02:10:24
dark face red pimples on forehead02:10:28
he fidgeted and looked at the stake02:10:34
there was pain in his gaze, almost panic02:10:37
fear and immediately looked away02:10:41
did you think that he could kill02:10:44
Stalin02:10:45
the boy was silent02:10:48
you were surprised when you found out02:10:51
the boy looked at the floor02:10:54
his gaze moved slowly02:10:57
slowly crawled up02:11:01
got to the tip of the shoe hoo-oo hoo-oo02:11:05
sat cross-legged02:11:07
leaning back in your swivel chair02:11:12
he wanted to create an impression02:11:14
person02:11:15
who is not in a hurry, not tense, not02:11:19
concerned02:11:21
but the boy still sat frozen02:11:24
straightening up, pressing your elbows to your sides02:11:28
his dark, intelligent face was inscrutable02:11:35
because you want to save from the garden02:11:38
the boy sold it02:11:40
all with the same impenetrable face02:11:43
staring at the submarine how02:11:47
how asked out loud02:11:51
loved his son ronaldo ronnie very much02:11:55
I loved02:11:57
the woman cried02:11:59
Mrs Morrissey02:12:02
your husband loved ronnie very much02:12:06
after Ronnie died he became different02:12:11
as if he had gone mad, gone mad from grief02:12:17
anime skinny face02:12:19
when it looks good and02:12:22
with blue veins swelling my under02:12:25
glance how02:12:27
veins on the left temple large vein on the left02:12:31
side throat02:12:34
the woman was constantly wringing her hands02:12:37
skinny anime02:12:40
trembling hands with blue veins02:12:43
broke them without realizing what she was doing as if02:12:47
mentally ill or an actress whose02:12:50
no replica who says neither02:12:52
single word02:12:54
just sits on stage and wrings his hands02:13:00
Of course, Elena was not the last to blame for her death02:13:02
son and gradually became only about him and02:13:05
think at home he talked about him all the time02:13:10
the woman glanced shyly at the hall02:13:14
I don’t know how to say it, she whispered what02:13:19
please speak louder mission s02:13:22
Morrissey she cried again02:13:26
how he waited patiently for several minutes02:13:29
noticed among the papers on the table a cup of02:13:32
took the coffee and02:13:34
took a sip of cold coffee, very bitter02:13:39
I didn’t finish school, I said02:13:43
Mrs Morrissey02:13:45
had to quit02:13:46
well, somewhere in the fourth grade02:13:49
I don't know how to speak well02:13:53
need to go to court02:13:55
I'm I'm afraid02:13:59
just tell me about your husband02:14:00
said how just tell me now02:14:03
don't think about anything anymore your husband02:14:08
I'm afraid of the judge02:14:11
ships02:14:13
she said slowly and and small02:14:16
tear-stained eyes avoided looking at02:14:19
hall and he was watching her02:14:23
watched her despair02:14:26
and suddenly I realized that she wasn’t thinking about02:14:30
husband that she forgot about him02:14:34
just sitting here paralyzed stupid02:14:37
horror horror born of dementia02:14:44
after a while he came out02:14:46
office and invited his daughter, her name was Alice02:14:52
she was 16 years old and she was terrible02:14:56
shy how said02:15:00
your mother is a little out of sorts today02:15:03
maybe we can continue our conversation tomorrow02:15:06
the girl nodded hastily and02:15:09
with you too02:15:12
can you help me02:15:14
she even often and shallowly02:15:17
You're not afraid of me, you asked correctly02:15:20
hall and02:15:21
tried to smile and laugh02:15:25
they are all guilty he thought he was guilty and before02:15:30
scared of death and02:15:32
Alice you and I can talk tomorrow02:15:37
can you help me help your father02:15:43
seemed to shake her head negatively02:15:45
very timidly Alice said how not believing02:15:50
with my own eyes02:15:52
alice02:15:54
you can help me right she02:15:58
said02:15:59
jack will help doji who will help me from02:16:04
Jack of course I'm going to talk but02:16:06
your brother is a rather reserved boy02:16:10
Jack will have to do it said02:16:13
girl02:16:15
do02:16:16
what to do02:16:19
she stood there for a minute as if she were not chained02:16:22
without even trying to say anything to her02:16:25
just turn off02:16:28
then after a painful pause02:16:32
squeezed out of myself02:16:34
so how did you hear it?02:16:38
say everything02:16:40
everything you need02:16:45
at the thought of the boy in the soul of the hall02:16:49
suddenly became alarming02:16:51
the feeling arose somewhere deep02:16:56
disturbing and still a stubborn brat02:17:03
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January day02:17:08
another January day02:17:11
still January which started the most02:17:15
first minute of the year but it won’t end02:17:21
Jack is in furious impotence02:17:24
I thought that he was never visible from02:17:27
this month will not be chosen02:17:30
stuck in it like everyone else02:17:34
among the frozen streets and snow that are already02:17:38
these dirty ones seemed to fall from the sky02:17:42
questions to answer02:17:45
these words that must be extracted from02:17:48
your head and02:17:50
line up02:17:51
again and again02:17:54
January 1702:17:59
relive it02:18:01
remember02:18:04
come back to it02:18:05
we talk02:18:08
the lawyer wrote down the chair, frowning and sniffling02:18:12
lift the tea onto the creaked he smiled02:18:16
Jack to his half made half sincere02:18:19
he said with a smile and then what and then02:18:24
Jack held himself together02:18:26
always strong he is 15 years old and he is not at all02:18:33
shy he is quiet silent stubborn but02:18:38
he knows that he is not shy even the thought that02:18:43
he may be considered shy and unpleasant02:18:47
to him02:18:48
he is now five feet 8 inches tall and02:18:52
the problem of growth no longer worries him and02:18:55
after all, for many years he was among the most02:18:58
short boys but now02:19:03
January 17th the day before the murder02:19:08
January 18th is the day of the murder and02:19:12
on another January day a little later02:19:15
Jack felt furious powerlessness at02:19:19
thoughts that I'm stuck together this month02:19:22
with everyone else02:19:24
by your father, mother, sister and never02:19:28
he won't get out of this month02:19:32
in a state close to panic, almost sobbing02:19:36
he cut off the lawyer who was asking02:19:39
him about something he didn’t hear and02:19:41
begged02:19:44
help me get out of this you can02:19:48
can you help02:19:51
he looked at him intently02:19:55
then smiled02:19:57
smiled a wide smile as if suddenly02:20:00
surprised and excited about something02:20:03
overjoyed02:20:04
he even threw his legs heavily onto the floor and02:20:07
straightened up in his chair02:20:10
behind him on the creamy ones both remained02:20:13
shadow02:20:15
in the days that followed, Jack realized that02:20:19
in fact it was a dirty spot02:20:22
greasy stain from the back of the head how02:20:27
definitely said home02:20:33
February02:20:36
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Jack felt the mounds on his face, their hardness and02:20:43
horrified him and almost delighted him02:20:48
strong firm while tasty grooves02:20:51
seemed huge and scary with his finger02:20:55
so he was always surprised to catch02:20:57
his reflection in the mirror and made sure that02:21:01
it's not like they're spoiling it, it means no one02:21:05
sees what he really is02:21:08
in his face they were primarily drawn to themselves02:21:12
attention02:21:13
eyes and dark stubborn and arched eyebrows02:21:17
people saw them02:21:20
Jack Morrissey's face for the public he thought02:21:25
strong and face02:21:27
you just need to end with a smile02:21:30
crooked, frozen with an apologetic smile02:21:34
same as my sister's with this one needed02:21:38
finish and02:21:40
he's done02:21:44
let's go through January 17th again02:21:48
Hall said02:21:50
Jack took a deep breath02:21:52
he learned from someone or someone02:21:56
high school student or how02:21:59
cross and spread your legs from what02:22:02
his body twitched as if it existed02:22:05
by itself while he is not looking up02:22:08
looked into someone's face, he knew what to be afraid of02:22:12
looking at people is a sign of shyness02:22:15
weaknesses02:22:16
so I forced myself to watch02:22:19
forced myself not to retreat02:22:24
he does not notice and despise weakness02:22:29
shyness taciturnity02:22:32
trembling, hesitant pauses in speech02:22:35
father's sister's mother before he became02:22:40
others02:22:41
my sister walked everywhere with and so unhappy02:22:45
with her face lowered in pain02:22:49
seemed afraid to take her eyes off02:22:51
sidewalk and she had a kind of look02:22:54
dejected02:22:55
Guilty Jackie was seething with rage02:22:59
when he saw her walking like this02:23:01
street he wanted to run up to her02:23:05
scream in her face02:23:07
his mother did not come out at all and02:23:11
So02:23:13
January 17 said how02:23:17
I can't remember anything else02:23:20
Jack said irritably02:23:25
don't you want to help your father?02:23:28
save your father02:23:31
Jack felt what How required of him02:23:35
this02:23:37
sits with his arms crossed on his powerful chest02:23:40
looks at Jack evaluates him waiting02:23:45
but he doesn’t ask the question itself02:23:50
only once in the first week02:23:55
Jack noted this, he was afraid of this question02:24:00
And however, everyone was waiting for Hauz to give him aha02:24:05
didn't ask again02:24:09
it all becomes like a dream said jack02:24:13
as if in a dream that I didn’t even see everything02:24:17
mixed up02:24:20
I know how everything was one thing then another02:24:26
but I know because I was forced to do so02:24:30
remember they because in fact02:24:33
I remember02:24:36
paused02:24:38
Jack gave him a worried look.02:24:40
and saw patience on his face of sympathy02:24:46
bordering however impatiently02:24:51
sometimes it seems to me that I have02:24:55
my mind goes crazy said jack i02:24:59
I'm confused in my thoughts02:25:01
should help you remember said how02:25:05
because you and I are going through all the facts02:25:09
but I'm not really confused02:25:15
Jack rubbed his eyes02:25:17
then forehead02:25:19
rubbed slowly and under his sensitive02:25:23
extensive irregularities appeared in the fingers02:25:26
potholes all over the mysterious landscape02:25:29
which was hidden from marvin how02:25:34
when you begin to testify you will all02:25:36
you'll remember very well said hall jack02:25:41
you listen to me you will remember everything02:25:45
because you will not be based on02:25:48
in her surviving memories02:25:52
which you and I will bring to light is02:25:55
you will remember02:25:58
Jack listened to him and02:26:01
mentally replayed it, took it apart02:26:04
what did how say02:26:06
your memory said meanwhile how02:26:11
imperfect, like everyone's memory02:26:14
person02:26:15
no one's consciousness is by nature02:26:18
not perfect you didn't know that you can02:26:23
make everything out of your consciousness02:26:26
anything but02:26:27
you need to know how to take it on02:26:32
I see yes02:26:34
Yes02:26:36
said jack02:26:40
It's already February02:26:42
he survived January, lived every day and02:26:47
every night02:26:49
this endless month which02:26:51
for real02:26:52
started for him02:26:54
January 17 but when Jack thought about02:26:59
the coming months and two months before02:27:03
the day of the father's trial about 24 hour intervals02:27:08
which you have to go through02:27:10
it was as if his brain was turning off not from anxiety02:27:14
and despair just set in, insensibility02:27:18
emptiness02:27:20
the nauseating horror of the first days02:27:23
unexpected bouts of vomiting are no longer02:27:25
there was something worse02:27:28
foggy void uninhabited02:27:32
space which he knew02:27:35
was called Jack Sea se02:27:38
however, he did not feel able02:27:41
someone to fill it in02:27:46
what do you live for02:27:48
than you exist02:27:51
he shouldn't have found himself in the presence of02:27:54
how and he felt how quickly02:27:59
a mighty stream02:28:01
his whole being is filled and he has02:28:05
soul appears02:28:07
a voice appears02:28:09
he completely forgot his vague fear02:28:13
the emptiness of sleepless nights02:28:16
but no, I remembered but couldn’t understand02:28:22
as if all this happened to someone02:28:25
another with the guy who called him02:28:29
contempt02:28:32
one morning he asked the hall02:28:37
madness is contagious02:28:41
house pretended not to notice him02:28:45
ironic, frightened smile and02:28:48
he didn’t smile himself, he said thoughtfully in02:28:53
in a sense yes02:28:55
Yes02:28:57
the smile disappeared from Jack's face02:29:00
the law distinguishes between people02:29:04
mentally normal and abnormal but02:29:07
all this is nonsense said how somehow02:29:09
repeated exactly in a wooden voice02:29:12
something read or said once02:29:15
only now he spoke especially02:29:17
patient and gentle02:29:21
How much does thinking reflect reality?02:29:24
it's impossible to say02:29:26
it's all subjective what you think02:29:30
you draw for yourself and often in spite of yourself02:29:33
will02:29:35
the psyche cannot be measured or02:29:39
research but it exists and02:29:42
As a person I take this into account, but how02:29:47
lawyer02:29:49
as someone who represents your interests02:29:52
father, I am ready to admit that the psyche can02:29:57
measure it and I will prove it02:30:00
as a lawyer I am not afraid to assert02:30:05
As a person02:30:08
well that's a different matter and has no02:30:13
relationship to and so Dr. Hill will show02:30:17
what is your father02:30:19
16 January 17 within 48 hours was02:30:24
mentally abnormal and strangely enough02:30:28
it's true, but about the speakers from02:30:33
the charges will show that your father02:30:36
mentally quite normal02:30:39
this is not true this is a mistake02:30:43
the jury will listen to both and decide who is right02:30:48
whether Dr. Hill or just another and then02:30:53
the jury will decide it was your father02:30:55
mental normal or abnormal02:30:58
then in January they will have to02:31:01
make the correct diagnosis02:31:05
Jack swallowed nervously02:31:08
But02:31:09
but I want to say if he was crazy02:31:16
you don't understand said hall02:31:19
there are no mentally normal people02:31:21
exists02:31:22
like it doesn't exist02:31:24
their antipodes02:31:26
these are all just words02:31:28
legal terms02:31:31
What02:31:33
words02:31:35
legal terms02:31:37
but I want to say if he was then what02:31:43
happened to him02:31:45
a person cannot be considered crazy02:31:48
cannot be considered02:31:50
abnormal or even normal while it is02:31:54
not installed and not fixed on02:31:57
paper patiently continued to explain02:31:59
home you need to get tested first02:32:05
Jack looked at him with all his eyes, he didn't02:32:10
understood02:32:11
your testimony02:32:13
will be one of two clear and distinct02:32:17
evidence another witness will02:32:20
doctor hill02:32:21
also the man who almost knocked him down02:32:25
your father02:32:26
mega r it will be a good additional02:32:29
he also turned out to be a witness02:32:32
you will act well as a doctor you will not02:32:35
you won't be confused, you won't be upset02:32:37
you will do everything right02:32:42
I wanted to say02:32:45
Jack said slowly02:32:48
what happened to my father02:32:52
whatever you call it or whatever it is not02:32:56
will be called02:32:58
This02:33:00
could happen to me02:33:03
this one at a time02:33:07
you want this to happen to you02:33:12
then it won't happen02:33:15
but what happened to him?02:33:18
I don't know02:33:21
he has changed, he has become very nervous, and yours02:33:27
mother she did not change after her arrest02:33:30
didn't she also become extremely nervous?02:33:33
but she was always nervous02:33:36
the same nervous no not the same02:33:41
then the weeks leading up to the murder02:33:44
when the father shot the mother no longer became02:33:48
twitchy if your father and mother have changed02:33:52
probably changed too yeah02:33:55
perhaps yes02:33:57
said jack02:33:59
you don't know for sure02:34:02
Jack hesitated, he suddenly wanted02:34:05
laugh but he continued to sit02:34:08
as if you didn’t chain her and didn’t know that02:34:12
say02:34:15
when he spoke02:34:18
there was bitterness in his voice02:34:22
because half of what I tell you is you02:34:26
you suggest it yourself02:34:28
you want to say that this is not true?02:34:32
You02:34:36
told me everything in pieces and I put it together02:34:39
them together and from what you told me02:34:43
constructed a very complex story02:34:46
a short story from what02:34:49
you and others I talked to told you02:34:52
but mostly you02:34:55
when you forget some fact date02:34:58
conversation and I know that this took place then02:35:03
you just forgot I have to02:35:06
remind yourself and you don't owe it to02:35:10
I'm offended by02:35:13
because the trial is still so far away I don’t know02:35:17
will we survive said jack my mother02:35:22
sister02:35:23
walking and waited until the June holidays in02:35:27
God, he's been waiting for school for a whole year02:35:33
more than a year after Ronnie's death and then02:35:37
this is insurance02:35:39
no one at school has a father like him02:35:42
how much talk there is around him02:35:45
the photo in the newspapers looks like it there02:35:48
crazy sometimes I'm suddenly hit in the head02:35:52
how can someone be hit by my father?02:35:56
killed and everyone knows about it, everyone knows that02:35:59
this is my father and I'm walking the streets in02:36:03
open at02:36:05
everyone in our family02:36:08
he said barely audibly angrily02:36:12
life turned upside down02:36:16
even if you hate your father I don't02:36:21
I hate him02:36:22
even if you hated him, you wouldn't02:36:26
do you want him to be accused of02:36:29
murder is true so that your father is considered02:36:33
guilty of murder02:36:35
no, of course Jack said briefly02:36:40
you believe it02:36:42
that he lost his mind for a while and02:36:45
I didn’t understand what I was doing right02:36:49
whether he shot FST or not, I don’t know02:36:53
what is he doing02:36:56
Jack felt02:36:58
how his lips stretch into smiles02:37:01
smiles02:37:03
giving expression to the face02:37:05
more cruel and severe than if he02:37:10
stepped eyebrows02:37:13
now you will become the head of the family said02:37:16
his neighbor02:37:18
he was unable to answer02:37:22
he looked up at how02:37:26
he also looked at him with a half smile02:37:30
mocking semi sympathetic02:37:33
you don’t believe it yourself said jack02:37:37
how he shook his head irritably02:37:40
listen to me, it wasn't there, but if in02:37:45
even I would still not know02:37:47
even standing next to him I still wouldn't02:37:51
knew even in the leaves everything in his head02:37:55
I wouldn’t know anyway, but it doesn’t matter02:38:00
perhaps02:38:02
I didn't tell you everything02:38:05
Jack said slowly02:38:08
I know it02:38:10
Here02:38:12
And02:38:13
none of this will be so important02:38:17
Only the jury's decision will matter02:38:20
only their verdict02:38:22
innocent a02:38:25
we'll achieve it02:38:27
the main thing is to achieve victory we will achieve02:38:32
verdict not guilty for cause02:38:34
temporary confusion of mind02:38:37
it's all about finding the right path02:38:40
choose the most suitable road02:38:42
which will lead you to the highway between02:38:45
with two outlined points the goal is clear02:38:49
you need to stretch your imagination as much as possible02:38:52
to get to her02:38:55
But02:38:57
Jack clearly said a wave02:39:00
I would still like to know02:39:04
you'll never know02:39:08
said how02:39:12
then your consciousness blacked out02:39:16
switched off02:39:18
it means it turned off and then02:39:22
Don't know02:39:25
it means he reported it to the police and yours02:39:29
confession right after all and then you conveyed02:39:33
I’m doing your right to lead from here, right?02:39:35
well don't remember anything02:39:39
Morrissey moved his hand slightly02:39:43
but some scream was screaming02:39:47
woman02:39:48
I don’t know all this was no longer important since I02:39:53
fulfilled his mission02:39:56
a person can be in complete02:39:58
reason and yet be out of your mind02:40:02
not be responsible for your actions02:40:05
sometimes said hall so don't worry02:40:10
Morrissey grinned02:40:14
his house02:40:16
I knew his house inside and out02:40:20
spoke excitedly02:40:22
he invited me many times02:40:25
We were friends with him, but not him02:40:29
wife is not a black maid of truth02:40:32
they won't tell you from these screams02:40:35
I was nervous and almost at a loss02:40:38
but I had to do something important02:40:42
mission02:40:43
God knew what I was going to do and02:40:46
said nothing, no barriers to02:40:49
I didn’t set my path and at the beginning he02:40:52
stood aside when Ron didn't die and in02:40:56
stood aside at the end02:40:58
they invited me to their place before02:41:01
I knocked on the back door and I02:41:04
They let me in and Mr. Steven talked with02:41:07
I also had these in my kitchen02:41:10
small sandwiches with my fork in them02:41:12
sandwiches made from tiny round pieces02:41:15
the buns they left after the guests and02:41:18
the black maid brought them to me and02:41:24
another time they said there was no weight, but I02:41:27
ran into him in the center on the street02:41:29
called out to him and he wanted to pretend02:41:32
as if I didn't notice me02:41:34
I told him that we need to be together02:41:38
be brothers02:41:40
and if he turns away from me it will happen02:41:42
scary02:41:44
it was near his warehouse, he was just02:41:47
got into a car with some people and he02:41:50
made fun of me and they also began to laugh at me02:41:53
laugh he said he would call the police02:41:56
so that they beat me thoroughly, but I02:41:59
I just stood there and those people spat at me02:42:04
like joseph they began to spit on you02:42:08
I don't care, they didn't care, I just said02:42:13
Morrissey and then my mind completely drained away02:42:18
water in the crack I stopped understanding02:42:22
it was almost time for Christmas02:42:24
I had Christmas on my mind I was thinking about02:42:28
how Ron didn't like the Christmas tree itself02:42:32
word02:42:34
Christmas02:42:36
Christmas02:42:39
But02:42:40
these people didn't spit on you after all Joseph02:42:44
right02:42:46
christmas muttered morrissey and02:42:50
suddenly frowned02:42:53
neatly and the word is precisely glued from two02:42:56
halves02:42:58
so you were thinking about Christmas and your02:43:03
son02:43:04
excellent and02:43:06
he choked02:43:09
by tone in a puddle 6 inches deep02:43:13
before the meeting at the Joseph warehouse occurred 2202:43:18
December right02:43:19
at that moment you threatened the style, well, if02:43:23
you said then that you would [ __ ] him too02:43:26
if you threatened him in any way02:43:29
it will come out in court what you said then02:43:33
if only Jack were in Ronnie's place02:43:40
Morrissey said slowly I am the most02:43:44
loved ronnie he was so affectionate and02:43:48
never bullied me02:43:51
here's jack02:43:54
Jack02:43:56
you see, ronnie hardly spoke02:43:59
people like him are capricious and screaming02:44:02
trying to hurt themselves02:44:04
but they don’t talk and they don’t have a message for you02:44:09
hatred they largely depend on you02:44:11
you need to feed them and bathe them and love them02:44:16
most favorite creations02:44:18
Lord, that's what the priest told us02:44:22
although they're not talking to you, but02:44:24
will never go against you and02:44:27
so he took it02:44:29
climbed up the reward and drowned02:44:34
why do you say that your son drowned02:44:36
Joseph02:44:38
because when they didn’t turn anyone down02:44:42
when the law turned its back on me02:44:45
I thought I thought I wouldn't do it02:44:49
nothing bad02:44:51
I'll try to love Mr. style she's like02:44:54
Brother Ronnie was definitely our common son02:44:58
he felt sorry for ronnie and his wife02:45:02
it’s also really a pity and then they02:45:06
it passed and they became like that again02:45:09
as if we never knew each other and02:45:11
I kept thinking about it and02:45:14
I felt exactly like that myself, and here I am02:45:18
I realized what I have to do02:45:23
after the police received from you02:45:27
confession after that what happened02:45:31
Morrissey shook his head02:45:33
you said you passed out02:45:36
consciousness02:45:38
when she came back to you again02:45:42
never02:45:44
never02:45:47
never02:45:53
Jack sat next to his mother, she02:45:57
held his hand above the elbow02:45:59
opposite behind an iron mesh just a02:46:02
a few steps away was the father of the eye02:46:06
fathers were wary and brilliant and all02:46:09
while they were running, Jack's mother asked questions02:46:12
Is my father okay, is he feeling okay?02:46:15
Lee was sleeping and her fingers dug into her hand02:46:18
Jack02:46:19
mr x is so wonderful to him02:46:23
they say you just need to convince the jury02:46:25
that's all to explain to them that you were not02:46:29
you weren't in your head02:46:31
ok02:46:32
she looked at Jack and he was forced02:46:36
was to look at her and saw wrinkles02:46:39
near the eyes02:46:40
God thought Jack just don't try it02:46:44
cry no please not here02:46:49
order02:46:50
speak don't stop whispered jack02:46:54
he doesn't want to answer02:46:56
no he will answer02:46:59
Jack will answer with an unhappy look.02:47:03
mother looked shyly at father again02:47:07
Joseph, can you hear me, they give you at least02:47:10
sleep and your health is fine02:47:16
the clogged room stood heavy02:47:18
deathly spirit the air was stale02:47:21
and at the same time02:47:23
electrified02:47:24
stimulating, holding on02:47:27
on guard02:47:28
Jack's father sat tensely02:47:32
attention and yet he caught the question02:47:35
it seemed neither the ears nor the brain seemed02:47:38
came from some other source02:47:41
or he remembered them02:47:43
she asks can you sleep02:47:47
repeated Jack02:47:48
he wanted to grab the wire mesh02:47:52
and shake it out of its nest02:47:56
I wanted to grab my father by the breasts02:48:00
father didn't answer02:48:03
Jack looked at the young policeman02:48:05
in the corner there is a pink face and so indifferent02:48:08
as if he was trying not to listen to Jack02:48:11
felt shame stir within him02:48:13
because the guard is standing here like this02:48:16
close up he noticed on the policeman's thigh02:48:20
revolver02:48:23
mr how says02:48:25
he means he's talking Jack's mother coughed02:48:30
cough but well again as if she had02:48:32
voice refused02:48:34
Joseph he says it's all coming soon02:48:37
it will end, I know that’s how it will be02:48:42
says the newspapers published about you02:48:44
so many bad things to make you feel bad02:48:47
it was but he will try to change everything he02:48:50
will ensure that the jury was very02:48:52
honest ones who will listen to us like02:48:56
you had a good time with him jack that he told you02:48:59
he said he told you02:49:03
that the jury will be determined02:49:06
Jack said impartially02:49:09
Father's face tensed as if he had heard02:49:12
Jack's voice02:49:13
one of Mr. Hope's assistants02:49:16
reviews court records02:49:18
seeks out assessors for a third of the nobility02:49:21
which one of them used to hold on02:49:24
pre-emptively wanted to achieve02:49:27
punishment he said he would try02:49:31
find out all of them so when if02:49:34
you will click on something like this02:49:38
Jack's mother hastily interrupted, yes he02:49:41
says you just need to explain to the jury02:49:43
that you were out of your mind and they will understand02:49:47
Jack will act in your favor02:49:50
they will tell you about the evening before and about02:49:52
other times I will also perform if possible02:49:55
enough but I'm so afraid and so worried they02:50:00
they printed this terrible photo of you02:50:02
in both newspapers but when the police dragged02:50:06
you in the car and what is your name and02:50:10
how old are we 7 years old and our address and even in02:50:13
what school jack or go it like this02:50:16
it’s terrible even where you work and tremendous02:50:20
article about Mr. Style, how much is he02:50:23
did everything for our city and about it02:50:25
father and about all the donations that were his02:50:29
father gave to cause hatred towards02:50:32
one doctor wrote to you in the newspaper that you02:50:35
was out of his mind02:50:37
police doctor and02:50:39
she fell silent02:50:42
mixed up02:50:44
Jack's father nodded02:50:46
slowly meaningfully and yet he02:50:50
didn't seem to fully realize that she02:50:52
here in front of him02:50:54
a policeman stood in the corner and did not listen02:50:58
Jack's gaze darted again to the revolver02:51:01
kawara shiny leather belt02:51:04
the revolver seemed prohibitive to Jack02:51:07
large and yet it is a hand weapon02:51:10
so that you can easily take it by hand02:51:13
male hand raise hand and take aim02:51:17
oh yeah, Joseph I almost forgot02:51:20
Jack's mother's voice and I spoke again02:51:23
rang slightly with excitement02:51:25
Mr. Hall, you know, went to where we are02:51:29
used to live and talk with so many02:51:31
people from Dempsey isakova Komi and speed02:51:35
Königsberg ram from the grocery store they02:51:38
they still remember how you felt then02:51:40
behaved well when his wife fell ill and02:51:43
working with so many people02:51:46
I told you at work everyone knows how02:51:48
it was hard for you and02:51:50
Mr. how told me all the witnesses I02:51:54
I even cried so much I was thank God02:51:57
there are still kind people in the world02:52:02
Jack nervously waited and waited02:52:08
in a few minutes he will take her out02:52:11
from here they will put you on a bus and go home02:52:14
will deliver safely yes mine02:52:17
the father seemed to be listening and nodded slowly02:52:21
pursing his lips and cheeks a little02:52:24
rushed in as if he were concentrated with02:52:28
the most02:52:30
now Jack's mother burst into tears02:52:33
muttered something about how everyone02:52:37
they miss their father they miss how they02:52:40
love him and Jack suddenly shrank02:52:44
a flaring desire, a desire almost02:52:46
sensual if he doesn’t see now02:52:49
hence the mother if both do not immediately02:52:53
get out of here, he'll snatch the gun from02:52:56
guard and starts shooting02:53:00
over these months his sleep has become poor02:53:05
he will remain ill for the rest of his life02:53:07
but when insomnia is especially severe02:53:10
tormented him when it seemed to him that he02:53:13
life is his very existence02:53:14
is in danger of destruction02:53:17
he thought Ahav and in the voice of Hall and his but02:53:23
white red face evoked02:53:27
image huuuu and it was so easy02:53:30
that Jack was immediately fulfilled02:53:33
I'm sure he'll survive02:53:38
loved and hated how too close he was02:53:43
came into contact with him02:53:44
as if standing with his forehead pressed to02:53:47
in the mirror when you can't see anything02:53:50
tone loves or hates himself02:53:56
he knows this one about himself02:53:59
he decided that it would be better not to02:54:01
he began to ask himself this question02:54:04
adopt woohoo skill quickly skillfully02:54:07
avoid questions where there are none02:54:10
answer don't worry don't think about it02:54:13
spoke x to his mother02:54:16
As a boy, Jack believed in God and always02:54:20
carried his image within me as a kind of02:54:23
fog substance is optional02:54:26
friendly but for several years now02:54:28
he stopped believing now he was wearing02:54:32
imagine the image of his father's lawyers02:54:35
who always repeated that he was confident in02:54:37
I'm sure he's not talking about this02:54:41
thought02:54:42
Jack began to believe that house knows when02:54:46
he's telling lies02:54:49
why does your father keep saying02:54:52
that your brother drowned when in fact02:54:55
in fact, he died, otherwise I don’t know, it’s yours02:55:00
brother died from what happened to him02:55:02
a mountain of construction waste collapsed02:55:05
died of internal hemorrhage02:55:07
because yes of course then why is it yours02:55:11
father says he drowned like you02:55:13
do you think02:55:14
but he didn't always say that before02:55:18
he became bad he became so strange02:55:21
I just took it and started talking like that, I don’t know02:55:25
when I do it all because he02:55:28
crazy02:55:30
before jack said how jack thought but02:55:36
I02:55:37
I almost drowned once02:55:39
V02:55:41
nothing else comes to your mind02:55:45
no other explanation02:55:48
Jack felt his body strange02:55:50
tensed up as if in delight though02:55:54
incomprehensible02:55:55
his heart beat faster even to taste02:55:59
saliva seems to have a different taste02:56:02
nature has become different, sharper, stronger02:56:06
I said I don't know02:56:09
he looked straight down the hall02:56:15
how much he liked that face02:56:19
how much he liked large figures02:56:22
this man's expensive fashionable clothes02:56:25
Today he was wearing blue or greenish02:56:28
a suit with large speckles, only the edge is about02:56:32
chest pocket was torn hall then and02:56:35
he put a ballpoint pen in there02:56:38
looked at Jack thoughtfully, Jack wiped it off02:56:42
nose with the edge of the palm life was unexpected02:56:45
weak-willed childish shameful now he02:56:48
all his life he will remember how he suddenly took and02:56:51
boyishly and wiped his nose with his hand under02:56:54
look how is the only one of them02:56:58
everyone whose head cooks slowly02:57:01
said hall I can't put you on02:57:04
your father's witness stand even02:57:07
if only he could talk more intelligently02:57:10
he didn't want to talk to you and yours02:57:13
mother yes what02:57:18
please about your relationship with him02:57:20
tell the truth02:57:23
g took a sip and02:57:26
smiled as if accepting the challenge02:57:31
we didn't get along very well said eh02:57:34
because02:57:36
I mean he always pestered me02:57:39
mother so quietly without screaming02:57:42
maybe he thought it was her fault, what is it02:57:46
We gave birth to Ronnie, I don’t want it at all02:57:49
to say that he said it very much02:57:52
it was hard for them how it turned out02:57:56
ronnie and it was terrible for all of us02:58:00
because my brother02:58:02
can't even use the toilet02:58:05
he learned exactly small exactly02:58:08
chest02:58:09
all ten years he was 10 when he02:58:14
died02:58:15
he could suddenly become more and more angry02:58:19
went on a rampage and one of us had to02:58:21
hold him and by the end he became very02:58:26
strong02:58:27
One day he was sitting on the floor in the kitchen and02:58:30
twisted some metal thing02:58:33
played with it and the edges were sharp and he02:58:37
cut my fingers02:58:38
I took this thing away from him, I look02:58:43
it was from the refrigerator he tore it off02:58:47
back wall and02:58:50
Jack suddenly felt what he was saying02:58:52
quickly repent02:58:54
my father loved ronnie he said that02:58:58
loves ronnie but he's not with him all the time02:59:01
he was like a mother and his mother was always with him02:59:05
constantly all these years only when02:59:08
went shopping or why else?02:59:11
or the sisters remained a brother and so she02:59:14
was directly attached to him all these years02:59:17
that is, I want to say she’s been with us for 10 years02:59:21
very believers so maybe this is for her02:59:24
helped02:59:26
Jack says he completely forgot what he should02:59:30
talk about father02:59:32
my father always worked hard even though02:59:36
I hated my job, Jack continued02:59:40
I drank once but after an accident02:59:43
Ronnie got much worse and when did he02:59:47
it didn't work out with steven they weren't satisfied02:59:50
of his claims in court, the judge decided that02:59:54
Stalin is not to blame because in fact02:59:58
really, what the hell could it be?03:00:00
it's my fault because my brother was like that, he ran away from03:00:04
home and wandered wherever my eyes looked and there03:00:07
crawled under the wire like a beast and03:00:11
house gave03:00:13
again it's his patience03:00:16
concentrated silence03:00:18
however, Jack felt that how was not at all03:00:22
patience is different03:00:25
I don't remember I can't remember what you're talking about03:00:29
I was asked said Jack03:00:31
I asked you about your father and yours03:00:36
relationship with him03:00:38
I told you everything and threw it away irritably03:00:42
jack I've said this so many times already03:00:45
bored to the point of nausea03:00:47
tired of everything and so the watch is not around him but03:00:50
he wandered around the house in his pants sometimes03:00:54
still wandering around in his dirty undershirt03:00:56
drunk dissolves new and feels sorry for himself03:00:59
I felt sorry for myself because my brother died03:01:03
loved the role he didn't say, bumping into03:01:06
chairs and cried I loved the damage not03:01:10
it means he was like this all last year03:01:13
Hall said03:01:15
Wonderful03:01:16
there were changes in his character03:01:19
a nervous breakdown was looming in their03:01:22
testimony you will confirm how he became03:01:26
constantly thinking about style in a different way than I started03:01:29
run amok at home, mooed by mother, smashed03:01:32
lamp good great03:01:35
that means for some time he became03:01:38
so mentally deranged03:01:42
now things are steadily progressing for him03:01:45
amendment03:01:46
he will be healthy again yes03:01:48
he is no longer violent and although not yet03:01:53
talking to someone other than you03:01:55
mother but he talks to other people03:01:58
I began to think quite rationally about all this03:02:01
great on this part I have questions03:02:03
no I just want to ask you today03:02:07
now why do you think that that morning03:02:10
he wasn't himself why don't you believe it03:02:14
what his defender tells you03:02:16
what I am03:02:19
Jack taught and laughed nervously03:02:24
so it's his fault the son of a [ __ ] laughs03:02:30
said jack03:02:32
how he hit his fist with all his might03:02:36
table03:02:38
It's not his fault03:02:41
guilty03:02:43
it's his fault he wanted to kill that man like03:02:48
he wanted to kill him stellina wanted him03:02:51
kill the performance screamed jack i know03:02:55
what he wanted he pretends to be crazy03:02:58
pretending and maybe he brought himself to this point03:03:01
I convinced myself of this with all this nonsense03:03:05
about god about that ronnie03:03:08
talked to him after he03:03:10
a lot of chrono talked exactly mine03:03:13
brother could say exactly he ever03:03:16
only spoke, drooled, trusted so much03:03:20
what about running away from home03:03:22
How lucky are we that my03:03:25
brother died why the hell03:03:28
very lucky climbed onto a pile of garbage on03:03:31
I don't know what was in there03:03:34
scrap metal pieces of cement any03:03:36
the trash climbed on all fours. beast everything03:03:40
and fell on him03:03:42
I was very lucky and this happened too03:03:45
luck03:03:46
father says he loved him loved says03:03:50
that he was the only one who loved him03:03:53
your father is innocent03:03:57
innocent03:03:59
no guilty, he thought of everything in advance03:04:03
said jack he brought himself to this point03:04:06
nervous disorder03:04:07
he drank until he vomited and then he went to the bathroom03:04:12
pestered Stalin and took money from him03:04:15
in debt all this will come out03:04:18
Stalin paid all the expenses for03:04:21
funeral and much more and gave it to my father03:04:24
I know that no one else gave me money03:04:26
he doesn’t know, but I know what he gave to his father03:04:30
money only father doesn’t talk about it03:04:33
unless he hinted when he drinks he hinted03:04:37
on his friendship with Stalin he spoke as03:04:39
life is amazing and03:04:43
another day this son of a [ __ ] whined about03:04:46
about ronnie and how no one loved ronie03:04:49
he's the only one03:04:52
he was literally going crazy with anger, he said03:04:55
once said he told my mother for03:04:58
said it right to my face at dinner03:05:02
mother that she was glad that Ron didn’t die03:05:06
I'm glad I got rid of him03:05:09
but he's innocent03:05:14
Jack felt suddenly desperate03:05:17
my heart began to pound in the very middle03:05:21
he's confident03:05:22
kicked his chair and it flew off03:05:27
filing cabinet03:05:29
take03:05:31
stop it03:05:33
he's innocent I'm03:05:36
went there the day before yesterday setting up everywhere03:05:40
inscriptions do not approach it is dangerous not03:05:44
cross property lines03:05:46
Aaron didn’t fit under the fence like a weasel03:05:49
he was like a pig, just like a pig himself03:05:53
he couldn't even eat, they fed him and he was the father03:05:56
he spoke he spoke03:05:59
jed slipped past how we are03:06:04
he wanted to look outside03:06:07
he felt very strong03:06:10
I felt how's gaze on me fiercely03:06:13
now everything will be alright now he03:06:18
saved and with a cut off nervous trembling he03:06:22
turned and walked back to the chair03:06:26
but did not sit down and stood with an unseeing gaze03:06:30
looked at the chair03:06:33
what did he say03:06:35
he wishes you had died instead of ronnie03:06:40
Jack nodded03:06:43
how he sighed and sank heavily into03:06:47
armchair03:06:49
he uses both hands03:06:51
rubbed his face03:06:54
then after two or three seconds he said03:06:57
same tone03:06:58
so what03:07:01
Jack looked at him with a slight grin.03:07:05
but the smile couldn’t stay on his lips03:07:08
but so what03:07:11
repeated how03:07:12
do you care?03:07:15
does it matter to you?03:07:19
you care about that03:07:21
Jack didn't understand and started his again03:07:27
told us that Ron didn't mentor him03:07:31
and I told you so correctly03:07:33
first for the father to become a brother, well03:07:36
loved him and then killed him if03:07:40
that's not if they're not he's all this03:07:45
made it up with my stupid head03:07:50
sygic03:07:52
Please03:07:56
Jack sat down03:07:58
no he is guilty I know that03:08:03
I know Jack said he brought himself to this point03:08:07
because his brains are gone03:08:10
I tore them to pieces myself03:08:13
everything went wrong in his head03:08:18
right after he died03:08:21
we should have lived with him03:08:24
listen to him03:08:26
and then he began to fall apart into pieces03:08:29
he liked it, the son of a [ __ ] liked it03:08:33
talk to yourself and argue and03:08:36
vomit and lament that none of us03:08:38
didn't like ronnie and him too03:08:41
he really loved us and loved us, I know03:08:45
that he didn’t always love03:08:48
crazy he was fine03:08:51
but I won’t lie about him, I can’t help but03:08:56
will03:08:57
he's guilty03:08:59
because I drove myself crazy03:09:03
he studied how to become crazy03:09:08
What03:09:11
what is he03:09:13
before studied03:09:17
newspaper articles03:09:19
advice columns he tore them out I saw03:09:23
how he snatched them these damn tips or03:09:26
articles by different doctors there questions and03:09:29
answers Jack continued excitedly about03:09:33
mental confusion03:09:34
mental illness and so he began03:09:37
talk about losing his mind sitting on03:09:40
kitchen at the table sipping beer and talking03:09:43
I wanted to scare my mother about this, I don’t know03:09:47
what the hell did he want, you used to say03:09:52
you think I'm going crazy yes you're afraid of me03:09:55
That's right, do you know the five warning signs?03:09:58
A03:09:59
I watched myself as he gradually03:10:03
he was going crazy, he loved it, he loved it all03:10:08
calculated step by step by this son of a [ __ ]03:10:12
the liar grinned and told us that he03:10:15
feels like his mind is draining from him03:10:18
like water in a crack and then suddenly03:10:21
he was scared he was getting scared but03:10:25
he couldn't stop anymore03:10:27
missed work or didn't come home03:10:31
spend the night03:10:32
the union is behaving damnably nobly03:10:35
what gives him money for this [ __ ]03:10:39
son that's what always happens to people like him03:10:43
pasku did a we all lived with them then03:10:46
he couldn't stop once he started everything03:10:50
just like someone decided to pick03:10:53
the mountain to burst a few03:10:55
pebbles, but as soon as the stone is moved from03:10:58
places and the pebbles will roll and then03:11:01
boulders and the entire mountainside will crumble and people03:11:05
it hurts even if you just look03:11:08
or just know you anyway03:11:11
it will hurt you it won't hurt you03:11:14
one thing is that03:11:16
listen03:11:18
Jack interrupted himself03:11:21
listen, he said that he should study03:11:26
my mother and sister told you to heal03:11:31
they won't say that but that's what he said03:11:34
he learned to heal, he learned to kill03:11:40
bragged about it, said he didn’t want it03:11:43
lag behind the rest of the world03:11:45
for one week he went to the03:11:48
church he was such a God-fearing believer03:11:52
she laughed at all this the other week03:11:55
laughed at my mother and said that God himself03:11:59
talks to him and to hell with all the priests03:12:02
and in another week03:12:05
I'm starting to fear what's wrong with him03:12:08
happens and ran to church again or03:12:11
called style and accepted it03:12:14
beg and beg for them to become03:12:16
brothers and how Ron doesn't want him to03:12:20
forgave him in style and loved him and he didn't03:12:22
must obey him03:12:26
a week later he started again03:12:30
the old ones started telling me what was going on03:12:33
in his head showed us in the newspapers03:12:37
photographs taken during the war or photographs03:12:39
aviation accidents and accepted03:12:41
laugh said that throw yourself into this03:12:45
a whirlwind, what a difference it will kill03:12:48
whether he's stylish or not, he won't come out anyway03:12:51
dry from water03:12:53
that's what he said03:12:55
yes that's exactly what he said exactly03:13:00
Jack said in a voice03:13:02
that's what he said03:13:05
that's what he said03:13:06
Jack said out loud as if he was delirious03:13:10
nose us all the time in this cycle we are03:13:13
we live together and we had to03:13:16
listen to him03:13:18
had to live with him and03:13:21
he learned everything from ronnie and screams03:13:24
disgrace acted like a real one03:13:27
baby03:13:30
about the fact that he was learning to heal03:13:34
studied03:13:35
kill03:13:37
carefully asked how03:13:39
come on03:13:41
more about this03:13:43
what exactly did he say03:13:47
Mom then got terribly scared and went into03:13:52
Alice's bedroom, she's always hiding there03:13:55
I told her03:13:58
It would be nice to call a doctor or the police03:14:02
or Katya Stellina03:14:04
but she didn’t listen to me and didn’t want to03:14:07
listen and that's it03:14:09
I'm sure I've gone deaf, Jack said bitterly03:14:14
she will feel better in a few days03:14:18
and thinks that he has already recovered for all of us03:14:21
I wanted to think so03:14:22
he could go to work and work hard03:14:26
8 hours a day and even worked03:14:29
Saturdays overtime and behaved quite well03:14:31
Fine03:14:33
only if you listen to what he said03:14:37
as if he was delirious out loud03:14:40
maybe in his own way he was normal because he03:14:44
I begged for money from Elena's mouth in every way03:14:46
case, I know that once he begged from03:14:50
I owe him 100 dollars and he tells me about it03:14:53
bragged means he was for such a thing03:14:57
quite normal03:15:00
he memorized all sorts of nonsense from newspapers and03:15:03
magazines that I brought home03:15:06
she won't tell you about it, about the fact that he03:15:09
read and memorized03:15:13
specially03:15:14
it means he was out of his mind03:15:18
the other half of him is definitely on something03:15:22
locked up just locked up and with no03:15:25
places and he couldn't bring himself03:15:28
moving from this point I was thinking about everything03:15:31
ronnie about this accident about03:15:34
court decision simple or forever03:15:36
caught a cold on a complete stranger03:15:39
with whom he just fell in love and03:15:43
I thought about him month after month03:15:46
he was tossed here and there from only him03:15:51
dumped everything on us that we were serious and03:15:54
stopped relating to this because03:15:57
That's all we heard about all the time03:16:00
he didn't understand himself03:16:03
Was he afraid of what he had in mind or was he proud03:16:09
he didn’t understand how he told me03:16:13
that it is very scary to become crazy03:16:16
I then took it and left the room and03:16:21
another time he told me it was right away03:16:24
after christmas03:16:25
said that he can, whenever he wants, in the mouth03:16:30
manic depressive states and03:16:33
get out of it this term he read03:16:37
in some article or book and was proud03:16:41
I was very proud to know him03:16:44
he said that he could play with his own03:16:47
brains like brawn03:16:49
right after the New Year he called03:16:52
telephone with the body, but Stalin did not03:16:56
talk to him03:16:57
here he was just boiling with horror and said that03:17:02
he has to enter into03:17:04
experimental phase of your life that03:17:07
he is forced to obey forced to listen03:17:09
instructions and obey and then he03:17:14
planned to kill Stalin03:17:17
he's guilty I'm guilty03:17:19
I don't want to lie about him03:17:22
I won't lie03:17:25
your father03:17:27
I wasn't able to that morning03:17:30
control your actions said how03:17:33
he cannot be held responsible for them03:17:37
he was not aware of the consequences of his03:17:40
act he is innocent because no one03:17:44
until he was found guilty and03:17:46
admits he is found not guilty because03:17:49
that he couldn't control03:17:51
their actions and according to the law cannot be03:17:56
was found guilty03:17:57
it's clear to you03:18:00
their bedroom in the back of the house03:18:03
it's like something hits me when I go there03:18:07
I look in, I played there when I was there03:18:09
the little one was hiding in the closet back then03:18:13
lived in another house and03:18:16
remembered their smell his smell03:18:21
I remembered in it for we are all similar03:18:24
especially with my eyes, my eyes are the same03:18:27
how it’s immediately clear that we are one family03:18:30
even ronnie looked like us all03:18:35
I can't get away with this03:18:38
There are always piles in the sink in the kitchen03:18:41
the plates are waiting to be washed so already03:18:44
you don’t know who ate what with what03:18:47
plate and yes everything is common and towels in03:18:52
bathroom hand towel we all03:18:55
dry ourselves with one towel03:18:57
when you go into the bathroom it's wet, still wet03:19:03
his father left him dirty03:19:06
stripes and she was always wet I'm sure03:19:10
I saw the prints of his wet hands03:19:12
felt them could distinguish them03:19:16
I don't hate him, Jack said I love him03:19:22
I don't want him to die, that is, in03:19:27
our state03:19:28
because there are no death penalties, that means I just03:19:30
I don't want him to be locked up for life03:19:33
I03:19:36
he didn't understand what he was doing03:19:38
but he didn’t want to understand03:19:41
he is their room in the back of the house she03:19:46
I couldn't get it out of my head03:19:49
what was I born there I want03:19:53
I want to say from the two of them I03:19:58
I found myself in both of them and so03:20:03
will always be no matter how old I get03:20:06
no matter what I do, I can’t do it from them03:20:10
get rid of them but I love them I loved him before03:20:15
before he went crazy I loved them both03:20:18
we're still like plates piled up in03:20:22
washing or like dirty laundry in a basket we03:20:26
sometimes intertwined with each other03:20:30
me03:20:31
what hits me I understand what I have to do03:20:35
free them03:20:37
and then another time I feel something03:20:41
completely different almost love with them03:20:45
nothing threatens me and the rest seems to be03:20:48
it doesn't matter anymore if only we all03:20:52
be together even if he killed03:20:55
he didn't kill me03:20:58
I won’t lie about this even to03:21:02
Jack said I won't bring him back home03:21:06
lie to you03:21:07
I won’t have to, I won’t, he’s not guilty03:21:12
you don't have to lie he's guilty but I am03:21:17
I won't lie to save him03:21:20
even if he said that he would be glad03:21:24
so that you die instead of your brother03:21:27
even if he said so, he still doesn't03:21:30
guilty said hall03:21:32
he clearly lost his mental balance03:21:36
a father can't say that to his son03:21:39
he lost his peace of mind if so03:21:43
he said it right03:21:45
I he thinks that you will betray him to me03:21:51
said so said how but why on earth03:21:54
you will give it why03:21:57
Is it really that important in you that he03:22:01
said in is it really so important why to you03:22:05
this is so important jack what is the reason03:22:09
Jack shook his head as if he wanted her03:22:13
clean03:22:14
he didn't understand what he was saying home03:22:19
however, in some sense I understood but03:22:22
didn't want to let myself understand03:22:27
he cannot be considered guilty of03:22:31
premeditated murder03:22:34
Hall said, choosing his words carefully03:22:38
that morning he had no control over his03:22:42
action you don't have to lie03:22:46
shield him03:22:48
he drove himself crazy03:22:51
but that's all people do03:22:54
objected how, raising his hands as if in03:22:57
surprise and03:22:58
he is not being tried for this, but for a crime in03:23:03
which he is accused of03:23:05
he's innocent I'm03:23:07
I believe that I am innocent03:23:10
I am completely convinced of this and I will win this03:23:14
case03:23:15
won03:23:17
without any doubt because he03:23:20
really innocent and you will explain03:23:23
why is he not guilty you will tell the court03:23:28
how it all happened and how you will all be03:23:31
It’s great to remember and you won’t lie because03:23:35
that you will only answer questions03:23:37
which I will ask you and I’m not here03:23:42
I won’t make mistakes, I don’t make mistakes at all03:23:46
Hall said03:23:51
conscience tells you to tell the truth03:23:54
this writing was high up on the wall03:23:57
above the conference table in the courtroom and03:24:00
however, every time Jack turned03:24:04
look at these words it's like being03:24:07
I read them for the first time03:24:08
I read it as if against my will03:24:12
his gaze stared at himself03:24:15
forward and upward to the monotonous muttering03:24:18
witnesses03:24:20
conscience tells you to tell the truth03:24:26
fire and03:24:27
slowly pulling out of anticipation03:24:31
own not agony but a certain state03:24:34
which may even become commonplace03:24:38
Jack sat between his mother and sister in03:24:42
this state of anticipation03:24:44
I feel that it helps them just because03:24:47
sits nearby and thus partially03:24:51
does his duty03:24:54
now you will become the head of the family said03:24:58
someone is also a woman neighbor to him and this03:25:02
both made him angry because his father put03:25:05
he's still alive03:25:07
there is still a living defendant sitting behind03:25:12
a regular table at the front of the room03:25:16
Defendant Joseph Morrissey03:25:20
but Jack wasn't able to03:25:23
it seemed to focus on him03:25:26
everything that happened in this room03:25:28
testimony of witnesses started ended not03:25:33
had nothing to do with this03:25:35
person03:25:36
other human beings were where03:25:39
more important and03:25:40
naturally like animals of higher breed03:25:43
demanded more attention in this03:25:46
extensive03:25:47
in a drafty room you are03:25:51
I'm nervous looking around trying03:25:53
establish your place in all this you03:25:56
one of a fairly large crowd of spectators03:26:00
and then you set the place03:26:03
the defendant who sits with his back to you03:26:06
his back is not at all impressive03:26:09
the suit is cheap but here's your attention03:26:12
involve defense lawyers and the prosecutor and the judge03:26:16
you just glance at03:26:18
the jury sitting behind a fence as if in03:26:21
church and immediately forget about everyone except03:26:24
these three03:26:26
like ascended beasts of the highest breed03:26:30
from the chaos of swarming mute creatures03:26:34
prepared by his instincts for03:26:37
living in a certain hostile environment03:26:39
they are either calm and at the same time03:26:44
wary and seemed03:26:47
physically larger than everyone else03:26:50
even their faces seemed larger03:26:53
stronger, more meaningful and03:26:56
smart is the whole point thought jack03:26:59
they really understand youth and everything03:27:03
the rest are like in a dream only from time to time03:27:06
time wake up consciousness flashes03:27:09
in them, like in the flashes of dreams, you are for a moment03:27:12
realized something flashed and immediately03:27:15
disappeared when these people spoke their speech03:27:19
instilled fear03:27:21
because you heard the words and understood them03:27:24
however, I couldn’t catch the meaning03:27:27
Jack's head is swollen03:27:30
Witness testimony short statements03:27:33
from which something is made up03:27:35
the drama builds up and then it’s all over again03:27:38
collapsing interrupted swept away while03:27:42
The witness spoke the longest03:27:44
dispassionately03:27:46
repaired, described damage03:27:49
which causes the human brain03:27:51
bullet of a certain type03:27:54
it seemed like there should be anger here03:27:57
but he was not there, the doctor gave his testimony without03:28:00
all wrath03:28:01
stated the facts calmly and consciously03:28:04
duty and in response to some03:28:07
remark even smiled making it clear03:28:10
that there is no doubt he knows his business03:28:12
ok what does the brain have to do with it?03:28:15
Jack felt any organs of the body03:28:19
nausea as soon as he remembered everything, he was forced03:28:24
was remembered and felt that I was the rest03:28:27
the audience in the courtroom also remembers03:28:30
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