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Perichoresis
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good evening it is before we get started
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it is my privilege tonight to introduce
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you to a book that many of us have been
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praying would come here and it's
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eventually gotten here I'm the only one
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that has a copy right now but our
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beloved brother John Mack Murry where
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are you is he hiding he's in the back
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and that's the proper way to say his
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name is John Mack Murry our brother
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beloved brother has finished his book
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it's got a foreword by Paul Young and an
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afterword by Brant Jersey and a blurb by
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God is a genius and really humble as the
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title of it is the spiritual evolution
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rediscovering the greatest story ever
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told my translation of that is one man's
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escape from the insanity of religion
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into a stunned rediscovery of the
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presence not absence of Jesus he who
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left us a book but the presence of Jesus
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so John has given us a map if that's
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what you're after and I think you all
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are and many of you know this book has
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been coming for a while and I read it
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and there's two or three insights in
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here that's pretty good I loved it and
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I'm proud as I can be to be the one that
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gets to announce this to the world I'm
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proud as I can be upon her out for him
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and of him so what I would like us to do
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is let's just if you're comfortable
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doing this and John is not and this is
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going to be fun but I want you to
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- raise your hand and point back towards
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him Holy Spirit you have inspired this
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book and we know that you have things ways
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that you're opening doors we ask you to
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open those doors and give John a
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platform not just in Portland or even in
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the northwestern United States but
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around the world to proclaim this
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undiluted gospel of our Lord Jesus
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Christ and we pray that you would
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protect his family in all of his travels
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amen and this has been a long time
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coming okay I've been told I cannot step
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beyond the two brass things so we're
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gonna have to do a little work so let's
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let's pray about tonight's lecture Holy
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Spirit everybody in this room wants to
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meet Jesus not as a doctrine but as a
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person and we want to meet him where we
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hurt because we want to be free and
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that's your specialty in your delight to
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reveal Jesus not simply to us but in us
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so we give you permission Holy Spirit to
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work behind our watchful dragons and our
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defenses and turn the lights on so that
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we can meet Jesus all over again and
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encounter him and in his face and
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through his eyes see his father our
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Father as he really is some of us need
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to have physical healing all of us need
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to have internal healing of our wounds
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and sorrows we bring those to you Holy
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Spirit we ask you to reveal Jesus in us
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in his name amen hmm
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the the undiluted gospel as I call it
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the truth of all truths when you hear it
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it astonishes your heart and it creates
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an ignited conversation and when you
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don't hear it and your heart's not
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astonished you have to fake it you have
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to pose and if you grew up in situations
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like many of us have where you never
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have seen an astonished heart you don't
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necessarily know what you're missing but
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our brothers and sisters in the early
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church wrote about Jesus so that we
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could have an encounter with him that
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would blow our minds and astonish our
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hearts and create a conversation that's
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bigger than all of us
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so my entire adult life I didn't know
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this at the time but I can see looking
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back my job has been rediscover the
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gospel rediscover what this is about
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what was it that blew Paul's mind what
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was it that captured John in theater and
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sent them preaching and teaching women
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to sacrifice their lives of course it
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was Jesus we all know that but somehow
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our vision of Jesus has become so
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watered down we can talk about him and
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it doesn't do anything here are you
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kidding me Saul of Tarsus he's spitting
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nails he's angry he's got papers from
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the big boys he's going to kill
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Christians and he gets stopped in his
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tracks and his entire world changes and
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that man never once gave up after that
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he saw something he encountered
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something and it wasn't the theology and
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it wasn't even news it was a person and
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he discovered him in the least likely
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place in the universe inside of himself
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Galatians chapter 1 when God who set me
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apart from my mother's womb was pleased
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to reveal his son in me
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that's the astonished heart that's the
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undiluted gospel Jesus Christ is in you
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and you're in him and he did that ask
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him if it's true that's how easy it is
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ask him if true so our brother John the gospel
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writer and Paul and Peter have left us
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stories in books so that we wouldn't not
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miss the point
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and we've missed the point and it's okay
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because we're right on schedule
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and this is this is coming from several
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different angles at once we were told I
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was told as a matter of the heart of the
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gospel is that the human race is
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separated from God well if you're
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separated from God you've got to figure
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out a way back which one is going to be
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the right one most of you in this room
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like me have tried two or three or four
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different versions of how to get back
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the blessed thing about where we are as
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we know they didn't work they didn't
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astonish our heart they didn't where
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where is the truth that sets us free
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where is this joy unspeakable full of
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glory that Peter talked about all these
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just terms no we were told were
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separated from God which that is the the
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ultimate fundamental lie in this
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universe and we have bought in to
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somebody else's idea of how to get back
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and no matter which way it is it always
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comes back to you you have to do
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something to get across the divide and
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even in Protestantism when we talk about
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it's faith alone even then it's still my
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faith and honestly I just buried my dad
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in March he was that he had Lewy bodies
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and parkinsonian and I sat there for
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three years walking with my dad and I
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thought you know what a load of rubbish
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it's the message of the Bible dad you
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got a hold on you can't lose your faith
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now it's all about you you got to have
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faith that hang in there memorize some
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more but he's losing his mind the
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Gospels not the news that my dad can
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hold on by faith the gospel is the news
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that Jesus has hold of my dad and you
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and me and so we're not supposed to make
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something up to believe we're supposed
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to believe we're included that Jesus did
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it and we can rest and you go are you
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kidding me Jesus I'm in
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of course you're in in fact back you've
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never been out anywhere except here and
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you spent probably 50 your life trying
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to get into something you're born into
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that's called family embarrassment you
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know when you do something stupid and
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your family loves to remind you every
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time they get together for the rest of
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your life many of us have spent a lot of
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years trying to get there they're trying
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to get there because you were told you
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weren't I'm telling it you are believe
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it risk in it and I want to show you how
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John in his gospel how he understands
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the nature of the problem of the human
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race and how Jesus Christ is the
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father's solution and I want you to see
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this in the text of John because it's
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been there for 2,000 years but most of
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us have come at the story from a
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different way that John does and we skip
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right over some of these most amazing
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statement being the first three verses
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in the beginning was the word and the
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Word was with God he was in the
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beginning with God he was fully gone you
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know I went back to check on a bunch of
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different translations in John because I
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expected John to say in the beginning
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God was holy and humanity failed and
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someone had to pay so Jesus had come and
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paid for us I mean I mean where is that
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where is that scenario laid out for us
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that way I want you to see what John the
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Apostle puts first not second not third
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not fourth first and he never leaves the
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thing not one second does he leave the
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thing all the way through his gospel in
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the beginning was the word and the word
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is with the Father what the word is with
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God in the word it was God many of you
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see me through this illustration but I
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want to deepen it the word translated
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within our English Bibles cross into
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Greek means to be turned towards it
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means to be face to face
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in the beginning was the word and the
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word was turned towards face to face the
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father are you kidding me why haven't we
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been talking about this for 2,000 years
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how have we even gotten beyond those
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first verses this is the most
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astonishing thing in the universe in the
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beginning before creation was the word
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he was there not just beside the father
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not on a little chair beneath him he was
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turned toward face to face with the
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father himself son says this is where
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you start this is where you begin this
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is the truth he's not a Western
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Christian he's a disciple of Jesus he's
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an apostle he's telling you in the
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beginning this is the beginning of the
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story in the beginning was the word the
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son whom he was turned toward his father
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face to face and john is going to bring
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us to understand more than anyone in the
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new testament this person the Holy
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Spirit but tonight I want to focus here
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and I want to show you how John
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understands who we are what happened to
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us and how Jesus is the solution in the
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beginning was the word and the word is
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face to face with the father and then he
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says all things came into being in that
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person not one thing came into being
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he's he's getting a prophetic word there
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he's looking down through American
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history he's realizing we're gonna have
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we're gonna have to cut this nip this in
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the bud as Barney Fife would say nip it
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this idea of separation that you were
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told is the truth about the human race
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in the third verse of John's Gospel it
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is obliterated in the beginning was the
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word and the word is face to face with
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God all things came into being through
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him and not one thing came into being
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apart from him you see this idea of
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separation may make sense to us because
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of the influence of Greek philosophy on
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months but John is not starting with
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separation John starts with face-to-face
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this and the fact that we're included in
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this in the beginning was the word and
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the word is face to face with God and
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the Word was God
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all things came into being right your
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name there right it I came into being in
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Jesus I've never been separate from
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Jesus
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you haven't even neither has anybody
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else now we're beginning to think like a
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Christian now we're beginning to think
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well maybe the problem here is not that
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I'm no good maybe the problem is I have
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no clue who I am maybe there's this
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thing called darkness and maybe the
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light is shining in the darkness and the
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darkness doesn't understand it you see
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how John's thinking relationship
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face-to-face this other centric love
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care not hierarchical relational Father
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Son and Holy Spirit all things came into
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being through this one and apart from
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him nothing has come into being that has
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come into being you will never go
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anywhere on earth or even if you get in
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a spaceship and go to the far corners of
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the universe and meet anything that got
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here and stays here in anyway a part
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that did excuse me Jesus nothing all
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things came into being through him in
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him was life and that life was the light
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of men light of humanity in him was life
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now let me ask you a question based on
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the first three verses of John's Gospel
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what would you say is the light in the
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beginning was the word son Jesus
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face-to-face with the father in this
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fellowship all things came into being
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through him and apart from him nothing
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came into being that has come into being
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the light shines in the darkness and the
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darkness doesn't understand what is the
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light I'm gonna make you think with me
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what is the light based on the first
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three verses
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is Jesus the light when you know we're
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also say yeah Jesus like but isn't there
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a little bit more to it than that which
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Jesus which Jesus tell me about this
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Jesus based on the first two verses of
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John's Gospel is he alone he's in
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relationship so the light is Jesus in
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his relationship with his father and
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what else
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Holy Spirit and what else us so the
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light of life is Jesus's relationship
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with his father in the Holy Spirit and
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our inclusion in him
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well guess what the darkness is then the
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darkness is the delusion that keeps you
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from being able to see that this is the
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the core of the universe the father-son
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relationship and our inclusion in it is
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the like anything that blinds us to this
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reality is the darkness and what's
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interesting in John he's telling us this
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in the first four verses five verses and
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what's interesting is he calls it the
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darkness and I grew up hearing that
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darkness is just the absence of light
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it's not just the absence of light the
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darkness does not understand now
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whatever he means by the darkness it's
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supposed to think it has the
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intentionality one way of translating
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that verse is the darkness not only does
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it understand but it's not able to
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overcome there is an aggression here
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there is intent here so there's the
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problem here's the truth here's the real
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world everything is coming to being in
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this relationship you have I have and
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we've been lied to and deceived about
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this relationship and about our identity
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and when you are lied to you about who
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you are who God is you don't see what is
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you have to create something that you
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can't see you with me and then you have
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to defend it with a vengeance because
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all that
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think you have all the time all the time
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you're sitting right here included in
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this relationship create it in this
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relationship the darkness is we can't
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see who we are and so we treat create
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something that we can't see and
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wonderfully now wonderfully right across
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this world right across the United
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States wonderfully all these things that
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we have created that we're calling
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church and Kingdom and glorious life
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these things have bored us to tears
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because they're empty and now the Holy
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Spirit's turning lights on the can it's
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like oh my goodness me the darkness is
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anything that blinds you and me from
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this relationship
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anything that blinds you and me from
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seeing that this relationship is the
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foundation and fundamental to everything
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in the universe I don't care if it's
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religious it doesn't matter
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the darkness is anything that keeps us
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from seeing this relationship and our
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inclusion in it now how bizarre is that
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how was our is it when you're looking on
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2,000 years of Western Christian history
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and we haven't been talking about this
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relationship or what have we been
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talking about we've been talking about
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being separated from God and trying to
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get back in building empires to prove to
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everyone around us that our way is
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working because God's blessing us well
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we might as well gone and be embarrassed
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now this is the truth now I want you to
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see this verse 6 there was a man sent
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out from the presence of God it's name
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was John he was not the light because
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this is the light and our inclusion in
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it well if you want me to give you
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another verse here is the light here's
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the truth John 14:27 that day you will
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know that I am in my father you're in me
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and I'm in you that's the truth that
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sets you free that's the light the
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darkness is anything that blinds us to
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those realities anything blinders to
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that right there and John is setting up
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his gospel and he's going to he's going
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to pull the string and you're going to
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get to see Jesus in a way
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very few of us have to this point ever
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gotten the chance to see the darkness is
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anything that suppose John the Baptist
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is sent out from the presence of God he
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was not the light he was sent to bear
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witness to the light because in this
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world in this creation once Adam and Eve
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were called into being once we were here
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God the Father Son and Holy Spirit are
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not going to do anything without our
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participation because that would be to
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pretend that we're not real and they
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were not right here so he calls out who
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will go this is Isaiah who will go who
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can I sin who will go for us John the
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Baptist says I'm in I'll go and I'll
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bear witness to the light because the
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darkness is so profound even when the
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light is present it needs someone to
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bear witness to it and then he says
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listen there was the true light verse 9
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which coming into the world enlightens
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everyone he was in the world and the
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world was made through him and the world
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did not know him
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where was the light where was this
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relationship did you hear it I always
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think if God is a spectator watching
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from a distance it says here that he the
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light the father's son the creator and
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sustainer of all things is in the world
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and although the world was made through
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and in him the world did not know him
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and in verse 11 he came to his own and
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those who were his own received from not
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you see verse 11 the receiving nots
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getting a little bit closer to the
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darkness did not overcome it there's
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some kind of aggression that's going on
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here that John does not spend a lot of
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times as a philosophical theologian
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trying to deal with the problem of evil
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he wants us to see what's going on
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because he's so excited about the genius
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of God and how he goes about fixing it
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so let me skip over to Chapter three
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I want you to see this
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and then we'll go to chapter 5 but for
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God so loved the world that He gave His
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only begotten Son that whoever believes
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in Him should not perish but have
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eternal life for God did not send the
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Son into the world to judge the world
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but that the world should be saved
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through him he who believes in Him is
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not judged he who does not believe has
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been judged already because he has not
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believed in the name of the only
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begotten Son and this is the judgment
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that the light has come into the world
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and Men loved the darkness rather than
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the light for everyone who does evil
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hates the light and does not come to the
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light lest his deeds be exposed now I
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want to ask you a question is this the
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conclusion of the story and this is the
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judgment that the light has come into
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the world and men love the darkness
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rather than the light and were unwilling
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to come to the light is this the end of
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the story because I'm it's really
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interesting how many sermons have you
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heard Jesus laid down his life for you
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and you're not willing you hate the
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light unwilling to come to light this
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all gets ratcheted up in John chapter
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five and I want to read these verses and
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pay attention listen carefully if you
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want to know what happened in the fall
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of Adam this is Jesus interpretation
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what I'm about to read to you John 5 36
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37 and following and the father who sent
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me has borne witness to me you have
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neither heard his voice at any time nor
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seen his form and you do not have his
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word abiding in your heart you searched
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the Scriptures because you think that in
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them you have eternal life and it is
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these that bear witness of me and you
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are unwilling to come to me that you may
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have life I do not receive glory from
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life from men but I know you that you do
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not have the love of God in your heart
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and I have come in my father's name and
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you do not receive me how can you
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believe when you receive glory from one
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another and do not seek the glory that
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comes from the one and true God you see
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it's almost like Jesus is saying well I
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came i'm delight i'm here and you didn't
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want me dad
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i lay down my life for him and you
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vindicated me by resurrecting me in the
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holy spirit but they didn't want me and
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i'm like well maybe we need to retitle
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this book it's not the gospel it's it's
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how the light shined in the darkness and
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the darkness did win in fact it just was
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unwilling to come to the light you feel
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that you feel it this is where we've
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been stuck maybe maybe John is a as a
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proto Calvinist and maybe what he's
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doing here is he's telling Jesus is
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saying guys there's two groups from all
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eternity this group over here non-elect
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not loved by my father never gonna be
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loved I didn't come for them this group
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over here elect loved by my father I've
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come to them they are my sheep and my
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sheep hear my voice sorry dudes you just
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happen to be in the wrong group I'm just
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giving you a heads up you have never
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heard my father's voice you have never
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seen his form ever you do not have his
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word abiding in your heart you do not
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have his love in you you with me
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sorry schooler I love it
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listen listen to this you do not have
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the love of my father in your heart
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listen to this father I have made you
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known to those who do not have never
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seen your voice senior former heard your
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voice and that do not have your word
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abiding it sister I have made you known
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and I will make it known in order that
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the love with which you love me may be
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in them and I in them
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you see we either read John five as the
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conclusion Jesus came he died he lay
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down his life for us and you're
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unwilling to come and that's just too
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bad
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off to the rotisserie we believed that
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the human obstinance can overcome the
00:26:45
heart of the Father Son and spirit and
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you know what I'm saying
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there's no power in a message like that
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there's no power in a message like that
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how about this let's say that this group
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of people here is the Sanhedrin John
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five and let's say let's say Salah
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Tarsus is the main he's the main
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ringleader he's standing right here and
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Jesus comes up and says Saul you have
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never heard the voice of God give you a
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heads up hours coming and now is when
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the Dead will hear the voice of the Son
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of God had come to life
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just giving you you have never heard the
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voice of God you've never seen its form
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and you do not have his word abiding in
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your heart and you can see this it's
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brewing anger Natan Saul and in the
00:27:38
leadership as Jesus's is blowing their
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cover and you do not have the love of my
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father in your heart and then imagine
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Jesus standing there from those men
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stand listen guys I am NOT a prophet who
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has come to argue with you I am NOT a
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prophet has come to point out where
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you're wrong I am the Word of God and I will make my
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way inside of your darkness and you will
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see what I see and feel what I feel and
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know what I know when I hear my father
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say you are my beloved in whom my soul
00:28:12
delights I am NOT a prophet I am the
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love of the Father coming to the far
00:28:17
country and I will find a way inside you
00:28:20
can almost see me just like a little
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apostolic swagger of agreeing like you
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maybe even a wink you saw give me three
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days do we're gonna have an entirely
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different kind of conversations now let
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me show you I have made you known father
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and I will make you know and I love that
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I
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just especially in the in the rawness of
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the last several months with me my dad
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my Jesus is saying Baxter I take
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responsibility for finding your father
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in his darkness I have made my father
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known and I will and he's telling us
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what he's fixing to go and do on the
00:29:06
cross he's going to find his way inside
00:29:09
the belly of the beast
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I have made you known and I will make it
00:29:14
known in order that the love those who
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do not have the love of God in their
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hearts I'm coming in order that the love
00:29:20
with which you love me Father from
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before the foundation of the world that
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love may be in them and I in them as the
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one anointed in the holy spirit there
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how's he gonna do that is he going to
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get into a theological argument with me
00:29:34
how is he going to do it notice the next
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verse when Jesus had spoken these words
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he proceeded forth with his disciples
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over the ravine on the Kindra where
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there was a garden into which he himself
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entered in his disciples now Judas also
00:29:51
who was betraying him knew the place
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where Jesus had often met there with
00:29:55
disciples Judas then having received a
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Roman cohort and officers from the chief
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priests and the Pharisees came there
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with lanterns and torches and weapons
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Jesus therefore knowing all things that
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were coming upon him went forth and said
00:30:10
to them whom do you seek and they
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answered and said Jesus the Nazarene and
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he said to them I am and Judas who was
00:30:18
betraying him was standing with him when
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therefore he said to them I am they drew
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back and fell to the ground they you see
00:30:27
how John's mind is working he'd like
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dudes there's this thing called
00:30:32
craziness going on and you've got God
00:30:35
the Father completely backwards and you
00:30:37
define the sin in such a way that has
00:30:38
nothing to do with the father-son
00:30:40
relationship and nothing to do with your
00:30:41
inclusion in it it's some kind of moral
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thing sin is blindness to what is and
00:30:48
Jesus is going to find his way inside
00:30:50
our blindness so he can turn the lights
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on for us
00:30:53
Anthony she's one of the early church
00:30:55
fathers he wrote this and this is one of
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the things that sent me on my way
00:31:00
30-something years ago what then is God
00:31:05
being good to do when his creation is on
00:31:09
the road to ruin and in another book he
00:31:12
said the God of all is good and
00:31:16
supremely noble by nature therefore he
00:31:20
is the lover of the human race let me
00:31:23
translate that through the prologue of
00:31:24
John what then is the bridegroom to do
00:31:28
when his bride that he created it holds
00:31:32
together and sustains has so lost her
00:31:34
mind and prostituted herself with all
00:31:36
forms of idolatry that she runs from him
00:31:39
and does not want to come then what then
00:31:42
is this bride groom to do
00:31:44
and John's argument in the prologue is
00:31:47
and so you listen to me and so the word
00:31:54
became flesh he's gonna find his way
00:31:58
inside his Brides blindness and the
00:32:03
darkness how is he going to do that we
00:32:06
just read what John is saying Jesus
00:32:09
father I made you know I'm gonna make
00:32:11
you known but when he spoke those words
00:32:13
he proceeded forth and they're coming
00:32:15
down the valley Judas and one of the
00:32:18
most bizarre scenes in biblical history
00:32:22
Roman soldiers and temple police from
00:32:26
the Jews and Pharisees did that not
00:32:29
strike you as being a bit bizarre
00:32:31
wherewhere is that in the book the Jews
00:32:35
hated the Romans Romans thought the Jews
00:32:38
for nothing weren't worth their time and
00:32:40
here you're looking down a Valley father
00:32:42
I have made you known and they're coming
00:32:46
600 to 1,000 armed Roman soldiers with
00:32:50
lanterns and torches and weapons you see
00:32:53
the image that's what John wants you to
00:32:55
see he wants you to feel the ground
00:32:56
vibrating those soldiers coming down and
00:32:59
see the fire and the smoke and the
00:33:00
glistening off of the shields and the
00:33:02
spears he wants you to feel this this is
00:33:05
Empire and then you got the Jewish
00:33:09
temple police and John doesn't tell us
00:33:11
the number there but
00:33:12
mark says there was a multitude for them
00:33:15
the temple police were the sanhedrin's
00:33:19
hich men they made sure everything got
00:33:22
done do you know what I mean and they're
00:33:26
coming and there is Judas leading them
00:33:28
and Jesus steps forward I can only
00:33:35
imagine the look on Jesus's face that
00:33:40
Judas I can't imagine but it wouldn't be
00:33:45
surprising to me if he didn't say
00:33:48
something like this Judas
00:33:51
I accept your betrayal with me and I
00:33:55
will use it to save the human race how
00:33:57
about how about that who saw this room
00:34:00
coming
00:34:01
this is what John is telling us this
00:34:03
circle of life created us to be in the
00:34:06
middle of it and they're not gonna have
00:34:08
it any other way they don't do abandonment but how do you
00:34:11
get inside of someone who doesn't want
00:34:12
to be with you how do you get inside of
00:34:15
a problem when they're blind and they
00:34:16
can't see they don't know that they're
00:34:18
blind Jesus is standing there and all of
00:34:20
a sudden he says they say whom do you
00:34:23
seek and they say Jesus the Nazarene
00:34:24
because nothing good can come from
00:34:26
Nazareth Jesus the Nazarene and he says
00:34:29
I am they go I mean the name of God I
00:34:37
think he screamed it I would have been
00:34:40
screaming because I didn't believe it I
00:34:42
think Jesus just said they go I mean I
00:34:44
am and six hundred to a thousand Roman
00:34:48
soldiers armed fall on the ground
00:34:51
Judas falls on the ground the temple
00:34:53
police fall on the ground and I can just
00:34:55
I can see Peter can't you just see me
00:34:58
Barney five yeah we got you now you know
00:35:02
mm-hmm and then the most bizarre thing
00:35:06
happens just in a few verses it says so
00:35:09
the Roman cohort and the commander which
00:35:12
is the commander of 1,000 and the
00:35:14
officers of the Jews arrested Jesus and
00:35:17
bounded so how do you go from I am and
00:35:21
everybody
00:35:22
Empire religion betrayal fall
00:35:25
out to a few verses later they bind
00:35:28
Jesus and take him off to be brutalized
00:35:31
why is John what is John trying to help
00:35:34
you to see but is he wants you you see
00:35:37
he wants your heart astonished Jesus is
00:35:41
saying John is telling the story so we
00:35:43
will know this Jesus is saying to these
00:35:47
men into the armed soldiers you need to
00:35:50
understand that your murderous mission
00:35:54
will only be fulfilled by my permission
00:35:58
my permission just to understand how
00:36:02
this works and I am going to submit myself to you
00:36:07
brothers and sisters what goes on on
00:36:09
Calvary is not sinners in the hands of
00:36:13
an angry god it's the son of the father
00:36:17
and the creator of all things submitting
00:36:20
himself to the hands of angry sinners
00:36:22
and he is going to allow us to dam him
00:36:25
and to curse him and spit upon him and
00:36:29
mock him while we are breathing
00:36:31
christological air where our entire
00:36:33
being depends upon its Grace and
00:36:35
goodness holding us together while we're
00:36:37
acting the fool and not only are we
00:36:40
going to spit on him we're going to beat
00:36:43
him and those lashes you know we read
00:36:46
the story thirty-nine lashes was
00:36:50
considered one short of lethal by the
00:36:54
Jews that was reading the other days but
00:36:57
the Romans didn't have that rule they
00:37:01
didn't count we don't know who is doing
00:37:04
the whipping here but we know 39 lashes
00:37:07
after those those strips come with metal
00:37:11
and bit and come all the way around
00:37:12
Jesus and when they take it it's taken
00:37:14
flesh and you do that 39 times you're
00:37:16
looking at kidneys you're looking at
00:37:19
lungs you're looking at a man he's
00:37:21
bleeding out and he's in complete shock
00:37:23
and then they take the crown of thorns
00:37:25
and masse on his head in mockery you see
00:37:28
if this whole thing was about somehow
00:37:29
Jesus suffering the wrath of God why did
00:37:31
you have to go through all of that just
00:37:33
put him on the cross and let God pour
00:37:35
out the wrath on it that's not what the
00:37:37
story's about
00:37:38
the story is about my bride who's lost
00:37:41
their mind and I've tried to talk to our
00:37:43
Center prophet after prophet and she
00:37:45
doesn't want to hear so I've got to find
00:37:47
a way to show her I got to get inside
00:37:49
and the only way to get inside and
00:37:51
submit myself to them in their darkness
00:37:53
in their insanity in their delusion and
00:37:59
I'm going to go to the very bottom
00:38:00
because I do not want any fragment left
00:38:03
behind
00:38:04
I'm going to go to the place where I
00:38:06
cannot see I cannot see my father's face
00:38:10
I cannot feel the Holy Spirit's presence
00:38:14
I'm going to that place where there is
00:38:17
no love of God in the human heart I'm
00:38:20
going to that place Jesus then I'm going
00:38:21
to get there by submitting myself to you
00:38:23
and let you torture me and brutalize me
00:38:26
and there I'm going to trust my father
00:38:31
there I'm going to trust the Holy Spirit
00:38:34
and we're going to pitch our tent in the
00:38:37
place of your unbelief we're going to
00:38:41
pitch our tent in the place of your
00:38:42
apostasy and then Jesus is coming back
00:38:48
to life and then saul of tarsus well
00:38:51
it's time now for us to have a new
00:38:53
conversation the lights go on Saul does
00:38:56
not meet Jesus externally Jesus doesn't
00:39:00
come with the scroll to have a
00:39:01
theological argument he shows up inside
00:39:04
his darkness it takes his breath away it
00:39:07
astonishes arc it ignites the
00:39:09
conversation and the brother never shut
00:39:10
up into the kill you see this is about
00:39:15
love this is about a love story where
00:39:18
the Father Son and spirit said not on my
00:39:20
watch not on my watch we did not create
00:39:23
you to perish we did not create you to
00:39:26
be blind and not be able to see your
00:39:28
field so we're going to go to the pen
00:39:29
and we're going to get there by
00:39:30
submitting ourselves to you the hours
00:39:33
come Jesus says and now is when you
00:39:35
disciples will be scattered and each one
00:39:38
of you will go to your own home but I am
00:39:40
NOT alone so my father is with me Metta
00:39:45
union with me where was God on the cross
00:39:48
God was in Christ Jesus reconciling the
00:39:51
Kasbah
00:39:52
his way inside the darkness and we've
00:39:55
separated all this mess out of no wonder
00:39:57
we're not astonished it's not good
00:40:01
enough for Jesus to say you don't have
00:40:03
the love of my father in your heart he
00:40:06
says I I'm gonna come deal with this I'm
00:40:08
gonna do what only I can do is the son
00:40:11
of God and this finds you in your
00:40:13
darkness this is what John is telling us
00:40:17
and you can you can feel is I steal it
00:40:22
anyway John sort of he's trembling because he's
00:40:25
remembering the horror of it but there's
00:40:28
that little grin like this is the
00:40:32
coolest thing and even nobody saw this
00:40:34
coming not a single person saw eyes there got a
00:40:37
glimpse of it maybe Ezekiel but this is
00:40:42
what it means when God says my ways are
00:40:45
not your ways and my thoughts are not
00:40:49
your thoughts and when I come to save
00:40:51
the human race I'm gonna do it in a way
00:40:52
that you don't even see it happening in
00:40:54
fact you're thinking you're winning
00:40:58
is it not astounding in the beginning
00:41:02
was the word the Word was face-to-face
00:41:04
with the Father all things came into
00:41:07
being in him apart from him not one
00:41:09
thing came into being that has come into
00:41:11
being and then this darkness arises that
00:41:14
blinds us to who we are and off we go
00:41:16
creating religion after religion after
00:41:18
religion to try to get back to God it
00:41:20
has never been separated from us and so
00:41:24
Jesus is that's not good enough I'm on
00:41:26
sin prophet they killed the prophets I'm
00:41:29
sending over they kill him
00:41:31
again and again and again you run into
00:41:33
this human obstinance and rebellion and
00:41:35
unwillingness so Jesus says I'm going to
00:41:37
become flesh I'm going to get inside and
00:41:40
I'm going to do that box committing
00:41:41
myself to them and let them brutalize me
00:41:46
and the Holy Spirit says it's just when
00:41:53
you lift up the Son of man you will know
00:41:57
that I am here is the Covenant the Lord
00:42:03
Israel
00:42:05
I will be your God you will be my people
00:42:06
that failed I am going to find a way to
00:42:09
put my spirit in you I am going to find
00:42:11
a way to put my ways on your hearts and
00:42:15
you see this this biblical moment where
00:42:18
the human race comes together in the
00:42:19
figure of of Judas and in the figure of
00:42:22
Caiaphas Caiaphas is the only high
00:42:25
priest in Israel's history that actually
00:42:27
ever did his job he offered up the one
00:42:30
true sacrifice and he did it for the
00:42:33
wrong reason and he didn't know what he
00:42:36
did you see when Jesus says when you
00:42:39
lift up the Son of man the human race as
00:42:41
one person is saying this is our
00:42:44
response
00:42:45
father we damned your son we cursed him
00:42:48
we spit on him and now we're offering
00:42:50
back to you and father says I will I
00:42:53
will accept them I will accept your
00:42:55
crucifix to my son and I will embrace
00:42:58
you there and endure you there with ever
00:43:02
lasting mercy and this is the new
00:43:05
covenant this is the new covenant your
00:43:08
contribution my contribution was not
00:43:11
safe it's not faithless it was treachery our
00:43:16
apostasy crucified the Son and Papa took
00:43:19
it and said I will embrace you there now
00:43:20
there's no way that you can be separated
00:43:22
from me because I've accepted you at
00:43:24
your very most violet Wurst and we got
00:43:28
all these preachers going all over the
00:43:29
country telling everybody it's about
00:43:31
faith it's about it's for instance about
00:43:32
faith it's about the faithfulness of the
00:43:35
Father Son and spirit and our faith
00:43:36
let's faithlessness and how they embrace
00:43:39
us there and Jesus says now I'm gonna
00:43:41
turn the lights on you want to believe
00:43:43
this is what you believe in you believe
00:43:46
in this Jesus who's found you you
00:43:49
believe that Jesus has embraced you at
00:43:51
your very worst and he's used your
00:43:53
treachery and my apostasy as the glue to
00:43:58
hold me in this relationship you know
00:44:01
what happens when you begin to hear that
00:44:02
inside I can see it on your faces what
00:44:06
that's like the coolest thing it can't
00:44:08
be true man if that's true well what
00:44:12
have we been doing all of our lives
00:44:16
family embarrassment coming Jesus did
00:44:21
not count on Baxter to be faithful he
00:44:24
counted on me to be an apostate and he
00:44:28
embraced me there and the Holy Spirit
00:44:30
says hey how about I accompany Jesus as
00:44:35
he suffers from your apostasy and I flip
00:44:38
I build my temple where I dwell with all
00:44:41
of my creativity in that dark place
00:44:43
inside of you how about that you see we
00:44:46
don't believe to get in we believe that
00:44:49
they found us and when you believe that
00:44:51
they found us and have hold of us then
00:44:53
you have something to say to every
00:44:54
broken person on planet Earth
00:44:56
you have something to say to every
00:44:58
nursing home you have something to say
00:45:00
to every person who's going through
00:45:01
trials and tribulations and struggles
00:45:03
and sorrows and sadness you tell them to
00:45:05
believe in this Jesus the one who has
00:45:08
them
00:45:09
has hold of them and will never let them
00:45:12
go the one who laid down his life to get
00:45:14
inside the darkness of the lights are
00:45:15
coming on and let me tell you this is
00:45:18
the future we will preach the gospel
00:45:20
this gospel of this Jesus he is in you
00:45:24
you're in him in the father in the Holy
00:45:26
Spirit he did that ask him is it true
00:45:31
ask Jesus are you in me Jesus and let me
00:45:35
tell you what do you think is going to
00:45:36
happen inside your broken heart when you
00:45:38
actually hear Jesus himself say I am I
00:45:42
mean for real that's where we're going
00:45:44
we're going to get to live from his I am
00:45:47
as children of the father with Jesus
00:45:50
inside the darkness and then the lights
00:45:52
going to be shining out of us that's
00:45:56
where we're headed and the reason I know
00:45:59
that is because there's no way this
00:46:02
Father Son Holy Spirit is going to give
00:46:03
up until the blessing that they have
00:46:05
determined to for forth on us and
00:46:07
bringing us to experience is
00:46:08
accomplished and the whole earth will be
00:46:11
full
00:46:14
[Applause]
00:46:21
how much time do have Arnie two minutes
00:46:26
two minute drill let's just close our
00:46:36
eyes just a second and everybody be as
00:46:38
still as you possibly can be I want you
00:46:44
to ask Jesus a couple of questions Jesus
00:46:50
are you in me Jesus where is your father
00:47:08
Jesus where is the Holy Spirit Jesus can
00:47:18
your father be trusted and then ask this
00:47:25
question Jesus does does your father
00:47:31
have hold of you
00:47:34
does he abandon you are you afraid Jesus
00:47:39
of your father turning his back on you
00:47:40
I can hear Jesus saying back there I'm
00:47:44
not afraid of that because I've been
00:47:46
down to the deepest darkest pit in the
00:47:48
entire cosmos and my father never once
00:47:51
turned his back on me and the Holy
00:47:53
Spirit never abandoned me but they let
00:47:55
me go to that place where I couldn't
00:47:56
feel them and I knew I could trust him
00:47:59
I've been that place Baxter and I know
00:48:02
my father doesn't do it Benjamin and
00:48:03
you're in me and I'm in the Father in
00:48:06
the Holy Spirit so maybe lady
00:48:08
you can wrenched it's okay if you spend
00:48:12
the next 50 years just resting right
00:48:13
there just marvel you don't have to do
00:48:16
anything you don't want to I have the
00:48:22
suspicion when you meet that father in that Sun in
00:48:25
that whole experience I'd there's this
00:48:28
thing called the great dance amen thank
00:48:32
you
00:48:36
[Applause]

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