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baptized how one man in the war
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met with a saint this amazing
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story I recently heard from a
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war veteran from Petrozavodsk
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his name is Dmitry Aleksandrovich Moskalev
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he is ninety-seven years old I asked him
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to tell this story in detail and in
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response he himself from hands wrote it down
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and so the war
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Kiev was liberated, the
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Korsun-Shevchenko operation of
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liquidating the encircled German troops continues and
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suddenly next to the 21-year-old
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platoon commander of the rifle regiment Dmitry Mask on the
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left
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in one night attack a mine exploded almost next to me, covered with
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frozen
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earth, stunned me, I lost consciousness and
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woke up when it had already begun to get light, I could
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n’t feel my legs, with the help of local grandparents
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we got to them and you could barely take off
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your boots, my legs were frostbitten in the evening,
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orderlies came and took me to a field
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medical station, and the next day they
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sent me by car towards Kiev
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again Kiev in the Kiev hospital they wanted
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to amputate my legs at the knees, I did not
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consent to this operation, they loaded an
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ambulance train, so I arrived in the city of
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Tambov for
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two months, I lay in the ward, they
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only did bandages, my legs did not heal, the
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chief doctor of the hospital, in a conversation with me,
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told me that there are former doctors in the city
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who help the wounded a lot in
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private style
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in the cathedral is served by an experienced former doctor, a
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surgeon, he often consulted, even
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operated on patients,
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if I invite him for a consultation,
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you won’t mind, of course I gave my
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consent, just save my legs,
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literally the next day I was taken to the
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operating room, a very elderly man of
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short stature with a beard and a bespectacled
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man in a white robe
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and under the robe I noticed black church
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clothes, it was a clergyman of the
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Tambov diocese whom I had previously
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seen through the window of the hospital when he was going
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to the cathedral for a service,
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people greeted him joyfully, crossed themselves,
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extended their hands to him, he began to
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examine, touch, tingle with something
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my legs were sharp, questioning
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me and the doctors in detail,
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after that he said that there could be
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gangrene and that it was necessary to clean off the
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dead tissue,
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I agreed to this operation the next
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day, he came again before the operation, he
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explained to me
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that it would be very painful to cut off the dead tissue without
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anesthesia
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you can tolerate screaming but don’t swear, I’m
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a priest and I can’t stand it, he crossed
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me and started the operation, it was very
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painful, but at first I endured it, gritting my teeth,
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then I started screaming and lost consciousness, I do
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n’t remember anything else,
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I woke up in the ward on my bed, after
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that my legs began to heal quickly.
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new skin
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began to do dressings more often, my
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mood improved, I wanted to get up, tried to get up, but
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then fell on the bed, somehow I
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asked
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what kind of doctor performed the operation on me, why did he
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serve the cathedral, they told me that he was a
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famous surgeon,
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especially in plastic surgery,
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he had a beloved wife who had a hard time
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fell ill and despite the measures taken, it was
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not possible to save her, then he renounced
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medicine and went to serve God to help
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people during the Patriotic War,
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to help wounded soldiers,
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only later did I find out that my savior,
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Saint Luke in the world, Valentin Feliksovich
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Vovo-Yasenetsky professor spiritual
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writer political prisoners past
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prisons links
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torture famous doctor talented
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preacher sometimes
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rushed between two ranks began
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to take
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paraffin baths to develop joints
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on a bicycle and other physical equipment
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began to walk, first with crutches then with
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passion, soon Dmitry Alexandrovich will
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be declared unfit for military service, there
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will be more years ahead working on
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recovery
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daily skiing bicycle
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to restore mobility to his joints and
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today, at 97 years old, he moves on
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his own legs, it was scary to know exactly
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why I would die,
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how my life could turn upside down in one day,
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let's go out, Katerina Borisovna, the
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therapist, big-eyed and smiling, was
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clearly upset, we left the room into the
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corridor, but not into a small one room
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I thought, I always thought that the
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worst news was reported in a small
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room, Katerina Borisovna pushed the
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nurse's door, their
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small room, you have hepatitis,
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Nastya, that's a birthday present,
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I thought, and the world became small and cramped, it
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fit neatly into the nurse's room,
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filled with IV stands and
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crutches in dense rows tablets and
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syringes and the smell of bleach and what kind of
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hepatitis is it curable
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frailty hepatitis B it can be suppressed
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but it is not curable Katerina Borisovna there ca
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n’t be mistakes, the therapist
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was spotty on this day your test
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was 1 out of 12
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11 negative there is a small chance but
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tomorrow we’ll do a test blood sampling
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separately from everyone else, the corridor has never
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seemed so long to me,
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and my own birthday was inappropriate,
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lying in the ward on a drip, I tried
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to figure out where I could have caught viruses, how to
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tell my husband a manicure, a
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cosmetologist, a dentist, for some reason I thought
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only together in sorrow and in joy, strange
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but sorrow I imagined it a little
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differently, Sergei, they found
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hepatitis B, I’m sure that this is a mistake, I
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hope, but I would like your confidence that
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I won’t be able to come for you, and I
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need to double-check, maybe it’s really a
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mistake, to tell the truth, it was hard to believe, or
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rather, I couldn’t believe it with the whole house it was
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quiet on the table there was a huge bouquet
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and next to it there was a box with a treasured inscription,
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I sat down next to him, took the box in my hands and
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roared for the first time in my life, an expensive gift did
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not make me happy, but made me angry because I
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realized that my life could end
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before his,
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you blogs anger, resentment and the desire to
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run along the main street of the city with a
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banner terminally ill, I decided to
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read what I was sentenced to; the
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reading seemed fascinating but not
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very joyful; it was a little reassuring
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that if you follow simple rules, you can
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stretch out for quite a long time without cancer and
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cirrhosis; thoughts were confused; emotions completely
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started to dance wildly and all that
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remained was gather the remnants of will into a
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fist and wait for a re-analysis
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on Monday on that very day X we
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flew to Italy for a long-awaited vacation
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that has now become tasteless, as if
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tap water was
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comforting, just give that fear of illness
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completely replaced the fear of flying
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plane news no airport
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customs news no coffee
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news no news the train
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turns out when you're waiting for a signal from a
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message louder than a fire siren,
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positive I'm sick with a
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99.9 percent probability my mouth became dry and my
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eyes were wet, although it seems like it should be
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the other way around, it turns out the worst thing in
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life is to know exactly what you're going to die from, not
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hypotheticals from old age, but like this and
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even if it wasn’t tomorrow, it was
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empty and cold inside, it wasn’t spring, the
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embankment was crowded with cute teeth and there was a
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very loud smell of the sea, iodine, fried
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fish and fresh bread, despite the
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sad thoughts, I wanted to soak up every
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minute
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after spending the whole day in a senseless
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wandering around the city.
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this is the best way to get to know him,
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I almost forgot about the white paper with the inscription
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positive evenings
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in the hotel room for the first time in a long time,
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I wanted to pray
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not on duty because believers are
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supposed to pray, but for real
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I read our teaching as if for the first time, not
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with my lips but with my heart let's get down on our knees, I
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wanted to pray for healing
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for the sake of the children, for the sake of my mother,
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who would hardly have stoically endured the
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news of my illness, but instead, I
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suddenly burst out, thank you,
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Lord, my
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thoughts couldn’t keep up with the words, thank
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you, Lord, thank you for the day I’ve lived,
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thank you for the illness, a chance to change my life
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life doesn’t matter to me
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from now on, how important it is to me, how with
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gratitude and humility I accept your will
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with the last word, despair
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and fear left my soul again, it was wet in my eyes, but also
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in my mouth, when people find out about the
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inevitable, they lose the taste of life as
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delicious as during these six days of vacation I
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had never been to coffee, the
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water-air of the mountains and the sea, everything was delicious,
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as if the power of the receptors had been turned to
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the maximum and next to me was a man whom 17
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years ago I promised to be with him in sorrow
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and in joy and whom I loved as much as on my
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wedding day I
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was happy and didn’t try to understand
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what exactly I had to change now
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this very second,
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I knew my time would come and despite the
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fact that now I was limited in time, I
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just calmly waited. On Saturday we
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flew home and on Sunday
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we went to the service standing in the temple,
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I was finally not mechanical I repeated this in
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chanting words of prayer and passed through my
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heart there was an amazing feeling of
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peace and joy in my soul,
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as if not a disgusting virus had settled inside me,
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but something magical.
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Approaching the cross,
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I looked towards the choir and
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suddenly thought, why am I not there?
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The service ended,
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I went up to my mother and asked what it takes to
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become a singer, you need a
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desire to learn with a smile, she said
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now I knew exactly what I wanted and what
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changes awaited me in life,
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it’s time, my time to start living for
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real, not in rough drafts, without rewriting,
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answering for every mistake, time
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of duty prayers
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time believe it's time to be grateful for every
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day we live On Monday, our whole
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family went to the laboratory against
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hepatitis, my husband and children were vaccinated, they
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could well be healthy and it was necessary to
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confirm this before vaccination,
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I don’t know why I donated blood again,
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just for company on Tuesday morning
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I rang the signal came, the results, my hands
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trembled treacherously and my heart decided to
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dance the cancan, my
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daughter negatively thank you, Lord,
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son, negatively, thank you, Lord,
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husband, negatively, thank you,
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my Lord, why open it anyway, I’m
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negative, and in a moment it became dark and then
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they turned on the light in my head, then in
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the kitchen, then throughout the whole house and then they turned on the lights
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all over the world and it was so bright that it
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became difficult to breathe and life became easy,
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thank you God, I told
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this non-fictional story to friends and
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acquaintances, someone silently hugged me tightly
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so that without words everything was clear, someone
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emotionally verbosely sympathized with
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someone
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tired shrugged their shoulders saying well what do you
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want
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domestic medicine but I knew one thing the
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true meaning of something you can understand
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only by passing it through yourself
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I thank you no for the mistake I don’t believe in it and
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you can’t call what
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happens a mistake at the right time in the right place
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and with the right person
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I needed it I thank God for
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giving me the opportunity to see my
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path to know humility
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for an ordinary miracle to be grateful for
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everything for everyone for my new life life
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for real
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suddenly upon us from the darkness a
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shaggy monster emerged, an incident from my
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wife and I’s life, it was in the eighties, I was
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then working as an assistant driller at a
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base in Arkhangelsk, I came home to
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St. Petersburg from a summer expedition and was preparing for the
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main winter evening, my wife and I were about to
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give birth in a month, we went to the cinema,
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we came out cinema already late at night we were
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walking down the street and suddenly out of the darkness a
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shaggy monster came towards us, not something
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short, square,
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overgrown and foul-smelling,
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and the monster said to eat, it
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turned out to be a man who had lost his normal
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appearance due to a multi-day binge, my wife
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was scared, and I’m a simple person, a rose in
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the village, I say
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let's go feed at home, my wife looked at
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our guest with disgusted apprehension, I
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told her to sit in another room and she
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obeyed, and I told the monster to take off his
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clothes on the threshold and stomp into the bathroom while
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he was washing, I slowly threw out his
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ruined rags and picked up a lot
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of my sports things later
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They fed this man and left him to spend
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the night, but how could he not leave him in the morning? He
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asked for money for the trip, he said that
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he was working in the north on an expedition, which
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means I usually trust people, I gave him 500
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rubles, a lot of money in those days, but
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I also earned good money, I gave it easily,
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but my wife couldn’t understand how could I
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give such a sum to someone else's, to put it mildly,
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dubious type, it would be better if I bought it for her,
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well, I gave it away and gave it back, a
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year and a half passed, I was returning
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from the expedition, we had a transfer at the
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airport, I hear Sasha Sanya in the distance,
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something like that, you
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never know who paid attention to whom he suddenly shouts, I see
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some kind of gorilla bar flying at me, a shaggy
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fur hat in high boots, jumps
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over the seats, flies up, hugs,
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says it was our overnight guest,
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I didn’t recognize him, but I will never
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forget the look of your wife, he said and
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handed over a bag with three boxes keep
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it to her,
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I took it, I didn’t even look at the house there, he
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gave it to his wife, saying it was a gift for you, she went
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into the room with him in five minutes, they fly out
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with joyful cries, throw themselves on my
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neck, kisses, hugs Sanya, Sonechka, on the way, there
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were gold jewelry in these boxes
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at that time.
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and luxury, yes, it’s not me who admitted,
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I was embarrassed,
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remember that homeless man whom we sheltered
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at night, I gave him more money for the journey from and I didn’t
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believe that he was working north,
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he gave it to you, my wife didn’t believe it for a long time, and
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when I came to my senses,
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I had no need to lie perplexed,
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is it really impossible to judge a person
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by his clothes
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thought
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jim desperate and want to do eco
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what the priest answered the woman and what
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happened then one day after Sunday
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service
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I was in a hurry to film a TV program but
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a parishioner Father Nikolai caught me at the door
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I can’t do this anymore for
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seven years it hasn’t worked we can get pregnant, we are
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desperate and want to do
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in vitro fertilization, I went
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to an old man for advice, I waited a long time,
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but he never talked to me, they
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only gave me his answer no, I started
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talking to her about the spiritual risks
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associated with about realizing that I
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was depriving her of her last hopes of becoming a mother
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Well, what else can a priest do
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besides consolation? To compromise, I
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looked at the unhappy woman and inside
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everything was compressed from grief and injustice,
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but what else to say and I no longer knew, and
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besides, it was time for me to go,
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leaving, I blessed her, saying to myself,
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let it be according to your words, however,
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despite the haste, I headed to the altar,
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I don’t know why, my heart just pulled and
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at the same time the story of
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St. Anne, the mother of the Old Testament
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prophet Samuel, came to mind,
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she was old and childless, everyone
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laughed at her, although she was not a
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sinner, she cried in the temple
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so the priest either introduced her at first,
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deciding that she was drunk, but having learned about her
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grief and the sight of the faith of a brave woman, or
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said go, God give you according to your word,
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oh, how not easy for a priest to say
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such words, it turns out the priest
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promised her a miracle, I stood at the altar and still
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nothing I couldn’t calm down
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suddenly she decided to and to and then couldn’t
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cope with the feeling of guilt I began to
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pray and ended the prayer with the same
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words or I let it be according to
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your word I was very scared
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to say them it felt like
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you were crossing an invisible line
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strange but all week I I didn’t remember about
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it, it just slipped out of my head, but then
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she came to the temple again for confession and we
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cried, she was crying from the news about the
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pregnancy
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and I was in shock, what great miracles
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God performs before your eyes, what is
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this story about for me about the ability
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to trust God and not be offended by him
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when everything doesn’t go the way you
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want
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about the ability to trust God even when
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it seems that there is no way out I
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had a prestigious job in Moscow and I
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turned into a monster how a person
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radically changed his life
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this story
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began when I was still a teenager 16
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years old, I fell in love with an artist, my mother
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was indignant, I rebelled and moved to
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live with him,
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youthful maximalism was superimposed on
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my already violent character from the desire
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to do everything the other way around and refused to
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enroll in architecture and continue
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making families
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as my mother dressed and began to prepare for
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Stroganovka
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the spirit of freedom of creativity all this it was for
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me, as one would expect, my
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relationship with my lover would soon
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come to an end, a painful breakup,
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failure in exams, no opportunity to
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return to my mother, in general, complete
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discord in life, and in this
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state of mind my believing friend found me
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and took me by the hand to the temple there in
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line At confession, I accidentally looked
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into a book someone had opened to help a
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penitent and realized with horror that by the
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age of 17 I had accomplished almost
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most of what was listed there. That’s how
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my churching began,
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I read the gospel and was delighted with
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how you can read the gospel and remain an
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unbeliever, I asked one of my friends, I do
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n’t know and I’ve never read the Gospel,
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she answered for 18 years, I met
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my future husband, a
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pure, honest, very kind but absolutely
00:26:35
non-church man, my religiosity
00:26:39
seemed like a whim to him, we lived for two years without
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getting married and that’s all For two years I didn’t
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cross the threshold of the church, I cried at night, I
00:26:51
realized that this was wrong, but that
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I didn’t want to give up such a life, which means I did
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n’t have the right to receive communion,
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somehow I went into the church,
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fell on my knees and prayed to
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God, I promise you we’ll get married and we’ll get
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married, I’m going nowhere I won’t leave him
00:27:13
after that for a week I walked around gritting my teeth,
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then I finally talked to my
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boyfriend at that time, I was expecting
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anything but not what
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I heard and I just wanted to propose to you,
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most of all he was afraid that by becoming his legal
00:27:36
wife I I will turn into a grymza with a
00:27:39
frying pan on our wedding day, he
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gave me a bow and arrows and then I
00:27:47
took up fencing to direct
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energy in the right direction, since then the emblem of
00:27:53
our couple has become the image of a knight on a horse
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I am a knight and with a sword performing feats
00:28:01
he horse is the faithful companion of a knight
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in throughout all his adventures, this model
00:28:08
turned out to be very stable; however, after
00:28:12
marriage, the temptation did not decrease; I
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studied at Stroganovka and worked in
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design; my male colleagues liked me and I was
00:28:22
amorous by nature; it was difficult, thank
00:28:26
God that I didn’t do anything stupid, but the more
00:28:30
successful my career went,
00:28:32
the harder it was for me It was impossible to combine worldly and
00:28:36
spiritual life, they began to entrust me with
00:28:39
responsible and difficult tasks, and in my
00:28:43
life there was almost no place left for prayer and
00:28:46
church,
00:28:47
work simply burned out my desire to
00:28:50
pray and go to church, and when I
00:28:54
took communion
00:28:55
and felt the joy of unity with Christ,
00:28:57
I felt sick of my jobs where
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I could, in order to achieve my goal,
00:29:04
shout out of command, I’m a maximalist, I
00:29:10
feel comfortable only when
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I give myself over, I do it completely, many manage
00:29:17
to combine a career with church life, I
00:29:21
couldn’t,
00:29:22
I was tormented by my own vanity and
00:29:26
pride,
00:29:27
which blossomed in full bloom at work,
00:29:29
I became very cruel there, they were
00:29:34
afraid of me and they obeyed, I felt that
00:29:38
I was turning into a monster, but my soul
00:29:41
wanted something completely different;
00:30:04
I read and abba Dorotheus
00:30:07
and John Chrysostom and John the Climacus
00:30:10
and really wanted to put into practice what
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they teach, I decided to become a sister of
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mercy,
00:30:19
my Orthodox parish in Sklyf was
00:30:23
part of a large community of the Church of the Holy
00:30:26
Blessed Prince Demetrius at the
00:30:28
first city hospital in Moscow, among the
00:30:31
parishioners of this temple was Sister
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Lyudochka was always smiling in the church, she
00:30:37
was the regent's food and cook, and then she went around to
00:30:41
all the dying, calmed, consoled,
00:30:44
brought the priest to them, I
00:30:49
looked at her and thought, but what is
00:30:52
worth doing, all my design
00:30:54
projects
00:30:55
are nothing compared to this, my work is like a
00:31:00
computer game entertains, captivates, but you
00:31:03
can’t spend your whole life on this, and
00:31:06
if Father Vasily, the then
00:31:10
rector of the hospital church, had been
00:31:12
the only spiritual authority for me, I
00:31:15
would have already become a nurse at the age of 22,
00:31:17
but there was
00:31:20
another priest
00:31:22
whose opinion I listened to and he did
00:31:26
not support On his impulse and it was his
00:31:30
advice that
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I decided to follow, although I was very
00:31:34
upset, but I had to finish
00:31:37
Stroganovka,
00:31:38
still work in my former
00:31:40
profession, go through all the suffering associated
00:31:43
with the fact that my husband and I did not have children to
00:31:45
go through and to mourn the death of
00:31:49
embryos to remain in the ashes and only
00:31:52
then did I
00:31:53
consciously come to the ministry spiritually,
00:31:57
having matured for this, I felt like a butcher
00:32:02
whose hands were up to his elbows in blood. In the
00:32:04
summer of 2011, the community of the Church of St.
00:32:09
Tsarevich Demetrius was preparing for a
00:32:11
joyful event, that very little girl
00:32:15
was getting married, the groom was a sailor, a
00:32:19
sea captain, they asked me to
00:32:22
put on a play for us. on the scarlet
00:32:25
sail and play Captain Gray as a
00:32:28
child, I studied in a theater
00:32:29
studio and many knew about my passion for
00:32:32
theater. Of course, I was surprised, but I agreed and on the
00:32:37
day of the premiere I met Bishop
00:32:40
Pantilimon, the step leader of all
00:32:44
our church charity and
00:32:46
social service, and it was one of the
00:32:49
most happy days in my life and
00:32:52
now when Vladyka comes to our
00:32:55
almshouse, this feeling returns,
00:32:58
apparently he has the gift of creating
00:33:02
such an atmosphere next to him,
00:33:05
then in the sklifa, at the request of Father
00:33:08
Vasily, I staged another performance, a
00:33:11
candle
00:33:13
from the Holy Sepulcher, I played in it again the
00:33:16
male role of a knight is the size and it became
00:33:21
fatal for me
00:33:24
at this performance I burned out and as an
00:33:27
artist I could no longer engage in
00:33:29
creativity and this coincided with the end
00:33:32
of Stroganovka which sucked all the strength out of me
00:33:35
after six years of sleepless nights and
00:33:38
terrible stress,
00:33:42
I began to feel depressed feeling depressed,
00:33:46
devastated, deprived of vital
00:33:48
energy and joy, I went to the doctor,
00:33:54
started taking pills and then the doctor
00:33:58
asked me why you don’t have children, I
00:34:03
really wanted to give birth and
00:34:06
raise a large family, they began to examine
00:34:10
the problem, it was found, we were told that
00:34:13
everything can be solved with the help of eco
00:34:15
I was faced with the question of listening to my husband
00:34:19
and going to the IVF
00:34:20
or reconciling myself and accepting
00:34:24
our infertility in a Christian way, and then
00:34:29
that same knight’s manner woke up in me
00:34:31
and threw off the blues, wrote on the wall with
00:34:35
many sorrows, we must enter the
00:34:39
kingdom of heaven and went for a puncture before the
00:34:44
convulsions, good city ​​of her, these words from the
00:34:48
group king and jester
00:34:50
best describe my state at that time
00:34:52
while we were doing IVF and finding out
00:34:56
that embryos were dying without interruption, I
00:35:00
felt like a butcher whose
00:35:03
hands were up to his elbows in blood when 1 died, I
00:35:07
cried and prayed to God, please
00:35:11
let him survive at least 1 out of 3, the time had come for the
00:35:15
second attempt, I understood that I would
00:35:18
not survive another loss and decided to go
00:35:21
to a school for foster parents. If the 2nd
00:35:23
embryo dies, I will take an adopted child, and
00:35:26
then if the third one also dies, I
00:35:29
will have consolation and I will not go crazy with
00:35:32
grief, and if he survives
00:35:35
I will have two children and suddenly I have a
00:35:39
dream I had a son and
00:35:43
his name is Egorka
00:35:44
why exactly Egorka oh yes my name day
00:35:49
May 6, the day of St. George the Victorious,
00:35:51
patron saint of knights, in the morning I told my husband
00:35:55
we will have a son Egorka and went to take a
00:36:00
pregnancy test test it turned out to be
00:36:02
positive, it was a miracle,
00:36:06
but at 12 weeks they took me to the Botkin
00:36:10
hospital for
00:36:11
placental abruption, God, you gave me this
00:36:16
joy, so can you really take
00:36:19
it away now? I thought I arrived at the
00:36:21
emergency department,
00:36:24
standing with heavy sistine bags, where I
00:36:27
began to be indignant, and then I looked around
00:36:31
and saw who was with me. in line,
00:36:34
one had a broken skull, another had a stroke,
00:36:37
I was on completely equal terms with them,
00:36:41
and the thought that my child had no
00:36:45
more right to life than these people and
00:36:47
we were all in the hands of God
00:36:49
really calmed me down. Sometimes it
00:36:55
overwhelmed me and it was scary and not I wanted to
00:36:57
run away somewhere in 2015, I gave birth to
00:37:02
a son,
00:37:03
and a year later, when I had the
00:37:06
opportunity to leave the child for an hour a
00:37:08
week, I volunteered for
00:37:11
psychiatry
00:37:12
at the first city hospital in Moscow, even
00:37:16
then I felt serving Christ
00:37:20
through helping the sick, this is my
00:37:22
gratitude to God for the happiness of being a
00:37:25
mother and I easily found a common language with
00:37:29
these people with senility and
00:37:32
schizophrenic tendencies, a strange
00:37:35
person is the norm for me,
00:37:37
I am strange myself, I felt
00:37:41
on the same wavelength with them, I sang
00:37:43
songs for them, drew them, staged a
00:37:46
puppet show, they performed the king again and
00:37:49
I felt so good, but there were also difficulties:
00:37:55
once I tried to sit up a bedridden person and
00:37:58
tore off my back, I should have realized it was
00:38:02
too late, first take a
00:38:04
three-month course for volunteers and
00:38:07
learn basic nursing skills,
00:38:09
and then for the first time in
00:38:12
practice I felt what
00:38:15
diapers are, the smell of old age and illness and
00:38:19
I thought and you held it,
00:38:23
it was 2017, I then continued to
00:38:28
wash the floors and change diapers one day of the week
00:38:31
in the first city, and for three
00:38:34
days I worked in the same place in the office
00:38:38
for this reason, I left maternity leave early in
00:38:43
the summer, they began to prepare me for the third and
00:38:47
final embryo transfer,
00:38:49
but the attempt was unsuccessful,
00:38:54
now I’ll definitely go, everything was under construction Erde
00:38:56
thought I then I met the
00:39:00
senior sister of mercy of St.
00:39:03
Spiridon Nevskoe almshouse and when I went
00:39:06
to the interview I was very afraid and she
00:39:09
looked at my profile and said I
00:39:12
don’t understand anything, you have such an education, such a
00:39:15
job, husband, son, you volunteer I keep
00:39:19
saying that and still I’m here, you want
00:39:23
more, yes I always want more, after
00:39:28
this conversation peace reigned in my soul.
00:39:31
I left the office again this time
00:39:34
for good and decided to go to nursing
00:39:37
courses, but during Lent I became depressed, it seems like I’m
00:39:42
studying as I wanted in the courses. helping
00:39:44
regularly as a volunteer,
00:39:46
Egorka is growing, but I’m still missing something, I
00:39:50
find out that in the almshouse they need
00:39:53
sister’s assistants, I learned this in nursing
00:39:56
courses, I started doing an internship,
00:40:01
I was so tired, I even
00:40:02
got sick, there was a big risk of leaving the
00:40:06
race, sometimes I was overcome by terrible
00:40:10
despondency, I wanted to go somewhere. something to run away,
00:40:13
but after everything that I had been through, I understood that
00:40:17
this is what I needed,
00:40:20
this is what brings me back to life. I have
00:40:25
never felt the joy and beauty of
00:40:27
life so keenly. At first, I became
00:40:31
terribly bored more than once, but I gritted my teeth and
00:40:35
endured the difficulties. I left the
00:40:37
almshouse and realized that never in such a
00:40:40
country. I felt the joys and beauty of
00:40:42
life and returned home
00:40:45
exhausted and happy. I again began to
00:40:49
write landscapes, scripts,
00:40:51
poems, songs. Here in the almshouse,
00:40:56
my creative powers were released. Among the
00:40:59
sisters, there were many creative people,
00:41:03
someone studied to be a cultural scientist, someone
00:41:06
graduated from theater, and when I saw
00:41:09
that my abilities
00:41:10
went to the benefit of the almshouse, my
00:41:13
panic period ended and the puzzle
00:41:17
fell into place. The almshouse for me is the center of a living
00:41:22
Christian life without it, how to be
00:41:26
an example to my son,
00:41:28
how to force myself to get up early, go to
00:41:31
church, force myself to work for the sake of my
00:41:33
neighbor, but as a rule, it turns out that this is exactly what
00:41:37
needs to be done. It’s the last
00:41:40
thing you want
00:41:41
and the almshouse gives me this opportunity,
00:41:48
our children were taken away from their money and started to be
00:41:52
beaten. A terrible story that I
00:41:55
remember with gratitude. This story
00:42:00
happened to me many years ago when
00:42:04
I was still a child. We, Andrey Seryoga &
00:42:09
Vasya, were not good boys, we
00:42:12
liked it. danger liked to call names
00:42:15
and then run away, and we also liked to
00:42:18
explore an abandoned brick factory, a
00:42:21
landfill under bridges in a swamp, the territory of a
00:42:25
garage cooperative filled with
00:42:27
old batteries,
00:42:29
we were seriously afraid only of a gang of reeds,
00:42:33
they were so called for their childish manner of
00:42:35
setting fire to brown cigars and
00:42:37
cattail inflorescences and running around with them the
00:42:40
yards
00:42:41
stank of smoke, they swore obscenities,
00:42:45
took away the kids' toys, bicycles,
00:42:48
small change and handed out punches,
00:42:51
and then one day in the vacant lot where we
00:42:55
were hanging out, a tractor suddenly froze and
00:42:57
blew up some ditch there,
00:43:00
listen, look after the equipment
00:43:05
in the engine, a pot-bellied man in a cap handed
00:43:07
us a couple of hundred of them, we waited
00:43:11
when the good uncle disappeared from view and
00:43:14
began to guard us, we rummaged in the glove compartment
00:43:18
and under the foam seat we opened the
00:43:22
odorous gas tank and a rusty canister of
00:43:24
water, we danced on the roof of the Autobot
00:43:27
and on his black nose, and there were Salabons standing there,
00:43:34
it was the bear Orlik, the main reed
00:43:37
named the demon, they surrounded us and searched us
00:43:41
they took away our money, then we hung out with our
00:43:44
hands and feet, just to feel our
00:43:48
own power, they beat us anywhere,
00:43:52
without thinking at all about the consequences,
00:43:54
and that minors would not have jurisdiction over them,
00:43:58
and their parents were
00:43:59
no strangers, they thrashed us the most, the
00:44:03
blond leader, the bear, without a tepco,
00:44:06
the Chechen, the rest pushed and pushed us more than anyone else. They
00:44:10
laughed wildly and mockingly, they considered themselves
00:44:13
tough bandits, then they
00:44:17
switched to the tractor, instantly
00:44:20
pulled them out from under the seat and noisily
00:44:23
separated the cigarettes,
00:44:24
splashed water from the canister, scattered
00:44:28
things from the glove compartment, and suddenly there was a scream,
00:44:32
slowly sank to the ground, the bear, without
00:44:36
gritted teeth, strained the
00:44:38
plague, went nuts, or did I accidentally without forgiveness,
00:44:45
this is Pasha
00:44:47
Chubar, he’s closing the door with the plague, he didn’t
00:44:51
notice the bear’s fingers and now the bear
00:44:53
was rolling on the ground and howling, and then you hear the
00:44:58
guys, see the boy off in the hospital,
00:45:02
God forbid gangrene takes away half of your arms, just like that,
00:45:06
you’ll call yourself a demon without you and a
00:45:09
calm voice sounded in response to the mischief not a
00:45:13
tall thin guy
00:45:15
passing by on a bicycle, I told
00:45:19
Peter the reeds immediately
00:45:22
retreated Peter was older than us, he
00:45:26
worked as a loader
00:45:27
and he was also a sexton, it’s true that we were
00:45:30
then very far from everything church
00:45:33
and didn’t quite understand what this
00:45:36
word meant, let’s take a look at the wounds, he suggested
00:45:41
you still got off easy in other places they
00:45:44
beat you so you need an ambulance you
00:45:48
only have a few bruises it turns out
00:45:51
my prayer didn’t work this time
00:45:54
the beating of babies
00:45:55
we didn’t understand what babies had to do with it and Peter
00:46:00
told how the break-in to the ruler of the ancient
00:46:03
kingdom predicted the birth of the one who
00:46:06
would destroy him and the king got scared and ordered to
00:46:11
kill all the children,
00:46:13
and he slowly rode his bike, escorting
00:46:17
us home and talked about Jesus Christ,
00:46:20
who had to endure much more
00:46:23
pain than ours,
00:46:24
and then he seriously said that we
00:46:28
shouldn’t let this go, because they stole the tractor, and they
00:46:32
will think about you, and this is a husk, by
00:46:35
the way, not the first since
00:46:38
they come across a theft in the neighboring yard, they
00:46:42
broke into a barn and beat up a drunken grandfather, let’s do
00:46:45
this, I know one of the neighbors, you
00:46:49
won’t name a couple of new names, and I’ll let Aunt
00:46:53
Tamara know so that her husband, the
00:46:56
district police officer, will interrogate them more strictly,
00:47:00
we’ll see further, but in general, I’m glad to meet you,
00:47:04
come see me tomorrow to the store after
00:47:07
five at home, of course, they interrogated me with
00:47:11
passion
00:47:12
and I told everything how the
00:47:15
parents of our entire beaten company were alarmed in spirit,
00:47:19
the phone was ringing all evening, Andryukh and Vasya were
00:47:23
taken to the hospital,
00:47:25
she and Seryoga were taken to the emergency room to
00:47:27
film the beatings, the next day Peter
00:47:32
announced to us that the plan put into action,
00:47:35
but my mother was indignant, the children were beaten, and there was
00:47:40
no one to stand up for them
00:47:43
except some loader, the sexton
00:47:47
clarified, I waved it off even more clearly, she
00:47:51
went to the police and then there was a knock on the
00:47:54
door, forgive us, don’t file
00:47:58
a complaint, please ask for forgiveness,
00:48:00
bloodsucker, an exhausted woman stood on the threshold
00:48:05
and next to us, a drunken eagle is not heroic at all,
00:48:08
but pathetic, with bandaged
00:48:11
fingers he drinks the life from me, you know, bear’s
00:48:16
mother wailed, the bear turned
00:48:20
and asked for forgiveness from this incident, the
00:48:26
reeds subsided
00:48:28
and then their gang and generally fell apart,
00:48:31
someone came to their senses, someone went to
00:48:35
Peter’s prison we met again and his favorite
00:48:39
topic was faith,
00:48:41
he talked interestingly about God about the
00:48:44
apostles, I communicated with him more often than others
00:48:48
and even learned several prayers, one of
00:48:51
them is very ours. Now, as an adult,
00:48:56
I understand that my childhood acquaintance with
00:49:00
Peter
00:49:01
began with his help in misfortune to us, strangers
00:49:04
to him,
00:49:05
hooligan children and subsequently brought me
00:49:08
to the temple of God,
00:49:11
and Father Peter himself is now a priest in one
00:49:15
of the Omsk churches.
00:49:19
Recently Father Peter called me and
00:49:23
invited me to children's performances
00:49:25
staged by the parish of the church
00:49:27
where the priest is rector and dedicated to the
00:49:31
events of the Great Patriotic War, I
00:49:35
came to rehearsal before their
00:49:37
performance at the Omsk Theological Seminary,
00:49:40
I went into a class where some children were repeating
00:49:44
roles and others
00:49:45
were drawing one of the ready-made drawings
00:49:49
especially hooked me and I took it in my
00:49:53
hands to get a better look at it, it was a
00:49:57
drawing of a living tractor
00:50:00
covered with a blanket, depicted in a childish
00:50:04
fairytale like tractor I worked hard in a field
00:50:09
where daisies grew and seemed to be about to
00:50:12
take a nap, covered with a blanket,
00:50:16
then it turned out that it was drawn by the son of
00:50:20
Peter’s father, give it to me,
00:50:25
and an unfamiliar woman called my name and
00:50:28
said that she had been praying for me all year, an
00:50:32
uninvented story, the
00:50:35
Matrona’s Church of the Moscow
00:50:38
Gangway where I serve as an altar boy, very
00:50:42
small,
00:50:43
I would say intimate, all parishioners know
00:50:46
each other by sight,
00:50:47
and if new people appear, it’s
00:50:50
usually those who are passing through here.
00:50:53
These details are needed so that you
00:50:56
can imagine the
00:50:58
incredibleness of the story that
00:51:01
happened to me one day after one of the
00:51:05
Sunday services, a woman
00:51:07
whom I had never met before approached me. I didn’t see her, she
00:51:10
said, I recognize you, your name is Lyosha, and for a
00:51:16
whole year now I’ve been praying for your health,
00:51:18
to say that I was surprised, to say nothing,
00:51:22
I was stunned and didn’t know what to
00:51:27
answer,
00:51:28
maybe it was some insightful woman,
00:51:34
honestly, a prayer flashed through my head I really
00:51:38
really needed a year then, it was difficult, I was
00:51:42
taking exams and preparing to
00:51:44
enter a university, so it seemed to me
00:51:48
that women where did you learn about my
00:51:50
difficulties and decided to prayerfully
00:51:52
support seeing the confusion on my
00:51:56
face, she smiled and reminded me of
00:51:59
the events of a year ago, that’s what she
00:52:03
told me a year ago, my sick daughter
00:52:07
needed the help of Moscow doctors and
00:52:10
we flew from Volgograd to the capital.
00:52:13
Our two-day stay here
00:52:15
happened at the time when the
00:52:18
relics of St. Spyridon were delivered to the Cathedral of Christ the Savior.
00:52:22
We had to go through all the doctors and
00:52:25
catch the plane, so with all our
00:52:29
desire it seemed impossible to get to the saint;
00:52:32
the news reported about the huge queues
00:52:35
that people stood
00:52:37
in order to venerate, and yet we risked
00:52:41
standing in line and at least praying. The
00:52:46
doors of the temple were already looming somewhere nearby,
00:52:50
but it was time to leave, we began to look for a
00:52:55
way out, when suddenly one approached us one of the
00:52:58
volunteers and offered help when he saw that
00:53:02
we and the child were in wheelchairs, he
00:53:05
volunteered to take us to the relics without
00:53:08
a queue,
00:53:09
we could not believe our happiness,
00:53:14
when I remembered you well and read the
00:53:17
name on the badge, all this year we did not
00:53:21
stop thanking St.
00:53:22
Spyridon and praying to him for you after all,
00:53:26
my daughter’s health has improved and our whole
00:53:29
life has somehow settled down. I didn’t expect to
00:53:33
ever see you again,
00:53:35
but I’m very glad to have the opportunity to thank you
00:53:38
again, but in fact, a year ago the
00:53:44
relics of St. Spyridon were brought to Moscow
00:53:45
and a large number of pilgrims flocked from all over the country.
00:53:51
I knew that volunteers were needed,
00:53:55
but I managed to become an Orthodox
00:53:57
volunteer for just a couple of days.
00:54:00
Then, during my duty, I saw a
00:54:05
woman holding a child in her arms; there was a
00:54:08
wheelchair nearby;
00:54:11
my duties included accompanying
00:54:13
people with disabilities to the
00:54:16
relics without waiting in line; that’s what I did Of course,
00:54:21
I immediately forgot about this story
00:54:24
because I didn’t do anything special, but
00:54:27
I was amazed that people remember such
00:54:30
little things done for them and thank me. I was
00:54:34
amazed by how God sends us to
00:54:38
each other and provides His help through
00:54:41
those from someone you don’t expect it at all
00:54:45
apple
00:54:46
Read about the last days of my mother, how I
00:54:51
saw with my own eyes what
00:54:55
God’s providence is. At night, my mother was taken away by ambulance with a
00:54:59
diagnosis of acute pancreatitis, and
00:55:01
so began our ordeal in hospitals
00:55:04
and the resuscitation of a painful trip to the
00:55:08
hospital and back. My mother suffered unbearably
00:55:12
yesterday. She was still in good spirits and an active elderly
00:55:16
woman overnight as a
00:55:18
helpless bedridden patient after
00:55:22
another operation, my mother was brought to our
00:55:24
house near Moscow next to the
00:55:27
monastery, here life took its toll, the
00:55:30
first birch leaves were shaking in the wind, the
00:55:33
cherries and apple trees were blooming luxuriantly, for
00:55:37
some reason I remembered how a neighbor
00:55:40
brought a large plastic bucket of
00:55:42
tomato seedlings,
00:55:44
the plant was a perfect choice with strong
00:55:47
juicy stems and elastic leaves,
00:55:51
take it, it may come in handy just a bucket,
00:55:55
return the seedlings we took the family of our
00:55:59
confessor and a good friend from the forgetting
00:56:02
whose dacha was nearby, who
00:56:06
would have known that this insignificant episode with the
00:56:09
seedlings would receive such a continuation, but more on that
00:56:13
a little later, my mother is what is called
00:56:17
real Soviet woman, the daughter of a
00:56:20
communist, a physician by education and
00:56:23
vocation,
00:56:24
she saw the meaning of life in serving
00:56:27
her family, her patients and her homeland, for example, when she learned
00:56:32
that war had begun in Ukraine, her mother
00:56:35
first offered to settle
00:56:38
one of the Ukrainian refugees in
00:56:40
her apartment, and the church looked at her, her mother
00:56:45
looked at as for some small and
00:56:47
interesting organization,
00:56:51
changes in this regard began only
00:56:54
a few years ago when my father
00:56:57
took it from my mother and the first thing to fix
00:57:01
after that was that she even began to go to
00:57:04
church, but no more than once or twice a year,
00:57:07
everything really changed when a
00:57:11
serious illness came,
00:57:14
now my mother was given special consolation
00:57:17
once a week, a priest came to our home from a neighboring
00:57:21
monastery with the holy
00:57:24
gifts the day before communion, my mother
00:57:28
went through the events of her past life out loud in her memory,
00:57:34
repeat many times, Lord have mercy,
00:57:38
she basically didn’t know any other prayers
00:57:41
After receiving the Holy Mysteries of Christ,
00:57:44
my mother seemed to have rested in her soul, even more
00:57:49
retreated, and the room was saturated and filled with the Roman
00:57:53
medicinal smells of
00:57:54
incense and wax.
00:57:59
One warm summer evening,
00:58:03
dear guests visited us, my father
00:58:05
and his mother finally brought a bucket from
00:58:09
under those same seedlings,
00:58:11
we drank cup of tea in the living room when
00:58:14
my assistant nurse came running from my mother’s room
00:58:16
and asked me to look at the
00:58:19
patient,
00:58:20
I found my mother unusually pale and
00:58:24
quiet, she took a deep breath and
00:58:28
in my arms her soul went to the Lord,
00:58:31
like a bird fluttered out of a
00:58:36
cage and the sufferer whose body was shocked to freedom
00:58:42
I called the priest to the
00:58:46
same priest who, several years
00:58:48
ago,
00:58:49
by the will of fate, accepted my mother’s first confession
00:58:51
in church,
00:58:52
now the Lord brought him to attend the
00:58:56
great sacrament of the transition to another world of
00:58:59
his spiritual daughter Valentina, he
00:59:02
read the first litany at the bedside, the new
00:59:07
presented mother was buried in a
00:59:10
village cemetery
00:59:12
nearby
00:59:16
Three priests, including her spiritual father, drove a real Soviet woman away from the monastery and our house. I
00:59:25
remember how, during the funeral service, the
00:59:28
feeling of grief imperceptibly disappeared from my soul, how
00:59:31
the fear of death disappeared and never returned to her, the
00:59:34
inner silence of
00:59:37
peace, the awareness of the great mercy and
00:59:40
incomprehensible providence of God
00:59:43
for everyone of us captured many of
00:59:46
those present
00:59:47
who, just a few years ago, could have
00:59:51
said that my mother would acquire such deep
00:59:54
faith that God would vouchsafe her such an
00:59:58
extraordinary Christian death;
01:00:01
only he, who has conquered death, knows exactly
01:00:06
how at what time and under what
01:00:09
circumstances
01:00:11
to call each of us and each of us to himself.
01:00:16
he tells us, don’t be afraid,
01:00:21
tick
01:00:22
scissors, a poignant story to a 16-year-old
01:00:27
schoolgirl, there is a children’s and youth
01:00:32
literary competition named after Ivan Shmelev,
01:00:35
Summer of the Lord, which has been held for 7 years by the
01:00:38
publishing council of the Russian
01:00:40
Orthodox Church;
01:00:43
participants first write a paper on one of the
01:00:46
proposed topics and send them to the
01:00:49
competition website and then the competition commission,
01:00:53
having selected the best works, invites their young
01:00:57
authors to Moscow, where they are
01:00:59
trained in literary creativity at
01:01:01
lectures and master classes by
01:01:04
leading writers and then write a
01:01:08
creative work and based on the results, the
01:01:10
winners in each
01:01:13
age category are determined, the consent of the
01:01:17
competition jury, we publish the story, tick on
01:01:20
scissors that took first place in the
01:01:22
age category of 8-9 grades it
01:01:26
was written by 16-year-old schoolgirl Daria
01:01:29
Zolotaryova from the city of Kineshma to be proud
01:01:35
break your ancestors not only can but
01:01:37
should not be respected he is shameful
01:01:41
cowardice
01:01:42
Alexander Sergeevich Pushkin in a small
01:01:47
cozy room there is a warm smell of wax an
01:01:51
elderly woman sits in an old chair and
01:01:54
knits a scarf next to her on a shag carpet,
01:01:58
a girl of about eight
01:02:00
eats plums and quietly hums the melodies of
01:02:03
children's songs click cut thread scarves
01:02:09
ready Yulechka scarf ready to use
01:02:14
yet on they look at the girl affectionately and
01:02:17
beckons to her oh aunt Galya
01:02:20
why are the scissors so black Yulia
01:02:24
looks inquiringly,
01:02:25
but the object is darkened with age in
01:02:28
Galina Yulenka's hands, these scissors are very
01:02:33
dear to me as a memory of one
01:02:35
wonderful woman who has done a
01:02:38
lot of good deeds throughout her life
01:02:40
Galina Yulia began her story,
01:02:44
sat down more comfortably on the carpet, wrapped herself in a
01:02:47
new scarf and greedily fixed her eyes on
01:02:51
the narrator
01:02:52
anticipating the interesting story of the show 41 years of
01:03:00
war, I was about five years old on one
01:03:05
cold winter evening, my brothers and
01:03:08
sisters and I were sitting around my mother, my
01:03:10
brother’s former coat, and
01:03:13
telling each other stories,
01:03:15
dad was at the front, suddenly there was a timid
01:03:21
knock on the door, had
01:03:22
dad really returned, I was surprised, but
01:03:26
from behind, when the door opened, a woman appeared,
01:03:28
wrapped in a scarf almost covering her entire
01:03:32
face, she was dressed, she was poor, but
01:03:36
there was snow neatly on her head and shoulders,
01:03:39
oh yes, she’s just like a snowman, I thought
01:03:43
and smiled with that one behind my mother’s back, my
01:03:46
mother later let the guest into the house and
01:03:49
sat her down by the stove we found out that her name was
01:03:53
Olga,
01:03:54
that the scissors she needed
01:03:57
for work were stolen from her, she was a seamstress, then my mother
01:04:01
sold her our scissors, which we
01:04:03
rarely used, for a potato tuber,
01:04:06
how we all rejoiced at her, imagine six
01:04:10
children who try every day with a
01:04:12
small piece of bread and water,
01:04:15
we were We were exhausted and this one
01:04:19
potato seemed to us like unprecedented
01:04:22
wealth. Mom cooked it
01:04:26
and rubbed it with something to make
01:04:29
something like puree. When
01:04:31
Olga left, she said that if we
01:04:34
needed scissors, we could
01:04:37
come to her at any time and take it.
01:04:40
About two weeks have passed since then.
01:04:44
I needed scissors to hem the
01:04:47
skirt, they sent me to Olga, she lived
01:04:51
nearby, and I
01:04:53
ran to her house as quickly as my exhausted body allowed,
01:04:56
and then I didn’t know what happiness was
01:05:01
waiting for me inside,
01:05:02
with a sinking heart, Olga knocked on the door,
01:05:05
opened it, looked at me with kind
01:05:08
black eyes and smiled hello check
01:05:12
mark mom needs some scissors come in don't be
01:05:16
shy I'll
01:05:17
bring it now Olga ran into the depths of
01:05:20
the house and I obediently crossed the threshold
01:05:24
closed them 1 door and brushed off the
01:05:27
snow from my felt boots leaned against the stove and fell asleep the
01:05:32
cooling pichko
01:05:33
gave me its warmth which softly
01:05:37
spread over the frozen body along the back
01:05:41
they ran goosebumps and I fell into sleep and a
01:05:46
sweet slumber I was brought out by the quiet voice of
01:05:49
Olga
01:05:50
tick wake up all the happiness you will sleep through
01:05:55
saying she was smiling
01:05:58
I understood it even with my eyes closed there were
01:06:02
bright and kind notes in her voice
01:06:05
going up touching and bribing me
01:06:10
when I opened my eyes and saw before
01:06:15
scissors wrapped in a piece of gray fabric and a piece of sugar placed on top
01:06:18
and what Olga thought was the sugar, she
01:06:24
handed it to me as a jewel in her hands and
01:06:26
affectionately said
01:06:28
this to you, eat it in my back I
01:06:35
wanted to eat very much,
01:06:36
I thanked Olga, I went out the door and
01:06:39
put the sugar on my tongue, enjoying
01:06:44
how softly it dissolved in the mouth
01:06:48
from the unusual taste, my stomach cramped
01:06:51
more beautifully than that piece of sugar, I haven’t
01:06:54
tried it anywhere else after a while, my
01:06:58
mother needed scissors from the new one and the
01:07:02
story repeated itself
01:07:04
only with other food since then and
01:07:08
began to run for scissors with great
01:07:11
joy sometimes when I especially wanted to
01:07:14
eat, I went for scissors without my mother’s request, I
01:07:18
took the scissors, then
01:07:20
I walked for about half an hour and went to give it back, she probably didn’t
01:07:24
understand, but still she
01:07:26
greeted me with a smile every time, I still
01:07:29
remember the face of this beautiful holy
01:07:32
woman, wrinkles,
01:07:34
kind bottomless eyes, with what
01:07:38
gratitude I felt for her I remember
01:07:42
for my fifth birthday she gave me a
01:07:45
brown dress that she sewed herself and a
01:07:48
jar of plum jam, the dress I
01:07:53
wore up to the holes in my elbows, she warmed me with the
01:07:56
love and kindness
01:07:58
Olga put into every seam, my
01:08:02
mother diluted the jam with water and it turned out to be a compote
01:08:05
that we drank with the whole family
01:08:08
after the death of our dear Olga’s mother
01:08:11
allowed me to take the scissors,
01:08:14
which during all the time of use have
01:08:16
not deteriorated a bit, these precious
01:08:20
scissors I keep all the years of my life as a
01:08:24
memory of the wonderful strong
01:08:28
and generous person Olga
01:08:32
during the war, she was a hero,
01:08:35
she gave love and care, sometimes
01:08:39
denying herself anything -now I understand
01:08:42
that she was in great need,
01:08:45
despite these clothes that she sewed
01:08:48
were given to those in need, only a small
01:08:52
part was sold, I am very very
01:08:55
grateful to her for everything that she did,
01:08:59
Alexander Sergeevich Pushkin said that it is
01:09:03
not only possible to be proud of your ancestors,
01:09:05
but also should not be respected by him and there is
01:09:09
shameful cowardice
01:09:11
Galina completed her story with her eyes and
01:09:15
buried
01:09:16
silent tears after the
01:09:22
organizing committee and the summer of the Lord The 7th season of the
01:09:26
competition has
01:09:27
already been a month and a half away; the correspondence stage
01:09:31
started on September 10;
01:09:33
works are accepted until December 1; by March
01:09:37
2021, they will be identified and invited to
01:09:41
Moscow to participate in full-time stage,
01:09:43
more than 30 finalists in three age
01:09:45
categories whose scores, according to
01:09:49
experts, turned out to be the highest, the
01:09:52
next 8th season will open for
01:09:54
high school students in
01:09:56
September next year in 2021,
01:10:01
the main topics were announced on the 800th anniversary of the
01:10:05
holy righteous prince Alexander
01:10:06
Nevsky, the
01:10:07
200th anniversary of Fyodor Mikhailovich
01:10:09
Dostoevsky and the 85th anniversary of the writer
01:10:13
Vladimir Krupin, however,
01:10:17
as always, free topics are not excluded, but let’s say a secret, the
01:10:20
competition never ends and the
01:10:23
winners and finalists of past seasons are
01:10:27
happy to come to work with
01:10:28
competition materials to participate in
01:10:31
intellectual games, respond to the
01:10:33
initiatives of the organizing committee as the
01:10:36
most recent initiative
01:10:38
collective compilation of the Shmelev
01:10:41
calendar, which will include the most
01:10:43
significant dates in the history of Russian
01:10:46
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