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freelance time00:00:04
collaborating with daily newspapers00:00:06
Boston, he discovered that for him almost00:00:09
it is impossible to get people to talk and00:00:12
even when he managed to ask00:00:14
an awkward question he immediately sought00:00:17
fill the silence that followed00:00:19
with his own nervous chatter as if00:00:22
most of all he was afraid that he would be considered00:00:25
rude00:00:26
later writing an article he was so deep00:00:29
any hint of criticism is hidden00:00:33
only he himself could find him00:00:36
must have their own point of view00:00:39
insisted the same professor and although Peter00:00:43
tried to defend his style claims00:00:45
that he just wants to lay out the facts and not00:00:48
let the reader draw his own conclusions00:00:51
I realized that this was wrong00:00:54
weakness in his materials like him00:00:56
suspected and didn't let him get it00:00:58
work in a larger market is exactly this00:01:02
weakness he determined00:01:04
overcome in hard sony straightening your00:01:08
manuscript until it contains00:01:10
firmness and determination appeared and00:01:12
it was impossible not to recognize her00:01:15
often in the evenings in the silence of my city00:01:18
apartment he listened to recordings of old00:01:20
interview re-read old articles00:01:23
wondering how I would do them all00:01:26
to another although he was not married00:01:29
made few appointments and rarely visited00:01:32
bars, cinemas or other places where00:01:34
he could meet people he doesn't00:01:37
was going to stay on the Sony hard drive00:01:39
longer than necessary00:01:43
I'm busy with Andy he said, lowering his hands to00:01:47
edge of the table, what do you need, I'll tell you00:01:50
what I don't need I don't need to00:01:55
all sorts of scoundrels like you were spinning around00:01:59
around my family this is my job replied00:02:02
he would you do the same thing where are you from?00:02:06
you know what I would do because I know00:02:09
that you are the best reporter in this newspaper00:02:12
she hesitated then briefly threw00:02:15
stop hanging around my family00:02:19
slipping off his steel she returned to00:02:22
drummed his fingers on his00:02:24
pressing the keys, waiting for when all that's left is00:02:27
this even rhythm of the letters of words only in00:02:32
in the process of composing for her disappeared00:02:34
feeling of time of own awkwardness00:02:37
now this method has changed her too, she rang00:02:42
telephone she picked up the phone in confusion and yes I did00:02:46
I'm just calling to see how you're doing00:02:48
John said it always seemed to him that00:02:51
you definitely need to have an excuse to00:02:53
call her, he was wondering whether it would be00:02:57
ever belong to him00:02:59
beautiful silence hung so you wanted00:03:04
I could buy some on the way for dinner today00:03:07
she bit her lip there was no00:03:10
preliminary conversations about dinner00:03:12
about tonight she couldn't00:03:16
recall00:03:17
for their relationship to reach that stage00:03:19
behind which such things naturally00:03:22
of course when it happened 3 months00:03:25
six months ago I always managed to leave00:03:28
until this moment arrives00:03:31
I think I'm just better tonight00:03:34
to be alone she answered that's how she is00:03:37
I heard disappointment in his voice and00:03:40
shuddered from the rush of irritation but00:03:44
I need to be with you for a while00:03:46
the girls are to blame, she added, but00:03:49
of course I'll call you tomorrow today00:03:53
in the evening he insisted stubbornly but calmly00:03:57
tonight she agreed and00:04:00
smiled I'll call you today00:04:03
In the evening00:04:04
Sandy hung up and tried again.00:04:08
will start working when it is just00:04:10
started dating zones for months00:04:14
I was perplexed, I’m teaching, something’s missing00:04:17
enough where there should have been sharp edges00:04:21
sharp turns everything was smooth00:04:24
at times even the hairs seemed00:04:27
too well brought up as if00:04:29
avoided the smell and sound only00:04:32
Denmark gradually began to realize what00:04:36
was still missing00:04:38
pain she started over with a new page00:04:41
methodically list possible00:04:43
candidates for the post of chief of police and00:04:45
advantages and disadvantages00:04:48
when Sandy returned that evening with00:04:51
work in the house was so quiet that she00:04:53
it seemed like the girls left at the first00:04:56
the floor light was not on, the hallway was illuminated00:04:59
only early winter twilight00:05:01
julia p or called on00:05:05
she found them upstairs in their bedroom you00:05:09
or on Julia's bed at her table00:05:12
What struck me was that even in her absence they00:05:15
didn’t wander around the house as if they didn’t want to00:05:18
leave fingerprints on00:05:21
with something that belonged to her they politely00:05:24
raised their heads when she entered00:05:26
do you want to eat or nodded how about pizza00:05:31
Julia Sandy responded anyway00:05:35
went down and called the local00:05:37
pizzeria00:05:38
she thought the girls could go00:05:40
down and help and choose what to order00:05:43
more pimento cheese but they didn't appear00:05:46
and was left to guess for herself so that00:05:50
could be liked or disgusted00:05:53
she turned on the TV and watched00:05:55
news waiting for pizza when its00:05:58
they brought it hot in a plastic head00:06:00
the packaging which the messenger opened like this00:06:03
as if the contents were flammable sandy00:06:06
placed it on the coffee table in front of00:06:09
I laid out the plates and pack with the TV00:06:12
paper napkins and switched00:06:15
TV on the quiz who is like her00:06:17
I noticed the girls were watching and then called00:06:20
them down00:06:22
they sedate spruce picks out mushrooms00:06:25
which she ordered and folding them00:06:28
shapeless to the river heap on the edge00:06:30
plate they didn’t shout out like they used to00:06:33
first answers to quiz questions and not00:06:36
grumbled at a stupid answer00:06:39
when the commercial came on sandy put hers down00:06:41
a piece of pizza and smiled at them hopefully00:06:44
but all her pathetic attempts to chat00:06:47
what happened at school today in your00:06:51
there are smart guys in the class00:06:53
only came across a one-word answer00:06:56
she remembered the time when she was for00:06:59
them just aunty then they come00:07:02
her voluntarily freeing herself from00:07:04
parental supervision they probably do too00:07:08
remembered this as other ancients also remembered00:07:10
legends in which they could no longer00:07:12
believe completely and didn’t finish the pizza in00:07:16
silence as soon as dinner is over00:07:18
Julia got up I still need to finish00:07:21
homework said she went to00:07:24
stairs and turned around with her foot on00:07:27
the bottom step or you don't either00:07:31
finished my00:07:33
or perched so close on the sofa00:07:36
Sandy felt something coming from her00:07:38
the body was warm, didn’t raise my head, didn’t dare00:07:43
no I haven't finished00:07:46
Julia frowned and went upstairs and00:07:49
slammed the bedroom door00:07:51
sandy and and or sat shrouded00:07:54
softening into silence inch by inch or00:07:58
moved closer and closer to Sandy until she00:08:01
her head did not lie on the bend and her hands00:08:03
then on her knees she still silently00:08:06
looked at the screen while Sandy stroked her00:08:09
hair like that they sat for two hours00:08:12
the remains of the pizza have cooled down from the stale one00:08:16
the show was replaced by another or lightly00:08:19
Sandy snored, carefully picked her up and00:08:22
took her to the bedroom where Julie heard her00:08:25
steps quickly turned off the light and00:08:28
pretended to be asleep while sandy00:08:30
putting her to bed or taking her off00:08:33
shoes and covered with a blanket00:08:37
Tell me a story00:08:39
Sandy asked bending her knees under00:08:42
holding the telephone receiver to your ear with a blanket00:08:45
what tale does anyone tell?00:08:48
us00:08:49
John asked the adults and children00:08:53
tell us about us00:08:55
I told you on our first date00:08:59
suggested00:09:00
ok but we went to the hippodrome00:09:04
the beginning was very cold you00:09:07
I've never been to a race before00:09:09
depressing dirt around strewn with tickets00:09:13
regiment unhealthy looking man with cigars00:09:16
you kept asking, aren't they00:09:18
it was a lung race00:09:22
carriages we chose horses with00:09:24
the woman's favorite nicknames00:09:27
in pairs my last dollar but always00:09:32
lost once, we bet a little00:09:34
not for every second horse and still00:09:37
lost, you went to the fence to00:09:40
look at the horses and jockeys up close00:09:44
you had a big red sweater one of00:09:46
jockeys passing by casually00:09:48
I said hello to you, I wanted to00:09:51
making love to you is about nothing00:09:53
I just couldn’t think of a friend, I didn’t know00:09:56
how to touch you even how to take you00:09:58
holding your hand you seemed so withdrawn00:10:01
we left before the last race00:10:05
Is there a happy ending in this fairy tale?00:10:09
she yes we returned to your home and00:10:12
made love since then never00:10:15
were separated00:10:16
I always liked magical ones so much00:10:19
fairy tales00:10:20
she laughed but how can you do it now?00:10:23
fall asleep00:10:24
for a minute only a faint sound was heard in the receiver00:10:27
crackling00:10:29
I see her in my dreams she said quietly00:10:34
there she never says anything but00:10:39
her face is always distorted00:10:41
eyes fall inward00:10:44
my jaw drops I still understand00:10:48
I've been dreaming about my sister since he said he already00:10:50
30 years have passed and I was taken to the hospital00:10:53
see her two days before00:10:56
she died she lay there so emaciated00:10:59
on this big white bed all these00:11:01
I've been dreaming about the same things for years00:11:03
pieces of flesh are boiled and you wanted and00:11:06
served at my feet I always wake up00:11:09
before she turns naked00:11:12
skeleton00:11:13
Sandy held the phone to her ear and00:11:16
for a while I only heard how00:11:19
the blood is pulsating in her temple00:11:21
I want you to communicate more with00:11:25
them with whom with Julie and and or okay you00:11:32
Seriously or just means get rid of00:11:35
me00:11:36
listen where it's too late and tomorrow for me00:11:39
need to be at the store early00:11:41
there was a long pause00:11:44
blue finally said what00:11:49
the sweater I was wearing00:11:53
racetrack00:11:54
blue00:11:56
he laughed00:11:58
good night good night I love you00:12:03
she added you so elusively00:12:06
whisper that only when he hung00:12:09
the phone reached him what she said00:12:12
o'riordan in a decisive business voice00:12:15
said the name of the woman with whom for the first time00:12:18
met four days ago when she00:12:20
came to his office uninvited, uninvited00:12:23
stated that she had information that could00:12:26
would be of interest00:12:27
Lucy Abrams stood near the table and00:12:31
carefully painted and the face framed00:12:34
thick brown hair lower lip00:12:36
twitched nervously, he hurried to close00:12:40
door to the office00:12:41
sit down he suggested00:12:43
she sat down on the very edge of the battle00:12:46
vinyl chair avoiding his gaze00:12:49
I've never been to the office before00:12:53
the lawyer said she was hesitant but00:12:56
the voice sounded decide on the certificate of00:12:59
what's behind the walls of this office00:13:01
general lack of self-confidence00:13:03
is not one of her problems00:13:06
but it's not as unpleasant as going to the dentist00:13:09
the doctor smiled encouragingly at Riordan and so00:13:14
tell me I'm changing than the speech of her eyes00:13:17
wet caries with golden sparkles00:13:20
for the first time we looked directly at him under the teddy00:13:24
at oringa replied to00:13:27
Now Lucy Abrams is dressed in tight00:13:30
a red woolen dress entered the hall00:13:33
court and walked down the aisle to00:13:35
the evidence at Sandy's place carefully00:13:38
I was watching her and I noticed black suede00:13:40
pumps and strong, slender calves00:13:43
legs for sure the result of the system00:13:46
painful workouts for her hair00:13:49
intercepted at the back of the black head00:13:51
velvet ribbon glittered as they passed by00:13:54
you and she slowed down a little and barely00:13:57
noticeably moved her head in his direction Tets00:14:00
curled his lips in a grimace of disgust and00:14:03
folded her arms on her chest looking like and00:14:06
sworn in00:14:07
please inform the court when you00:14:10
met the accused Ted Warren00:14:13
the din last year, I think it was in December00:14:17
where did you meet00:14:19
At the bar Hindley in her smooth red00:14:24
the lower lip trembled as then in00:14:27
What was Riordan's character like in his office?00:14:30
your relationship with mr.00:14:32
ring00:14:34
Lucy Abrams stared at the floor at the motley00:14:37
gray marble then glanced at00:14:41
etc. her face and gaze were clear and00:14:43
tough if you winced she did it00:14:47
didn't notice she gave up we had00:14:52
love network how long did it last00:14:56
just a couple of weeks00:14:58
Sandy fidgeted and leaned forward to00:15:01
better to see the face of the witness she00:15:04
I was definitely wearing too much makeup00:15:06
habit preserved from time00:15:08
Was Mr. Waring's vicious youth00:15:12
he was married at the time, he said that he and00:15:15
his wife just separated, was he00:15:18
upset about this00:15:20
sometimes yes sometimes no you moved00:15:24
slamming your feet loudly on the floor00:15:27
her fisk patted the post with his hand to00:15:30
calm him down it was hard to figure out00:15:33
continued on he is really a man00:15:36
I'm in a mood, I just suffered00:15:39
on it and a minute later declares that00:15:41
he didn't care00:15:43
miss abrams why did you stop00:15:45
meet mr warren gum00:15:49
she hesitated before answering00:15:53
something happened what happened places00:15:58
brand he came in one evening well he was drinking00:16:03
I don’t know what happened there that evening00:16:06
something to do with his wife it seems they00:16:09
We had a fight on the phone, he spent all the time00:16:12
she kept telling her and to do in everything, well, you00:16:16
do you understand how much one woman00:16:18
It's nice to hear about someone else, I'm human00:16:21
responsive but there is a limit to everything I don’t remember00:16:24
what did I say to him something like00:16:26
hell yeah maybe she's new00:16:29
made a friend00:16:30
then he throws me on the sofa and he00:16:35
falls on top at first I thought00:16:37
that he's joking, he's playing the fool, you know?00:16:40
but then he began to seriously diverge a little00:16:44
didn't strangle me, I screamed for him00:16:47
stopped but he didn't seem to hear what he said00:16:51
did you the ring at the same time something yes and00:16:55
he said I was wrong his wife00:16:58
you will never be with another man00:17:01
were scared miss abrams I was terrified but00:17:05
of course he muttered00:17:08
she was distracted for a moment by looking at00:17:11
him and then continued but he seemed00:17:14
I was crazy, I was very drunk, what happened?00:17:17
further00:17:18
I don’t know, it’s like something clicked in him00:17:22
and he switched00:17:24
stopped crying I looked00:17:27
depressed as if he didn’t understand where00:17:29
located00:17:30
did you see ted in his ring after00:17:33
this evening I would not be afraid to be00:17:36
in the same room with him00:17:39
I don't have it anymore00:17:41
the fisk in turn rose and00:17:43
pointedly remained standing near his00:17:46
tables as if not wanting too much00:17:48
approaching lucy abrams miss abrams00:17:52
yes you said you met ted00:17:54
Warren Gum in the bar yes you often go to00:17:58
bars miss abrams00:18:00
I object, Riordan the witness intervened00:18:04
not on trial00:18:06
I'm trying to establish reliability and and00:18:10
testimony protested the fiscal can00:18:13
continue on be careful mr00:18:15
Fisk warned the judge to razors you00:18:20
often go to bars in your free time00:18:22
time miss abrams00:18:24
my take the owner hindley and i'm there00:18:28
visited and there you usually met00:18:31
I object to men00:18:34
objection accepted how long have you00:18:37
knew Ted in the ring like me00:18:40
said about two weeks00:18:42
did you get the impression that he00:18:44
loved his wife if he didn't love that too00:18:48
such love seemed to me quite00:18:50
weird have you ever met others00:18:53
men during the period when they saw each other00:18:55
Minister Warren Gum I don't remember no I think00:19:00
that no that evening when it happened00:19:03
incident you also drank but I didn’t00:19:06
was drunk new drank maybe a glass00:19:10
I don’t remember the wine that evening you called00:19:14
Miss Abrams police were not called00:19:18
help from neighbors00:19:19
no why just say that00:19:23
showed that they were scared00:19:25
but it just didn’t cause that’s all00:19:28
how long did mr waring stay with you00:19:31
after that00:19:33
alleged attack00:19:35
I don’t remember maybe half an hour and you00:19:39
allowed him to stay in your house00:19:42
whose side did you fear physically00:19:45
violence00:19:46
I didn't know how to get rid of him00:19:49
miss abrams is it true that you the ring00:19:53
interested you more than you didn't00:19:58
and weren't you offended that he didn't00:20:02
looking for further relationship with you00:20:04
no it wasn't like that00:20:07
I have no more questions about this00:20:10
to the witness Fisk suddenly sat down having finished00:20:14
with this Lucy Abrams stepped off the witness stand00:20:17
the place feels like drops of cold sweat00:20:19
flow down the valley between her breasts and00:20:23
passed by again, etc. this time she00:20:26
I didn’t look at him but I heard him clearly00:20:29
the way he snorted when she approached00:20:31
he has already established a certain way of life00:20:35
or at least some of it00:20:38
like every day after the trial he drove00:20:41
straight to Royalton aux and sat in00:20:44
twilight living room waiting for the night00:20:48
sometimes he tried to read the words00:20:50
merged and it turned out that he was again00:20:54
runs through the same pages again00:20:56
even the long-time favorite of the Czechs, Sivir,00:21:01
Most of the time they saved him, he just sat there00:21:03
listening to the sounds coming from00:21:07
neighboring apartments an elderly woman in00:21:09
apartment above him every evening exactly at00:21:12
six was taking a bath incredibly loud00:21:15
the splash echoed into the ceiling of the opera recordings00:21:19
neighbor's telephone disputes with another neighbor00:21:22
his mother accidentally accompanies him00:21:25
there were my own scattered thoughts00:21:28
evenings when he moved only for that00:21:30
to cook yourself anything for dinner00:21:33
if only it could be done quickly00:21:34
hand concoct from there without special00:21:38
thoughts and reluctantly picked at the food, continuing00:21:41
listen but on other evenings00:21:44
encouraged by the cover of darkness and he sat down00:21:46
into the car and drove for hours, he drove past00:21:51
at home a stand somewhere inside which00:21:54
his daughters were there, he was passing by00:21:57
the area where I just started00:21:59
erected to bryoff pile foundation and00:22:03
menacing blackness in the night it should have been00:22:06
be its object and now build it00:22:09
someone else00:22:11
he was suddenly interested in how many they were00:22:14
asked and did they undertake to lay00:22:16
pipes and do the wiring and in the end he00:22:20
always drove up to the house on the sycamore tree00:22:23
street he had never had before00:22:26
home is the very concept00:22:28
seemed alien, unimaginable before00:22:31
how he ran away at the age of 16 Hardison them00:22:35
the family moved seven times, his mother's all00:22:38
it seemed like it was in the next house00:22:41
solve all problems although this one00:22:44
the next house was even smaller00:22:46
previous thickening atmosphere of cruelty00:22:50
causing her seizures now slowly00:22:53
driving past the house and looking at its dark00:22:56
windows he thought the basement which he00:22:58
repaired00:22:59
about your tools selected and00:23:02
polished with German precision00:23:04
chisels mallets and hammers00:23:06
hung according to size, greased and on00:23:09
waxed work table saw teeth and00:23:12
sharpened as it should all be now00:23:15
probably covered with a thin layer of dust in00:23:19
corner in flat document drawers on00:23:22
hidden at the very bottom were sketches that00:23:24
he did many years ago when he first00:23:27
picked up faculty prospectuses00:23:29
architecture then with the help of sharp00:23:33
sharpened scale pencils and00:23:36
slide rules and compasses00:23:38
copied projects that I studied in00:23:41
libraries he did not know how to do the right00:23:44
calculations and calculations but spent a long time00:23:47
clock with album and drawing sheets00:23:50
carefully transferring house plans onto them00:23:53
interfered with the essay in his head imitation00:23:56
drawings that he never has00:23:59
had enough courage to pull out after midnight he00:24:03
arrived at the parking lot behind the Royalton AX and00:24:06
although he had to get up early in the morning00:24:09
he was in no hurry to wash and go to bed00:24:11
bed00:24:12
now he was sleeping in fits and starts00:24:14
woke up at four or five o'clock in the morning00:24:18
I remember, perhaps fortunately, the details00:24:21
of my dreams but the feeling remained00:24:24
her presence around and inside him00:24:27
barrier of memories and regrets too00:24:32
little things that he didn't buy her for her 30th birthday00:24:37
this pendant is what she hinted at for a long time00:24:41
I bought it just because she00:24:43
hinted at this and he is sensitive to all sorts of00:24:46
attempts to somehow manipulate oneself00:24:49
offended flat silver heart00:24:53
elongated and asymmetrical in nature00:24:56
a trifle in a jeweler's window on main00:24:59
street that Christmas Eve he came again00:25:01
to buy it for her but it's already00:25:04
sold didn't tell her how amazed I was that00:25:08
she does but doesn't want to listen00:25:10
details about diseases because00:25:12
he was too impressionable00:25:15
consciousness when they took his blood and00:25:17
one day he even felt sick00:25:19
movie theater during the operating room scene00:25:21
and the administration called an ambulance00:25:24
but he was simply proud of her, he was never00:25:29
it occurred to me to repent00:25:31
about Lucy Abrams considering her no more00:25:34
than a fleeting episode that did not leave in00:25:37
his life has a noticeable mark00:25:39
there was too much else00:25:44
he was lying on the double bed looking at00:25:46
the ceiling of the house fell silent alone00:25:49
the remaining sound was a faint noise00:25:51
TV a few apartments away00:25:54
snatches of laughter seemed to him that if00:25:58
if you listened better, you could tell00:26:01
would the breath of sleeping neighbors he tried00:26:05
close your eyes but although they hurt from00:26:08
overwork00:26:09
century did not close, he held her head on00:26:14
knees00:26:16
hole blood00:26:19
even held her head in his lap00:26:22
then noticing that she washed her hair and00:26:26
for some ridiculous reason he is always00:26:30
I try to remove them from the wound most of all00:26:33
so they don't get dirty00:26:36
he remembered the smell of the shine of a soft strand of hair00:26:42
which he threw aside00:26:46
and this is the question that tormented him00:26:50
Who did she wash her hair for?00:26:54
for his sake for his return00:26:57
or for a date with Dr. Neelam00:27:00
Fredrickson00:27:03
he turned around and pulled the blanket over00:27:06
good00:27:07
the next day police officer00:27:10
Frank yes no he showed that day00:27:14
incident blood alcohol level00:27:17
etc. was 30 ppm 3 times higher00:27:22
maximum permissible00:27:24
tell them o'riordan continued that you00:27:28
saw upon arriving at the scene00:27:32
Ted Waring sat at the foot of the stairs00:27:35
supporting wife's head00:27:38
Julia Waring stood nearby00:27:41
or oren was at the far end00:27:45
rooms00:27:46
Julie said or did something00:27:51
when I entered she turned to me and00:27:54
said he did it he shot her00:27:58
he he mr rolling dun raised his hand and00:28:03
pointed a short index finger00:28:05
right in your face00:28:08
the jury turned around and saw that you00:28:11
again pulling the caterpillar00:28:15
which has already turned into a crimson sore00:28:18
stubbornly did not lower his eyes00:28:21
Did Julia hesitate?00:28:24
any uncertainty doing this00:28:26
the statement is not at all clear00:28:30
repeated he shot her00:28:33
he shot my mom00:28:36
or somehow disputed what she claimed00:28:40
her sister doesn't have00:28:44
I have no more questions Fiscal00:28:47
approached the witness with a few00:28:50
arrogant look00:28:52
can you say that when you00:28:55
arrived00:28:56
Julia Waring looked upset yes00:29:01
I could tell she was excited and so would you.00:29:05
thought the excited child had just00:29:09
present at the most terrible00:29:11
reliable witness to the incident00:29:14
objection this question relates to00:29:17
field of medicine, this witness is not00:29:20
is an expert in it00:29:22
objection accepted by his testimony00:29:26
stick to what you saw00:29:28
the judge ordered that the fiscal not razors00:29:32
Mr. Banin was confused what he said00:29:36
waring when did you arrive00:29:38
he said it was an accident00:29:42
was he surprised by his behavior00:29:45
daughters, is it true that he just doesn’t00:29:49
I believed my ears00:29:50
perhaps and what he did he told her00:29:55
Let's tell the truth Julia00:29:58
let's say what actually happened00:30:02
there was an accident00:30:04
thank you Mr Danin Fisk00:30:07
turned back to his desk and00:30:09
sat down to jerk brute by anyone not00:30:13
I'm sure I looked around a little00:30:15
disappointed that it was his finest hour00:30:17
ended so quickly and only after00:30:20
as Judge Carothers encourages00:30:22
nodded he stood up and left the witness box00:30:25
and the place descending from the elevation he00:30:29
slipped in new ones to shine00:30:31
polished black shoes and when he walked00:30:34
across the hall his usually pale face is thick00:30:38
turned pink00:30:40
Reardon waited until the heavy oak00:30:43
the door at the end of the hall slowly closed behind00:30:45
they then told us the next one00:30:47
witness00:30:49
the prosecution calls the doctor of Somalia the00:30:53
light00:30:54
not a tall man in a dark blue suit00:30:57
walked confidently down the aisle and00:30:59
stood trial his skin wore this00:31:02
thick golden hue00:31:05
permanent tan thin hair of the same00:31:08
the colors were combed onto the top of the head and styled00:31:11
so as to cover the visible baldness of my neck00:31:15
he stood up to take the oath00:31:18
spread the scent around00:31:20
aqua wellgo eau de toilette00:31:23
Having sat down, he first carefully straightened00:31:27
shirt cuff and then looked at00:31:30
prosecutor00:31:31
where to work out the doctor gave and started00:31:34
o'riordan in the county corner department00:31:39
hardison how long have you been working there 1100:31:43
years what position do you hold I00:31:47
I am the chief medical expert00:31:50
fell it was a flat, dispassionate voice00:31:53
often contradicting that terrible00:31:56
the subject that was discussed although00:31:59
most of his colleagues did it00:32:01
it was easy and natural for him to00:32:03
work hard to learn00:32:05
speak so dryly and matter-of-factly in what00:32:09
educational institutions you studied courses in00:32:12
State University at Albany00:32:14
Gorlovka Medical School can you00:32:18
you inform a member of such00:32:20
professional associations you are a member of00:32:23
does lean forward medical00:32:26
hardison county medical society00:32:29
New York State Society00:32:31
American Physicians Association00:32:33
american judicial association00:32:35
In my opinion, we don’t need to spend medicine on00:32:39
this time the judge interrupted him00:32:42
fisk nodded your honor the charge is being made00:32:47
an offer to admit that the doctor is nagging00:32:49
is an expert in the field of forensic00:32:52
medicine00:32:54
judge to razors nodded accepted to00:32:57
note you can about should do00:33:00
leaned back dissatisfied, they didn't even00:33:03
were going to give him the opportunity00:33:05
list numerous articles00:33:07
which he printed00:33:09
speeches who made the case in which00:33:13
participated as an expert, are you familiar?00:33:16
made the people against theodore o-ring00:33:19
The doctor asked Reardon the question again00:33:23
attracting his attention and what00:33:26
did you conduct an examination in connection with this?00:33:29
I was actually examining the body of a white woman 3600:33:33
yo leader loring you identified the reason00:33:38
death was caused by a single00:33:41
head wound00:33:43
can you describe the character to the court?00:33:46
wounded, bullet made a hole00:33:49
one eighth of an inch in diameter by one00:33:53
an inch above the left eyebrow in the taillight voice00:33:57
and against his will, excited00:33:59
notes of bullet wounds in Hardison County00:34:02
met much less than00:34:04
required for him and his pride00:34:07
no traces of gunpowder were found, he added00:34:10
quickly regaining the former impassivity as00:34:14
do you count how far from the gun00:34:17
there was a victim00:34:19
maybe five feet00:34:22
give or take a couple of inches00:34:24
were you able to determine the trajectory?00:34:27
bullets00:34:29
the bullet cut the skin and soft tissues and00:34:33
penetrated the skull00:34:35
then it passed through the frontal bone and00:34:39
came out in the lower right side of the skull00:34:42
breaking through the occipital bone00:34:45
superficial skin has00:34:48
1" damage with rips00:34:51
edges00:34:52
sitting a few yards away00:34:55
Sandy closed her eyes the victim died00:34:58
instantly00:35:00
Riordan paused some jurors00:35:04
turned around again to look at00:35:06
reaction, etc. but his eyes were downcast00:35:09
it was impossible to read anything about them00:35:12
does the doctor do this in accordance with00:35:16
position of the gun when firing at level00:35:19
shoulder to and so you conclude that00:35:23
the gun did not shoot from below as it would have been00:35:26
let's say in case someone grabbed00:35:28
by the hand of a man holding a gun, yes00:35:32
the bullet was fired at shoulder level00:35:35
thank you doctor before I have no00:35:39
other issues the fisk approached00:35:42
evidence on the spot00:35:44
doctor 100:35:46
were you in house 374 apiary world00:35:51
street on the evening of October 22 no such00:35:55
case you were not really present at00:35:59
events that took place there00:36:02
no the corners of the doctor's lips peeled it00:36:05
crawled down contemptuously00:36:08
can you based on the results00:36:11
your examination00:36:13
confirm whether a shot was fired00:36:17
accidentally or intentionally00:36:20
no admitted the doctor nags me more00:36:25
no questions00:36:26
John Norwood stood in front of the counter in his00:36:30
in a sports store, staring in amazement00:36:32
at stand 2 I'll pick them up at 4 she said00:36:37
she but she turned and decisively00:36:40
slipped through the heavy glass00:36:42
the door before he could get through00:36:44
protest John looked after her00:36:47
until she disappeared then finally00:36:50
turned his gaze to Julia and or who00:36:53
stood nearby and clearly experienced the same00:36:56
how awkward he is, well he muttered00:37:01
Julia crossed her arms and or00:37:04
smiled at him expectantly00:37:07
We'll see00:37:09
Sandy said we can work here00:37:12
hopefully suggested this or is she like this00:37:15
said yes or nodded maybe ours to him00:37:20
There’s no need for help at all,” giulia objected.00:37:23
I frown at my wife00:37:25
of course I need your help let's go00:37:29
let's see what we have he brought them to00:37:32
warehouse well, let's start with this one00:37:36
started showing them how to fold00:37:38
boxes of sports shoes by size00:37:41
and style watching how they took on00:37:44
cardboards that fit easily into it00:37:46
a huge palm with both hands with such00:37:49
short, clean, translucent00:37:52
I could work here with my nails00:37:55
every day offered or passing by00:37:58
him ahav school and I'm here more00:38:01
like00:38:02
John smiled, I think you'll have to00:38:06
be content for a while00:38:07
weekends but let's say the next 10 years for me00:38:13
I need to go to the store, bye bye girls00:38:15
lay out all the basketballs on the table00:38:17
shoes do well Julia and or00:38:21
nodded, he watched them for another minute00:38:25
holding the urge to align the boxes00:38:27
starting and accumulating at their feet and00:38:29
then went to the trading floor00:38:32
deal with the buyer who tried00:38:35
return obviously worn sportswear00:38:37
jacket pale blue color all period00:38:41
was stained with mustard stains but00:38:43
the young man loudly assured that she00:38:46
was purchased in this form by the cashier one of00:38:50
students whom John took to work at00:38:52
weekend summer vacation helpless00:38:55
looked at john before julia and or00:38:59
only echoes of what followed could be heard00:39:01
they continued to look at the argument00:39:04
labels on each box and00:39:05
arrange them accordingly00:39:08
stacks00:39:09
do you think we will always live00:39:12
Sandy asked or giving Julia00:39:16
box that needed to be placed on00:39:18
shelf where she couldn't reach00:39:20
I know I miss dad but I don’t either00:39:26
not a bit, but if it were possible00:39:31
what an opportunity00:39:34
I don't want him to go to jail00:39:37
Julia stared at her I hate him00:39:40
even if he weren't our father, I wouldn't00:39:44
that I don't want to see him anymore00:39:46
or turned her back on her sister00:39:49
reeling in and out, well, the roar00:39:52
sneakers on the index finger so00:39:54
he blushed, John stood in the corridor00:39:58
watching them looking at them00:40:01
turned and slowly00:40:04
retired to00:40:06
this time when Julie saw that Peter00:40:10
Gorek walks along the path to school at three o'clock00:40:13
day light tread baggy trousers00:40:16
khaki reebok sneakers she doesn't00:40:19
I was surprised, but she felt like00:40:22
at his approach her cheeks burned00:40:25
despite her efforts and training she00:40:29
I didn’t know how to control my blood yet00:40:31
which flushed to the cheeks when the teacher00:40:34
called and responded when she heard00:40:36
like other students sitting with their backs to her00:40:38
whisper her name she should learn00:40:41
it's better to deal with it because she's a lot00:40:45
which she hoped to skillfully cope with00:40:49
that he won't notice anything00:40:52
he said hi to your sister with a smile00:40:55
extracurricular drawing classes true00:40:58
Julia nodded, he collected it just like she did00:41:02
facts information and how she did not disclose00:41:05
their sources do you want to go somewhere00:41:08
let's eat a hamburger, okay, she sat down00:41:13
his car is a white used Volvo00:41:16
bought three years ago then he turned on00:41:20
heater through Lena's teeth and00:41:22
heat gushed out from the vents00:41:24
she's never been in the front seat before00:41:27
did not drive a car 1 with a man only00:41:32
with her father although she was not completely00:41:34
I'm sure Peter is a bitter man00:41:37
the adult meaning of the word is baggy00:41:40
trousers crooked grin but still it00:41:43
something00:41:45
she sat up straight and tried00:41:47
take on an indifferent look and he is into it00:41:50
spent time looking for modern music on the radio00:41:53
Pilate Tartus will come he asked00:41:58
this cafe was five miles from00:42:01
schools there were less likely to00:42:04
he will see the children coming and clinging to you00:42:09
he asked when they stopped at00:42:11
red light and the whole thing is nonsense00:42:14
so as not to show that it’s you00:42:17
it hurts if it seems to them that you are nothing00:42:21
you won't get it, it just pisses them off, I know00:42:26
they drove for a while in silence00:42:28
what street do you live on in new york00:42:31
asked Julie on 61 East he00:42:36
by the standards I thought it was very stupid00:42:39
inherited an apartment in00:42:41
which he grew up and which he hid00:42:44
the fact that there is no capital in his family00:42:46
left he studied at a nearby private00:42:50
school for boys on a scholarship and what00:42:54
just wondering last week she00:42:57
borrowed a guidebook from the library00:42:59
the city carefully studied the maps while driving around00:43:02
streets and avenues with your index finger00:43:05
wondering where exactly he was old where he could00:43:08
would like to go00:43:10
they parked in the parking lot near00:43:13
toilet rpus Peter got out of the car00:43:16
first and went to open the door for00:43:19
Julie but she was already standing nearby00:43:24
he still managed00:43:26
hold the glass door for her00:43:29
restaurant and watch her enter she00:43:32
I hoped that other visitors noticed00:43:36
This00:43:38
they sat in the windows overlooking00:43:41
parking and Peter ordered for both of them00:43:44
coca cola hamburgers and one side dish00:43:49
fried potatoes for two00:43:51
your mom still lives in New York00:43:54
asked Julie00:43:56
yes on 61 east to00:44:00
father pressed her he moved north00:44:04
California they were sucked in then lives on a barge00:44:08
Smith with a sister named in Zion and00:44:12
Peter straightened the yellowed plastic00:44:14
stand under the plate he vaguely00:44:17
I remembered that Fiona was a dentist00:44:21
and that after her there was at least more00:44:23
three girls although he didn’t even think about it00:44:26
in advance this particular lie and00:44:29
inventions are always easy and involuntary00:44:32
came out of his mouth often in amazement00:44:35
he didn't even consider it himself00:44:37
quality not talent not flaw though00:44:40
Now for the first time I discovered how it could00:44:43
would be useful in his work00:44:45
your mom was a nurse too00:44:48
he asked, I said I don’t want to00:44:52
talk about my mom00:44:54
Peter nodded, the waitress brought the order and00:44:58
they started eating Julie took a bite00:45:02
chewed a little and swallowed as much as possible00:45:05
quietly gracefully touched her lips so that00:45:09
make sure there aren't any left on them00:45:11
treacherous crumbs of food she carefully00:45:14
made sure to take the potatoes according to00:45:17
turn once he once she00:45:19
waiting for him to remove his fingers00:45:23
My dad and I never really got along00:45:26
said peter oh he was hot-tempered00:45:31
all we had to do was raise an eyebrow or we would all00:45:34
Slavia's head began to hide in the mountains00:45:37
but it didn’t turn out you said that you lived in00:45:40
city00:45:41
he laughed in his ears pedantically00:45:46
she didn't quite understand what he meant00:45:49
and should she be offended00:45:52
you go to see him in California not too much00:45:57
often tell me the truth00:45:59
I'm getting seasick on this damn barge00:46:02
besides, I'm not crazy about Fiona00:46:05
it's a little strange to see your father with00:46:08
girlfriends and he leaned over the table Julia00:46:12
she lowered her eyes and took a sip of cola00:46:16
was tasteless, diluted, melted00:46:19
ice you were afraid of him father yes00:46:24
sometimes he answered he was loud-mouthed00:46:30
in my mind the power of the lungs is the whole point00:46:33
that it was never possible for sure00:46:35
predict why it will start00:46:37
you know, in my opinion this is the worst thing00:46:40
you never know if he's next00:46:43
the moment he will laugh or lose his temper00:46:46
so you're afraid of your father no00:46:50
Peter stuffed the last piece into his mouth00:46:53
hamburger you write about us for the edge00:46:58
Ice asked Julia Sandy hides the newspapers00:47:02
I know she wishes you well and just00:47:06
I don't want to upset you00:47:08
why are you writing to us? I’m writing about the process and00:47:13
this is my job but I won't write about anything00:47:17
than from what you tell me so far00:47:20
you don't want this I agree she00:47:23
nodded, well, let me give you a ride00:47:27
you before school or it's about to end00:47:30
classes he took the remaining slices00:47:34
potato, dipped it in ketchup, took a bite00:47:37
half and offered her the other half00:47:41
so he said equally with a smile she00:47:44
took a slice into her mouth touching her lips00:47:46
his fingers00:47:49
That evening Peter Gorek sat down in the kitchen00:47:53
the outpost took out a notepad where he wrote everything down00:47:56
information after meeting with Julie he started00:47:59
him to analyze not only her00:48:01
behavior but also your own00:48:04
critically reviewing your own00:48:07
this is the record I should have said00:48:11
but this is something you should ask about00:48:15
this is what I have to do again here00:48:20
so I'll leave the game, he took the pen and00:48:24
started writing00:48:26
Lying in the dark, Julia still felt00:48:30
this taste of salt their skin is tanned00:48:34
I felt his hands spinning from the side to whoever00:48:37
I'm wrapping myself up just not throwing them off00:48:40
shared that night did not sleep peacefully00:48:44
waking up she slipped out of bed00:48:47
went to the secret drawer and got it00:48:50
secret package took out a piece of paper from00:48:53
Peter's name and phone numbers slowly00:48:56
read it and put it back then she00:48:59
Pulled out Sandy's light lace panties00:49:02
lifting up her nightgown like a cobweb00:49:05
took off my cotton panties00:49:07
the ropes hung loosely on her narrow00:49:11
thighs she ran her hand over her00:49:13
smooth flat stomach to the lace in00:49:16
she only has the most secluded corners00:49:19
there was a fluff of hair coming, you're a late bloomer00:49:22
said A.N. exactly like me her face00:49:27
mother smiling comforting00:49:30
suspecting nothing, I'm not like you00:49:34
I'm not at all like you, she lay down in00:49:39
bed leaving cotton panties00:49:42
lie on the floor00:49:44
the snow fell at dawn in sparse white00:49:47
cereal00:49:48
gaining strength as morning comes00:49:50
they said that this would be the first real one00:49:53
winter snowfall and those few residents00:49:56
cities who have not installed winter tires00:49:59
lined up at three gas stations cursing00:50:02
his sluggishness and inventing00:50:05
pretexts to explain the reasons for one's00:50:07
late bosses first snowfall00:50:10
has always been an event and its parameters00:50:13
speed intensity and content00:50:16
moisture from them was carefully analyzed00:50:19
conclusions were drawn about what could be done next00:50:22
expect from winter to half past ten00:50:24
the pavements and sidewalks disappeared under00:50:26
a pure white blanket and in a pale sky00:50:30
walked with no intention of stopping00:50:33
south, he looked away from the ancient windows00:50:37
with thick glasses on the judge's table she00:50:40
again poured herself some water from the yellow00:50:42
black jug awaiting arrival00:50:45
he noticed the last latecomer00:50:48
a chip on the spout of the jug and thought00:50:51
was it there before or did someone drop it?00:50:53
jug when they cleaned up after00:50:55
yesterday's meeting00:50:57
Next to him, the fisk was constantly rummaging through his00:51:01
portfolio00:51:02
he would kill time chatting and gossiping with00:51:07
lawyer on the opposite side if00:51:09
if it weren't Reardon00:51:12
the rustle of papers got on Ted's nerves and00:51:15
he threw an angry look at Fisk00:51:17
finally everything was ready to start00:51:20
meetings and o'riordan became the people00:51:23
calling Sandy leader00:51:27
Sandy wore her most that day00:51:30
formal outfit black wool suit00:51:33
almost covering her knees and silk00:51:36
cream colored blouse for the latest00:51:39
weeks she lost weight and her skirt hung on00:51:42
her as she walked down the aisle clasp with00:51:45
her back completely slid to one side00:51:48
preoccupied pulling down her skirt00:51:50
in the yard while an assistant takes her place00:51:52
the sheriff reflected his shiny bald head and00:51:55
the light from the chandelier raised the Bible00:51:59
after she was sworn in00:52:02
Riordan asked the first question to miss a00:52:06
leader please tell the court what are the00:52:09
were you related?00:52:11
calm00:52:12
and a ring was my sister means that00:52:17
Loring is your son-in-law and she is not00:52:22
looking at it I felt the presence of etc. V00:52:24
a few steps away I felt him looking00:52:28
you attract a magnet to it and it00:52:31
repulsive let's go she just looked00:52:34
at Gordon at the motionless whites of his eyes00:52:38
you were close sister miss leader yes we are00:52:43
have always been very without and can you00:52:46
claim that she trusted you before00:52:51
miss li dr how would you describe00:52:55
your sister's marriage to Ted Ring00:52:58
can you tell what it was00:53:01
harmonious union00:53:03
Sandy frowned, of course not like that00:53:08
case, how would you describe it?00:53:11
stormy at best00:53:14
can you explain to us a little what you are under00:53:17
by this you mean00:53:20
Titorenko is a very unbalanced person00:53:23
I think he expected it to be completely00:53:26
it is possible to dominate the family at first00:53:29
so she was she was very young but00:53:32
everything changes she has changed more00:53:36
it wasn't necessary and he couldn't do it00:53:40
endure00:53:41
I object with obvious displeasure00:53:44
exclaimed the fisk, all this is pure guesswork00:53:47
and guesses what kind of readings these are00:53:50
here is the court they are the winfrey opera show00:53:54
Carothers frowned00:53:57
A simple objection is enough, Mr.00:54:00
fisk00:54:01
taken by Reardon calmly and patiently00:54:04
continued00:54:06
Do you remember anyone's case?00:54:09
the time of their marriage when uen arose00:54:12
reason to be afraid of him until I want an hour I can in00:54:16
Sandy's elephants wrapped around her finger and00:54:18
the stray strand of hair was then released into00:54:23
her voice was hampered by weakness, anger and00:54:26
the call was about a year before00:54:29
how they separated just at that time00:54:32
their relationship began to deteriorate that00:54:34
returned from a trip to Albany where00:54:37
failed on a contract for some reason00:54:39
I don’t remember exactly in any construction00:54:42
case when he got home it was00:54:44
I'm drunk, I don't know what caused the quarrel00:54:47
I just know that I called that evening00:54:51
at eleven o'clock she does this to me00:54:54
I was scared of him00:54:56
you were rummaging in the bedroom, she called from there and00:54:59
I could hear him knocking on the door and00:55:02
yells at her, she said that when00:55:06
no persuasion will find him this way00:55:08
act she was very upset00:55:10
I think she cried until the morning00:55:13
she didn't dare unlock the door00:55:17
I was afraid that he might use it on her00:55:19
force yes00:55:21
you step with a creak, moved your chair00:55:26
back miss a leader can you00:55:29
inform the court to the best of your knowledge00:55:32
why did your sister start a divorce case?00:55:35
Ted Warren Gum and because she00:55:38
finally formed in the hall was heard00:55:42
giggle and judge to razors who is herself00:55:46
recently divorced had to knock00:55:48
hammer louder than usual as if for00:55:51
in order to reassure both the public and yourself00:55:54
she decided that their marriage was no longer valid00:55:57
sense said sandy professional00:56:00
tone as during an interview, even and00:56:03
cold why did their quarrels go00:56:06
acceptable limit influenced their lives and00:56:09
the lives of their children, how did yours feel?00:56:12
sister after leaving00:56:14
I object without getting up from my seat, said the fiscal00:56:18
the prosecutor demands that the witness00:56:21
conveyed the thoughts of another person00:56:24
on the contrary objected by the yard we already00:56:28
established that the sisters shared with each other00:56:30
friend and that Cindy Liter knew very well00:56:33
feeling for your sister00:56:36
objection rejected said dryly00:56:39
judge to razors sandy continued00:56:43
returned to work, she arranged her00:56:46
life00:56:48
it seemed like the first time in her life00:56:50
felt free00:56:53
miss a leader do you know if you tried00:56:57
you loring made peace with n yes tried to00:57:02
do you know if this was allowed00:57:04
opportunity your sister00:57:06
no, no way she couldn't00:57:09
wait for divorce papers00:57:12
is she really that weekend00:57:14
went on a date with the cute doctor00:57:17
Fredrickson and I was going to do it again00:57:21
meet him miss a leader how do you like it00:57:25
seems to have reacted to this news00:57:27
Mr Waring00:57:29
objection exclaimed fisk question leads00:57:33
to speculation00:57:35
ok no solidor continued patiently00:57:38
o'riordan formulating the question differently00:57:41
could you say inherent mr.00:57:44
o-ring sense of ownership or not00:57:48
Mister A Ring Huge Instinct00:57:53
owner I have no doubt that it is00:57:57
would make them very angry as far as I understand00:58:01
Julia and or Waring currently00:58:05
live with you as far as you know00:58:08
did julia ever say o-ring00:58:11
lies to your mother no it always00:58:14
was a truthful child if you00:58:18
any reason to believe that now00:58:21
she became less truthful no00:58:25
one last question from Miss Cedar00:58:29
How long have you known the accused Ted?00:58:33
Warren Gum00:58:35
16 years considering what you know about00:58:39
Dede Oringi was he capable00:58:42
shoot in a ring00:58:45
Sandy took a deep breath00:58:49
Yes00:58:51
this word echoed dully in her ears and00:58:55
she wondered if it was the same with her00:58:59
shocked and puzzled facial expression00:59:01
like the people she's with00:59:03
talked after the tragic00:59:05
incidents00:59:07
o'riordan nodded I don't have it anymore00:59:10
he said quietly for a long time00:59:15
looked at Sandy before starting00:59:18
for interrogation00:59:20
miss lidar00:59:23
you've never been married00:59:27
the question is irrelevant00:59:29
Riordan protested00:59:32
objection accepted well continued fisk00:59:36
you showed that this loring is often00:59:41
quarreled yes00:59:43
Is it impossible that it could be like that?00:59:46
character their marriage their way00:59:49
I wouldn’t call communicating with each other00:59:53
this is a way of communication but they are probably like this00:59:58
thought it was miss liter I don't know let me01:00:02
ask you this question01:00:04
did these quarrels ever lead to01:00:07
violence in any form whatsoever01:00:10
once in all the years of their marriage she complained01:00:14
did you sister that ted waring hit her01:00:17
or physically assaulted01:00:20
in any other way01:00:22
no but that is actually you don't have01:00:26
no reason to believe that you have warren01:00:30
g had a habit of physical violence01:00:33
any kind of faithful01:00:35
Sandy lowered her eyes and stared at01:00:37
your chapped hands on your daughter and bet01:00:40
son her nails she didn't do anything for a long time01:00:42
spoke and when she finally answered it01:00:45
the voice sounded barely audible01:00:48
no you said you and your sister were01:00:53
very close, I'm not mistaken, yes then you01:00:58
It should be known that Julie Waring01:01:01
are experiencing emotional difficulties and that01:01:04
at school she goes to see a psychologist01:01:08
mentioned this you also knew01:01:12
Isn't it true that she had manifestations01:01:15
physical cruelty and other signs01:01:19
dysfunctional behavior and what's wrong01:01:23
ring both01:01:25
or concerned about it01:01:27
I don't remember them being too bothered by it01:01:31
concerned no can you confirm01:01:34
that Julia had difficult01:01:36
relationship with my father but I would say01:01:39
that a lot of people had difficult01:01:42
relationship with ted please01:01:44
answer my question: did Julia have01:01:48
difficult relationship with father01:01:51
perhaps the place leader you were in01:01:56
house on sycamore street that evening when01:01:59
you this oring and his daughters returned from01:02:02
trips to the mountains right yes was n glad01:02:08
see them01:02:09
girls anyway, were you01:02:13
witness any disagreement01:02:15
between n and ted and there is no ring but you are not01:02:20
noticed the slightest discrepancy wrong01:02:23
whether miss leader yes or no no when you01:02:27
leaving where Julie Waring was in the living room01:02:31
she stood next to her parents01:02:33
she01:02:35
was in the same room with them01:02:37
that means she was standing next to Ted Warren01:02:40
gam I didn't say that would you like01:02:44
get custody of the children don't you miss01:02:47
leader01:02:49
o'riordan began to object to this process01:02:53
murder case they are about assignment01:02:56
guardianship01:02:57
objection rejected by witness01:03:00
will not answer the question anyway01:03:03
I think they should go to you duo01:03:06
ringu you don't like your son-in-law too much01:03:11
that's right miss solidore yes really not01:03:14
I love you, I have no more questions01:03:18
Sandy stood in her head for a minute01:03:22
complete confusion then she stumbled01:03:25
elevation and walked slowly at first01:03:28
checking if the legs are holding then everything01:03:31
faster01:03:32
passing by etc. she finally looked01:03:35
at him and he straightened up and looked at her01:03:39
right in your face01:03:41
Peter Gorek watching them from the third01:03:45
Some people noted this exchange in their notes01:03:49
glances and words01:03:52
destructive01:03:54
Sandy looked at John sleeping on01:03:58
expensive, not wrinkled01:04:00
calm face snowstorm outside finally01:04:03
stopped, wrapping the whole world in thick01:04:06
layer of snow on coal on black conditionally01:04:09
finally cleared the sky here and there were01:04:12
sparkling points of winter stars are scattered01:04:15
she leafed through the magazine quietly and carefully, but01:04:19
he opened his eyes he can't sleep yes01:04:23
he glanced at the tiny road01:04:26
the alarm clock on her nightstand bothered him01:04:29
that even her alarm clock was like this01:04:31
compact, lightweight and easy to use01:04:33
move on it glowed palely01:04:36
numbers 317 need to replace the battery said01:04:40
he don't know01:04:42
they were silent for a while, he put his hand on her01:04:45
on her stomach but she didn’t react01:04:48
you know, she once said thoughtfully01:04:52
I dreamed about children01:04:54
I once dreamed that there was something on my back01:04:57
attached child with his little hands01:04:59
wrap themselves around my neck and choke me01:05:02
another time I dreamed that I01:05:05
I kick the child like a soccer ball for everyone01:05:09
there are disturbing dreams01:05:11
we have an explanation for everything, and for you01:05:16
I wish I could say something they're creepy01:05:18
personality and I can't see you01:05:21
no matter why you don't try to sleep01:05:25
would you like some milk heated up for you?01:05:27
I don't need your stupid milk01:05:31
She said irritably, “Well, why don’t you01:05:35
mind if I try a little01:05:37
sleep or you want to share with01:05:40
me with some other fantasies in the spirit01:05:43
Norman Rockwell01:05:45
I'm sorry John she sighed tiredly and was sleeping01:05:49
she leaned over him, kissed him on the forehead and01:05:53
I watched him close his eyes01:05:57
she remembered the night when she was born01:06:00
Julie is a week early like Ted01:06:04
called her from the hospitals we did it we01:06:08
did it was the middle of the night in August01:06:13
for a month her breasts were wet from the night01:06:16
under and we did it we01:06:20
did it, he quickly hung up01:06:24
as if he had forgotten what he was talking about01:06:27
as if he had more pressing matters to attend to01:06:29
Julia the next morning at the breast n yet01:06:34
wrinkled wet sandy seemed for a long time01:06:37
that she looks more like a frog than01:06:40
man we did this we did this01:06:44
tired smile and love doesn't come01:06:47
she immediately admitted alone with Cindy01:06:50
when the nurse took the baby away you01:06:52
you think it’s there right away, but it’s not so01:06:57
I didn’t even know her then she didn’t remember01:07:01
to say something like that01:07:04
that love that soon broke out with such01:07:07
unexpected strength from the beginning from birth we01:07:10
we did it01:07:12
did it before the sweltering summer night tube01:07:17
I'll shut up fsh his phone in my hands01:07:21
the next day not mrs murphy01:07:24
Hardison High School counselor and01:07:26
Cindy called the editorial office of Chronicle Street01:07:30
I think you should know01:07:33
Mrs Boffin told me we don't have01:07:36
absolutely no success with julie01:07:40
Sandy got angry and cold tone what is it01:07:44
so it just means that she01:07:48
clearly decided in no significant way01:07:50
do not participate in our discussions01:07:53
she seems to think that she will sit out the entire01:07:56
silent course is in order, what if01:07:59
opens his mouth just to01:08:01
give a short answer and what she thinks01:08:04
I mean I'm waiting I must urgently01:08:08
recommend that you find01:08:10
another doctor who can give her01:08:13
more time and have a good time like this01:08:16
same preventive course for or although01:08:19
she looks a little calmer good01:08:23
Sandy answered briefly so I can01:08:26
Miss leader believes that you will get the job done01:08:30
Miss Murphy insisted to the end after01:08:32
how Sandy dictated the names and01:08:36
telephone numbers of two child psychiatrists01:08:38
working at Hardison Hospital01:08:42
you can believe whatever you want01:08:46
could resist Sandy's barb01:08:48
before you hang up01:08:50
for a minute she looked at the piece of paper on01:08:54
to which I obediently wrote down the names of the doctors01:08:56
then she stuffed it into her big bag01:08:59
along with unpaid urgent shields01:09:02
candy wrappers and crumpled by us01:09:05
paper napkins01:09:09
grandfather paced restlessly around the apartment towards01:09:12
wall from wall to wall from wall itself01:09:16
atmosphere of peace and quiet01:09:18
oppressively the snow was too deep for01:09:22
car ride he couldn't go on01:09:25
risk of getting stuck and having to call for01:09:28
help01:09:29
there was nowhere else to go for rations01:09:34
there were enough sounds around01:09:37
sounds that were part of his life01:09:41
his girls are clanking and swearing01:09:45
or laugh or sing fictitious01:09:48
songs someone is messing around in the turmoil of the soul01:09:51
family life the phone was almost silent01:09:55
no one called him now, except maybe01:09:57
Karl sometimes01:10:00
the same feeling came to him when he01:10:03
just moved here from sycamore street01:10:06
silence, cleanliness and order, why did he decide?01:10:10
that this is exactly what he needs01:10:13
this is a complete absence of family exactly like that01:10:17
the same emptiness that he somehow managed01:10:20
fill now thanks to frivolity01:10:23
or bad luck it will all happen again01:10:26
lost01:10:28
the last time he saw his01:10:30
mother six years ago he was setting01:10:33
in Pennsylvania and decided to drive 70 miles01:10:36
to visit her, she and her husband drove01:10:40
lived in a small motel there01:10:43
free apartment her face when he01:10:46
came in how can I help?01:10:49
dyed black hair pulled back by him01:10:52
messy bun huge hands01:10:54
you trampled on from the soil01:10:56
cotton dress in pieces01:10:58
flabby fat by that time she weighed01:11:01
about 300 pounds she didn't recognize him right away01:11:05
he was sitting in their small kitchen01:11:08
littered with recipe notes for01:11:11
there were no telephones in the rooms01:11:13
shields dined blue and stepfather they neither01:11:19
never asked him where he works01:11:21
lives, what kind of family did they say?01:11:24
only about the collapse in the real estate market what01:11:28
the model next to them closes01:11:30
that they themselves have up to 12 percent empty01:11:33
numbers after dinner he told her01:11:37
why don't you lie down in some01:11:39
dietary hospital in the city of her feet01:11:43
were covered in sores from diabetes01:11:45
Obesity-induced purple boils01:11:49
a bunch of women crawled up their calves01:11:53
who just sit and complain about01:11:56
their husbands intervened about what I'm not talking about01:11:59
I'm going to pay01:12:00
This01:12:02
he refused the offer for free01:12:04
spend the night with them and left as soon as01:12:08
they sat down to watch their favorite01:12:10
television show01:12:12
you don't mind, really, we'll do it01:12:15
watch every week01:12:17
she died less than a year after01:12:21
that from a massive heart attack at 53 years old01:12:26
however, I only told him about it01:12:29
in three months01:12:31
it's all this ass's fault with anger01:12:36
threw ted but he objected she answered01:12:42
for your own body and01:12:44
although he understood that she was right why did he01:12:48
never forgave there was some01:12:50
fiddling with her will she made it01:12:54
using the documents myself01:12:56
which I ordered from an advertisement in the night01:12:59
it didn't fit on television01:13:01
official requirement that existed in01:13:04
state of Pennsylvania and was recognized01:13:07
void01:13:09
after that he again stopped communicating with01:13:12
stepfather, he moved away from the window and sat down on the sofa01:13:15
that evening before leaving he showed her01:13:18
Julia's photo and or she brought it up01:13:22
smiling dreamily right to the eye01:13:24
what a beauty she was looking at their faces01:13:28
and returned the photo only when my stepfather01:13:30
shouted bring me some coffee ice cream01:13:34
he's at01:13:35
he still has that photo01:13:39
its edges crumpled under his frame01:13:44
girls01:13:46
one of the jurors was late her car01:13:49
stuck in a snowdrift three miles from01:13:51
courthouses and the public impatiently01:13:53
waited a long pause01:13:56
Julie whispered and fidgeted01:13:59
I turned around and saw two rows01:14:02
Peter Garik was watching her when01:14:05
he smiled and closed forever as if01:14:09
the birds and boats she loved01:14:12
make from paper01:14:13
she just smiled in response01:14:17
I felt that Sandy was disapproving01:14:20
looks in the same direction and01:14:22
turned to the court two steps away01:14:25
she saw the back of her father's dark head carefully01:14:28
combed hair almost reached01:14:31
to the city of the jacket opening the strip01:14:33
pale skin she hasn't seen him since01:14:36
as the police took him away she stared01:14:40
on this strip of bare skin01:14:42
disturbing and clenching the fabric01:14:46
Sandy threw dresses on the mountain to an angry01:14:50
look and turned to Julie who01:14:53
Now I was looking straight at the empty space01:14:55
judges stubbornly persistent and imperturbable01:14:59
she was grateful to the prosecution for that01:15:02
that last night they decided not to call01:15:06
or to testify01:15:07
and Riordan was worried about how she01:15:11
began to describe the fight, etc. and Julie and01:15:14
the guns that I saw they will call and and01:15:18
then we'll get on with it, he said, but01:15:22
Julia of course it's a different matter01:15:25
when a young teacher is late01:15:29
kindergarten in yellow synthetic01:15:31
winter boots, haystacks curled only01:15:34
my hair was finally starting to grow back01:15:37
appeared worried and apologetic at the meeting01:15:40
began01:15:42
Riordan stood up01:15:44
prosecution survives Julia Waring01:15:48
Sandy slightly perhaps motionless hand01:15:51
Julie and began to watch her walk along01:15:54
holding the central aisle high01:15:56
head you tried to catch her eye01:15:59
when she walked past those stretched out01:16:03
since he last saw her01:16:05
so reserved lost for him01:16:09
but she didn't flinch, Julia took01:16:13
witness ska and place Reardon approached01:16:17
hello hello Julia01:16:20
please tell me how old you are, 13 I01:16:25
I know how hard it is for you, that's why I don't01:16:28
hurry up ok I'll try to finish01:16:32
as quickly as possible good01:16:35
your parents have separated, faithful julie01:16:38
Yes, which of them is hard? I lived with my mother01:16:43
your dad and mom lived separately for a long time01:16:48
about a year and during this time your mother01:16:51
ever talked about doing it again01:16:54
get back together with dad no she will never01:16:58
mentioned her intention to reunite with01:17:01
there is no him without him she was happier I01:17:05
I know this is true for a moment01:17:08
she glanced towards her father, their gazes01:17:11
collided, he leaned forward01:17:14
opening up to her to trying01:17:16
affect her concept but she was01:17:20
unattainable she turned away from returned01:17:24
before a response stirred within her01:17:26
feeling and was able to claim its rights01:17:30
she blinked and switched again01:17:33
attention to the prosecutor01:17:35
good giulia when you and your sister01:17:39
were with my father that last weekend at01:17:42
you and him had a long conversation01:17:46
right yes and he told you what he wants01:17:49
go back to mom yes he said that's it01:17:53
still loves her great so you three are in01:17:57
Sunday afternoon we left Fletcher's Mountain01:18:00
and let's go back hardison are you somewhere01:18:04
stopped along the way hit once01:18:08
lounge why01:18:10
dad told him he needed to go to the toilet01:18:13
ted was thinking when her voice appeared01:18:18
this sarcasm but when it came out of him01:18:24
it smelled like whiskey01:18:25
I object raised the fisk objection01:18:29
rejected01:18:30
o'riordan did not retreat01:18:33
julie we have to talk about what01:18:36
happened when you returned that evening01:18:39
home01:18:40
who was carrying guns when you entered my house01:18:44
father ever let him out of his hands01:18:48
no, you never took it or01:18:52
touched him no her voice started01:18:56
tremble a little ok I just wanted01:18:59
make sure everything is clear with this and now01:19:02
Julia what happened when you01:19:07
came home01:19:08
what happened between your mom and dad01:19:13
they started arguing01:19:15
they swore loudly and you were very loud01:19:20
Do you remember what they were fighting about?01:19:23
judicial proteco sheet exhausted01:19:26
sickly-looking man in a shiny01:19:29
in a brownish suit looked at Julia01:19:31
his fingers seem to be a being and separate from01:19:34
the bodies continued to flutter silently above01:19:37
keyboard mom went on a date and01:19:41
my father didn't like it very much01:19:44
angry yes01:19:45
I object the prosecutor asks leading questions01:19:48
questions01:19:50
objection accepted01:19:52
riordan started with the beginning do you remember that01:19:56
your father told julie he said that01:19:59
will never let her leave said that01:20:03
she was mistaken if she decided that he would allow it01:20:06
he said that she would have to talk about it01:20:08
regret a01:20:10
what did your mom do she asked him01:20:14
calm down but he didn't want to01:20:17
o'riordan stopped in front of the jury01:20:20
thinking about what was said01:20:23
what happened then he asked calmly01:20:27
he shot her at01:20:30
Julia's eyes stung and she blinked01:20:34
and the approaching connection Julia you saw01:20:38
how your father pointed guns at your mother01:20:40
yes she is lying01:20:44
low voice etc. broke the silence01:20:48
filled the hall stunned the audience it was01:20:52
the first words he uttered in everything01:20:55
time and the jury turned as one to01:20:58
only Julia is the only one of them all01:21:01
didn’t flinch, didn’t look, everything was the clerk01:21:05
rosieres loudly hit you with a hammer01:21:09
it's Mister Waring's turn until then01:21:13
you'll be quiet one more time like this01:21:16
prank and I'll have to remove you from01:21:19
hall01:21:21
she looked at him then01:21:24
turned to Riordan01:21:26
continue01:21:28
sorry to have to come back again01:21:31
to this Julia but I want to make sure that01:21:34
everything is clear here you saw that your father01:21:37
really raised his guns and took aim01:21:40
in my mother's head and now she was fiddling with it01:21:44
a skirt that lost its shape and became01:21:47
wet how far were you from01:21:50
his father when he moved into his mother01:21:53
Could you show it01:21:54
she looked at what separated them01:21:57
space 3 feet crappy well01:22:00
approximately at the same distance as now01:22:02
you from me01:22:04
Julia, stretch your hand out as far as possible01:22:08
you can't touch me anymore01:22:12
right asked o'riordan can't she01:22:17
withdrew the outstretched hand which01:22:19
it was tingling as if I was numb and so on01:22:23
distance you were from your father01:22:26
when he fired before what happened01:22:30
when you saw him raise his guns01:22:33
and takes aim did you do anything?01:22:37
screamed stop no and what did he do01:22:42
he'll shoot anyway, I tried01:22:46
grab the guns but it was too late01:22:49
her lips twitched at the last words01:22:52
so they were pronounced slowly01:22:56
you got him after he01:23:00
shot yes01:23:02
then Reardon smiled slightly and at me01:23:06
no more questions01:23:07
it was the fisk's turn, he didn't have enough01:23:11
experience communicating with children and he always01:23:13
avoided prolonged contact with them01:23:16
especially at the evidence of the place where they01:23:19
turned out to be unpredictable and01:23:22
uncontrollable nevertheless in recent01:23:25
a few weeks he spent a lot01:23:27
time to talk on the phone with your01:23:29
14 year old niece01:23:31
capturing intonation and speech with rhythm and01:23:35
now I hoped that he could01:23:37
control Julia smiling he01:23:40
slowly approached her hello01:23:42
giulia hello Juliet very much01:23:45
I was angry with my father last year01:23:47
your parents have separated01:23:50
Julia perhaps shoulders in aren't you01:23:53
angry at tsa for leaving01:23:56
no, her voice suddenly sounded01:23:59
fiercely defiant, I was glad that he01:24:03
left and you don’t really love your father01:24:06
Julia I think you really are01:24:09
angry enough with him to01:24:11
try to hurt him right01:24:14
Julia didn't answer july when your father01:24:18
I called my mom, you cheated sometimes01:24:22
him saying that she was not at home although she was01:24:25
I don't remember you're under oath01:24:29
julia you understand what this means01:24:33
yes, you lied sometimes01:24:39
she didn't want to see him01:24:41
please answer my question01:24:44
Julia you sometimes lagged01:24:48
maybe she blurted out and that's what you said01:24:52
that that weekend at Mount Fletcher you had01:24:55
something like a conversation happened with my father01:24:58
heart to heart and you just said that he01:25:00
Did he say something to your mother? Yes, he did01:25:04
he wants you to get another chance01:25:07
Yes01:25:09
tell me julie had something01:25:13
the unusual thing is that your parents01:25:15
they had a fight, no, they were fighting all the time and01:25:19
with all these 40, will your father ever01:25:22
beat my mother01:25:24
in my opinion there is not a single Julia but that01:25:28
Sunday evening was not very developed01:25:31
angry at my father for yelling at01:25:34
I couldn’t stand my mom when they screamed01:25:38
but there was nothing unusual about it01:25:40
true yes and it never led to01:25:44
no violence in any form01:25:48
never when julian why yours01:25:52
father brought the gun into the house01:25:54
he gave it to me it was a gift01:25:59
giulia when your parents started screaming01:26:02
didn't you feel that father01:26:05
I deceived you01:26:06
he promised that he wouldn't scream anymore01:26:10
when they screamed it upset you01:26:13
I really don’t know, you’re confusing me, she01:26:19
looked at her with wide eyes01:26:21
o'riordan and that timhotel well01:26:25
isn't that really why you01:26:28
screamed stop what she wanted01:26:31
they stopped screaming it didn't matter01:26:35
nothing to do with guns true julia01:26:39
julia didn't answer carothers leaned in01:26:43
her side Julia he aimed at her from01:26:48
guns01:26:49
Fisk continued as if he hadn’t heard her01:26:53
you're not really angry nation01:26:56
so much so that she rushed at him and got hit01:26:59
on his right hand on the same one in01:27:01
which he held the gun not from no he01:27:04
I shot her, I rushed to him after01:27:06
she leaned forward clutching the barrier01:27:10
after01:27:12
you don't want to admit the fact that01:27:15
it was your fault yes julie what if01:27:19
you attacked tsa wrongly01:27:22
assuming that you are somehow protecting your mother01:27:26
she would be alive now wouldn't she01:27:29
joules you are lying she said01:27:34
I have no more questions01:27:36
Judge Carothers turned to Reardon01:27:40
there are still witnesses for you but you are not there01:27:44
honor the prosecution finished the performance01:27:47
evidence01:27:48
The judge hit his gavel once01:27:51
adjourned until Monday morning01:27:55
she quickly walked through the side exit into01:27:58
your office and as soon as it closed01:28:00
the door lit the channel01:28:04
you were unable to move01:28:08
he could only sit dumbly and motionless01:28:11
watching Julia leave the witness box01:28:14
place and passes by it from him01:28:18
finally he stood up and walked away from01:28:22
hall past the crowd and anxious reporters01:28:25
led by the increasingly assertive peter01:28:28
Garik always bombarded everyone with him01:28:31
questions on which he did not intend01:28:33
answer and according to the neatly cleared01:28:36
the sidewalk along which there were piles of01:28:39
hardened snow he thought remember01:28:43
Julia how he taught her to make snow01:28:46
angels flop straight back into01:28:50
snowdrift wave with outstretched arms to01:28:54
indicate wings, spread legs to01:28:57
make the robe so he lifted it straight01:29:02
and be careful not to spoil it01:29:04
creation and they stood together proudly01:29:07
I admire him01:29:09
what age was it then? three years four01:29:13
the end of it all drowned in01:29:16
short-lived memories of early01:29:18
childhood, how could he blame her for this01:29:23
caught up with the fisk, I think there are some clues01:29:26
we did he said but if you01:29:31
there's some surprise hidden01:29:33
it's time to present it01:29:36
it nodded01:29:40
girl danced on a makeshift stage01:29:43
half-closing his eyes, languidly moving his hips01:29:47
glittered dotted with gold sparkles01:29:49
Bikini Panty Ribbon Her Nude01:29:52
breasts were small but round01:29:55
strong, everything seemed deadly to her01:29:58
tired or she was drunk or both01:30:02
another immediately01:30:03
you turned away and bent over the tape01:30:08
Having finished his drink, he ordered another one and got up rummaging01:30:12
in my jeans pocket looking for a 25 cent note01:30:15
coins he went deep into the baroque01:30:18
on the phone near the men's room, Sandy01:30:22
hang up she heard noise in the bar01:30:26
and hung up01:30:28
he took out another coin and dialed it again01:30:31
number don't hang up01:30:33
before you get yourself away01:30:35
it's not fun for you and me to talk01:30:38
what to talk to you about not now01:30:41
in the future yeah really01:30:45
what do you need ted01:30:48
meet you at Jaspers field01:30:52
I'm crazy, I'm not going to date01:30:55
he squeezed you anywhere01:30:58
phone if you're not there in 1501:31:02
I'll spend the next 15 minutes trying to01:31:08
get through to that lousy reporter01:31:11
what's-his-name grief to the mature01:31:15
thinking, go to bed in 10 minutes01:31:20
this time he hung up first01:31:23
returned to the counter and finished his portion of dal01:31:26
gave the bartender a tip and left01:31:29
with Andy and hung up the phone, she looked01:31:33
on John Le standing in the living room01:31:35
latest issue of runner's world01:31:38
listen calmly she said getting up01:31:42
I guess I'll just go clear my head01:31:46
it's breaking apart I need to go out and breathe01:31:49
look after the kids okay you're not sick01:31:52
of course not I everything will be great for me01:31:55
just need a little ride01:31:57
it was a hard day to figure it all out01:32:01
Not everything is required for an accompanying person01:32:04
ok someone has to stay01:32:07
I'm here with the girls for a while01:32:10
she kissed the top of his head and grabbed him01:32:14
your jacket01:32:16
Jaspers field stadium lay under white01:32:20
carpet surrounded by empty stands01:32:22
ghostly darkest against the background of a huge01:32:25
silent sky matte green letter01:32:28
on the green board the lights highlighted01:32:31
words hosts and guests01:32:33
dim and abandoned deep passages01:32:37
leading the forest into even deeper darkness01:32:40
the only illumination came from the headlights01:32:43
car, etc. he leaned against the car01:32:46
waiting for Sandy she pulled up through01:32:49
stopped a yard away from him for a minute and01:32:52
quickly turned off the headlights01:32:54
the frozen ground crunched and under it01:32:57
with her feet when she walked towards him01:32:59
I'm glad you came, he said leave it01:33:03
I'm just here for these shitty manners01:33:05
Julia and or so what do you need01:33:09
you have to make the crook cheat01:33:13
indications why am I01:33:16
I could tell you01:33:19
because she's lying01:33:21
but on you01:33:23
it wouldn't work so let me01:33:27
give me another reason if you don't01:33:31
make Julia admit that it was01:33:34
accident, I'll make sure01:33:38
you regretted it, maybe I won’t get it01:33:41
back my girls01:33:43
but you won’t get them for me either01:33:47
you threaten01:33:48
you save this crap for hypocrisy01:33:53
our friend so that we know better01:33:58
Sandy01:34:00
what are you going to achieve with this so explain to me01:34:03
what will you achieve freedom first of all01:34:07
just make giulio change his readings01:34:11
account and took that I could even do it01:34:14
even if I wanted Julie I wouldn't01:34:17
listens01:34:18
ok then either or she came out01:34:24
kitchen you can make her say01:34:27
it was she who came out of the kitchen and saw what it was01:34:31
there was an accident look I don't care01:34:34
how do you achieve this, do it and that’s it01:34:38
the wind knocked icicles from the stands to the ground01:34:41
they were both frozen lakes and a deserted stadium01:34:44
she turned to him again or already01:34:48
gave a statement to the police she did not see01:34:51
what happened she was confused01:34:53
shocked and now remembers more clearly01:34:57
insisted ted that's all I'm not kidding sandy yes01:35:04
I have no doubt she looked for another second01:35:09
then quickly walked into his eyes01:35:11
his power machine into her and slammed01:35:13
door after her departure he continued for a long time01:35:16
stood motionless staring at nothing01:35:19
field and a few lights in the city01:35:23
when sandy returned john was still reading01:35:27
magazine you better asked it01:35:30
nodded absentmindedly and sat down next to him01:35:33
hug me he pulled her into his arms and01:35:38
the hairs carried tenderness, peace and consolation01:35:43
not at all what she needed you01:35:47
do you love me john01:35:48
this is exactly what I try for you all the time01:35:51
inspire01:35:53
she didn't say anything else but started01:35:56
unbutton his shirt on himself01:35:59
first slowly then furiously01:36:02
desperately scratch his skin trying to01:36:06
sneak inside for shelter01:36:09
oblivion01:36:11
chapter 601:36:13
Sunday looked closely at the top of the head01:36:16
n lying on my bed at the other end01:36:19
rooms then diligently completed homework01:36:22
although it was still Fridays due to closed01:36:26
the door of their room could be heard01:36:28
Jonathan conducted the symphony that sounded01:36:32
only in his own brain01:36:34
loudly mooing monotonous sounds01:36:37
and Estella was irritated by the frequent01:36:40
applause01:36:42
Sandy got up from the table and began01:36:45
walk around the room back and forth01:36:47
was it night when she woke up01:36:50
gasping for air01:36:52
drops of sweat flowed down her chest and during the day she01:36:56
I often discovered what I could do01:36:59
only small intermittent sighs and feeling01:37:02
she had to consciously feel faint01:37:05
force yourself to take deep breaths of stuffy01:37:08
the first atmosphere of a room at home sometimes01:37:12
it seemed like she might suffocate in01:37:16
in the truest sense of the word she came to01:37:19
one end of the room and back frowning01:37:22
nothing on n calm and serene01:37:26
noticed shaya for the fourth time back and forth01:37:30
she muttered under her breath, "God's sake" and01:37:33
jerked the door open01:37:36
she called him on the phone in the hallway01:37:40
it's not too late to change your mind01:37:43
she slipped past John Dunn and01:37:46
cooled down and sat in the living room they never01:37:51
didn't even notice that she was gone01:37:54
her parents left for a week he had01:37:57
such parents such life when people01:38:01
they go sunbathing in mid-February she01:38:05
walked six blocks in the cold to his01:38:07
houses with every new street houses01:38:10
the gaps between01:38:12
almost everyone in his neighborhood is getting wider01:38:16
the houses were restored my01:38:19
Victorian mansions separated them01:38:21
there were wide snow-covered lawns01:38:25
lattice gates and elegant postal gates01:38:27
boxes decorated with wooden ducks01:38:31
was captain of the basketball team01:38:33
the soul of society in the dining room one of those01:38:37
people who get everything easily, friends01:38:40
girls but take a minute to tell a joke in01:38:43
his girlfriends had long shiny ones01:38:45
brown hair matte skin large01:38:48
breasts she is of course the captain of the fans01:38:51
and yet they were friends sandy and he or if01:38:58
we weren’t exactly friends, we were testing each other01:39:01
secret timid sympathy for a friend01:39:04
typical of a teenager01:39:07
teased her about her excellent grades and01:39:10
arrogance but never for the family and she01:39:14
teased him as a dumbass, colliding in01:39:17
in the corridor they smiled at each other and01:39:20
at parties we talked and teased01:39:22
egg each other on for both of them01:39:25
it was easier01:39:26
want to come over my parents are away01:39:30
so simple01:39:32
I'm glad you changed your mind, he opened it to her01:39:36
door and smiling broadly waited while she01:39:40
shook off the sole that stuck to me01:39:43
dash key she got up after him01:39:46
upstairs to his room where it's in disarray01:39:49
there were 2 basketballs lying around01:39:52
records of paradise charles smelled of mint and01:39:56
eucalyptus do you want to watch TV?01:40:00
they sat down on the floor leaning against01:40:03
the sides of the bed did not touch each other01:40:05
and watched the old movie Listen Traveler01:40:09
hand over davis01:40:12
lit a cigarette at the same time01:40:14
Do you want a back massage, he asked01:40:19
took off her shirt and lay down on the floor with his big01:40:22
calloused hands in uncertain circles01:40:25
walked on her back, she sat down and01:40:28
leaned against him, he kneaded her breasts like01:40:32
the dough finally he said can we01:40:35
go to bed turn off the TV01:40:38
turned off the light and lay down on the bed in his clothes01:40:42
Are you not going to take off your clothes? I asked01:40:45
she, as often happened, came out of things than she01:40:49
he intended to laugh embarrassedly01:40:52
I think I'm a little worried they took off their clothes01:40:56
he put his hand on top and pressed her01:41:00
squeezed his shoulders, his hand penetrated everything01:41:05
further and further and and from the hip01:41:07
you stood up for the first time and asked01:41:12
yes he smiled at her and lay on top of her01:41:17
entered she somehow could not be let down01:41:21
to adapt to his rhythm in general01:41:24
find at least some rhythm and they01:41:27
knocked against each other briefly01:41:29
clumsy jerks did not come to her01:41:32
head that she may not experience an orgasm01:41:34
and at home 1 it was so easy and hand01:41:39
pillow muffled moan01:41:42
n a few steps away from her01:41:45
innocent n when he finished he rolled away01:41:51
aside and said sorry what for you01:41:54
it wasn't a great event01:41:57
never dealt with before01:41:59
virgin01:42:01
he was 16 years old she was fifteen01:42:07
ok you want to watch the movie01:42:10
perhaps she was getting dressed while the commercial was on01:42:16
he walked her to the exit and opened the door01:42:20
they didn't kiss goodbye until she01:42:24
she walked home from the icy air01:42:26
the nose, hands and feet were numb and it was01:42:30
I wonder if she has changed in appearance01:42:33
would have noticed anything Jonathan and01:42:36
she suddenly started dancing01:42:40
then she ran laughing loudly through her veins01:42:43
my brain was filled with joyful excitement01:42:46
I'm free now01:42:50
closing the front door she didn't even01:42:52
tried not to make noise, maybe she01:42:55
I even partly wanted them to see01:42:58
I noticed I'm free now01:43:02
but the house was quiet Jonathan Gia Steel and01:43:06
locked themselves in their bedroom and lay in01:43:10
bed reading a magazine with screwed if she01:43:13
as I noticed, I didn’t deliver it to Sandy01:43:17
pleasure to listen and opinions on this01:43:19
Sandy lay in bed again01:43:23
the fate of breathing the stultifying air at home01:43:28
next week sandy went to the center01:43:31
family planning called fictitious01:43:35
name and age are not too careful there01:43:38
checked and waited while sitting in a shabby01:43:42
narrow corridor with others01:43:43
women in paper shirts and01:43:46
slippers so they could fit her cap01:43:49
the woman next to her came for an abortion, she01:43:53
everything turned and turned in my hand01:43:55
a lit cigarette in a small light01:43:58
in the examination room, Sandy lay down with her01:44:01
feet on cold metal stands01:44:03
she had never gone to01:44:06
a gynecologist has never had to01:44:08
spread your legs wide open01:44:11
During the examination, she closed her eyes and01:44:13
reminded myself of the end result01:44:16
independence01:44:18
Asian doctor got really angry when she01:44:21
I tried to insert the cap myself and he01:44:25
flew across the room and hit01:44:28
wall don't be a fool01:44:31
he scolded her, she assured him that she didn’t01:44:35
was going to01:44:37
she had only to look at the pink one01:44:39
plastic case in a bag in a drawer01:44:42
table like Cindy I felt completely01:44:45
new feeling of power01:44:48
the possibilities of which made her dizzy01:44:51
head she knew that she dreamed in the candlelight01:44:54
flowers and other sentimental01:44:57
rubbish I dreamed of the only one01:44:59
ideal love as they can truly01:45:02
only young girls dream of getting out of the body01:45:06
what was needed at the stand was not hers at all01:45:09
the skin yearned for touch and so it began01:45:14
in her own life she felt no guilt01:45:17
there was nothing ostentatious about it01:45:19
a shameful or forbidden guy for her01:45:23
almost always like her sometimes01:45:26
dated the same guy for a month01:45:29
or two01:45:30
the only thing that mattered01:45:33
that moment deep inside when01:45:37
she was forgotten when everything just disappeared01:45:42
then she started a diary01:45:45
jade-colored notebook01:45:48
where did I write down the details of my01:45:51
dates sometimes she left him there01:45:54
where he could have come across him01:45:57
well-behaved and then he met and01:46:02
etc. it started to slip away from home01:46:05
in the evenings she came at one o'clock at two in the morning later01:46:09
than sandy no matter how hard sandy tried01:46:12
always delay your own return01:46:15
same guy o.n. Sandy01:46:18
watched her carefully01:46:21
the expression of detachment on her face01:46:23
languor in the body that she somehow01:46:26
managed to save even after that01:46:28
only moment it's the same with the first01:46:31
and the only one01:46:32
This01:46:34
limitation or luck but Sandy was01:46:39
this is not what is needed at all, this is exactly what she needs01:46:41
decided to avoid one thing at all costs01:46:44
men of fate stele and yet it was01:46:50
concentration in her face01:46:52
something mysterious01:46:55
she herself was not that type01:46:58
women that men fall in love with01:47:01
before she even realized what it was01:47:04
could mean being loved by a man she01:47:07
already knew all this at fifteen01:47:10
sixteen seventeen years she hasn't been01:47:12
one of those women who inspires men like01:47:15
Estella inspired Jonathan or something01:47:18
now ntd she was too risky01:47:23
couldn't coo, couldn't caress01:47:26
no one would ever flatter her01:47:30
idealize but understand she took this01:47:33
card and played it played until01:47:36
until the card itself is captured01:47:39
fingers until she fluttered and01:47:43
I never thought it would break01:47:46
doubt at least she passed01:47:49
decide for yourself and when you finish she doesn’t even01:47:54
knew them all by last name01:47:58
now the room smelled of household chemicals01:48:02
burnt coffee aroma on the tile01:48:05
soft powder on her roommate01:48:08
comics sat opposite twirling her hair01:48:12
on thermal curlers01:48:13
rolling gum in your mouth to lose weight01:48:16
which it seems never helped her01:48:20
made appointments but she gave01:48:22
great importance of preparation every01:48:25
Sunday she went to church and01:48:27
every evening at 11 o'clock she locked the door01:48:30
on a thin chain so if sandy01:48:33
was late she had to spend the night at01:48:36
the creaky couch in the lobby although she01:48:39
the neighbor never used them sandy01:48:43
I suspected that it was still in her head01:48:46
spinning words like she's a [ __ ]01:48:49
I never read newspapers apparently01:48:51
I had no idea what time it was and01:48:54
what are her morals and she seems dissatisfied01:48:57
cool teacher sniffed01:48:59
checking and didn't smoke or sandy in her01:49:02
lack of marijuana after all01:49:05
Sandy went to see01:49:07
university psychiatrist and received01:49:10
medical justification for01:49:12
request a separate room01:49:16
the only room for which you can01:49:18
was expected in the middle of the semester01:49:20
there was a free room for two01:49:23
first floor of a mixed dormitory in01:49:26
which she already lived the night before01:49:29
how to move she was lying in bed01:49:31
listening to difficulty breathing01:49:34
neighbors greedily dreaming of a room for two01:49:37
the flight below is spacious and free01:49:41
finally about my own room01:49:43
not polluted by the presence of someone else's01:49:47
smells or belongings the next morning01:49:50
I dragged my only one down01:49:53
suitcase typewriter and textbooks there01:49:57
there were two beds, two tables, 2 chests of drawers, two01:50:00
lamps all day in the classrooms in the gym01:50:04
Sandy thought about this empty room01:50:07
just waiting for01:50:09
she canceled her appointment for that evening01:50:12
on a date she put the typewriter on one01:50:16
the books were placed on the other table01:50:19
on the bed by the window and then on the other one01:50:21
the walls rose and moved the machine to a friend01:50:25
my desk and returned to the bed by the window01:50:27
waiting for peace to come01:50:31
enjoyment of solitude which is so01:50:34
had long been planned in her imagination01:50:38
huddled on a narrow bed01:50:41
it was spinning on its right side, then to its left01:50:43
lay on my back with all my might01:50:46
listening, she didn’t catch anything01:50:49
a single sound reigned all around01:50:51
silence and silence everything01:50:55
disappeared she heard only herself01:50:59
gurgling rustling and grumbling sounds made by01:51:03
own body01:51:05
creepy sounds like she's never heard before01:51:08
noticed she began to imagine division01:51:11
cell degeneration noisy decay01:51:14
own body01:51:16
the room in the darkness grew and01:51:19
grew until she had nothing left01:51:22
walls no ceiling no limit01:51:26
only her own body existed01:51:29
sharply outlined as if surrounded01:51:32
she ran her fingers through the blackness01:51:35
torso along the legs, hands pressed to the chest01:51:38
but that didn’t console June, she calmed it down01:51:42
sat down in the room, stumbling01:51:45
hobbled through the empty room to01:51:47
another bed01:51:49
it was 4 o'clock in the morning01:51:52
5 o'clock she finally fell into an anxious state01:51:57
oblivion in her dreams jumbled up john's house01:52:02
tanker l.n. visible through transparent01:52:06
they did not see or hear the partition01:52:09
it was played all the time on a strangely shaped01:52:13
instruments that passed on not a sound from01:52:17
that first night she became afraid01:52:19
she put off falling asleep alone01:52:23
this moment for as long as she could01:52:25
went to play table tennis and01:52:27
Laughed too loudly at stupid jokes01:52:30
guys she drank too much she drank too much01:52:33
sat in front of the TV in01:52:35
lobby until three o'clock in the morning01:52:37
but always01:52:39
always had to return to01:52:43
this01:52:44
she thought about the houses she now lived in01:52:49
alone in their room did she take it all01:52:53
does she breathe differently now?01:52:55
does she sleep differently, does she miss01:52:59
her01:53:00
she called her late at night you know01:53:04
that Jonathan and from the rear are already asleep01:53:08
talked about their studies and work01:53:10
nurses and the benefits of grapefruit01:53:14
diet and then he asked how it was01:53:20
lives independently and01:53:23
wonderful I'm proud of you and sandy01:53:26
honestly sandy didn't say anything01:53:30
you probably feel so good there that you don't01:53:33
I'll want to go home and go on spring break01:53:36
asked and01:53:38
no I'll come01:53:41
Sandy lay on a familiar lumpy01:53:44
mattress and listened as he pointed01:53:48
order in the kitchen for clanking the plates01:53:51
measured sound and pouring water was01:53:53
you can hear her humming jonathan and s01:53:56
the rear, tired from unusual tension01:53:59
receiving a guest for dinner, they left early but01:54:04
she distinguished fussy to the watch had not cooled down01:54:07
and once felt unwell01:54:10
unintelligible dissatisfied muttering01:54:12
the water stopped flowing and she listened as01:54:17
went to the bathroom and brushed my teeth01:54:21
but as I asked upon entering the room how01:54:24
he's for you01:54:25
there is no santa claus here of course ted01:54:31
Sandy was silent for a moment01:54:34
OK, thank you01:54:37
but the flow was expecting me, you look alike01:54:41
got along hesitantly continued n s01:54:45
perceiving with instinctive suspicion01:54:48
the language that ted and sandy speak apparently01:54:51
passed in the most natural way01:54:53
teasing ep1 why not me which her01:54:57
sincere and awkward were unavailable to01:55:00
I really asked you and him seriously01:55:03
Sandy to Sandy leaning on her elbow01:55:07
looked intently at her sister and he01:55:11
you01:55:12
n smiled before answered and sandy01:55:17
saw a shy smile in that smile01:55:20
pride of the girls who recently01:55:22
I fell in love with him, he was not what I expected01:55:26
see noticed on01:55:29
what do you mean by this, it's just me01:55:32
thought you needed someone01:55:35
more but I don’t know, thoughtful or something01:55:39
he's so boastful, it looks like he's not quite in01:55:44
your taste is all, but I don’t have it01:55:48
no taste sandy it's your part01:55:51
she sighed and just called me01:55:54
I really want him01:55:55
you liked him you don't like him really01:56:01
smiled and suddenly came up and kissed01:56:03
Sandy before bed they didn't have it01:56:07
I knew you'd like him01:56:11
she said happily and went to bed01:56:15
Sandy listened to the breathing01:56:18
calms down, acquires an even rhythm01:56:20
so familiar that it seemed like forever01:56:23
it's pulsating in her blood, she bit it01:56:28
lip01:56:29
turned away01:56:30
why he01:56:33
men were never in her dreams01:56:36
the actual act of sex01:56:39
satisfaction but there was a desire01:56:42
the irresistible pain of mutual lust01:56:45
not yet remote piercing01:56:47
attraction when you and me01:56:50
you're a variable getting closer and closer01:56:54
but she always woke up before they01:56:58
will meet and all that remains is the secret01:57:01
languor passion01:57:04
three weeks later she called Sandy at01:57:07
college was about midnight and this01:57:10
the call scared her, I woke you up01:57:13
I asked but not everything is ok01:57:16
John stood there and everything was fine for a long time01:57:21
silence I called you to tell you01:57:26
that she got married01:57:29
so01:57:32
we got married01:57:34
why, what do you mean why did you come out01:57:39
get married pin you're so young where the hell comes from01:57:44
come on, you know exactly what you need01:57:46
that's why you didn't give yourself a chance01:57:51
chance of something01:57:53
find out life to me it is me that I need01:57:58
I love him she just said don't you01:58:02
can you just be happy for me01:58:04
no I'm happy for you01:58:07
ok and netent I'm really glad but01:58:11
Are you sure and I laughed and I didn’t answer01:58:16
I'll call you soon you have to go01:58:19
you probably have classes tomorrow01:58:22
she hung up before sandy01:58:25
managed to congratulate her01:58:29
Sandy no longer tried to visit01:58:32
lectures01:58:33
especially in the morning, even when getting ready to go01:58:37
for classes I most often woke up with01:58:39
heavy head and nothing01:58:42
In any case, I was not interested in anything01:58:45
lectures on ancient art or01:58:47
psychology or the works of Hawthorne and01:58:50
James wasn't even interested in him and she often01:58:54
I slept until 1:20 p.m. I forced myself01:58:58
work out for a bit and then head out01:59:01
have fun in the bar where I drank for the first year01:59:04
cocktails with whiskey and then undiluted01:59:07
vodka for a while she convinced herself01:59:10
that I'm in love with a guy who lived on the floor01:59:13
higher01:59:15
handsome guy 6'2" tall01:59:19
he wore a cowl-neck sweater and01:59:23
boots she followed him around01:59:26
campus by studying his daily routine and01:59:29
habits piece by piece composing life she01:59:34
dreamed of his hands and his hands on hers01:59:39
tele but he started dating a girl01:59:42
by name with use who painted her lips01:59:45
pink lipstick and wore sweaters with01:59:48
embroidered daisies were still01:59:52
other01:59:54
she called less often to the new apartment01:59:57
as if inevitable in the presence of another01:59:59
man did not leave room for what02:00:03
they were before and sent homemade02:00:06
cookies and cakes02:00:08
adds short ones02:00:09
casual notes that02:00:12
seemed as mysterious to Sandy as02:00:15
if they came from the other side02:00:17
she pinned them above the study table02:00:21
one day she called home and tried02:00:24
talk to Jonathan02:00:26
I still don’t understand what I want02:00:30
do02:00:31
she said where other people are from so exactly02:00:35
know this02:00:36
because they are either fools Evgeniya and you02:00:40
my dear he is neither one nor the other02:00:42
muttered something she didn't understand02:00:45
and then added loudly with whatever you were02:00:48
studied don't take notes never02:00:51
take notes and they won't force you02:00:54
rely on someone else's preconceptions02:00:57
Why should you remember judgments?02:01:00
erroneous opinions02:01:02
promise me that you will never do this02:01:04
class notes02:01:07
Sandy said simply02:01:10
but in the penultimate year Sandy opened02:01:14
for myself, journalism turned out to be02:01:17
purely by chance the course she's on02:01:19
wanted to get into the beginning of racial02:01:22
relations during the reconstruction period were already02:01:25
dialed every morning as soon as students and02:01:29
took their seats professor02:01:31
told them the plot on ninety-one02:01:35
highway there was an accident with two cars02:01:37
chevrolet family of four and02:01:41
Pontiac minivan with a 17 year old guy02:01:45
while driving a Pontiac, jumped into oncoming traffic02:01:47
lane and crashed into mother's Chevrolet02:01:51
family sitting next to the driver02:01:53
died immediately; teenage son is in02:01:56
intensive care it was raining you have 5 minutes02:02:00
write a detailed announcement and02:02:04
That's when Sandy discovered a way02:02:08
how to waste time how to forget yourself02:02:11
suppress your unnecessary excess02:02:15
annoying for more than one time02:02:18
a fleeting moment that is only for her02:02:21
Sometimes02:02:22
it was easy for the guys to transfer facts to02:02:25
paper facts that could be stored02:02:29
evaluate and weigh the facts that02:02:31
if you collect them, consider them under02:02:34
could be studied from a certain angle02:02:37
explanation or at least give02:02:40
clues02:02:42
the laws of cause and effect fascinated her02:02:46
seduced by the promise of what it's worth02:02:49
just drop deep enough to ask02:02:52
the right questions are always possible02:02:55
will find the reason means this02:02:59
first of all there was a misconception02:03:02
randomness chaoticity could be02:03:06
win02:03:07
outsmarting the whole point was just a matter of02:03:10
perseverance she began to imagine02:03:13
myself as a hunter02:03:14
proactive and unsentimental02:03:18
fast02:03:19
she abandoned all other courses and02:03:23
She plunged headlong into journalism, she started02:03:26
write for the student newspaper about02:03:28
dissatisfaction in the faculty due to02:03:31
which the professor of tea zone did not have02:03:33
offered a full-time position02:03:36
athletes who were given02:03:38
unjustified offsets just to02:03:41
they could play for the college02:03:43
weekly meetings at the women's center02:03:46
when she first saw her last name02:03:49
printed in small, even black02:03:51
letters placed in the middle of the strip02:03:54
she felt like somewhere in the depths of her soul02:03:57
where before there was only emptiness02:04:00
there is some hope02:04:03
she bought a portable tape recorder with02:04:06
microphone and discovered that when he02:04:09
included02:04:11
can ask about anything and02:04:13
in a calm voice she intuitively02:04:16
understood how not to disturb the awkward02:04:18
silence until the answer follows02:04:21
was a very good listener and patient02:04:24
and inquisitive she sat alone for hours02:04:29
in a room with notes laid out02:04:32
notes and clippings put on paper02:04:36
random facts from other people's lives02:04:39
shifting adjusting them until02:04:42
there was a pattern image here or here02:04:47
she didn't pay attention to the guys02:04:50
who called her and even those who didn’t02:04:53
called that are always more mysterious to her02:04:57
started dreaming about a newspaper article02:05:01
on the morning of the last graduation day02:05:04
Sandy's exam and packed her things02:05:07
passed the 3 hour exam and at the same time02:05:10
day took the express dock bus02:05:13
Harbisson and her graduation ceremony itself02:05:17
I was not at all interested in these boring02:05:20
long-winded speeches about a limitless future02:05:23
and the hugs of tipsy people whom she02:05:26
would prefer to forget and no one else at all02:05:29
He wouldn’t have come anyway, he wrote to A.N.02:05:33
once I didn’t dare in a letter02:05:35
I was interested in this event02:05:37
Jonathan and I didn't even bother to ask02:05:40
thought it didn't matter02:05:43
she just wanted to leave and start her life02:05:49
all of July when the heat thickened in02:05:52
closed without air conditioning in the house02:05:55
accumulating among the boxes and sandy bundles02:05:58
fell into a stupor in a couple02:06:01
meticulously sticking to his half02:06:04
rooms although he of course moved and02:06:07
the skin underneath would never return02:06:11
my knees were covered in sweat when she02:06:13
lay curled up on the02:06:15
bed made and and biography on02:06:20
semi out of reach02:06:22
stack of outdated non-local newspapers02:06:25
names and addresses spread out in a semicircle and02:06:28
editors-in-chief02:06:30
circled in red for the first week02:06:32
staying at home in the initial tide02:06:36
energy I'm not going to stay here02:06:39
she sent her materials to 4 newspapers02:06:43
outside the city and from each received02:06:46
polite refusal02:06:48
of course there were others02:06:51
knew about it, she turned to face02:06:54
wall from the back in the living room looked soapy02:06:58
opera sometimes in the late afternoon sandy02:07:00
came and sat next to me02:07:02
pointed a small one in their direction02:07:05
round fan and stella02:07:07
told her who was dying from what02:07:12
terrible disease whose husband cheated after hearing02:07:17
sounds of the theme song meaning02:07:20
unexpected turn in the last day02:07:22
series Sandy lazily crawled out of bed02:07:25
walked to the living room and sat down in an armchair02:07:28
near the stele for and the mug said estella02:07:33
I didn't know you were home02:07:36
where else should I be except drinking mint?02:07:40
julep at a local club02:07:43
stela shrugged your father went who02:07:47
my blood in my mouth before my parents for a while02:07:50
they tried to cancel the summer holidays02:07:53
classes but now they are also similar02:07:55
they want extra now everyone takes it02:07:58
any lessons you know this year in02:08:01
Infants are taught to swim in the school pool02:08:04
children imagine throwing children into the water02:08:07
as if witches were going to swim out for testing or02:08:12
will drown02:08:13
she sighed your sister the other day02:08:16
brought a wonderful cupcake to a worthy02:08:19
Sandy went to the kitchen and started02:08:23
cut gooey chocolate cake in the middle02:08:26
sagging from the humidity at this time02:08:30
the phone rang02:08:31
come shouted from the body, it’s probably02:08:35
moment holister with news about his case in02:08:38
court and I don’t want to be with her now02:08:41
talk on how it starts and02:08:44
you can't stop me, tell her I'm not at home02:08:49
Sandy froze in her sleep02:08:52
she brought a hand stained with chocolate02:08:56
the spirit came out of the kitchen and looked at st02:09:00
Luce calmly has become old02:09:02
magazine02:09:04
from the rear02:09:06
Nak Hollister character one of02:09:10
TV series and doesn't exist and can't02:09:14
I'm calling you from the rear, I looked up at them02:09:18
only flashed for a split second02:09:20
she turned away without confusion02:09:23
without saying a word02:09:24
the phone stopped ringing02:09:27
Sandy brought a cupcake and they ate in silence.02:09:30
After that, Sandy began to carefully02:09:33
follow and stelae with hope and fear02:09:36
waiting for a new manifestation of the breakdown02:09:38
different from those slight deviations in02:09:42
which they are used to so harsh and02:09:45
clear disconnect from reality02:09:48
an hour and a day and still nothing02:09:54
she was already starting to think that she was mistaken02:09:57
I started to doubt everything02:10:01
remembered or, as it seemed, knew but through02:10:05
week from the body early in the morning knocked on02:10:08
Sandy's room why didn't you come out yesterday02:10:11
at night she asked excitedly, are you02:10:14
I didn't hear you, I knocked on your door02:10:18
window it was such a beautiful night I was walking02:10:22
in the yard I wanted you to come out and02:10:25
told me about the stars about the constellations I02:10:28
I could never remember where it was from02:10:31
she's so smart02:10:33
I didn't hear anything last night except02:10:37
thunderstorms look out the window it rained all night02:10:42
And02:10:43
the stele turned away maybe it wasn't02:10:46
yesterday and the other night02:10:49
Sandy spent most of the morning lying in02:10:52
got up in bed about one o'clock in the afternoon did02:10:56
grab a sandwich and return to the room with it02:10:59
She ate half the sandwich calmly02:11:02
then suddenly she put it aside, stood up and02:11:05
began to rummage through her02:11:07
I found a tape recorder in my unpacked things02:11:11
and the microphone she was offended that the batteries02:11:13
not yet sat down and inserted a blank cassette into02:11:17
that same day at four o'clock she hid02:11:20
it into the pocket of a spacious cardigan and02:11:23
went to record estella on02:11:27
the next day she got up early02:11:29
took a shower for the first time in a long time02:11:32
changed clothes and went to the store02:11:35
she waited outside until it opened02:11:38
I bought two packs of cassettes, 10 pieces each.02:11:41
each spare battery paper for02:11:44
transcribing recordings and setting new pen02:11:50
Andy sat in the kitchen in the morning sun02:11:53
illuminated the polished surface of the table02:11:56
clean glasses and silverware she02:11:59
he wrapped his arms around the tanned hookahs02:12:02
finished cleaning the coffee pot02:12:05
why didn't you tell me anything asked02:12:08
families02:12:09
I could have at least warned you02:12:11
didn’t say anything about the stele02:12:15
what about from the body that she started02:12:19
hallucinations I want to say you see this02:12:22
something new02:12:24
really a new stage02:12:27
I don't understand what you're talking about with Andy Pen02:12:31
it seems to her that the characters of the series are calling her02:12:35
but perhaps you always perceived02:12:40
its too literal02:12:42
she's a dreamer sandy why don't you02:12:45
leave her alone02:12:47
dreamer02:12:48
Sandy took the one standing near her feet02:12:52
a large bag and pulled out a tape recorder02:12:56
I want you to listen she pressed02:12:59
button and high trembling voice and style02:13:03
and began to fill the space02:13:05
n grabbed the tape recorder and fiddled around clumsily02:13:09
with him trying as quickly as possible02:13:11
turn off she stared at sandy you02:13:15
I wrote it down without her knowledge, but I can’t02:13:20
believe that you did this why02:13:23
then no one in this family has ever02:13:26
wants to face the truth and now02:13:29
here it is, you can't dodge anymore02:13:32
from her02:13:33
that's how you think sandy angrily02:13:37
said and you think you caught the truth with02:13:40
with the help of this stupid machine02:13:43
you were taught in college what do you think?02:13:46
successfully managed to catch just the words02:13:50
they have nothing to do with the truth02:13:53
she shoved the tape recorder sandy war z shore02:13:58
you just don't want to listen to it no02:14:01
pretty rushed Andy right I don't want02:14:04
I should have guessed what are you02:14:08
always trying to prove asked n02:14:10
What02:14:12
By the end of the month, Sandy had exhausted all the clean ones.02:14:16
films and had to buy more sometimes02:14:20
she hid the tape recorder under the table behind02:14:22
I tried to leave him at dinner one day02:14:25
under Jonathan's bedroom door and stl and but02:14:29
got one crackle better02:14:32
it was only during the day when from the stele to02:14:35
alone was chatty, tired and02:14:38
free in a locked room with headphones02:14:42
on Sandy's head sat painfully02:14:44
watch02:14:45
transcribing notes putting up labels02:14:49
and marks the dates click-click-click02:14:53
she clicked the keys of the tape recorder02:14:56
filled page after page02:14:59
intending to study them from him later02:15:03
there was no time left for02:15:04
send biographies and materials02:15:07
abandoned and dusty newspapers02:15:10
lying on the floor it’s already starting to turn yellow02:15:12
she used several of them to02:15:15
wrap up the growing stack of cassettes02:15:18
I hid the packages in the far corner of the closet02:15:21
only when she ran out of money02:15:24
saved when she was still at school02:15:26
worked as a waitress02:15:28
she realized that something needed to be done02:15:31
that morning she went to the editorial office02:15:35
chronicle white clapboard buildings02:15:38
us on in street if you please I would02:15:41
wanted to talk srm stensa told us02:15:44
she has no secretaries assigned to you but I02:15:47
I'm sure he will accept me02:15:50
executive secretary who heard everything02:15:53
I came out of my office to look at this02:15:55
what kind of sassy girl is this02:15:57
flight stinson I said what I can02:16:01
be helpful actually sandy wasn't there02:16:05
impudent but since she still doesn't02:16:08
was going to stay in the hard scene02:16:10
even less in the crown a stake appeared in it02:16:13
temporary self-confidence indifference she02:16:16
looked at the secretary then us02:16:18
Tellson and02:16:20
I'd like to talk to you about02:16:22
work02:16:23
a week later I read the biography and02:16:27
materials sandy flight teens he suggested02:16:30
she was given a probationary job and ordered02:16:34
start next day02:16:36
At first she was given a task for which02:16:39
no one else wanted to take the day02:16:41
open doors at the flower growers club02:16:43
fair at school and even these materials02:16:47
were subject to severe criticism from02:16:50
Stinson and she wrote too quickly02:16:54
he's too thoughtless, too careless02:16:58
thought she was a serious young woman02:17:01
maybe he was wrong02:17:03
she sat in front of him staring at the floor02:17:07
let me tell you something firmly02:17:10
he said if you don't count02:17:13
important who do what you do here then and02:17:17
no one will and now from bofke yours02:17:20
materials from brevity or quit02:17:24
I understand and answered gloomily02:17:29
resenting his strict control she everything02:17:32
but in the depths of my soul I understood that he was right and02:17:35
to my amazement I discovered that02:17:37
articles began to turn out more interesting when02:17:40
she got down to business energetically02:17:44
ask more write down more02:17:47
soon her signature appeared with02:17:51
some regularity02:17:52
she worked from morning to evening02:17:54
made friends with several colleagues and02:17:57
began to travel around in free hours02:18:00
hardison with a used car02:18:02
purchased with the salary for the first two02:18:05
months02:18:06
discovers the nooks and crannies of the street and02:18:09
people to study which she has never seen before02:18:12
there was no reason to brush off the dirt and02:18:15
examining them as if they were02:18:18
archaeological finds it is no longer so02:18:21
often02:18:22
taped jonathan st02:18:25
luce02:18:26
but carefully stored all the transcripts in02:18:30
that day 4 months later when she02:18:32
finally moved to an apartment that02:18:35
filmed on 2 nm stores Riley Jonathan02:18:38
helped her load the last one into the car02:18:41
box he never told her I02:18:44
I'm proud of you I never said02:18:47
love you but when he straightened up02:18:49
placing the box in the back seat02:18:52
took her hand and quickly shook it02:18:56
frank02:18:57
physical manifestation of feelings what he is02:18:59
ever demonstrated and disappeared into02:19:02
at home where standing by the window in the living room02:19:06
from behind the curtains and looked and became02:19:10
Gradually Ray Stinson began to give02:19:13
Sandy the task is more interesting candidates for02:19:16
congress department corruption case02:19:19
sewerage changes in laws on02:19:22
division into zones affecting local02:19:25
environment with sandy time02:19:28
I was convinced that those local news that02:19:31
she secretly despised02:19:33
are often more important for people's lives than02:19:36
all reports from abroad and this is new02:19:40
the feeling of significance influenced her02:19:43
activity only from time to time02:19:45
I wondered if this theory was born from02:19:48
experience of staying and working in a Sony hard drive02:19:50
or arose to justify it however02:19:55
less when the editorial office moved to the bunker02:19:58
she was given 1 table next to the office02:20:01
editor-in-chief although some02:20:04
employees and claimed that she was wrong02:20:06
really good and one even started a rumor that02:20:09
she sleeps with stinson im overall she02:20:13
got along quite well with the rest of my colleagues02:20:16
she had one unsuccessful romance with a staff member02:20:20
photographer and after that she kept02:20:22
her novels in secret, she knew that they02:20:26
they've been gossiping for 25 years, then 30, and still not02:20:30
Married to Hardison and it was almost02:20:33
sensation when one winter on her02:20:36
anxiety rolled in and men changed02:20:39
from the area she moved to this house on02:20:42
tele lleyn rynn said that she should have02:20:46
would like to find an opportunity to buy a house what is it02:20:50
it would be smarter financially but02:20:53
she didn't think about it anyway02:20:56
it was only temporary for so long02:20:58
looking at the house she immediately took it off02:21:03
one morning I packed my things and called02:21:05
loaders from the first one available02:21:07
she was not in the company's telephone directory02:21:11
by nature I prefer to be a collector02:21:14
few possessions most02:21:16
which was light and compact02:21:20
sometimes long endless evenings02:21:23
on rainy Sundays she02:21:26
took out transcripts from a leather folder02:21:28
Jonathan's records and stelae she02:21:31
laid them out in the living room on a magazine table02:21:34
table and sat with a pen in hand02:21:37
rearranging the pieces this way and that trying02:21:40
find the image but everything is in vain02:21:44
the way a familiar word is repeated and02:21:47
repeat02:21:48
until it completely loses all meaning02:21:50
and she no longer remembered the meaning02:21:54
was going to find sometimes she skidded02:21:57
on paper and changes in life, etc.02:22:01
much more tangible than just02:22:03
material changes in her life first02:22:06
Julia's birthday at school or02:22:10
new company, etc. all specific premed and02:22:14
real life02:22:17
every summer I was overcome by desire02:22:21
have a real barbecue with tablecloths02:22:25
red and white checkered patterned02:22:28
paper napkins02:22:29
colored plastic forks and02:22:33
neighborhood kids who are spinning around02:22:35
around staining clothes with ketchup and02:22:38
melted ice cream02:22:39
she was doing calculations and estimations02:22:42
obsessed with how many chickens how many02:22:45
hot dogs with which napkin pattern?02:22:48
invite like many others02:22:50
rituals that you own to us02:22:53
were known only by rumors in childhood, but02:22:56
because of her obsessive attention to everyone02:23:00
details of every little detail of what should02:23:03
everything would happen involuntarily02:23:06
it always turned out a little awkward02:23:09
it turned out we were too new polished02:23:11
her guests usually gathered artificially02:23:14
behaved politely in groups but felt02:23:17
awkwardness from which they couldn’t02:23:20
get rid of sandy was worried about n her these02:23:24
she didn't like the gatherings but she experienced it02:23:27
strange pride in such an attempt and02:23:30
always stubbornly demonstrated to everyone how02:23:33
funny02:23:35
when and by mid-August she is still02:23:38
didn't receive an invitation before the start02:23:40
worried finally ted called her how02:23:45
he asked about this resurrection02:23:48
a.n. enough time doubted sandy before02:23:53
this year there will be no one except us02:23:57
what's the matter she's not sick she's sick02:24:00
how many times lately has he02:24:03
asked her how she was feeling02:24:06
always complained that he didn't care about anything02:24:08
asked the answer of course she didn't02:24:11
answered accepted said ted price02:24:14
feels great at four o'clock02:24:16
coming02:24:18
Sandy stood in the kitchen watching him02:24:21
squeezes lemon into potato salad02:24:25
where are the crowds of guests why this year02:24:28
the starving masses are not visible02:24:32
because it was always like a joke, really I02:24:36
I want to say if any of them02:24:38
at least once invited us to his place02:24:42
you seemed to like them so big02:24:45
picnic they were just as indispensable02:24:49
belonging to years and like mosquitoes02:24:51
bites02:24:52
how everything changes she laughed you know02:24:57
this used to be long before everyone started02:25:01
grumble about expenses and how much it is02:25:04
takes up his precious time02:25:07
I thought he would be happy when I told him02:25:09
what I don’t want was arranged this year02:25:10
picnic and he was not happy no she02:25:15
she smiled somehow strangely, all of which gave me02:25:20
I usually wanted that he always made fun of02:25:23
everything I no longer have the strength for02:25:26
he suddenly needed all this funny yes02:25:32
for example, I mean except for picnics02:25:36
Sandy asked and perhaps he didn’t shrug his shoulders02:25:40
looking away from the window but she saw nothing02:25:43
their children not their husband in the yard but only02:25:47
unlit apartment at the other end02:25:50
cities with neatly hanging trousers02:25:52
stacks of packages of tomato soup and02:25:56
thoughtfully arranged furniture where02:25:59
Mark Kamenske was waiting for her, didn’t know anything02:26:06
I brought some pickled food to Sandy02:26:09
at least she didn't buy chicken02:26:12
you an apron with the inscription dad told you02:26:15
she laughingly serving him the dish she02:26:18
stood with him near the hot coals02:26:21
the smell of smoke permeated her hair ted began02:26:25
thread the meat onto skewers and02:26:27
put on the grill with n nothing02:26:31
happened asked sandy02:26:35
something he shouldn't know about02:26:38
laughed bitterly, don’t ask anyone about it02:26:41
he called me home in the morning before him02:26:45
three or four times and no one took it02:26:48
there was a phone somewhere and then he asked02:26:51
she left, she answered and accepted02:26:55
cook dinner or wash dishes or decide02:26:58
crossword from and he asked what I was02:27:02
you need it but he looked back at the house02:27:06
lined with variegated orange tiger02:27:09
lilies on Julia and and or sitting02:27:12
nearby I play in the freshly cut grass02:27:15
rope then looked at her again02:27:18
no, she answered seriously02:27:21
you never know what you might like02:27:24
until you try said the spider flies and02:27:28
you still don’t know what might turn out to be02:27:31
unbearable until you try it but it02:27:35
often 1st floor and watching them from02:27:39
went out the kitchen window and put two on the table02:27:42
bowls of potato salad and02:27:44
headed towards them what are you talking about here02:27:47
talk, she asked how to do it02:27:51
happy to you dear replied by ted and02:27:53
started pouring thick dark water over the chicken02:27:56
red sauce which and02:27:59
perfected many years ago02:28:01
Ben hugged her waist with his free hand02:28:04
sitting at the table they looked at them02:28:08
stood with their backs to her02:28:10
his hand hugged her, her hand rose02:28:15
slowly reluctantly but still02:28:17
rose to wrap herself around him02:28:21
when she saw them in the next place02:28:24
once every 3 weeks they02:28:26
they stood in exactly the same position at the funeral02:28:30
Jonathan and02:28:32
and steles02:28:36
Sandy was putting the key in the keyhole02:28:39
nothing has changed from the front door02:28:42
that day after the funeral when they are from n02:28:46
came here together everything was left on02:28:50
in their places02:28:51
two light bulbs are burnt out and replace them02:28:54
there was nothing Jonathan stl light bulbs and02:28:58
the machine burns out one after another02:29:02
put two packs of garbage bags02:29:05
on the living room table on top of a stack02:29:07
soiled by their tabloid newspaper agent02:29:11
real estate was supposed to arrive tomorrow02:29:14
Sandy was surprised when he didn't want to yet02:29:16
since I didn’t want to go here with her02:29:19
take something as a souvenir from home from02:29:22
them and when she tried to delve into02:29:25
the reason for such an unexpected attack without02:29:27
sensuality then quickly received a rebuff02:29:30
edit and02:29:33
she opened the packaging with bags02:29:36
took 1 out and went to Jonathan's bedroom and02:29:40
the stele opened the built-in wardrobe and02:29:43
stared at the pile of dresses and shoes and02:29:46
shawls a month before the accident and stele02:29:50
called her at work at 4 o'clock in the afternoon and02:29:52
asked to come in, she said that if before02:29:55
5 if you don’t pay the bill they will be disconnected02:29:59
electricity02:30:00
Jonathan went to class and wasn't there02:30:04
Houses02:30:05
Sandy came reluctantly and met her at02:30:09
threshold with the bill, I don’t know what I would do without02:30:13
did you and she tried to kiss you02:30:15
sandy but sandy dodged you didn't02:30:19
you can do this all the time scolded02:30:22
Sandy it's just impossible, isn't it you?02:30:25
you'll never learn02:30:27
she left with the bill in her hand now she02:30:31
despite countless attempts02:30:34
couldn't remember kissed her from the body02:30:37
eventually or not she closed the closet02:30:41
and lay down on their bed02:30:43
one day she snuck into their room without02:30:47
knocking and accidentally spied how02:30:51
Jonathan sat near the stele lying02:30:54
across the bed and quietly stroked her hand02:30:57
caressing each finger as if it were02:31:00
gem and touching everyone02:31:02
finger he explained differently every time02:31:06
why he loves her and because when you02:31:09
you laugh, you're still the best for me02:31:12
young girl in the world because when02:31:15
we are together nothing else exists02:31:19
her other hand rested on his black02:31:23
head she watched his lips, waiting02:31:26
next words next reasons with02:31:29
excitement, greed and fear02:31:33
your mom said jonathan sandy02:31:36
escorting her out of the room and holding her in02:31:39
the corridor is a fusion of emotions under the subtlest02:31:44
shells of flesh but I love her more than02:31:47
life itself02:31:49
Sandy buried herself deeper into her clothes02:31:52
randomly scattered on the bed02:31:55
they just weren’t worn out at all02:31:57
shone through, she closed her eyes and shadows02:32:01
leaning towards the sunset of the day lay down on02:32:04
eyelashes02:32:06
there was one who called her sunshine and02:32:10
taught her to completely forget about addiction and02:32:14
devotion but there were others02:32:17
things and what my god and was green-eyed02:32:21
the western guy she was thinking about02:32:25
it's real02:32:26
but he quickly got tired of the questions02:32:30
there was still a tall gloomy subject02:32:34
depressed guy his mother drowned in02:32:37
bathtub drunk drunk and he tried02:32:40
jump out of the window when sandy02:32:42
refused to marry him or dislocated02:32:45
shoulder when his buddy pulled him in02:32:47
back and there was one with the biggest02:32:51
the member she saw in life he was02:32:54
obsessed with lyndon's family life02:32:56
Johnson02:32:57
there were others on none not one never02:33:02
didn't stroke her fingers like jewels02:33:07
listing reasons for love02:33:10
Sandy left everything in the house as it was and02:33:13
gave the real estate agent cash02:33:15
money to invite there02:33:18
professional cleaners when in two02:33:21
month the house was sold she carefully02:33:23
divided the proceeds in half with02:33:27
considering the money I spent on my02:33:30
share n opened the first owned02:33:33
personally, she doesn’t have one bank account02:33:38
suggested that Ted include his name there too02:33:42
what are you going to do with your share?02:33:45
she asked sandy and that's all you're talking about02:33:50
worried02:33:51
only about money02:33:53
Sandy retorted02:33:55
for the first time in many years sandy started again02:33:58
fear the moments of going to bed and falling asleep02:34:01
again her breathing was threateningly interrupted02:34:05
weaker and weaker02:34:07
they were on the opposite side02:34:10
the streets were moving towards her02:34:12
she never approached them, they were on02:34:16
opposite side02:34:18
met halfway02:34:21
she walked along main street to a lynch with a new02:34:26
colleague they were looking at the window display02:34:28
she never came to the bookstore02:34:30
she never came up to them to say hello02:34:35
sat down, reached for the phone and called02:34:39
a.n. although it was after midnight02:34:41
need for mutual recognition02:34:44
there was a confession02:34:46
irresistible every evening lying in02:34:48
in bed I replay the moments02:34:51
She said quietly with a whirling gait02:34:54
Jonathan's reddish flowing hair and02:34:58
steles they are approaching me again and02:35:01
again every time I try to force myself02:35:05
cross the street and say hello to them02:35:08
introduce them to that woman but how would02:35:11
I didn't try, it never happened to me02:35:15
succeeds02:35:16
n was calm she didn’t have it herself02:35:20
no need to confess02:35:22
confess she did the right thing02:35:25
while they were alive and now according to her02:35:28
words were free02:35:31
Sandy lay down again among the crumpled02:35:34
closed her eyes with the sheet and finally02:35:37
slowly fell asleep during the accident02:35:40
they were soft stuffed dolls with02:35:44
invisible seams creaking left-handed my pink02:35:48
fabrics fluff circle and bodies only in a moment blows02:35:51
when pieces of metal and glass pierced02:35:54
tissues of faces and hands and chests they suddenly02:35:58
turned into Jonathan her stele02:36:02
mutilated wounded bloodied with02:36:06
eyes wide open02:36:09
she jumped up in a cold sweat at two o'clock02:36:12
at night she got up and found it in a secluded corner02:36:15
closet leather folder took it downstairs and02:36:18
dumped out02:36:20
transcripts of tape recordings in02:36:23
the fireplace even stirred up this pile and02:36:26
paper for beer and deeper into the fire and02:36:29
looked intently and the acrid smoke of the forest entered her02:36:34
eyes02:36:36
later she tried to find02:36:39
began to set a strict boundary02:36:43
this is where the exact time came from and02:36:49
place here that's how she's with02:36:54
from the very beginning I mentally explained02:36:56
explained the incident to the court, but in her heart she02:36:59
I couldn't find any details about the first one02:37:01
push only under the meager force that02:37:05
has always existed02:37:06
perhaps unconsciously inactive but02:37:10
she was what if she hadn't woken her up02:37:14
could it be considered that she responded02:37:18
she was sitting in a bar after work02:37:21
delaying the moment of returning home although02:37:24
the death of Jonathan and the stele has passed two02:37:27
month she still felt02:37:29
restlessness suffered from insomnia02:37:32
took extra work from the crown call02:37:35
but when she was accused of being02:37:37
had to print too often02:37:40
refuse a week she every evening02:37:42
returned home with the dentist02:37:45
the Hindley doctor I met02:37:47
at a party but he had a habit of doing this02:37:51
wash your hands often that is white sterile02:37:53
the skin of his thin hairless fingers became02:37:56
disgust her02:37:58
pulled up the vodka, dangling the ice in02:38:01
clear liquid you are the only one she raised02:38:06
head and saw next to me, etc. A02:38:11
what's the matter02:38:13
I made an agreement with my friend but he didn’t come02:38:17
didn't it ever occur to you02:38:19
what a woman like you might need02:38:22
just one drink after work why02:38:27
are you so sure that this is all I need?02:38:29
need to02:38:30
she frowned he laughed just kidding he02:38:35
sat down on a nearby stool and ordered for02:38:38
one more portion each02:38:40
last night I drove past the house on02:38:43
rafferty street said he was there on02:38:46
there was a new car parked in the driveway02:38:49
minibus is not something who knows02:38:52
maybe an exemplary one moved in there02:38:54
American family how or and swing02:38:57
with inflatable pool02:39:00
quickly you act stand02:39:02
you're trying to make me feel02:39:06
insignificance or does it come out naturally02:39:09
asked to excuse me, he answered with02:39:13
unexpectedly disarmed and gia02:39:16
sincerity she glanced sideways at02:39:19
then she started drinking her glass again02:39:22
what are you doing here02:39:24
aren't you supposed to be home s.n.02:39:28
she won't notice that02:39:31
nothing, he took another sip of whiskey02:39:36
does this happen to you, she asked02:39:40
What do you mean02:39:42
you know, you don't need anything special02:39:45
insight to notice that you02:39:47
not quite so happy and loving now02:39:50
pair02:39:52
did he tell you anything he asked02:39:55
looking at her carefully no to me02:39:59
the women seemed to be talking to each other02:40:02
friend, I thought they could do it02:40:05
the best thing02:40:06
countries, I thought it was for husbands and wives02:40:10
supposed to talk to each other02:40:12
I think she's just having a hard time02:40:16
death of Jonathan and the stele02:40:19
the thoughtfulness in his voice is not distorted02:40:22
neurone was not a barb was unfamiliar02:40:26
secret and disturbing truth to me02:40:30
she seemed to bear it very easily02:40:33
how she told me how she felt02:40:37
free water on02:40:40
first betrayal tiny almost02:40:42
unnoticeably and yet02:40:44
she took a big sip she did02:40:48
said yes02:40:50
free from anyone from me02:40:54
no I don’t know maybe she feels that02:41:00
freed from the eternal desire for everything02:41:03
organize what exactly at least stl and02:41:09
they had never spoken to each other before02:41:12
friend seriously alone and both are right there02:41:15
embarrassed ted looked back at the heavy man02:41:18
man in checkered flannel shirt02:41:20
Shivan presses the music button02:41:22
Sandy ran her finger along the bottom of the machine02:41:25
salted peanut cups02:41:27
draw spiral patterns in the husk a02:41:31
with us02:41:33
added ted she doesn't seem interested anymore02:41:37
you need it to organize our lives02:41:42
we need something but02:41:45
as in that line it says interrupted02:41:49
she02:41:50
they were both too busy02:41:53
your own salvation, well, something in this02:41:56
like he looked at her02:41:59
night is tender02:42:01
Fitzgerald you know Scott Fitzgerald02:42:06
I've never heard of this, so what?02:42:09
some radio talk show host02:42:11
ted grinned suddenly again02:42:15
finding myself in familiar verses and I would02:42:18
I wish you would stop counting me02:42:21
some Neanderthal Sandy said02:42:25
by the way this is the only book02:42:27
Fitzgerald which I haven't read02:42:31
paused, smiled slightly, you know when02:42:35
you I thought that I could become like02:42:37
Gatsby02:42:40
Sandy looked at him and suddenly02:42:42
burst out laughing, wounded, ted became02:42:46
defend yourself, well, I don’t mean mansions and02:42:50
silk shirts02:42:51
he beat out a light fraction with his fingers02:42:54
scratched wooden bar counter02:42:57
the idea of completely creating oneself02:43:00
re-emerge entirely from one's own02:43:04
fantasies change seemed wonderful02:43:08
truly only this approach is always02:43:11
turned out to be wonderful or at least02:43:14
least the only practical one02:43:18
once he shrugged his shoulders well let's say it02:43:24
it turned out to be not as easy as I imagined02:43:27
honestly these days it's just02:43:29
living normally apparently already means02:43:32
win a victory02:43:35
Sandy took another sip02:43:38
it's kind of awkward02:43:40
listen so we talk as if02:43:43
two green students alone02:43:46
student years and forgivably02:43:48
sit in a bar and discuss heroes02:43:51
Scott Fitzgerald02:43:53
as if they know something, how should I know?02:43:57
Oh, you finished your drinks, you have a book02:44:02
he asked which night is tender, of course I would02:44:07
I took it to read okay next time02:44:10
I'll take it with me, he nodded and smiled02:44:14
well, it's time for me to return to02:44:18
family hearth are you going to stay02:44:21
and try my luck or should I see you off02:44:24
to your car02:44:26
seeing you is just that portion02:44:29
what kind of happiness can I bear in one02:44:32
evening02:44:33
she retorted02:44:35
they paid and left02:44:39
when the next day cindy02:44:41
talked to Anthony and mentioned it02:44:45
what I met, etc. don't keep silent about it02:44:48
there was absolutely nothing02:44:51
reasons and yet she said nothing02:44:54
so maybe she started it02:44:59
she should have been surprised when02:45:03
two days later he dropped in on her on his way with02:45:06
work home but she wasn't surprised02:45:09
seemed natural02:45:11
it was assumed that she would even be like this02:45:16
I dug out that book on the shelf and wiped it off02:45:19
I prepared dust for him, I guessed he would give it to him02:45:22
whether he cares too much about cheating and02:45:24
breakup in a romance or consider them02:45:27
with a banality she laughed for the first time02:45:31
worried about the opinions of you and and the mental02:45:34
abilities anyway when he02:45:36
entered the book was waiting for him although Sandy and02:45:39
I pretended that I would have to look for it02:45:42
do you mind he asked me and now02:45:46
never have enough time to drop by02:45:48
Well, of course there is no library yet02:45:51
I went to get a book, he stood on the threshold02:45:53
living room02:45:54
illuminated by a single lamp looking around02:45:57
few details of the situation02:45:59
neat stack of magazines02:46:02
unfinished glass of white wine02:46:05
they listened closely02:46:07
silence from each other she brought a book02:46:10
when I gave it to him and he took their fingers02:46:14
lightly touched02:46:16
Here02:46:18
it could have started this very moment02:46:22
he quickly switched the book to the other hand02:46:26
I returned it as soon as I read it02:46:29
no urgency thank you02:46:32
for one anxious moment he02:46:35
paused on the threshold, then turned and02:46:38
came out02:46:40
in search of a precisely defined beginning02:46:44
of course always involved in secrets02:46:46
the conviction that it is only worth02:46:48
detect it, install it accurately and02:46:52
Surely it will be possible to return02:46:54
back02:46:55
start again rewrite change that02:46:59
what followed it, here it is this moment02:47:02
If only I had done things differently02:47:06
here just in this episode but they02:47:11
they didn't do that02:47:12
she would even say that they were not in02:47:15
the power to do differently, although first02:47:18
she always believed in free will02:47:21
I guessed if he said where he got it from02:47:25
this book sitting in bed holding on02:47:28
raised knees book about the role of the church in02:47:31
provincial American towns02:47:33
which I read for the article, I didn’t guess02:47:36
does he turn the page to this02:47:39
very minute02:47:41
he brought the book back four days later02:47:45
it was Monday, a stormy evening, windy and02:47:49
the rain drove the autumn leaves to the ground and there02:47:53
she lay in brown and orange02:47:56
puddles and stuck to the soles of his shoes02:48:00
his hair got wet as he walked from the car to02:48:03
entrance to the house and fell into sight alone02:48:06
a drop of water hung on its tip02:48:10
nose02:48:11
when she saw him she laughed and she came in02:48:16
I took his coat from him and hung it up to dry.02:48:18
in the kitchen I brought the book back quickly02:48:22
he managed, he nodded, he took out the book from02:48:26
back pocket warm and damp and gave02:48:30
here she is02:48:32
the book is warm and moist02:48:35
his hand02:48:38
she asked her how did you like the book02:48:45
ok it's actually a problem for the rich02:48:49
I don't care too much of course it's written02:48:52
Great02:48:54
but this is his irresistible need02:48:58
like he shook his head I just02:49:02
Sandy's face didn't understand this at all02:49:05
visibly stretched out in disappointment02:49:08
I'm sorry, he said, she smiled and02:49:12
shrugged02:49:14
you could only hear their breathing, he stood02:49:19
very close musky aroma emanating from and into02:49:22
wet corduroy trousers and leather02:49:25
the shoe filled their nostrils02:49:28
whoever moved first extended his hand02:49:32
then it turned out to be unimportant02:49:36
reached out and took away the wetness from his forehead02:49:40
a strand of hair he moved his fingers towards it02:49:44
making his way through the veil and hair02:49:47
touched in the neck02:49:50
or none of them moved first02:49:54
Nepal first none later could02:49:58
couldn't decide who to blame02:50:01
on yourself and not just fall into the arms of a friend02:50:06
friend tighter and tighter and tighter and down and02:50:11
merging without foreplay once he02:50:15
pronounced her name like a moaning complaint02:50:20
it didn't seem like the beginning02:50:23
completion but rather both at once02:50:26
their naked bodies on cold hard02:50:29
linoleum entwined shi and each other's bone02:50:33
flesh and tongue here here02:50:36
from somewhere on the other side she heard02:50:40
own desperately loud moans02:50:43
She's never moaned like that before02:50:47
Am I hurting you he asked and for a minute02:50:49
froze, rose on his elbows, looked into02:50:53
her frozen face02:50:55
no she squeezed him even tighter02:50:59
closer further and he finished with closed02:51:04
eyes open mouth, forgetting about everything later02:51:07
they were silent, not a single word they lay02:51:11
on the floor, watching how it dripped from his02:51:13
coat in a small puddle of water and02:51:16
slowly freeing themselves from each other02:51:19
silently opening his legs and arms02:51:22
breasts02:51:24
I heard that Sandy suddenly stood up02:51:28
head what02:51:30
she looked back at the back door of which02:51:34
it was always locked, not a sound02:51:38
nothing seems like something was heard, not me02:51:43
didn't hear anything, he got up on his knees02:51:46
Then he got up with his back to her and got dressed.02:51:49
turning around without looking at your face02:51:52
she lay staring into the far corner02:51:56
white and yellow were starting to come off there02:51:59
wallpaper only when he took his coat off the hanger02:52:03
put it on and headed for the exit, she stood up and02:52:06
followed him02:52:08
he grabbed the handle of the front door lightly02:52:11
turned, she was unable to lift02:52:15
eyes could only look at this02:52:17
clenched callus with a thin hand02:52:21
he took a deep breath02:52:25
then he exhaled02:52:27
the hand unclenched02:52:30
turning to her he slowly02:52:33
lifted her head by the chin02:52:35
index finger until she looked02:52:38
his eyes are wet and dark02:52:42
he bit his lip she shook her head02:52:46
they looked away, he quickly turned02:52:50
the pen and slipped out of the house02:52:53
as soon as she heard him02:52:55
the car door slammed, she rushed02:52:58
to the bathroom and she vomited there02:53:02
disgusting sour vomit again and02:53:05
again came to my throat when she02:53:07
she turned it all the way out, brushed her teeth and02:53:12
rinsed my face with cold water02:53:14
but his seed is warm, viscous, colorless02:53:20
I didn’t wash it off, it slowly flowed down02:53:24
her thighs and dried02:53:27
they didn't call each other although quite02:53:30
could have come from work and what exactly are we talking about?02:53:33
was to say apologize, repent02:53:37
blame make excuses look for someone to blame02:53:40
express passion02:53:42
against your will never and never and02:53:47
never again02:53:48
Sandy caught herself in the following days02:53:51
on the fact that he comes up with ways how02:53:54
accidentally run into him she said02:53:57
imagine that this is just so that you can02:53:59
I could never say these words to him02:54:02
more02:54:04
show him she went to the bar where they are02:54:08
met after work I passed by02:54:10
construction site where the company was building a house02:54:13
freeman and waring although she was located02:54:17
not at all on the way02:54:19
she didn't show up in the house and couldn't even02:54:23
just pop in for a minute as usual02:54:26
how dare she02:54:28
she sat alone in her quiet house02:54:31
I'll pull my chest up in my knees, swaying02:54:34
back and forth all night long monotonously02:54:38
the chant repeating like an endless prayer02:54:41
never and never and never again02:54:46
next time he didn't look for an excuse not to02:54:51
need to return the book is not busy02:54:54
some sugar it was late almost ten02:54:57
o'clock in the evening as if he had come giving up02:55:00
only after a long internal struggle did he02:55:03
took her face in his hands closely02:55:06
looked into your eyes, you understand, he said02:55:10
he that then I will have to hate02:55:15
she nodded to you, she understood perfectly well02:55:19
what did he mean02:55:21
they collapsed on the sofa to climb up02:55:25
stairs to go to bed and these02:55:28
the actions seemed too much02:55:30
deliberate as if there are even more of them02:55:32
such domestication would tarnish02:55:36
false signs my constancy is legitimate02:55:39
the connections of their bodies rubbed and when not if each other02:55:43
friend seized by the greedy indomitable02:55:46
desire as if from the fact that they already02:55:48
violated the worst tabuk of all02:55:52
the rest didn't matter I'll put it aside02:55:56
here touch me here harder02:55:59
faster, all the laws have disappeared02:56:03
rules02:56:05
shame would only come later02:56:08
loneliness evil insatiable shame02:56:12
waiting for everything that came his way02:56:15
she bit him on the shoulder and tasted him02:56:20
blood really felt it02:56:23
blood on his lips but he didn't complain02:56:26
he understood perfectly what she meant02:56:29
she02:56:31
her head rested on his prostrate and02:56:35
their legs are tightly across the sofa02:56:39
intertwined he touched the wet curl02:56:42
the hair on her temple is after all02:56:46
would have to talk about whatever language02:56:49
they could pick up not playful sculpts02:56:52
lovers imagining romance02:56:55
walking holidays adventures like02:56:58
wonderful with either these vague visions02:57:03
opening even for the most02:57:05
incredible park sweet ghostly02:57:08
a piece of the future they couldn't do again02:57:11
switch to the previous language of ridicule and under02:57:14
on the tag he sounded unconvincing without02:57:17
listeners without n did not come and complaints02:57:22
my wife doesn't have secret lovers02:57:25
he understands02:57:27
twirled a strand of it around his index finger02:57:30
finger02:57:31
the whole point is02:57:33
he said that we are too similar02:57:40
she was wary, she didn't think at all02:57:43
what is similar to him how are we both02:57:48
all our lives we try to prove that in no one02:57:51
I don't need anything like that02:57:55
was busy, she objected, he smiled02:57:59
of course you did, damn you even02:58:02
I tried to prove that you don't need a house02:58:06
in contrast to Anne who is all02:58:09
life is trying to prove that she has this02:58:12
there is a house02:58:13
I'm not going to discuss with you n rudely02:58:18
he threw it and stood up so abruptly that she02:58:22
my head hit the armrest painfully02:58:24
sofa02:58:25
[music]02:58:26
why was betrayal worse than a husband or02:58:30
sisters she sat in a shining bath02:58:33
picking at the sore on my arm and digging into the skin02:58:37
nails until they protruded from under it02:58:40
droplets of blood the skin parted and then02:58:43
she dug her nails deeper, tearing the wound02:58:47
expanding it, seeking salvation in other pain02:58:52
she didn't call him, didn't say anything02:58:56
come or don't come although there are many02:58:59
once I was going to say and02:59:02
both02:59:05
she gave him the right to decide to make a move02:59:10
she could only wait in her house02:59:13
wait for his appearance or absence02:59:16
wanting both, fearing both02:59:19
another02:59:20
she listened to every creak02:59:22
everyone dances on the street02:59:26
listened and the darkness deepened and he02:59:30
did not go and only her fingers incessantly02:59:34
drummed to the beat of her relief02:59:37
disappointment and hatred never02:59:41
never02:59:44
more02:59:46
9 days of nights nothing she started to think02:59:51
that it's over that she can force02:59:54
all this disappear, cross out even from02:59:57
of the past02:59:58
on Saturday afternoon she left the car at03:00:01
in the parking lot behind Bradley's bar, she fell and walked along03:00:05
main street inventing a task for yourself03:00:08
any shopping needs?03:00:12
went to the pharmacy fredrik so and03:00:14
bought $18 worth of magazines03:00:17
I'm going to make a list of those for03:00:20
whom she would like to write where03:00:23
I would like to go she went into03:00:26
bookstore and bought an audio course03:00:29
promised in less than six hours03:00:32
learn to speak Italian03:00:34
she stood in front of the window for a long time03:00:36
pet store looking at long-haired animals03:00:39
snowy white kittens03:00:41
once in college she started herself03:00:45
tiny black kitten mingus and he03:00:48
slept perched on her lap and03:00:50
every morning he woke her up and licked her eyes03:00:53
but just a month later Mingus ran away03:00:58
the guy she was dating at the time03:01:00
shrugged your shoulders knowingly, you're wrong03:01:04
warehouse for keeping pets03:01:06
he said now she bitterly03:01:09
I found myself crying right here on the street03:01:12
you fare your eyes with your coat sleeve03:01:15
picked up my shopping and hurried03:01:18
away03:01:19
she was walking to her car when she noticed03:01:22
what comes out of a hardware store03:01:25
ted with a big green shovel for03:01:27
warming up the snow, she quickly turned into03:01:30
side but he had already noticed her and followed03:01:33
behind her she quickened her pace, hurrying along03:01:36
side street leading to the parking lot03:01:38
felt his presence behind Sandy03:01:42
she turned around and froze leaning against03:01:47
wall03:01:48
letting him come over to catch up, he stood03:01:53
very close, resting with a shovel on the ground03:01:56
white streams of their breath swirled between03:01:59
they merged and separated, what do you need03:02:03
it's necessary from me she moaned suddenly03:02:06
laughed a sharp, dry laugh and why03:02:10
she didn't move and finally turned around03:02:14
started to walk around him and then he suddenly03:02:16
grabbed her hand and pulled her towards him03:02:19
pulled her lips to his hot mouth03:02:23
retreated and03:02:25
I pushed you away, go home03:02:29
he muttered and went back for a walk03:02:33
he called with Andy to the editorial office in03:02:36
Monday morning where have you been?03:02:39
friend that it's you and lately you haven't03:02:41
look girls hoped you03:02:44
come on the day off I'm sorry I really03:02:47
very busy and also not even not03:02:51
find time for lunch and I'm for you03:02:53
I miss03:02:55
OK03:02:56
they sat opposite each other03:02:59
small round table at the back03:03:01
Ginger Box cafe stood in front of them03:03:05
plates of lentil soup and03:03:08
hot buns white vase with small03:03:11
pink carnations was pushed into03:03:13
side together with the oil to which they03:03:16
both didn't touch03:03:20
I asked you this with your hand and when03:03:23
Sandy took a glass of water trifles03:03:26
I got burned, you know me, I'm a cook03:03:29
always lousy she smiled like that03:03:32
are you doing okay she looked at03:03:35
and the pale one was upset and waited in horror03:03:38
she was afraid of the answer and afraid to give herself away03:03:43
that he noticed that she was not sincere about her03:03:46
eyes will guess about the betrayal in her03:03:49
water was splashing in the glass, but he only03:03:53
sighed03:03:54
sometimes I really envy the fashionista03:03:58
why because you were the only one it seemed to me03:04:02
our society should regret this03:04:05
Do you know how much money publishers make from03:04:08
books where women are explained how03:04:10
avoid loneliness03:04:12
he scooped up some soup with a spoon and looked03:04:15
as it flowed back into the bowl of stew03:04:18
it looked like dirt03:04:20
I don't even know what loneliness is03:04:24
maybe you were right many years ago03:04:27
when she told me that I got married03:04:29
too early03:04:30
Sandy looked away at Diver on03:04:33
your napkin what are you talking about03:04:35
peanut03:04:37
I don’t know myself, she looked straight into my face03:04:41
Sandy I can't stand it when he walks in there03:04:44
the room where I am, she said03:04:47
in a quiet hoarse whisper I can’t stand how he03:04:51
breathes speed, only then am I sure that03:04:55
I love him when I worry about his life03:04:58
if he is very late or if03:05:01
I hear on the radio about some accident and03:05:04
then suddenly he becomes mine again03:05:07
I need it, I can’t imagine how to live without03:05:09
she bit off her buns03:05:13
but at least I would know what I need03:05:17
how are you always so sure of this03:05:20
you think so but at least you03:05:24
I always knew what you didn’t need, so what?03:05:27
what I have and pushed the plate away03:05:32
what do you think and the steles someday03:05:35
I had doubts, no, I think so too03:05:39
she raised her head and a look appeared on her face03:05:42
the semblance of a smile may just be the whole point03:05:45
she told me something was wrong with me03:05:49
happens and what will pass you know what he03:05:52
did this weekend he did to me03:05:55
flower made of cherry wood and birch03:05:58
real chamomile with a single03:06:01
petal likes doesn't likes likes03:06:06
she raised her head and froze in her eyes03:06:09
vague incomprehensible expression03:06:11
we owe each other something, she said quietly03:06:15
she's just not sure what exactly03:06:18
Sandy looked at the woman bending under03:06:21
the burden of memories is on my head and I need03:06:25
to go back to work suddenly said03:06:28
she began to rummage through her huge03:06:30
bag looking for a wallet03:06:33
never and never and03:06:37
never again03:06:39
she sat huddled on the floor in the dark03:06:42
guest rooms on the second floor03:06:45
I heard him ringing at the entrance at 3 4 103:06:48
then the sound of Sandy hitting the door with her palm03:06:53
of course he saw it near the house and knew the car03:06:56
that at home despite the fact that nowhere03:06:58
the light was on sandy open it I need it03:07:02
talk to you03:07:03
she grabbed her knees tightly with her hands03:07:06
listening to him stab food at the door again03:07:08
everything was quiet for a minute then she heard03:07:11
how he knocked on the glass from the back door03:07:14
we need to talk03:07:16
only her breath could be heard throughout the room03:07:20
she stood up and began slowly and quietly03:07:22
go down the stairs03:07:24
but when she opened the door he was no longer03:07:27
she looked like the rear markers03:07:30
the lights of his car flashed at the end03:07:32
block and disappeared the next morning she03:07:36
called him at the office and gave his name03:07:38
secretary linda first comer03:07:41
head name I need to see03:07:44
she said to you as soon as he took03:07:46
phone yes I need to see you too03:07:49
You can drop by after work at 703:07:53
o'clock he hung up03:07:56
he just entered the house and stopped at03:07:59
threshold without undressing we can no longer03:08:02
deal with this he blurted out angrily03:08:06
her eyes sparkled, I know it rose in her03:08:10
unexpectedly and indignation against him for03:08:12
the fact that he was the first to utter these words03:08:15
stole them from her rejected her when it was her03:08:19
was going to reject him03:08:21
he nodded without taking his hands out of his pockets03:08:25
but she didn’t move, she didn’t leave03:08:28
threw her hair back and twirled it03:08:31
fingers one thing added he know that03:08:35
I shouldn't say this but still03:08:38
I'll tell you03:08:39
so that it doesn't happen03:08:41
you must promise never03:08:44
tell anyone about this03:08:47
no one when we who are you for me03:08:51
accept03:08:52
for a moment he peered at her03:08:55
A03:08:56
guilt has a strange effect on people03:08:58
way causes some03:09:01
the need to confess but not03:09:04
you are not here, he simply replied, I love n I03:09:09
he also frowned03:09:13
don't fool me with this nonsense she said03:09:17
she I would say that you and I are equal03:09:21
part of sin he grinned03:09:23
I haven't heard this word since03:09:26
my mother had a brief attack03:09:29
religiosity when I was 10 years old was a sin03:09:33
about worn out sample and word on taste03:09:36
rolling it on the tongue swallowing it03:09:39
she suddenly swung with all her might03:09:43
hit him in the face in front of his eyes03:09:46
tears came out but he did not move03:09:50
if you ever03:09:53
if you hurt her in any way, I'll kill her03:09:58
he told you03:10:00
looked at her for long seconds with brilliant03:10:02
eyes then slowly turned and03:10:05
he came out03:10:08
called and listened a week later03:10:10
she said I want to ask you03:10:12
big favor03:10:14
please what is it you can stay with03:10:17
girls five days okay me and Ted03:10:21
we're going to florida03:10:23
silence is the truth, he thinks it's his idea03:10:27
this will help03:10:29
what will help us03:10:33
your voice is not too sure maybe I03:10:36
I'm not at all sure that I want to help03:10:39
we don’t know or maybe I’m tired of it03:10:43
fruitless attempts03:10:44
when do you go next week like this03:10:48
soon it seems this is not the case03:10:51
put it off or do it or not03:10:55
Of course Sandy I have to warn you03:10:59
there are some difficulties with julie03:11:03
what kind of difficulties do I think this is now?03:11:07
it's called showing off, she's nervous03:11:10
laughed she had troubles at school03:11:12
teachers called us last week03:11:15
I don’t know there ted and I’m generally into girls03:11:21
it's hard to bear, that's one of the reasons03:11:25
why did I agree to go with him?03:11:29
I'll do whatever you want03:11:31
he took a deep breath then wish me03:11:35
good luck she said03:11:37
good luck chapter 703:11:41
Sandy sat on the windowsill watching03:11:44
is blooming like darkness03:11:46
dissipates, changing first to yellow and03:11:49
finally, with a gentle pink light, like03:11:51
colors for slowly healing bruises on the forehead03:11:56
chilled by the cold glass in which she03:11:58
leaned against she shivered but they03:12:01
moved from their spot a few steps away from03:12:03
John was snoring peacefully on her03:12:07
inhale and exhale like a metronome03:12:10
measuredly inevitable 1 alcohol was distributed03:12:14
in a deserted house03:12:16
I looked back at him, I passionately wish that03:12:20
he always slept like this until morning forever03:12:22
depended somewhere over the horizon03:12:25
she once again went through the available03:12:28
considers the possibilities of choice and03:12:31
kind of critically evaluating them and finally03:12:34
rejected everything despite the fact that he03:12:37
spoke this evening behind the stands at03:12:40
stadium she knew that her influence on03:12:43
Julia is insignificant or even worse03:12:46
the opposite effect that Julie did it on purpose03:12:50
will do exactly what Sandy the Great won't03:12:53
do or of course more obedient well03:12:58
what exactly could Andy say?03:13:00
I'll change her testimony03:13:03
come back to him03:13:05
she shuddered03:13:06
nausea arose in the stomach, she had difficulty03:13:10
swallowed a lump03:13:11
it was possible to wake up the zones right now03:13:14
get up walk to him through the cold nothing03:13:17
Urus fell uncovered and pushed him03:13:19
tell him03:13:21
lose him lose everything she drew03:13:26
on the foggy glass the letter x was erased and03:13:30
and she thought about all the girls03:13:33
depicting arrow hearts and initials03:13:36
their friends on car windows03:13:39
she herself had never been to school03:13:42
number03:13:43
John muttered in his sleep, snored and03:13:46
again quietly hooked she heard how03:13:49
the porch flopped like a newspaper03:13:51
the girls upstairs began to stir03:13:53
automatic growled and gurgled03:13:56
coffee maker but still sat with03:13:58
legs crossed03:13:59
frozen forehead slowly03:14:04
Judge Carothers was treated for a very03:14:08
got sick of the lingering winter cold03:14:10
paper napkin and from a box03:14:12
which the bailiff placed in front of her and03:14:14
blew her nose loudly twice more03:14:18
trying to clear her nose she stuffed03:14:21
crumpled napkin away and03:14:23
straightened up, looking around the hall03:14:26
glasses with narrow black frames03:14:29
the jurors silently fidgeted in anticipation03:14:33
in their places they deliberately clicked their hands03:14:35
straightened their legs at the far end of the school03:14:39
the teacher stopped correcting03:14:41
Judge Carothers' tousled hair03:14:45
got distracted for a minute, checks in03:14:47
Am I ok with her new haircuts later?03:14:50
looked around the rest of the crowded03:14:52
Shiva's premises fell silent under her gaze03:14:55
only Ted couldn't sit quietly, he was in03:14:59
glanced one last time at the rows behind03:15:01
yourself places and which from the very beginning03:15:03
the process was handled by Andy, empty03:15:07
he turned to the judge to take off his glasses and03:15:10
hit with a hammer03:15:12
the defense may call the first witness03:15:16
fist nodded in that refined manner03:15:19
which he assumed in his address03:15:22
with the judge corr excitement light movement03:15:24
carefully combed head fleeting03:15:28
sight03:15:29
this has worked for judges in the past03:15:32
by women this is a hint of politeness03:15:35
well-bred veiled03:15:37
recognition of knightly nobility though03:15:40
there was always some risk and a couple03:15:43
times even more modest manifestation03:15:46
gallantry were perceived as03:15:47
insults while he was careful03:15:51
every time I calculated and03:15:53
adapted again he became firmly03:15:56
leaned his hands on the defense table, survived and03:15:59
missions we leave to Murphy03:16:02
Mrs. Murphy stood in the front row and03:16:04
headed to the evidence at the scene03:16:07
new haircut for short gray hair03:16:09
matched with a large silver03:16:11
with a bracelet and earrings she was wearing a wide03:16:15
brown velvet pleated skirt and03:16:17
comfortable shoes03:16:19
Mrs. Murphy turned to her fisk03:16:22
please tell me who you work for03:16:25
I have been working as a consultant for the last 11 years03:16:28
hardison high school and what03:16:31
is03:16:32
responsibilities of a consultant month our I03:16:36
I work with difficult children teachers03:16:39
send them to me and I meet with03:16:42
them and with their parents and try to find03:16:44
acceptable solutions and precisely in quality03:16:48
consultant you met Julie and03:16:50
waring until please write at what03:16:54
circumstances it happened03:16:57
Over the past year, Julia has developed03:17:01
school some difficulties and grades03:17:04
declined sharply for a capable child03:17:07
this has always been an indicator of messages about03:17:10
hostile relationships with others03:17:12
students she taught sociological03:17:16
tests and finally she threw03:17:19
metal box with cards in03:17:22
teacher's head03:17:24
the list is impressive until I agreed03:17:27
mrs murphy judge carothers loud03:17:31
sneezed and be healthy said fisk03:17:33
smiling at her, she pursed her lips and took out03:17:36
a napkin to wipe your runny nose03:17:39
continue sharply she said fisk03:17:43
nodded and returned to the witness03:17:46
let's try to figure this out03:17:49
Of course, could you clarify with a list?03:17:53
what does it mean to have a hostile relationship with03:17:56
other students along with Murphy03:17:59
patiently explained to Julie at times03:18:02
she resorted to verbal abuse03:18:05
made fun of her classmates03:18:07
Perhaps I teased them in one case03:18:10
I can even say that she03:18:12
chased the boy03:18:15
she stalked him and called him names so often03:18:18
idiot that his parents came and03:18:21
they told me how it hurts and depresses03:18:24
they even seriously thought about it03:18:27
transfer him to another school to03:18:29
get rid of it03:18:30
at the word idiot there was a rush in the hall03:18:34
giggles and Mrs. Murphy took a stern03:18:38
view we are not talking about ordinary ones here03:18:42
children's ridicule firmly added on in03:18:45
july's behavior03:18:47
sense of purpose was considered03:18:49
out of the ordinary she wore03:18:52
almost obsessive character and she lied to03:18:57
I know of one similar test03:19:00
case03:19:01
you said that she performed physical03:19:04
attack on one of the Fisk teachers03:19:07
gave his voice a slight tint03:19:09
shock then on Mrs. Barnard03:19:15
she threw the class teacher03:19:17
a metal box in her head03:19:20
cards and what caused03:19:23
for a month everyone sighed for a reason03:19:26
of course should be considered03:19:29
all diversity, taking into account the past but03:19:33
if you are asking in more specific03:19:35
I mean, Mrs. Barnard was scolding03:19:39
Julia for not paying attention anyway03:19:43
wouldn't it be fair to say that03:19:46
in the case of Julia there was a breakdown in03:19:49
combined with physical violence in this03:19:53
example, you would call Julia03:19:56
I wouldn't be a truthful child03:19:59
classify lies during tests as signs03:20:02
truthfulness Mr. Fisk at this time you03:20:06
met Julia and discussed her03:20:09
problems before can you tell us03:20:12
about this in particular how I related to03:20:15
this discussion julia03:20:18
Julia was extremely reluctant03:20:21
attempts to influence her because she03:20:23
the girl was very smart she was03:20:26
is able to turn the situation around as she03:20:29
felt it was beneficial for her03:20:31
explain what you mean by03:20:34
Julia gave certain questions like this03:20:36
What are the answers in her opinion?03:20:39
satisfy you or with whom she03:20:42
it’s more profitable to get out of a difficult situation03:20:44
the simplest example is if I03:20:47
asked are you angry she answered no03:20:51
although it was quite obvious that this was not03:20:54
By the way, this type of lie is quite common03:20:58
for patients damn workshop03:21:00
Fisk smiled with satisfaction03:21:03
I have no more question03:21:06
Harry Reardon stood up like a Calvinist he03:21:10
had a natural aversion to03:21:13
psychotherapists and their professional03:21:15
jargon that I tried to overcome03:21:18
preparing for cross-examination now03:21:21
he addressed the witness strictly03:21:24
officially, as if in reproach, willingly accepted03:21:27
mrs murphy in a heartfelt manner03:21:30
Mrs Murphy as a consultant03:21:34
you have to deal with children from03:21:36
broken families03:21:39
Unfortunately, it happens more and more often03:21:43
Is it normal that they are experiencing a temporary03:21:46
the crisis is still being adjusted to03:21:49
enough problems in family life03:21:51
often therefore you would consider it03:21:55
I would consider it normal that this is03:21:58
within the normal range of Julie's reaction03:22:02
Lauren ever algola to you personally to me03:22:06
about this unknown Mrs. Murphy you03:22:09
invited her parents, etc.03:22:12
arinka to discuss these incidents03:22:15
Of course we always try to attract03:22:18
parents when a child gets into trouble03:22:20
and what impression did they make on03:22:24
you parties and ted oring you thought you were home03:22:28
I'm not really okay03:22:31
got the impression that a ring03:22:35
talked about it willingly no I would03:22:39
said but on the contrary he was very on03:22:41
cut the last question along with morphine03:22:44
from your professional experience it happens03:22:47
is this behavior that you03:22:49
Testified by Julia03:22:52
response to violence at home03:22:55
this is possible I don't have others03:22:58
questions03:23:00
the judge turned and looked once03:23:03
at Mrs. Murphy with a glassy gaze03:23:05
from top to bottom her own youngest son03:23:08
often found himself in the office03:23:10
consultant just recently but what03:23:13
threw burning matches around the gym and03:23:16
she did not remember this with good feeling03:23:19
the day when I was sitting at a small school03:23:21
chairs opposite with Murphy03:23:23
trying not to laugh right at her03:23:26
concerned and understanding face you can03:23:30
go03:23:32
he didn't show up for a whole week as soon as03:23:36
the bell rang from the last lesson03:23:37
Julia hastily stuffed the floor with03:23:41
Yulia's ear was parried into a plastic bag03:23:43
and ran out of the biology classroom to03:23:46
the central staircase but he wasn't there03:23:48
I called him at home four times and listened to him03:23:52
his energetic voice on the answering machine03:23:54
please tell me your last name and number03:23:57
phone number and I will call you back as soon as possible03:23:59
I can do it for now and hung up every time03:24:03
when the signal rang she was thinking03:24:07
does he realize that it is she calling03:24:10
could he determine this by calling03:24:14
signal because the phone hangs up03:24:17
she couldn't do anything special for him03:24:20
say he even needed information03:24:23
she understood this but hesitated03:24:26
I didn’t know what to offer a tidbit03:24:30
just to satisfy curiosity03:24:34
will be of interest03:24:36
will seduce and what exactly did she need?03:24:40
you can only feel his voice03:24:43
feel the taste of his dark skin03:24:44
salty in the finger she returned to03:24:48
school and entered a telephone booth near03:24:50
the dining room closed the old-fashioned door from03:24:53
wood and glass unfolded a piece of paper from his03:24:56
phone and dialed the editorial office number03:24:59
picked up the phone after the second ring halo03:25:01
bitter listen to that one03:25:04
she swallowed a lump Hello it's Julia03:25:09
waring julia in his voice right away03:25:13
the cordiality sounded hello hello one03:25:18
a boy from Julie's class and leaned against03:25:21
booth outside and pressed his face to the glass03:25:23
so she weirdly distorted her nose and03:25:27
tongue turned into a red lump03:25:29
surrounded by a cloud of paid breath03:25:33
he knocked on the glass and ran away loudly03:25:36
laughing she frowned and turned awayDescription:
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