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[music]00:01:43
July 5,00:01:46
1943, let’s call it a00:01:52
few days00:01:56
without war,00:02:01
having reached the chair00:02:06
along the road swept by the December snowstorm,00:02:11
he appeared before the editor’s eyes00:02:17
only at three o’clock in the morning00:02:21
I’m listening00:02:22
now they’re calling00:02:33
Hello, hello in the morning, did you see00:02:37
that anything is changing00:02:40
Yes, it’s changing, we00:02:42
just received a message00:02:45
the Germans launched an offensive on the Kursk Bulge00:02:47
in the North in the South it’s clear00:02:50
when Go in the morning The car will be ready I’ll00:02:54
give you more photos00:02:59
Well what are you00:03:01
wasting00:03:08
Well okay now you have 6 hours00:03:27
despite the events you00:03:36
’ll have to go replace00:03:40
replace Gorsky00:03:45
just received a message00:03:48
on the German offensive as immediately00:03:50
after00:03:51
from an evil connection with the central front that00:03:55
at the beginning of German training, the00:03:58
Red Star correspondent Gursky, while on00:04:00
duty, received a00:04:03
direct hit at the regimental command post,00:04:09
no details, you will find out there00:04:14
13 Our correspondent for the war00:04:17
[music]00:04:52
war,00:04:56
like the trumpet of the Last Judgment,00:05:00
makes a person feel like he is00:05:02
naked and00:05:05
holding the answer00:05:07
for everything he has done Before what you great00:05:16
want to do right was00:05:18
much more than the sins00:05:24
the war is really the Last Judgment00:05:29
what is more terrible than this,00:05:33
you are responsible for everything00:05:36
that you managed to do, that you couldn’t, that you00:05:39
wanted, that you didn’t want, that you00:05:43
could, you00:05:46
couldn’t do anything,00:05:51
and the one who expects that they won’t call him to this00:05:53
Last Judgment, they’ll00:05:57
forget00:06:01
or they won’t have time to call him00:06:07
here, he’s really a sinner before all the00:06:10
others00:06:12
in all fairness.00:06:19
Although according to some it’s not clear00:06:22
that they even remotely thought about00:06:24
this;00:06:27
rather, on the contrary, they00:06:31
expect to live in a post-war paradise00:06:35
and wonder when it will be for them00:06:40
On someone else’s hump00:06:44
and the blood will00:06:47
start,00:06:55
you want to crack, they would00:07:01
n’t talk about victory, they wouldn’t00:07:06
jump up first, remembering the dead,00:07:13
although they themselves will drink from the head,00:07:18
indifferent00:07:26
to everything00:07:30
except their own desire to remain00:07:32
alive and whole,00:07:37
but some women still love00:07:39
such people,00:07:41
sleep with them,00:07:43
listen to their confessions00:07:46
and approve of their desire to live00:07:53
instead of others,00:08:06
in December 41, the editor unexpectedly called00:08:08
from near the colony,00:08:10
got to the editorial office by 3 o'clock in the morning,00:08:12
found the editor there and00:08:16
[music] let's00:08:20
write down00:08:22
[music]00:08:38
Hello00:08:42
for your correspondence00:08:45
and taking Odoev, I praised you at the meeting, I00:08:49
realized from the text that you are with the first00:08:51
battalion I entered the city, I appreciated everything.00:08:54
Well, when00:08:58
I got a00:09:07
big gift from you, I wish the Germans would have00:09:11
printed this00:09:17
because the Germans will take it and simply00:09:20
reprint it in their stinking00:09:24
occupation leaflets.00:09:28
Don’t be afraid, dear occupied00:09:31
citizens, to serve with us even if you00:09:34
end up in prison again later. taking it into the hands of the Soviet government00:09:36
will not understand anything,00:09:38
in my opinion, some will and some will not, in00:09:41
your opinion only in your opinion.00:09:45
Please tell me that some are to blame,00:09:47
others are not to blame. Yes, think about it, in fact, it’s00:09:49
calling for something.00:09:51
I’m calling for so that everyone is not00:09:54
cut with the same brush, and all the00:09:58
children now00:10:01
served alone with the Germans or did not serve on the one00:10:04
hand, on the other hand, all this00:10:07
must be put aside, put aside until the Victory, the00:10:11
woman should have behaved as an00:10:14
infant, about whom I am writing, who00:10:16
remained her card00:10:45
Are00:10:47
n’t you ashamed?00:10:50
What does it mean? Let her sort it out, that people00:10:54
like her are to blame, except that we00:10:57
retreated almost00:10:59
to Moscow,00:11:02
we retreated; let her sort it out;00:11:08
again, the00:11:10
correspondents of the entourage were left00:11:12
unable to get out, and you want this00:11:15
woman00:11:17
with an infant child and her disabled mother00:11:20
together,00:11:22
you want her all the borders to Moscow00:11:25
managed to go east00:11:29
kilometers a day00:11:45
and you say it with your own00:11:48
eyes00:11:58
that you are breaking the fool in front of me here Please00:12:10
forgive me00:12:13
for being a fool I can change you, you00:12:18
know for your mood,00:12:21
someone else would be in my place00:12:24
After all, you are all forgiven you preach,00:12:28
shorten your tongue, shorten it and have pity. And I know00:12:31
who I’m talking to, I’m talking to you and not to anyone00:12:34
else.00:12:50
If you want to know my opinion, my00:12:54
personal opinion,00:12:58
your conversation is out of time,00:13:02
I saw only five bribes for00:13:08
them, by the way, we’re not taking Berlin. We’re00:13:12
still near Moscow. We’re sitting,00:13:15
If we face the truth, it’s00:13:19
too early to get in trouble00:13:22
now, without an iron hand, we wo00:13:25
n’t return what we gave to what00:13:27
we returned00:13:29
between our fingers.00:13:41
When you get it from me, you all00:13:44
know very well.00:13:47
What happens to me there00:13:50
for you, it’s00:13:54
only my neck that knows00:13:59
what00:14:02
Take to hell with this00:14:07
and consider that we didn’t have this conversation with00:14:10
you00:14:15
[music]00:14:40
What kind of news from which you called me I00:14:43
don’t know your00:14:46
wife came00:14:49
came and left why he came what he00:14:52
wanted I didn’t understand ask the cleaning staff she00:14:54
explained something to him Maybe he understood00:14:57
[music]00:15:34
now I’ll finish the paragraph I’ll crush the Third Reich00:15:38
talk00:15:51
How are things with Kaluga I think today00:15:55
tomorrow we’ll take00:16:05
everything crushed I’m listening to you00:16:10
It’s me who’s listening to me If you listened to me00:16:13
Everything would have been different for you a long time ago00:16:17
okay listen to my report I00:16:21
had with her two conversations, one long after00:16:25
arriving here and one short before00:16:28
leaving on the phone, you know I don’t00:16:30
like your wife enough so I’ll00:16:32
try to be verbatim exactly the00:16:34
first conversation here she doesn’t stutter00:16:40
why didn’t he answer my three00:16:43
telegrams I arrived home and he wasn’t there I00:16:49
because he doesn’t live at home,00:16:55
besides, because now at the front00:16:58
she doesn’t stutter, that’s00:17:01
not the point, I feel like he got00:17:05
someone here without me, I00:17:10
stutter, the war, he got a fool here without you, she00:17:19
doesn’t stutter,00:17:21
I don’t believe you, but anyway I forgive him00:17:28
because I probably still love him.00:17:30
She throws her hands behind her head very beautifully00:17:34
and00:17:36
breathes excitedly. I try not to look. Because00:17:39
even Nam is his friend00:17:42
and I’m waiting for what I say next.00:17:47
Only she says that in Tashkent behind the00:17:50
Fleet Theater that she came here somehow00:17:52
-Evgeniy Alekseevich or Evgeniy00:17:54
Aleksandrovich to order you a00:17:57
front-line service for them,00:18:01
in short, in my opinion, you in the family are rubbish,00:18:08
forgive me that I, as you know, are the00:18:26
worst in all this,00:18:32
that I want to see her again, I00:18:36
should not want, but I want, I00:18:40
should not want00:18:45
[music]00:18:53
he was flying to the front00:18:55
and thinking about his wife. Okay, let’s00:18:58
skip from December 414200:19:02
when he returned from near Kharkov there00:19:04
was nothing to write, it was a failure,00:19:06
the mood couldn’t be worse, and here he00:19:10
ate at the editorial office, still lived in a00:19:13
barracks position, his00:19:17
wife fell on his head00:19:20
now that we are with you together You may00:19:23
be00:19:25
now when we are together You may00:19:28
kiss my hand It was from00:19:30
some play I don’t remember which one00:19:36
you would have given the telegram I would have met you I would have00:19:39
been smarter00:19:42
Maybe you and I will talk at home not00:19:44
here in the office I I live here00:19:49
you don’t guess why I came00:19:53
No, I don’t guess I didn’t know all my life00:19:57
what would come into your head every00:19:59
next minute00:20:02
I came to ask you to take away00:20:05
my sin00:20:06
and let me go00:20:09
I must get married00:20:17
Well, if you have to go00:20:29
[music] a00:20:39
good person00:20:42
You can be completely calm00:20:46
[music]00:20:50
Well,00:20:52
we’ll just sit here with you. Well, we00:20:55
can go to the registry office. If you00:20:57
want, I’ll write you a divorce petition here right now,00:21:03
write00:21:05
[music]00:21:14
[music]00:21:18
I now feel guilty before00:21:21
you00:21:23
anyway, you’re in everyone is to blame00:21:26
Well, so be it00:21:30
and00:21:33
you don’t even mind me00:21:37
as I am at00:21:39
least00:21:41
[music]00:21:45
for now00:21:49
until the war00:21:54
until00:21:56
they kill00:21:57
[music]00:22:06
for now I00:22:09
wonder00:22:11
how long it takes00:22:15
and how it just sways00:22:19
You’re not to blame, not00:22:21
me It’s00:22:24
also your body’s fault, which I loved for 15 years,00:22:27
contrary to reason.00:22:30
You know, in the old days, this00:22:33
would all end00:22:35
in bed,00:22:39
but now00:22:43
it’s not, it will00:22:46
never00:23:02
help you,00:23:11
I have everything Yes,00:23:13
please don’t send me00:23:16
the certificate anymore,00:23:18
the apartment will be yours, you can spend the night00:23:20
at home00:23:25
she left for Tashkent,00:23:28
but on the same day he was drawn to her like a00:23:30
stupid log adrift, he wrote00:23:33
a statement and signed it under the00:23:36
secretary’s searching gaze, the editor00:23:37
even found the strength without choking to00:23:40
wish her happiness, she left for Tashkent,00:23:43
but he was drawn to her differently stupid00:23:46
logs with the flow, this craving was like a00:23:49
return, finding it,00:23:51
getting rid of it turned out to be much more difficult00:23:54
than just saying00:23:57
goodbye00:23:59
Be happy00:24:03
[music]00:24:12
after staying for almost three months,00:24:30
I passed the set of the wrong line00:24:32
[music]00:24:36
you want to drink 100 grams Well, since the00:24:38
last line on the field means I’m00:24:40
being bribed Gladky00:24:42
I love you Matvey, although while you are my00:24:46
boss Leo it is very difficult to prove it to you, you00:24:50
will be removed, you will prove it00:24:54
[music] in00:24:55
my opinion, you used to be less than vodka And I,00:24:58
Matveykha, am not young but wiry, I00:25:00
belong to that healthy part of the rotten00:25:02
Russian intelligentsia that00:25:04
you can’t knock down with two glasses00:25:05
[ music]00:25:08
well, can I go no wait,00:25:13
here the00:25:15
photographs tell me that they have started filming00:25:18
some kind of movie novella based on one of00:25:21
your first Stalingrad essays and00:25:23
that everything there will burn down if I don’t00:25:25
let you go to them in Tashkent,00:25:27
at least find it on a chair days00:25:29
[music]00:25:49
and in order for it to work out on the road to the front you will go00:25:51
and fly there as conveniently as possible to Tashkent.00:25:54
There are five days for all your business00:25:58
from there through Ashgabat Krasnovodsk to the00:26:02
Caucasian front00:26:03
I think that even if you go by train00:26:06
you will still have time while they have something to croak there -00:26:08
something big will begin,00:26:11
and if not through Tashkent Well, the route is00:26:15
still the Circumferential one through Guryev on the side of the other one that is00:26:17
shorter. Not yet. In general, if I give you00:26:19
5 days to Tashkent, then I have the right to give them.00:26:22
But if you go00:26:25
tomorrow,00:26:32
December 26, the00:26:34
Moscow-Tashkent train00:26:40
[music] the00:26:53
windows were soft00:27:10
[music]00:27:12
rural steppes on the Don00:27:15
But these trains with oil, filling the road and thundering00:27:18
towards them,00:27:21
reminded me more than any reports of the front00:27:23
and it was somehow uneasy that you were going in the00:27:27
wrong direction, tempted by this00:27:29
unexpected leave from the military00:27:34
[music]00:27:39
the woman00:27:41
[music]00:27:46
and smoked00:27:58
Let it Stopped somewhere on the tracks00:28:06
it was unbelievably cold and00:28:27
generally bad There is no Coal, even if you steal it You00:28:31
might still be cold00:28:34
Warm up00:28:37
still warm from the porridge A00:28:50
good thing, these Uzbek robes I have00:28:55
three of them,00:28:57
only the name I save myself when there is no Coal00:29:09
and remember how hot it was in00:29:13
193400:29:19
only with what you see00:29:25
I can replenish there is some supply you don’t00:29:29
need to replenish in three days when00:29:31
you and I will celebrate the New Year00:29:33
today my bread salt what we have I00:29:41
still can’t believe my eyes that you are standing00:29:44
in front of me00:29:47
but as the Uzbek brothers say hop Miley00:29:50
So it is00:29:56
how you are disposed to talk or sleep I’m00:30:00
still half-awake on the road, I slept00:30:03
to capacity So for the first time I can00:30:04
match then we’ll talk until the morning00:30:08
and then I’ll put you to sleep there00:30:11
in that room00:30:13
with my mother on my mother’s bed00:30:17
died00:30:19
3 months ago00:30:22
on the very bed on which00:30:24
you will sleep today you00:30:26
immediately died from Old angina pectoris00:30:31
climate00:30:33
Although doctors say that00:30:35
climate change helps you00:30:39
couldn’t stand the heat the end of it00:30:42
flies00:30:44
in September00:30:47
She died Remembering you00:30:50
and others00:30:52
whom she loved00:30:54
because you know there was always one thing either00:30:56
she loved or not loved00:30:58
me I always envied me for this she00:31:03
scolded you00:31:05
and others too for not writing me00:31:08
letters here00:31:11
and scolded me for not writing to you00:31:13
from here00:31:15
I couldn’t explain that in the current00:31:18
situation I couldn’t write to you first00:31:24
but I didn’t want to understand anything I said Well,00:31:27
let him write to you first, such a00:31:30
difference,00:31:33
just don’t think that I wanted to receive00:31:35
letters from you for00:31:38
some minutes, I wanted00:31:41
more often, I didn’t want you especially00:31:46
Why especially from me00:31:50
Because when I think about you00:31:55
I don’t even have the excuse00:31:59
that I resort to moments of weakness00:32:02
thinking about my students00:32:05
Sometimes it seems to me that no one at all00:32:07
learned anything from me,00:32:09
if they learned00:32:11
to remember they don’t want to,00:32:16
you did so much good for them,00:32:18
anyone who forgets this is a pig. I00:32:20
recently met your favorite at the front,00:32:22
he told you so well00:32:25
and00:32:27
wrote me two letters both times I00:32:30
answered both times the same thank you00:32:32
for remembering00:32:34
me I had nothing else to write to him00:32:39
Do you want the truth00:32:42
yesterday when I found out that you were supposed to arrive at00:32:44
midnight I was thinking how maybe I shouldn’t even00:32:48
catch your eye00:32:55
I can handle it00:32:59
Well, I00:33:01
listened to the products in Moscow at my00:33:05
address00:33:09
now00:33:12
I want to tell00:33:15
myself00:33:18
I want to explain myself you do00:33:23
n’t have to believe me00:33:27
I really got sick when it’s00:33:32
terribly stupid00:33:34
Maybe it’s implausible but I got sick00:33:39
When our rascals were there before Minsk was00:33:42
blown to pieces00:33:45
when I crawled out from under the slope00:33:49
among groans among pieces of human00:33:52
flesh who had just been people00:33:56
I realized that I couldn’t get on another00:34:00
train00:34:02
again through all this going there,00:34:08
vomiting over and over again, emptiness, even00:34:13
I couldn’t overcome myself.00:34:22
I returned to Moscow00:34:26
with this damn shaking that00:34:28
still doesn’t go away00:34:31
and the doctors said that I I’m sick,00:34:34
I didn’t ask them, do you hear,00:34:38
they themselves said it was a00:34:43
visible condition, they sent me to a00:34:45
commission, then they demobilized me.00:34:50
Don’t think so, I understand that with someone it could have been00:34:53
different,00:34:56
but with me I00:35:00
think so correctly,00:35:06
of course you can say not all is00:35:08
lost,00:35:10
I can some army newspaper will ask me to send it,00:35:12
but I00:35:14
can’t understand, I can’t,00:35:20
Not because I’m clinging to life, I’m not00:35:22
clinging00:35:25
at all, I don’t want to live, I’m00:35:30
just afraid of myself,00:35:33
repeating this for the second time, shame,00:35:39
I can’t overcome the fear of death, I00:35:43
can’t overcome the horror of this fear00:35:47
of myself00:35:49
for myself,00:35:54
I'm afraid that everything will happen again again,00:36:00
you understand00:36:04
Why the hell are you silent, what00:36:09
else should I00:36:12
tell about myself so that you finally start00:36:14
talking?00:36:18
Well, you need to remember this as little as possible,00:36:23
work as much as possible,00:36:25
there is no other way out,00:36:28
at least I don’t see it. I’m working,00:36:32
I’m sitting here00:36:35
and writing poems about the war. The buffoon is00:36:37
rubbish,00:36:40
you know that it’s rubbish because writing about00:36:43
war is not rubbish,00:36:55
but he didn’t say that, he said differently, I’m00:37:00
sitting here writing poems about war,00:37:04
I’m writing rubbish, I know that rubbish00:37:08
can sit here, you can’t write about00:37:10
war, it’s not rubbish, it’s not is being written about the war Write about00:37:13
something else00:37:17
I write every night I write a book my00:37:21
own life00:37:23
now no one needs to be left00:37:26
misunderstood And what I said is not00:37:29
necessary about the book and about my life I write00:37:33
at night and during the day I work as hard as I can00:37:36
more than ever I00:37:40
translate other people’s poems a song for cinema I write for00:37:44
beginners in the army newspaper00:37:46
I advise my old wherever I can I00:37:48
read the old one still remembers I’m not messing around00:37:51
I didn’t think00:37:54
Okay tell me about yourself00:37:58
[music]00:38:02
recently she00:38:05
told me when she expressed00:38:08
that she broke up with you on good terms00:38:12
Yes, I’m also alone00:38:15
alone00:38:20
when a year ago00:38:22
I got here, my Irina came to00:38:25
feel sorry for me, I threw her out00:38:28
if I just came. Maybe not00:38:30
a shot. It was00:38:31
painfully clearly written on her00:38:34
Motherly Face that she had come to perform a00:38:36
Christian feat, she was00:38:41
living her life somewhere,00:38:46
the war was probably doing the right thing by00:38:48
doing surgery,00:38:51
even though she passed me by this is in my life00:38:54
it cut off00:38:56
about cut off00:38:58
about what she went through and the truth00:39:03
who she didn’t pass through00:39:07
she now in every life00:39:10
41 hit everyone so hard00:39:14
that their bones are still cracking00:39:17
Yes, it’s probably not for me in my position00:39:20
to judge00:39:22
other people Irina, including this is not a00:39:25
conversation00:39:27
can be judged by everyone,00:39:30
only a narrow-minded person or something, people can00:39:32
think that if at least once in their life they00:39:33
acted bravely and others,00:39:35
then for the rest of their lives this makes them00:39:38
judges of other people's actions00:39:54
walked back and forth in his room00:39:58
stomp with his slippers00:40:06
he wrote poems about courage all his life00:40:11
read in his00:40:13
poor, courageous voice,00:40:16
on occasion, he made it clear that he took part in the00:40:18
civil war,00:40:22
constantly traveled to the Border Outpost,00:40:25
was considered an old friend of the border guards00:40:29
after the Polish campaign. When, in general, they00:40:31
liberated western Ukraine and00:40:34
Belarus bloodlessly. He came to Moscow, all in00:40:36
belts,00:40:38
looked in uniform,00:40:40
like self-righteousness00:40:44
and forced everyone believe00:40:48
That a big war happened00:40:52
who is00:40:54
he first00:41:00
suddenly00:41:02
then it happened then it happened00:41:38
in connection with Vyacheslav out of fear00:41:43
in 193800:41:45
Vyacheslav also walked around the room, all00:41:48
haggard, tense, as if00:41:50
he was listening to what could happen to him.00:41:52
And it could happen, he00:41:55
was arrested alone one of Vyacheslav’s old acquaintances, a00:41:57
military man With a big name,00:42:01
before this happened, Vyacheslav00:42:03
liked to call his name to the point,00:42:06
exaggerating his proximity to him,00:42:09
all this could have ended badly00:42:13
But this disaster00:42:15
then turned out to be inevitable,00:42:20
passed by, something00:42:25
completely different00:42:28
unexpectedly00:42:32
happened Where the least could have00:42:34
been expected00:42:36
and where00:42:41
in the war00:42:49
on the road00:42:54
trouble00:42:57
trouble00:42:59
the correct word trouble00:43:04
trouble00:43:06
What kind of trouble a person can cope with00:43:08
only with the00:43:14
remnants of his will00:43:17
only himself00:43:22
in the end every person00:43:25
decides everything00:43:33
every person decides everything himself00:43:38
every person decides everything himself December00:43:43
28 morning00:43:47
Guber00:43:50
correspondent of the Red Star in the00:43:52
Turkestan district we can go00:43:55
straight to the checkpoint to get it because of your00:43:57
betrayal, you know I can’t00:44:00
get everything up to 30 inclusive now I00:44:03
can only get it on New Year’s Eve00:44:05
Take me please find me at the studio00:44:08
I have business there00:44:13
I know I know the Telegram editor was and the purpose of00:44:16
your visit00:44:18
A Well, they didn’t say anything about this to Vyacheslav Viktorovich,00:44:21
you know, he didn’t have such powers. And yesterday00:44:25
they refused to come to his house, so they have a00:44:28
bad relationship with him or something?00:44:30
No, it’s00:44:32
just somehow awkward in front of him in00:44:36
the summer on the anniversary of the war, I ordered him00:44:39
poetry for the newspaper, sent it to the editor they did00:44:40
n’t print it in Moscow00:44:42
without explaining the reasons, I00:44:45
understood So I was late, sent it a second time and00:44:49
in response a telegram from the editor, don’t00:44:51
show excessive initiative.00:44:53
Take care of your direct responsibilities. He00:44:56
came to me and asks how to00:44:58
tell the truth with poetry. It’s awkward to lie, too, as00:45:01
he doesn’t know how to go after this; a00:45:09
military patrol works,00:45:11
fools around. we were here this winter in Tashkent,00:45:14
winter was expected00:45:16
over the last week, several robberies,00:45:18
murders, it’s true that they were pinned down here, checks, they are00:45:21
caught at the slightest attempt at armed00:45:23
resistance, the commandant’s order was put down00:45:25
on the spot,00:45:27
one gang00:45:30
killed in different places three officers00:45:34
who were after hospitals On sick leave, they00:45:39
killed,00:45:41
stripped00:45:43
and left uniforms arrived here00:45:46
warm regions to act00:45:50
caught00:45:53
these caught00:45:56
more precisely killed during a firefight they00:45:58
obviously didn’t count on mercy so00:46:01
the commandant’s office here is tough But what kind of place should it00:46:04
be00:46:05
here you know over the last year more than a00:46:07
million people came to Tashkent in large numbers,00:46:09
half of them wanted here and in this00:46:12
sea Why doesn’t everything float?00:46:15
I was lured here at one time by the00:46:17
commandant’s office to work.00:46:19
I made it clear that I agreed. I00:46:22
decided to00:46:26
ask the editor for an immediate cross if his00:46:31
answer was Work where they sent me. I’m afraid that00:46:36
someone will be wounded and sent here00:46:39
in your place. It’s00:46:43
somehow awkward to wait for such a case.00:46:49
there, after all, on occasion in Moscow,00:46:54
the editor would have been reminded of me, the00:47:07
second killed officers will be done well,00:47:10
where00:47:12
in the rear,00:47:16
first the war drove a bullet into their body,00:47:20
then they were taken from the battlefield00:47:23
along the road, provided first aid,00:47:26
then operated on,00:47:28
stitched up, they00:47:31
said nothing00:47:34
then sent to the east,00:47:38
then they were discharged with vacation tickets00:47:42
to see their relatives before00:47:45
going back to war,00:47:48
and then some bastard00:47:53
somewhere in a back alley00:48:00
killed and stripped00:48:07
and put on what they took from the dead00:48:12
to kill someone else,00:48:16
son00:48:18
and walked from school00:48:21
and demanded that I change my00:48:23
surname Guber00:48:25
changed his surname,00:48:28
changed his surname, and00:48:32
there at school someone explained to him that00:48:35
because of my German surname I was not allowed to go to the front,00:48:38
they asked who00:48:43
said everything here. It’s00:48:45
stupid, of course I understand, but it doesn’t make me happy00:48:50
you in the family one of the Bruised00:48:51
Germans00:48:53
I met one governor Moskvich Commissar of the regiment00:48:56
and militia Division under the old00:48:58
Rus' I met00:48:59
him there later and died this is not your00:49:02
relative00:49:09
actually You know I’m used to considering myself a Ukrainian00:49:13
mother from Selene Kherson former province00:49:15
father worker Nikolaev plant I am00:49:18
Petr Chen Fedor Fedorovich Where does such a surname come from? I’m00:49:22
not used to knowing asking myself such00:49:25
questions00:49:27
before, you and I didn’t think about this00:49:30
in the old days, not I, not you, the00:49:36
son has to think,00:49:39
even childish naivety began00:49:41
to ask me about his pedigree, but I’m further than00:49:43
grandfather Fedor I don’t remember anyone00:49:47
until the end of the war not to pass with a medal of 2000:49:50
years of the Red Army00:49:52
civilian bullets in this fragment on the chest00:49:58
3 plus of course00:50:01
if so until the end of the war00:50:07
you will explain why00:50:15
how then00:50:19
Why00:50:24
how then you00:50:26
will explain to the children00:50:29
Why00:50:33
the award is given to00:50:39
the names00:50:44
and00:50:46
much more00:50:55
December 28 is00:50:58
film studio day00:51:00
first conversation00:51:03
skin director such a chiller stands in00:51:07
Tashkent, the city of grain, you know how we’ll00:51:09
know each other for the winter00:51:12
People call me00:51:15
so that it’s easier for you to remember00:51:19
Well, what kind of disagreement do you have with your00:51:21
consultant, disagreements then the00:51:24
first questions require that in the film every00:51:26
time they repeat each00:51:28
order received the order to occupy height 148 is to00:51:32
occupy it is00:51:33
possible in life and it happens from this00:51:36
feature film the picture will be a00:51:37
whole part longer the second demands that00:51:40
everyone get new uniforms00:51:44
and he demands that everyone [ __ ]00:51:50
wanted to be00:51:53
until they00:51:55
took the00:51:57
person00:52:02
the farther the less he himself when00:52:08
on on the Polish front, by the way,00:52:32
and in art, you can pay dearly for a00:52:37
script, you want lies, yes,00:52:40
your scriptwriter, before letting the00:52:42
heroine die, for some reason forces00:52:44
her to be captured, give us these00:52:46
pompous answers during this long00:52:48
stupid interrogation, then by some00:52:49
miracle she he runs and throws a grenade at the Germans,00:52:51
which for some reason those fools didn’t00:52:53
realize, I understand, you know. Is this00:52:55
right? Isn’t it possible? Still, it’s00:52:56
stupid, somehow talented, but you00:52:58
can’t leave it.00:53:02
Because I wasn’t a prisoner of war00:53:08
[music] I00:53:11
decided to move on with my life.00:53:24
necessity is trying to make someone00:53:27
else bake in Moscow now, you and I will00:53:35
have to All this you know00:53:44
nothing nothing00:53:49
Oh00:53:51
what’s wrong with you00:53:55
that00:54:00
I have Sony00:54:03
in my spine00:54:06
you know some unnecessary salts for00:54:10
me, in any case, one professor00:54:13
who began to treat me in Leningrad before the war00:54:16
You I was absolutely delighted with these00:54:19
shawls, he showed me to his students00:54:20
as an expensive exhibit, now he is the chief00:54:24
surgeon on the Leningrad front, his clinic.00:54:26
Ours are here on00:54:57
December 28, late evening,00:55:05
and I’ve been waiting for you for two hours already, I’m interfering with Vyacheslav’s00:55:10
work. I’ll be back soon. No, do00:55:13
n’t, don’t disappear.00:55:16
Well, I hope we won’t have to00:55:18
sort out our relationship with you. I needed to00:55:21
see you today because00:55:23
you should definitely have lunch with us tomorrow.00:55:26
You should meet00:55:27
Evgeniy Alekseevich and see how we00:55:30
all live here. No, I can’t have00:55:32
lunch with you tomorrow. Why am I00:55:35
busy00:55:37
at the studio too? there's a lot of work00:55:40
then please, you'll have dinner, we're00:55:44
not far from here, you'll come here to spend the night,00:55:46
you'll come to us before that and have dinner00:55:47
well. I'll come to dinner like this at 9:30,00:55:53
write00:56:13
without seeing me off. I'll see Ksenia off here00:56:16
not far. I know the passage yards. And you00:56:18
'll get lost on the way back.00:56:21
How you feel00:56:25
you've lost weight you look bad00:56:34
and you've lost some weight from bad you look00:56:37
she said in such a tone00:56:41
as if he had nothing left to do00:56:43
Without her as soon as he loses weight and looks bad I00:56:48
wonder if she will invite Vyacheslav or00:56:51
not before the war it would be strange to come and00:56:54
invite one to visit00:56:56
and there is no other00:56:59
and here you are evacuating Nothing strange00:57:03
once again00:57:13
December 2900:57:29
[music]00:57:33
I’m probably glad you showed up, you go to the kitchen00:57:37
then I’ll finish it I’ll just sit and smoke something00:57:40
there Nika my friend needs to do I00:57:43
told her that I want to talk to you00:57:45
she understands such things00:57:48
okay let's talk about what we'll00:57:51
talk about00:57:52
in Moscow until you're going to00:57:54
return.00:57:55
You know, I'd really like to, but now it's00:57:58
unlikely, since you've already started talking to00:58:02
Moscow. You know, I think that about00:58:05
our apartment affairs, you and I00:58:06
shouldn't decide anything until the end00:58:09
[music ] you00:58:15
’ll come to Moscow, you have the key to the apartment,00:58:17
I’ll show up there while the war00:58:26
[music] is a00:58:30
very good person00:58:38
Tell me, did00:58:43
you think that you too might00:58:46
have changes in your life00:58:51
No, I don’t foresee it yet00:58:54
[music]00:59:00
You know00:59:02
me somehow it’s inconvenient to talk about this but00:59:04
I’m really happy I swear00:59:09
I’m00:59:12
just fine now wonderful00:59:15
[music]00:59:37
you understood00:59:39
your favorite words00:59:45
[music]00:59:54
and a minute later a woman appeared00:59:57
whom she described as her friend01:00:02
[music]01:00:13
Hello,01:00:17
I’m Nina Nikolaevna, can you abbreviate Nika01:00:23
but Ksenia told me to sit with you.01:00:25
Well, or stand if you don’t01:00:28
want to sit, I didn’t recognize you right away. Although01:00:31
on the train he stared at you indecently, and I01:00:35
recognized you even earlier from photographs01:00:37
that Ksenia is at least younger there. And in01:00:40
civilian clothes, I immediately recognized the major with whom01:00:42
we were staring at each other in the carriage.01:00:45
It’s clear. But the01:00:48
reasons were01:00:53
because I decided to meet you01:00:56
and brought mine. Now almost everyone walks01:00:59
like a chicken to each other01:01:01
[music]01:01:05
I wanted to get to know you01:01:18
[music] I01:01:23
got tired of it. Yes, and I quit, didn’t I? sometimes an01:01:29
invented word is thrown, am01:01:32
I a dull color now in Tashkent Yes, and01:01:35
I read these poems When I was the01:01:37
same age as you, it’s unlikely,01:01:41
I’m already 29 and 3 quarters, that is, almost01:01:44
three01:01:45
Well, I would have become a few years earlier,01:01:49
tell me better01:01:51
You’re not afraid to be called Nika, isn’t that01:01:55
too majestic the name of the Goddess of01:01:57
Victory? And even during the war01:01:58
[music]01:02:00
if you’re afraid, you can call me01:02:03
Nina Nikolaevna01:02:06
okay.01:02:08
I’ll think about these options.01:02:14
Now the one on the train was completely01:02:16
different, you know, I was staring at you01:02:18
hard there was no staring, so I thought,01:02:22
something happened to this woman at the next window01:02:29
[music]01:02:45
I know,01:02:47
well, he’s lying in this one where they ca01:02:50
n’t get out themselves, only sometimes they take them and01:02:53
sometimes they take him. He has arms and legs,01:02:55
but he has after the01:02:57
wounds are complete paralysis and he will never01:03:01
get up and his wife she decided to take him01:03:02
and he doesn’t want and it’s some kind of dead end, it’s01:03:08
so embarrassing that I hated her all these years01:03:11
and for my mother, now she’s been01:03:13
living there for a whole year and goes to see him every day01:03:16
rents a room and that’s when the doctors01:03:19
said that01:03:21
now everything is hopeless She decided to01:03:24
take him and he doesn’t want to01:03:28
I don’t know if I could, because she’s01:03:31
afraid that I can’t01:03:33
[music]01:03:36
Why couldn’t I01:03:39
Because I’m always afraid to think about myself it’s01:03:42
better to be worse01:03:45
You’re not afraid01:03:48
no01:03:49
[music]01:03:51
I got it from you01:03:54
Well, it’s good if you understand01:03:58
and I was on the train and thought about my father as a01:04:01
girl in the first years after01:04:03
he left us I wished him01:04:05
some kind of misfortune because of my mother Well, of course It’s not01:04:06
like that with him,01:04:08
just the opposite, everything01:04:11
in life was good before the war, and when I01:04:13
saw01:04:14
you standing with these two01:04:17
stripes of yours, not with an order, I01:04:19
thought Why is that Why did my father01:04:23
seem like a militia at01:04:25
the front on the very first day I was so terribly wounded by one01:04:27
shrapnel and that’s it, and nothing01:04:29
will ever be okay, but there’s a man standing by the window,01:04:32
probably on his way somewhere to his family, he’s already01:04:35
been wounded twice, he’s recovered and he’s received a new order,01:04:38
and his face is so happy and01:04:41
he looks so healthy, I thought Well01:04:44
why why01:04:46
[music]01:04:49
wanted to say briefly somehow it turned out01:04:53
stupid as if I was01:04:55
looking at you wishing you harm, I01:04:59
really didn’t wish you harm, I just01:05:02
looked at you01:05:05
and thought And then01:05:09
it turned out that it was you and that nothing01:05:12
particularly good happened to you is waiting01:05:16
and only now you look as if you’re off a01:05:19
duck’s back01:05:24
I forgot the cigarettes in the kitchen You have01:05:28
[music]01:05:40
I’ll confess, it’s better to smoke a long time ago they01:05:42
started01:05:44
the war, which is noticeably01:05:46
noticeable Are you01:05:52
cool or in your hands01:05:54
[music]01:06:10
[music] ] I’m01:07:03
always afraid to think about myself it’s better to01:07:05
turn out worse are01:07:08
n’t you afraid no01:07:13
but I understood you I really01:07:16
like the way you talk to me I’m01:07:20
glad01:07:24
and then there was dinner dinner01:07:27
in Tashkent01:07:30
on the walls of fun Watercolors good all01:07:34
old Central Asia Arma camel horses01:07:38
riders and on one Watercolor was the01:07:40
Spring steppe with bright poppies,01:07:44
holy apricots,01:07:51
dinner in Tashkent, I’m01:07:55
very happy,01:08:00
you know, you can’t imagine how glad I am that01:08:03
you finally agreed to come to01:08:06
us, you know, I’m glad too And let’s immediately01:08:08
agree I’m not the victim And you’re not01:08:11
the defendant and everything that happened was for the01:08:13
common good, then we will stand,01:08:16
sit and drink vodka since you01:08:18
happened to have it. And now we will get to01:08:21
know you Vasily Nikolaevich, I01:08:24
powdered my nose, I think I’m01:08:26
good enough for a first acquaintance,01:08:31
I wanted to meet you several times in Moscow01:08:33
And I didn’t it only came out01:08:36
Don’t lie please I can’t stand it about01:08:39
me manually I bite I fight And in general01:08:41
a witch If you would like to meet me I’m01:08:46
kind and looking for A nice witch I never01:08:49
bite those who really like me I01:08:53
don’t smoke01:08:55
it came up after your correspondence01:08:59
it was believed that you are a dashing brunette yourself And you are a01:09:03
normal intellectual history of01:09:05
evolutionary student01:09:07
similar to my husband, he is also opposite01:09:11
the head of the medical battalion, he lies to me in01:09:14
his letters that it is not at all dangerous,01:09:15
he lies,01:09:17
yes, sometimes he lies.01:09:20
It’s good that you didn’t lie to your elders, there’s01:09:23
no need to lie, I’m older than you,01:09:27
I saw you before in the theater, you know where01:09:30
else in Magnit01:09:35
some kind of Theatrical Mystery01:09:38
here is irresistibly attractive to us01:09:41
artists for some reason you want to be01:09:43
remembered until old age by those who in their01:09:45
youth01:09:47
the memories of the artist01:09:51
visible from the gallery somehow resemble a01:09:54
favorite thing bought once at a01:09:57
flea market there is no logic But it looks like you01:10:01
know The thing is that01:10:03
now our artistic director, but they will soon kick01:10:07
me back to being an actress because I01:10:09
insist that the theater is a temple, I don’t allow you01:10:12
to walk on stage in felt boots. I01:10:15
heard in Moscow that in the theater all the01:10:16
artists, even the students,01:10:18
call these boys and girls everyone on you01:10:20
by name and patronymic it’s true Of course it’s01:10:23
true you can call it that way on you a person01:10:26
who cannot answer you in the same way I can’t01:10:29
stand it no01:10:34
one not only me no one lowly01:10:41
him you can’t be scared of anyone even me I’ve01:10:44
already told you once and for all01:10:55
[music]01:11:00
[music]01:11:11
Vasily Nikolaevich I want to ask you01:11:14
one question01:11:17
Just answer me the truth,01:11:22
you yourself killed the Germans with your own hands,01:11:32
maybe I don’t01:11:36
think01:11:38
how to understand this, I don’t think01:11:42
at the beginning of the war I shot together with other01:11:44
Germans with a rifle But these are very01:11:48
machine guns, but I don’t think that it was I who01:11:50
hit01:11:53
Well tell me, you wanted01:11:55
someone else to kill them. And you yourself01:12:00
somehow didn’t think about this in relation to01:12:03
yourself [music]01:12:14
[music] the01:12:25
fascists must be killed, otherwise you won’t01:12:29
win and it’s good when they are killed But we are01:12:31
alive and it’s bad if it’s the other way around, in short01:12:34
then this is war.01:12:37
Well, answer,01:12:39
would you experience satisfaction or even01:12:42
pleasure? If you knew for sure that01:12:45
no one else? Namely, you killed one01:12:48
or several fascists;01:12:54
perhaps satisfaction is about pleasure? No, this again is not at all01:12:58
suitable for war, and also01:13:02
[music]01:13:05
I don’t know what to do With these words, however,01:13:07
as with many others written on this01:13:09
topic, I did not re-read my01:13:10
correspondence, but I think that01:13:12
the fall in them, no, did01:13:16
not occur to me.01:13:24
I am just a man who has been01:13:27
in war for a long time.01:13:33
What does it mean to have the01:13:36
determination to die for the Motherland?01:13:39
How do you feel? You01:13:46
decided to die,01:13:49
you decided to die01:13:53
This not exactly the right words,01:13:56
even not at all the same What does01:13:59
the determination to die mean?01:14:02
The determination to die is from the area of01:14:04
suicide01:14:06
in war. More precisely, to speak about the determination01:14:08
to do everything possible in conditions01:14:12
when it threatens death, then01:14:16
this is probably the extreme of the inevitable;01:14:19
such a feeling behind this is01:14:23
probably the desire to live01:14:26
even in front of the face of inevitability01:14:39
means the feeling is still there,01:14:42
I’m not talking about myself,01:14:53
you made angry eyes.01:14:57
It’s because I made you think about01:15:00
what you don’t want or are tired of thinking,01:15:03
don’t be angry with me,01:15:06
I’m not torturing you first because here01:15:10
in Tashkent I’m putting a play about the war without01:15:14
having their own idea01:15:17
I am already an old woman, I know well how people suffer,01:15:20
how people die, how they learn about the death of01:15:23
other people, how they fear for their lives, but01:15:27
all this is not enough to stage a01:15:30
play about the war,01:15:32
I need to know01:15:34
what else do you want me to01:15:37
know?01:15:40
I like it, in01:15:43
my opinion, she’s honest, I’m sure of the01:15:47
author’s feelings, but I’m not sure of the01:15:49
words spoken on stage. Yes, you01:15:53
know, so we checked on you.01:16:00
Well, they forced me, so to speak,01:16:03
to work for our theater,01:16:06
you know, we have a secret here for you,01:16:10
one young actress, the01:16:13
main performer role was01:16:16
three months in the birth team,01:16:20
just returned01:16:23
and behaves very actively at the rehearsal, you01:16:27
know everything, the main thing is that everyone explains the01:16:35
opinion, you01:16:37
know perfectly well how I shut you up with01:16:40
honored people when they start01:16:43
listening only to themselves during the rehearsal, but01:16:47
I love shocked people,01:16:54
I listen to her shock for01:16:57
me is the sound of war, as always,01:17:01
you get carried away. And I warned you01:17:17
[music]01:17:21
Yes, about the pleasure of killing Germans, this is01:17:25
just the actress returning from the front,01:17:28
don’t dare laugh, hear, don’t laugh01:17:32
laugh at her, even if she lied a little,01:17:35
she still came back01:17:37
shocked and everyone It was important for us to01:17:40
hear her words and not even her lies,01:17:43
if there were any, but her shock01:17:48
at me01:17:50
probably thinks that I’m an easily loyal fool.01:17:55
I love gullible people, if I have to choose01:17:58
from two, I love them much more than those01:18:01
who have such difficulty believing others that even01:18:04
stops believing in himself01:18:09
don't smile It's not me this Pushkin's01:18:13
journey01:18:15
I know in general you know a lot01:18:32
I love Him loved love01:18:37
love01:18:39
and I stopped loving01:18:42
He deceived me I01:18:44
can't stand feeling like a01:18:46
man in front of him I feel01:18:55
God bless you if01:19:08
it was very good01:19:16
[music]01:19:18
and we I’ll probably see you again01:19:23
[music]01:19:33
we’ll meet you,01:19:36
she said,01:19:38
shaking his hand, the01:19:44
second missed conversation,01:19:49
waited in years, deaf students remember01:19:53
their own01:19:55
We ate the terrible years of Russia, we01:20:00
can’t forget anything, the01:20:05
sizzling years of01:20:08
madness in them,01:20:10
hopes, the news is only wars, only Freedoms01:20:16
Bloody, of01:20:24
course And now we Peep,01:20:30
then we were starving a lot more Yes, and you01:20:35
know, at the age of 17 you want to eat 17 times more01:20:37
than now01:20:42
on an empty stomach01:20:45
in the morning I studied at courses to water the lumen in01:20:48
the evenings I mastered the culture of Proletarskaya01:20:51
not Proletarianskaya01:20:53
Kolontai heard the01:20:55
freedom of love of01:21:00
Mayakovsky many times,01:21:03
but Blok only once I could have done two,01:21:09
but I walked with my friend the young lady,01:21:11
I thought that I might not have time for the block to still01:21:15
have time.01:21:17
He took it and died,01:21:21
but how he read01:21:25
Regardless, it’s as if he’s01:21:27
standing and reading to himself,01:21:31
reading,01:21:33
I kept waiting for him to read 12, he01:21:37
just didn’t read 12 To be honest,01:21:40
he didn’t make much of an impression on me then,01:21:53
one night01:21:57
between two battles,01:21:59
a senior political instructor01:22:02
read his poems to me by heart all night long,01:22:08
I thought01:22:11
if he were alive,01:22:15
what kind of poems did he write01:22:19
about his Russia? These are the01:22:27
fatal days for her. would have01:22:32
gone to the front they would have let them not let01:22:36
him in he still went01:22:39
or was it 41 was a little01:22:44
just 46 did01:22:48
n’t think about it01:22:52
recently01:22:55
when I took the block’s notebooks from one evacuated01:22:59
Leningrader you know01:23:02
I was struck by one nonsense01:23:06
How is it that the01:23:09
first poet of Russia01:23:13
is sitting somewhere in the swamps01:23:17
he pulls this burden as a timekeeper for a01:23:21
military construction team in a war about01:23:24
which we all say that it is alien to01:23:26
the interests of the people01:23:29
who needed it, he is01:23:36
also01:23:40
alien aliens01:23:44
from 3 million people01:23:48
died on it, how to deal01:23:52
with this01:23:55
Well, okay, let's continue, tell Comrade01:23:58
Lopatin But01:23:59
on the front line,01:24:04
when you go on the attack,01:24:24
work was in full swing when01:24:27
Guber appeared at the film studio, it’s01:24:31
his fault, but he was ordered to tear you away from01:24:35
work and urgently take you to the plant,01:24:39
there will be a rally, a01:24:46
rally at the plant01:24:50
[music]01:24:55
after everything you saw there at the rally at the01:24:58
plant, you feel a man on01:25:01
whose shoulders a war fell for the second time,01:25:03
another second war in which everything is01:25:07
different, but still a war with his01:25:11
41 with his 4201:25:13
[music]01:25:15
mustachioed cheerful face of the01:25:18
performing fighter Turdyev who01:25:21
talked about the war with such a01:25:23
force of cheerfulness picking out the word from him01:25:26
could get used to the fact that he was alive, although in01:25:29
essence he had already been killed01:25:31
and this same face was suddenly left with01:25:34
tears when he remembered how he carried01:25:37
him for several kilometers,01:25:39
dragged a wounded partner on his back01:25:42
and dragged him, laid him in a snowdrift on the snow,01:25:47
turned him upside down with his eyes,01:25:50
he was dead01:25:51
[music]01:25:54
women01:25:56
listening this is standing at the machine from the frame of01:26:00
which they spoke, a face distorted with01:26:02
horror, as if she had been shown a funeral01:26:05
for her husband01:26:07
and other faces,01:26:09
Russians, not Russians, thin, dirty, [ __ ],01:26:15
suddenly flashed Memories of01:26:18
the ranks built there in Stalingrad under the01:26:20
Volga slope01:26:22
[music]01:26:23
from the remnants of the regiment receiving guards01:26:26
knowledge01:26:27
There were also Russians are not Russian faces, and01:26:32
although there were only male ones,01:26:34
here they were female,01:26:36
they flashed by the external similarity and the01:26:40
deeper internal similarity01:26:42
between both,01:26:47
and at the end of the meeting, the01:26:49
plant director, a tall young general,01:26:52
grabbed the armpits of two very small01:26:55
teenagers,01:26:56
picked him up, lifted him up01:27:01
[music]01:27:06
was a man who wanted to say something else01:27:09
but was afraid of his own01:27:11
voice [music]01:27:15
from a tarpaulin and a car ramp on the01:27:17
legs of women in01:27:19
Khurgana was walking when the roof of the foundry01:27:22
was frozen and mountains of shavings in the yard at the01:27:24
exit from the workshop01:27:25
[music]01:27:27
and before that there was a whisper in the ear an elderly01:27:30
man is selling,01:27:32
although it’s cold. Throw it off, please, let01:27:35
them see01:27:38
and after a second of bewilderment, you understand01:27:42
that these people here01:27:44
don’t need to talk about the fact that you are a01:27:46
correspondent or a writer,01:27:49
that you were in01:27:52
Stalingrad01:27:54
and that you have an order and stripes,01:27:59
that for these people01:28:02
this is the most important,01:28:05
more important than everything01:28:09
that has happened01:28:13
in your life so far01:28:23
[applause]01:28:28
[music]01:28:35
no date no need Vasily Nikolaevich01:28:39
stop01:28:46
Vasily Nikolaevich01:28:48
Yes, you stop Finally I can’t catch01:28:51
up with you are01:28:53
you01:28:55
glad to see me01:29:02
I’m very glad01:29:05
No it’s me putting my hands in my pocket like that I’m holding it for01:29:07
Independence,01:29:09
and in general I like to put my hands in my pocket, but in01:29:11
fact, I’m very glad to see you and I’ve been01:29:15
waiting for you here for a very long time, you’ve been waiting for me for a long time.01:29:17
They froze where from and where from where did I01:29:21
wait for you here? And where are you,01:29:23
where did I come on the tram? these are not01:29:26
very good I’m almost there but it’s not01:29:29
enough for a tram you have enough gunpowder on foot01:29:32
you’re not frozen01:29:36
they asked anyone about me these days01:29:44
Vyacheslav Viktorovich asked01:29:46
but I’m lucky he’s a good person Well,01:29:50
what else did he tell you about me besides01:29:52
I’m a dressmaker with a higher01:29:54
education Well, he said that your01:29:57
mother and son live with you, that you support them yourself,01:30:01
and said that he doesn’t know who your husband was,01:30:06
that’s all01:30:09
No, not all01:30:15
Well, I won’t be at your friend’s house in the New Year, that’s why01:30:20
I came in order to01:30:23
tell you about this Because all these01:30:25
days I have been thinking about you and for some reason I believed that you01:30:28
also want to see me and I need to01:30:30
warn you that I will not be there so I will01:30:32
now see off Vyacheslav Viktorovich and01:30:34
go about my business with my various partners01:30:37
We won’t see you again this year,01:30:41
but only01:30:43
in the future If you want,01:30:48
only the day after tomorrow I’m leaving01:31:01
Well, the day after tomorrow The day after tomorrow And I01:31:06
thought that you would stay here until the third01:31:08
You weren’t frozen I’m on two highways01:31:13
My husband also wore 2 woolen socks,01:31:16
he left at the beginning of the forties, from here01:31:19
he is a military engineer, it was assumed that he01:31:22
would settle down there and then call his family, but he did01:31:24
n’t call, he gave us his freedom, we gave him his freedom, so here01:31:30
he is there on his own. And we01:31:33
got married here or something. Yes, in the end he got01:31:37
married, like the war— then she smoothed it out then,01:31:39
you know, she was terribly angry So there are01:31:43
different ones. Wait for01:31:50
me, there are such things. Tell me better. How is it at01:31:53
the front with one hand Letters home and with the other,01:31:57
no,01:32:02
of course, but I very rarely saw01:32:06
someone at the front or nearby on the front line -01:32:09
would you ever have such happiness that you consider it01:32:11
happiness I consider it happiness you know in the01:32:15
fulfillment of desires if they are mutual there is01:32:18
always a share of happiness01:32:21
No, I didn’t ask for myself, for me01:32:24
this whole story played out before the war01:32:25
quickly like a movie and I’m glad that before war01:32:29
because during the war it would have been more difficult, but the day before yesterday I01:32:30
sat next to you and of course01:32:33
watched you. It seemed to me that you01:32:37
should have been angry with yourself and Ksenia01:32:39
because, well, because you agree,01:32:42
your position was stupid.01:32:44
In general, you agreed, you should have been01:32:47
angry. don’t be angry that they01:32:52
completely stopped loving her01:32:54
[music]01:32:59
apparently so when you realized this01:33:02
[music]01:33:05
and here you were still sitting next to me and listening01:33:08
[music]01:33:18
nothing worked for me,01:33:23
this New Year you are in Tashkent and01:33:27
last New Year where you were01:33:30
at front and how it was01:33:37
I don’t remember01:33:40
last New Year01:34:17
[music]01:34:28
[applause]01:34:34
Tell me,01:34:36
how01:34:39
long do you think this war will go on for01:34:47
probably three years at least01:34:52
[music]01:34:54
well,01:34:56
you started to fight01:34:59
better than the Germans, it’s01:35:07
not better yet01:35:09
[music]01:35:13
when it goes away yours in Krasnovodsk at 1101:35:16
[music]01:35:28
If01:35:30
we don’t see you again before01:35:33
[music]01:35:44
how can we see you again?01:35:52
It’s probably01:35:54
ridiculous. Well, for some reason01:35:57
it seems to me that we won’t see each other again; we01:36:05
won’t talk01:36:07
about letters01:36:10
[ music]01:36:13
It seems to me that you and I01:36:15
will see each other again01:36:24
last day01:36:29
last conversation01:36:32
with Vyacheslav01:36:37
read01:36:39
read01:36:46
No I’m not drunk01:36:49
read01:36:58
not connected01:37:00
I remember this one year of life then another I’ll01:37:05
read01:37:13
undone by blades01:37:16
and typhus not touched up to the01:37:19
neck in the water didn’t go through the sivashami of01:37:23
everything and managed that to touch with the soul,01:37:27
but you have to be the body, not only the soul, the01:37:32
soul,01:37:35
I loved this tender word,01:37:38
having forgotten why it stays in the body,01:37:41
ready with it if you have to part with it in the01:37:45
last battle, the01:37:47
infirmary soul,01:38:02
I loved this tender word, a01:38:07
book01:38:09
about my life01:38:13
that no one needs,01:38:23
what does it mean that no one needs a person’s life is needed01:38:28
And that means no one needs a book01:38:31
if it is written in a person’s life,01:38:35
even if he himself thinks that it is not01:38:38
needed01:38:40
And in general, what is needed01:38:44
and what is not needed, are01:38:50
n’t we answering this question too simply for01:38:53
ourselves and others?01:39:04
Yes, maybe now it is it01:39:07
may not be necessary often and I typed01:39:11
everything like that,01:39:15
but when a person01:39:18
finds in himself the amazing strength to01:39:23
still write it would be01:39:27
strange if01:39:30
no one needed it01:39:33
strange01:39:36
if the moral01:39:40
forces forcing a person to write at such01:39:42
moments still01:39:47
disappeared in a blow01:39:54
no01:39:55
probably such forces01:40:01
should not be lost for01:40:07
this would be too01:40:09
unfair01:40:15
probably this should have been thought about earlier01:40:17
in Moscow01:40:19
I couldn’t think about it without seeing you01:40:24
and still tell me01:40:27
If I could now outfit you and01:40:30
give you documents01:40:33
and to go with you to the Caucasian01:40:36
front,01:40:37
as if you had decided for yourself for01:40:41
yourself, it may seem strange to you, but I01:40:45
thought about it,01:40:46
thought about it and kept silent01:40:49
because I know it’s not up to you, I did01:40:52
n’t start shaking the air in vain, I want to go01:40:55
to the front, I01:40:57
feel ashamed, I haven’t lost it yet01:41:00
a lot of things they say about me The truth is01:41:03
slander, in short, your01:41:08
tea is not yet cold01:41:13
Tell me please,01:41:16
I wanted to ask others many times01:41:19
I held back And I’ll ask you01:41:24
who is published in your Zvezda writes01:41:27
essays from the front line Is this the01:41:30
same one01:41:34
who was beaten by everyone for 30 years laziness01:41:37
behind the pacifism pseudo-humanism01:41:40
God knows why and just for01:41:43
some oddities of his letter Was01:41:45
it really him who01:41:55
started the militia,01:41:58
listened to the infantry captain and when01:42:02
no one knew or thought where he was and what he01:42:04
sent his first essay01:42:06
and no way my sinner sometimes from the headquarters01:42:08
front With the mark valid01:42:11
but really from the front line01:42:13
and without a mark01:42:16
they printed the first one sent the second one01:42:20
Since then he has been traveling from us and writing.01:42:24
She loves him,01:42:27
they are trying to figure it out so that they can go together with him01:42:31
likes they01:42:34
call it among themselves Tushin he saw it No01:42:39
at the front it was not necessary how- then in the01:42:40
editorial office they came together from different fronts, drank01:42:42
three pots of tea with sausage,01:42:44
exchanged boots. Why It turned out that01:42:47
his great ones are pressing on me, now01:42:49
I’m in01:42:51
his boots01:42:59
a lot of unexpectedly01:43:03
a lot of unexpectedly01:43:07
a lot of unexpected01:43:16
It’s true01:43:18
that often and a lot over the years we say01:43:20
that they expected what didn’t expect01:43:22
anything different after01:43:24
all Why is there so much unexpected?01:43:28
Maybe we should be less surprised,01:43:32
take at least this is01:43:35
so much unexpected with him01:43:39
and what if a person was mistaken01:43:43
but don’t treat him01:43:47
Although he held on01:43:50
loved people somehow in his own way01:43:55
but he loved people01:43:59
and he himself remained a man01:44:04
Why couldn’t we expect from him that01:44:07
the hour would strike and01:44:14
someone else would become who01:44:18
we are talking about today that we didn’t01:44:19
expect,01:44:23
maybe because we ourselves did01:44:26
n’t think very deeply01:44:29
about who and what to expect,01:44:35
be alive01:44:38
to the end, the01:44:41
main thing is01:44:45
I’m alive today I dozed off during the day I saw my mother in a dream01:44:47
that she fed us dumplings with you,01:44:49
this is good luck01:44:51
for you01:44:58
when you return to Moscow and find out that01:45:01
there is an opportunity to take me with you to01:45:03
the front01:45:05
before making a final agreement01:45:08
Send me01:45:11
some kind of conditional telegram so as not to put01:45:13
me in an awkward position01:45:16
Well How are you doing01:45:22
and if I decide,01:45:27
let’s go, I’ll01:45:28
answer, I01:45:30
want to see you, well,01:45:34
we’ve agreed,01:45:38
no. Come on, if you01:45:45
want to go, write unconditional telegrams.01:45:51
I won’t remind you of my country.01:46:00
Well, maybe you’re right,01:46:04
yes,01:46:09
in this case, I’m right,01:46:14
you’ve become different from what I knew01:46:18
I know worse or better than01:46:22
others01:46:26
[music]01:46:30
in this case01:46:32
[music]01:46:47
January 201:46:50
Tashkent01:46:52
station01:46:54
[music] the01:46:56
train twitched and slowly crawled along01:46:59
the platform01:47:01
Vyacheslav walked next to the train holding the01:47:04
handrail,01:47:06
walked drying, accelerated the step, finally tore off01:47:10
his hand, stopped01:47:12
forest pocket01:47:25
same old01:47:44
[ music]01:48:00
will smoke01:48:11
[music]01:48:18
[music]01:48:26
and the New Year has passed, I slept through the story,01:48:30
uninteresting but slept very well01:48:34
[music]01:48:40
New Year01:48:43
[music]01:49:03
[music]01:49:08
Yes, these three were men01:49:12
hanging women. I saw it too,01:49:16
but in other places01:49:28
it was in Kerch01:49:32
I was in Kerch I01:49:35
saw on the outskirts of the city Rob01:49:39
That is, even rough,01:49:42
that is, exactly with an anti-tank01:49:47
and the Germans shot several thousand people there,01:49:52
barely sprinkled the Earth01:49:55
and in some places they didn’t sprinkle it,01:50:02
so I stood and thought01:50:08
that it’s not scary01:50:12
How it doesn’t require Vengeance01:50:17
but in your consciousness that for such and such you01:50:19
can never01:50:21
and will not take revenge to the fullest extent,01:50:26
there is a feeling of your01:50:28
own superiority01:50:31
and a power01:50:34
that you will never use as01:50:37
they did,01:50:39
victory over them, yes,01:50:44
but not Revenge, drinking01:50:50
and pleasure, admiration, these are all01:50:53
not the same words about war It’s01:50:58
not easy for me to get to you,01:51:02
and there are four steps to death,01:51:08
these are really the words of war,01:51:12
they came from the war to the war, they returned in a01:51:15
song01:51:16
about which, by themselves,01:51:18
not with the help of the radio,01:51:22
some sage on the radio was afraid to broadcast them,01:51:28
lest the soldier there at the front be01:51:31
afraid when he01:51:34
heard that four steps to his death01:51:48
outside the window stretched the outskirts of Tashkent01:51:51
in the distance the low buildings of some factory01:51:54
from here you can’t understand maybe that one is01:51:57
closer the pancake houses are walking the shafts01:52:02
and even closer the descending diverging crossing01:52:06
each other the rails were running01:52:10
all01:52:18
and then by the clock01:52:21
[music]01:52:37
put an ellipsis01:52:47
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Из записок Лопатина. Этот спектакль по повести К.Симонова «Двадцать дней без войны» цикла «Из записок Лопатина» был поставлен к 30-летию Победы в Великой Отечественной войне, режиссером Иосифом Райхельгаузом в Московском театре "Современник" и рассказывает о жизни военного корреспондента Лопатина и о том, что пришлось увидеть ему на дорогах войны. Итак, военный корреспондент Василий Лопатин приезжает на несколько дней в Ташкент, где на киностудии снимается фильм по его фронтовым очеркам. В городе он навещает семью погибшего однополчанина, встречается со своей бывшей женой, которая живет в Ташкенте в эвакуации, переживает внезапно нахлынувшую на него яркую любовь и расставание... #фильмспектакль Гл. ред. литературно-драматических программ 1975 Режиссер - Иосиф Райхельгауз Оператор - Александр Шапорин Оператор - Александр Божко Художник - Давид Боровский Актер - Валентин Гафт (Лопатин) Актер - Людмила Иванова (Машинистка) Актер - Владимир Земляникин (Редактор) Актер - Марина Неелова (Ника) Актер - Андрей Мягков (Вячеслав) Актер - Олег Табаков (Режиссер) Актер - Любовь Добржанская (Актриса) Актер - Константин Райкин (Гурский) Актер - Анастасия Вознесенская (Ксения) Актер - Виктор Тульчинский (Губер) Актер - Валентин Никулин (Веденеев) Мы в соцсетях: Яндекс. Дзен - https://dzen.ru/fond Telegram - https://t.me/gosteleradiofond VK - https://vk.com/teleradiofond OK - https://ok.ru/gosteleradiofond ▶️Подписаться на канал "Советские фильмы, спектакли и телепередачи": https://www.youtube.com/@gtrffilms?sub_confirmation=1
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